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 Posted: Sat Jun 03, 2006 7:29 pm
Malee It would be best that you don't.
Seriously though, your banning has nothing to do with the admins. I understand why Koko has that sentiment, but why you? That's something I would rather not talk about for I have it clearly in my journal and I am putting it aside. If by the end of next week I'm not so bitter, my signature could very well change for I'm trying to find a new place for myself in GAIA.
-edit-
And now I'm suddenly musing over my signature. At least the good thing about my journal here is that I can be true once again instead of hiding it from people like I had to due to privacy being invaded.
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Posted: Sat Jun 03, 2006 7:35 pm
I'm going to say it straight up Eve, take it how you will. You sound like a child throwing a hissy fit because they can't get their way. People throw a fit because admins suppossedly select "corrupt" moderators, groups of people that I work with and respect. It just doesn't sit well with me when people bash them because they are upset.
So if you feel its best for me to leave the guild and never associate with others, then fine, but I'm tired of walking the line and watching people I respect get bashed by others.
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Posted: Sat Jun 03, 2006 7:37 pm
That's why I was thinking I would excuse myself for the time being until my bitterness subsided. I have tried my best to just explain for a few moments what happened and then end it. I answer questions, but I will leave if it will make you feel any better. I'm sorry if I am upsetting you. I will not try to make you see things from my point of view.
Excuse me, but I am taking my leave now.
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Posted: Sat Jun 03, 2006 7:46 pm
I know, but its not between you and the forums, its between you and the mod. Spreading it around the forum doesn't help your cause.
I just want you to realize how your bitterness, anti-admin and corrupt mods attitude reflects on you as a person in the views of others.
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Posted: Sat Jun 03, 2006 7:55 pm
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Posted: Sat Jun 03, 2006 7:57 pm
Yes, I do realize what my bitter does to those around me. Yes, I know how others see me as. Do you think I have not looked around and seen what all happens around me? Do you think that I am the type of person who only thinks of herself? If you do, then that is because you are only seeing someone through the internet and you will never know how I truly am.
Yes, excusing myself from the places I enjoy to hang out at is childish, but I need this time to myself. I have lost my idenity and feel very out of place on this site. I feel as though I am being frowned upon by my friends that I had on here and don't know why I should feel this way when I did nothing wrong.
I am hurting and I do have a right to show that I am when I am, but I have tried my best to keep people from drawing me into what all has happened to me. I answer the genuine questions and leave it at that. I would have liked to have taken things to PMs, but that was not in my head at the moment and I can't take it back.
You can hate me. You can be angry with me for being bitter. You can see me as a user that did something wrong. I am trying not to change your mind and I do apologize if you feel I am. But I will be excusing myself from her until further notice.
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Posted: Sat Jun 03, 2006 8:02 pm
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Posted: Sat Jun 03, 2006 8:24 pm
sweatdrop heart
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gah! hearburn ;_;
and im still at work...
been working 13hrs so far today XD;
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Posted: Sat Jun 03, 2006 8:24 pm
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Posted: Sat Jun 03, 2006 8:31 pm
For the record Eve, I'm not mad at you, just... saddened.
Kari, go home, work will still be there the next day. Or do we need to come down and drag you home?
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Posted: Sat Jun 03, 2006 8:35 pm
Before I go, I'd like to say that no one should hold harsh feelings towards Malee. She is just pointing out a few things, even if she does make my fear a reality that had been looming in my heart the last few days. So please, don't be upset with her.
If anyone wishes to get ahold of me, my inbox is always open. I wish you all great fortune in your life and hope our paths may cross again. This isn't good-bye. It's just until the next time.
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Posted: Sat Jun 03, 2006 8:40 pm
Malee For the record Eve, I'm not mad at you, just... saddened.
Kari, go home, work will still be there the next day. Or do we need to come down and drag you home?
at least i will have Monday and possibly Tuesday off ^^;
*hugs all* be back in a few
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Posted: Sat Jun 03, 2006 9:05 pm
and.. back XD
oh, and next year, my bf and our friend have been talking about going to AnimeExpo instead of Fanime next year whee
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Posted: Sat Jun 03, 2006 9:13 pm
I'm like.. really pissed off, but that may just be because I'm tired.
:/
*goes to bed*
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Posted: Sat Jun 03, 2006 9:20 pm
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