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 Posted: Tue May 27, 2008 1:46 pm
She looks down at her hands and sighs, before running her fingers through her hair in aggitation.
Yes, I guess you're right. The sad thing is I'm not sure I'm any closer to answer that question even now.
Zac listened to the rest of Ash's answer in silent contemplation, she had never heard of Hollows, but for some strange reason the name felt familar, but she wasn't sure why, and she whispered the word aloud.
Hollow's......makes me think of bad souls or something, or people without souls...what are they anyway?
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Posted: Tue May 27, 2008 1:59 pm
Ash continued to observe you as you were talking and moving, he took in every aspect with insane accuracy but all the while looking calm and complacent. He could tell that finding the balance was your hardest part in life.
Eh, you just gotta make yourself more centered...figure out what you like and why the rest of the s**t comes after that. Split yourself into Zac Morgan and don't worry about the family part so much.
When he heard Zac's description, he almost showed his sudden concern, this woman might be one of those people who could see what he did but if he let himself show this to the wrong person he knew full and well what could bring this about. Keeping with his normal composure, he took another drag and answered what he thought was quite thorough.
They sure as ******** are bad souls! They are the worst excuse for people you ever meet. They might as well have no ******** soul. Think back to all of th crazy, thoughtless, heartless and most ******** up s**t you can dream of and multiply it by 10 and you might understand how ******** up these bitches are. All of the worst things that have happened in this world and any other world, odds are one of the Hollows are at the bottom of it. They will kill an entire village, rape their dead bodies and record it and then put it on a TV in a room full of little kids and masturbate as the little kids scream in stark raving horror. We call them hollow because they really don't have a soul or at least not one we see.
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Posted: Tue May 27, 2008 2:12 pm
Zac had to admit that sometimes Ash did know what he was talking about. What he said made as good as sense as anything.
I always thought I knew who I was, what I was, but now I'm not so sure. I think I know what I like, and what I want, but then sometimes I hear this voice in my head, and I'm not so sure. Who is Zac Morgan.....non-existant, deformed, crazy...all of the above.
She laughed a little hysterically at this, until Ash's next response sobered her up some.
That's horrible. I almost feel pity for these people, they have no future in this world or any other. They deserve to die surely, but if they truely have no soul they have no hope of anything. And the knowledge of such has probably driven them crazy.
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Posted: Tue May 27, 2008 2:38 pm
Ash smirked as he listened to you, it seemed as though the last time he had spoken to you, you were quite a different person. Casually puffing on his smoke he shrugs slightly.
Sounds to me like you are just a normal chick trying to figure s**t out. Who you are is who you are, don't label yourself something you aren't. I think you are a lots less tough than you think. Ain't gotta act s**t around me, I ain't judging you.
He could tell that the laugh was to go along with what he had said earlier but he wanted to make sure that she wasn't laughing at the wrong thing.
These ******** up souls aren't a damn thing to laugh at. I would pity these things if they gave me any reason to show pity but they don't. They aren't some touchy feely s**t like you are saying. They would ******** kill you if you got too close. Ever felt that sudden sickness in your stomach? Ever got super ******** paranoid when you weren't high and had no reason? Ever woke up and suddenly felt like you weren't alone? That's them...they were about to snipe you and you caught them. Crazy or not, they get no mercy.
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Posted: Tue May 27, 2008 2:52 pm
She knew it wouldn't be long before he said something that irked her, but she let it go as best she could.
I don't need to act around you, but you're intitled to believe and think what you want, and I wasn't laughing at the Hollows, I was laughing....at me. Geeze were you not listening to anything I've said. Your soul governs who you are, it is you, your conscience, your thought's, feelings, without it a person is nothing....like these Hollows...
She was frightened now, and Ash could see it on her face, and not just because of the Hollows, or the fact that there had been times when she had felt these things but because of what she saw when she looked in the mirror, that hole in her own soul where her love should be growing, getting bigger, leaving her feeling more and more empty. Would she become like these Hollow's she thought, souless, and deserving nothing but death.
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Posted: Tue May 27, 2008 3:00 pm
Ash's face didn't show anything but calm when he was being yelled at. He almost thanked the fact that he heard a call.
A'ight, laugh at yourself, sometimes its funnier than real life. Just be careful WG, when you lose who you are, when you feel that hole in your heart, if you let anger get in and fill that hole, they will take over. When that happens...I have to take care of them...like I am taking care of business now. I have some work to do.
With that, there was a roar in the flames and Ash was gone but his words still lingered on.
(( Sorry, gotta leave work now! ))
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Posted: Tue May 27, 2008 3:06 pm
((Alright later Dave!))
Zac just sat there in silence, unblinking after Ash had left. Could he really see that hole, how had he known what she was thinking? She'd have to ask him the next time he came around if they were alone. Until then she was left alone with her own thoughts.
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Posted: Wed May 28, 2008 9:59 am
(( Where is everyone lately? ))
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Posted: Wed May 28, 2008 10:16 am
((Perhaps taking finals. But I shall be here.))
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Posted: Wed May 28, 2008 12:07 pm
(( I am here as well but not sure what I want to do at the moment. ))
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Posted: Wed May 28, 2008 12:07 pm
((I'm here to RP if you want to.))
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Posted: Wed May 28, 2008 12:12 pm
(( Well...nothing really changed since last time I brought Ash in...you just stayed there on the couch so if he came back that would seem kind of weird that you were still there... wouldn't it? ))
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Posted: Wed May 28, 2008 12:14 pm
((I don't think so, but I could have her go out side or something and then come back in.))
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Posted: Wed May 28, 2008 12:19 pm
(( Well...It has been a whole day...you just sort of left your character there so...I don't know it just seems weird. If you had done this and other people would have RP'ed while you were just staring in to space. ))
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Posted: Wed May 28, 2008 12:26 pm
((I forgot and got busy, besides no ones been on in the past few days anyway, but I'll move her.))
Zac got tired of just sitting on the couch, she hadn't really done much since the day before, eat sleep or anything, and found that she was rather hungry, so getting up from her spot she walked into the kitchen to get herself some things to make a sandwich. Retrieving the mustard, mayonaise, some pickles, cheese, and finally some turkey meat and bread she took her goods back to the bar, and began preparing her sandwich.
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