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 Posted: Fri Dec 29, 2006 3:29 pm
You're not alone.
arrow DK: Nice name 3nodding
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Posted: Fri Dec 29, 2006 7:58 pm
Mule schizophrenia is a lot of fun. rofl
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Posted: Fri Dec 29, 2006 9:34 pm
Getting married Azura? Hm... lol
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Posted: Sat Dec 30, 2006 12:02 am
Naw, not exactly. Um...it's a part of my exercising my mule schizophrenia. I'll leave it at that. rofl
*eyes your sig* Aw. My condolences, Sing. sad
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Posted: Sat Dec 30, 2006 4:44 am
What have happened? neutral
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Posted: Sat Dec 30, 2006 10:00 am
Well... two Thursdays ago, the 21st... I was having a huge Christmas bash... and Kim was a tad late since I needed her for she knew where everything was supposed to be set at the place, the food, the band, etc... and... I was on the phone with her and she was already upset about something and I was growling at her to hurry up (selfishly) and she was driving my car which she had little to no experience in... and told me that she was turning onto the street the building my party would be at and I then heard screeching, and then a loud scream... and then the phone went dead.
I rushed into the closest car I could find and drove to where she was... she was still alive... but barely... I held her in my arms and we talked for what luckily felt like an eternity, but was actually a minute. I kissed her... and then she smiled... and closed her eyes. And she was gone.
Kim was a wonderful girl... in fact, the only girl able to get me to feel I could live the rest of my life with... I mean, when I told people I was engaged, there was huge utter shock. And... now she's gone. She told me to go on, I could live without her. She didn't want me to be stuck on her.
...problem is, the day I met her 7 years ago... I was stuck on her. So... it's been a hard winter break from school. The day we get back, we're having a mass for her because she was the president of the student council and also a very well known girl at the school and town. I was told that had she lived also, comparing scores, grades, academics, clubcs, etc... she would've graduated Valedictorian. I bet she'd be proud. But for now, she's gone. I'll see her someday... whether in my heart, dreams, or when I eventually die. I plan to live out my life to the fullest for her...
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Posted: Sat Dec 30, 2006 10:21 am
I really don't know what to post...
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Posted: Sat Dec 30, 2006 12:03 pm
Me neither. I'm sad she had to go even though I didn't know her much personally. It must be terrible to lose someone you love so much. We'll be here if you need us, Sing.
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Posted: Sat Dec 30, 2006 12:53 pm
Singsaith Well... two Thursdays ago, the 21st... I was having a huge Christmas bash... and Kim was a tad late since I needed her for she knew where everything was supposed to be set at the place, the food, the band, etc... and... I was on the phone with her and she was already upset about something and I was growling at her to hurry up (selfishly) and she was driving my car which she had little to no experience in... and told me that she was turning onto the street the building my party would be at and I then heard screeching, and then a loud scream... and then the phone went dead.
I rushed into the closest car I could find and drove to where she was... she was still alive... but barely... I held her in my arms and we talked for what luckily felt like an eternity, but was actually a minute. I kissed her... and then she smiled... and closed her eyes. And she was gone.
Kim was a wonderful girl... in fact, the only girl able to get me to feel I could live the rest of my life with... I mean, when I told people I was engaged, there was huge utter shock. And... now she's gone. She told me to go on, I could live without her. She didn't want me to be stuck on her.
...problem is, the day I met her 7 years ago... I was stuck on her. So... it's been a hard winter break from school. The day we get back, we're having a mass for her because she was the president of the student council and also a very well known girl at the school and town. I was told that had she lived also, comparing scores, grades, academics, clubcs, etc... she would've graduated Valedictorian. I bet she'd be proud. But for now, she's gone. I'll see her someday... whether in my heart, dreams, or when I eventually die. I plan to live out my life to the fullest for her... I know what it is like to lose someone close to you, especially right before Christmas... my Uncle Steve died the day after your precious Kim, and it was not in any way a happy time for anyone. I feel for you man, but, as the pastor said at my uncle's funeral: don't regret anything, you did all you could possibly have done at that moment, and know that no matter what you or anyone else may think, its what is in your heart that counts, and they understand your grief and are with you always, wtaching over you. Don't stop caring and just give up because of their death, but, instead, keep on at it, in honor of the life they lived, the life they left behind, and the life that could have been.
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Posted: Sat Dec 30, 2006 1:05 pm
Keep living Singsaith for that is what she wanted, it sounds like. The light shalt shine the way.
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Posted: Sat Dec 30, 2006 4:57 pm
So Dk what's with name change?
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Posted: Sat Dec 30, 2006 5:45 pm
*cries for Sing...seriously* cry
That was so sad to read. I'm so sorry I brought it up again. All I can say is, I so totally understand since I lost my grandmother on the 14th, whom I owe much of my life to, as well. sad
Feel better soon, buddy. *pats on the back*
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Posted: Sat Dec 30, 2006 6:15 pm
Aw... don't cry. You'll make me cry...
...and I hate crying. ^^;
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Posted: Sat Dec 30, 2006 6:49 pm
sagefox_601 So Dk what's with name change? I've had this as my MSN user name since summer. I decided a name change was in order. Considereing I act sometimes on MSN as a robotic entity.
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