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 Posted: Fri Sep 28, 2007 12:53 am
The little boy started to tear a little bit panicking even more and more and getting all emotional about being told about an act compared to something so terribly frightening and disgusting...
His eyes widened as it got more and more watery,
It teared well and it almost gave out,
But he stood up and quickly ran to get his skates looking down and shedding his tears away from the others which he certainly now, was very frightened and terrified of.
But as he ran he said to Shin just as he stood...
"I'm terribly sorry. I will never do anything like that again."
He ran to a small room which had a glass window in it, seems like he owned this room!
Turns out that he's some kind of important person around these parts..
Maybe his relavites or parents had a big involvement in the making of this area or this dome itself?
He sat inside the room, still visible to these people but not too many because it had a fully clear glass window...
He took his sketch pad sitting just right next to the window,
Thinking that these people would avoid and resent him for the rest of their lives he began to take tools and a chair...
He sat down and opened his sketch pad,
Stopped his tears and gathered his emotions into his mind.
He focused well and picked up a tool for his artwork...
And so he began...
Hoping that these people might come into the room or even just look through the window and accept his apology...
This, for him was a gigantic impossible fantasy...
So he just poured all this into his skill...
Now, he really did begin, sincerely.
With much passion into making this...
He then finally began after all this long pausing...
[Oh no! Art Pad won't work! D: Guess I can't show the sketch until it does...It always just comes out as the site and then /undefined, you know what i mean? Oh and by the way:
http://artpad.art.com/artpad/painter/]
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Posted: Fri Sep 28, 2007 7:16 am
Pez nodded and gave an awkward smile, one half of her mouth curving upward as her eyebrows raised. "Righ'.. righ'... good. Now ya wanna let go or hol' on some more?" Even as she said this she moved her hands back just a tiny bit.. so that her fingertips hovered just a few inches from Chione's. Effectivly the girl was skating on her own, now, but if she still wanted to hold on Pez's hands were extremly close by for her to grab onto.
Her dusty black hair fluttered as she skated, doing nothing to look any more feminine. Her hips were rather narrow, her chest small - it probably would have taken clothes far less loose and baggy to confuse others about her gender.
She was focused on the little girl in front of her, though, feeling a strange... awkward... swell of pride.
... had this been something she'd done right? Finally?
Maybe she could apply as a skating instructer, she mused distantly.
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Posted: Fri Oct 19, 2007 8:29 pm
Shin looked over to the rink when Marie spoke up about Choine. He hadn’t noticed she had been skating with anyone. When he looked over to were his friend was looking though he could see it. A masculine women that reminded him of a pirate. Before he could say a response though he saw the boy from before run pass crying.
following after was Joshua looking tired or annoyed - maybe both.
“I just told him what he did. Don’t get that look on your face, he’s in the wrong. I‘ll go talk to him more..”
Why was he doing this? So maybe his boyfriend would have time with his friend. Yes that was the reason. The super model walked off, leaving the two alone again.
Shin had been worried after then run pass but that had calmed him down. He wasn’t worried anymore. The young looking adult look back at Marie then nodded, “Alright. It looks like they are both having fun though, I don’t think you need to worry.”
He said with his feminine voice before taking one of her hands then starting towards the ice to get on to the rink.
Joshua walked over in to the booth the boy had gone in to, walking inside of it. He wouldn’t let a kid ruin things. He wanted to get him out of the way. Still, he wouldn’t be mean about it, too much.
“Kid, what are you doing?”
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Posted: Sat Oct 20, 2007 4:30 am
As Joshua walked in, Meyhe was extremely frightened and shocked that first, Joshua approached him and second, he thought Joshua would try to get him out of the picture for good!
He started to fidget wuickly and started to tear more, then he tipped over hs chair and fell on the floor with the damage light but focused on his think, poor little legs....
He tried to get up and run away again squirming like a poor little worm begging for mercy from Joshua who he thought he had offended the most...
"N-no! Please don't, I have no bad intentions, please, please spare me! I wasn't trying to attempt anything devious at all!"
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Posted: Sat Oct 20, 2007 10:29 am
Joshua watched them, going over then picking the boy up. He had no reason not to, in fact he saw all the reason why I should.
"I am a super model not a killer. Don't start assuming things and saying stupid nonsense like you just did. I just want to make sure you will leave Shin and his friend alone. This day is important to him and I want him to enjoy it, not have it ruined by a little kid, unless you're much older then you look then it would be by a little man then."
With shin looking so young he could never say for sure that someone was really honestly a child anymore. Still, this was offensive to him. The kid comes in and pulls this s**t when the kid was the one who peeked in on his Shin? Little brat! He didn't do anything wrong unlike the child. He was just blunt, honest, and used no useless words to fluff up the truth and make it pretty. He wasn't a story teller.
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Posted: Sat Oct 20, 2007 10:39 am
Fear swelled inside her stomach as Pez released her hands, Chione feeling slightly off balance without having those familiar hands guiding her. Her feet remained in motion. An independent spark within her ignited after a stride, and it encouraged her to keep her feet sliding forward.
Excited, she grinned, but kept her words to herself. She didn’t want to regret anything, knowing that she was still running the risk of losing her footing.
Her guardian, having received Shin’s okay, started for the rink. His words beat at her ear. And then her stubborn streak reacted. It could have been jealously, but Marie was not one for self analysis at the moment. “So?,” she replied, her tone tart. “If you had a kid... Screw that. If you were watching a kid, wouldn’t you be worried if some slea... stranger was randomly skating around with her?”
Frustrated, she paused to shoot a can’t-you-see-the-world-like-I-do glare at Shin, before continuing to the ice. She was mad at herself for her slipups, or what she considered slipups. Chione was not- was not!- her child. That sparked an internal debate that Marie coldly quenched. And not all strangers that look like they crawled out of a- there went her mind again- were bad people. It was a lovely little reality check, seeing that who populated her area of town weren’t so different.
She tried to muster a grin as she reached the ice, once again checking back over her shoulder, this time to see if Shin followed. Without further ado, Marie stepped onto the ice and in a few strides her feet remembered the skill. Slightly ahead on the oval, she spotted Chione and the Other. Making her way through the crowd with as much speed as possible, the guardian closed the gap between herself and her ward.
Pez’s scarf fluttered about Chione’s face, and while her eyes did dart to the ground, for the most part they were centered on her instructor’s face. The adolescent felt two arms close around her waist and then lift her a few inches off the ground. She flipped out struggling. “Hey, hey,” said Marie’s familiar voice in her ear.
“Marie!,” was the exclamation as she was set back down on the ice. “Look! I can skate!”
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Posted: Sat Oct 20, 2007 10:59 am
Pez frowned, brow furrowing as she came to a halt as some stranger lifted Chione up. She deftly swayed to the side to avoid a kicking skate and then the girl was calm and talking excitedly to the other woman. They must know each other, then, perhaps the person that Chione had come with?
Pez stuffed her hands in her pockets, returning to her usual slightly slouched position, shoulders curved forward. She'd have to introduce herself sooner or later... or better yet she could just skate off casually, Chione probably wouldn't notice and Pez would filter into the crowd (though with the damn patch she stuck out like an eyesore) and perhaps sink and fade within the girl's memory. Pez was all too used to those sort of encounters.
In fact she'd had one not too long ago... a boy, she couldn't even remember his name or face now. He'd given her a ride, she'd let him stay the night at her house, and then they'd shared an awkward, silent meal together. She was sure he'd forgotten about her, just as he'd faded in her memory.
There was one small problem with that, though... the shrimp had her scarf. Pez was very -partial- to her clothing, particularily since the weather was taking a turn for the chilly now that winter was nearing. So she simply gave a slight clear of her throat, looking at the woman with her one good eye. The slight scowl was her natural neutral expression, hopefully it wouldn't be assumed that she was some weirdo grump.
...Which she really was, but that was something else entirely.
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Posted: Sat Oct 20, 2007 10:09 pm
Well, wishes didn’t always come true, thought Marie ruefully, seeing as she hopes the stranger would be the first to breach the topic. While she was still angry, having Chione on the scene acted as a suppressant; she had no wish to display a bout of temper in front of her ward. It just felt wrong.
“Who’s your friend?,” she asked, pointedly addressing it to the adolescent. “She’s... ah...,” fumbled Chione. “She taught me how to skate!,” she offered. “And her name?,” the guardian asked as civilly as she could manage.
The sweet thing’s mouth twisted, her eyes darting to the ice. “I don’t know,” she said quietly. Marie swallowed hard, and then decided that she was fed up of beating ‘round the bush.
Bluntly, but not meanly, she asked, “Who are you?”
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Posted: Sat Oct 20, 2007 11:29 pm
"Th' name's Pez." She supplied agreeably enough. She didn't quite enjoy the way this woman was acting, but hey... she might be a bit pissy too if some stranger was hanging out with the kid she was supposed to be watching.
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Posted: Sun Oct 21, 2007 5:11 am
Shin frowned, his eyes getting a hurt expression before he stopped on the ice. Marie had been unjustifiably cruel to him. He could chop it up with behavior of an over protective parent but that was also something he didn't approve of. They were in a public place with lots of people, Choine looked happy and it didn't look like at any time the person tried to take her off the ice rink. There was no trace in any way of danger. If there had been other people in the rink would have reacted, security cameras would have caught it. This was a public place, finished recently and very peaceful. Instead of stopping and thinking though Marie snapped at him then acted irrational. Nobody was perfect but that still didn't excuse how she acted.
He didn't skate away but he hadn't followed her all the way there. Even if she looked back at him she had left him feeling rejected. Still, now he wasn't being fair was he? He had no right to judge other people like that. He had no right to judge a friend like that. Though it did upset him a bit. For a girl getting a child was so easy. It was so simple because the world favored women in that area and because they could give birth. She was too young to have had much time thinking on it before it happened. Yet he had been trying for years and years, he had watched and studied parents and people caring for children. He had read books on it, read parents in forums and spoke to them on messenger. He had done everything he could have to learn about it without having one. Because he was gay though and a boy and single nobody would dare ever let him adopt a child. He wanted one but he knew it was unlikely it would ever happen. Still that didn't change his feelings.
Yet there a young kid acted like she was superior on the idea, like he was the one acting irrational. It was good to not be over protective, not being it and giving your kids some air and space didn't mean one was a bad parent. You had to try to find a balance or it would cause unneeded tension that would sooner or later end badly. Still, he had gone back to being judgmental hadn't he? He still had no right to think such things or react so badly. He wanted to skate off and loop around the ice a few times, to feel ice shavings brush against his feet with no trace but the cold feeling over his feet. Still, in the end he came over to the group, no matter what he thought or felt. It didn't matter anyway right?
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Posted: Sun Oct 21, 2007 2:03 pm
Echoing the woman, Marie softly said, “Pez,” letting her tongue get a feel for the name. Her mind immediately roamed to the pez dispensers she had played with as a child. Her brother collected them for a while before boredom with the figures, and of course the monotonous tastes of the hard candy within, had proved to much to merit all the space they took up. But this stranger was no plastic figurine.
A hard look had settled in her hazel eyes, though she was unaware of its presence. Being one that never could stay in a temper long, her anger had slowly faded, though Marie remained stubbornly upset. It was jealously, she know acknowledged. She had been looking forward to teaching Chione how to skate.
The sound of skates on the ice beside her, caused Marie to look over and recognize Shin’s presence. Silently, she tried to convey a need for direction, knowing not which direction to continue to take this interaction. Simply ignoring Pez would be too awkward, in her opinion.
“Marie, Marie,” broke in Chione, tugging on her guardian’s cold fingers. “Watch me skate!” After waving hello to Shin, the adolescent had read into Marie’s face, the older female never being one to possess a perfect poker face.
“Huh?,” asked the distracted Marie. “Look,” commented her ward, releasing her hands and skating over to Pez. Stumbling slightly, Marie’s heart skipping a beat, Chione caught herself on the lady’s sleeves. “Can we show her?,” the young girl pleaded, addressing Pez directly.
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Posted: Thu Nov 08, 2007 4:06 am
[*Points to sig* Well, I guess I'll have to take my leave, besides, You're better without me.><]
Meyhe stood up silently with a very cold expression on his face and took Joshua's arm off him, he said in a very soft voice,
"It's time for me to step away, You're much better off without me, You don't need me and just want to eliminate me. i'm aware of that, So I might just watch you from somewhere...But now, it is my time to step off the stage of our destinys. Goodbye, Have fun with your dearest..."
With these words said, Meyhe sat down in a corner and Joshua seemed to find himself out side of the room, Then the lights darkened in the room, And the room with Meyhe in it disappeared, without anyone noticing at all. All that was left was a petite and soft bean bag which had writing on it, it says...
"You have my support."
-Meyhe
And the room was just replaced with more chairs to sit on, with these, Meyhe was completely gone....
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Posted: Thu Nov 08, 2007 1:47 pm
Pez looked down with a mild expression of surprise, glancing back up toward Marie without moving her head before looking back down at Chione. She gave a shrug, reaching out to let the kid take hold of her hands if she wanted.
"Sure, why not." Red lights were flashing faintly in the back of Pez's mind... she could tell this Marie person was the caretaker of Chione, and she was definatly good at reading when someone was upset or about to start a fight. She'd seen her share of brawls and spats.. been in 'em, too.
But... if she was going to get socked then she'd get socked... though she doubted this slim lady would be able to hit her. Pez repressed a sneer at both Marie and the other woman who'd just skated up. She kept her face down toward Chione, setting her one good, brown eye on her. If she didn't look at them they couldn't notice the eyepatch and couldn't mention anything.
"Ready?" She started moving slowly backwards before Chione could answer though, just enough to get her started moving without making her lose her balance and fall.
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Posted: Fri Nov 09, 2007 1:13 pm
“What?,” burst softly on Marie’s lips as Chione eagerly followed Pez, her petite feet carefully pushing off the ice as she gained slight momentum.
She was laughing, the hem of her dress nipping at her bare legs, pride written across her adolescent features. Her confidence buoying her spirits, Chione risked a peak over her shoulder to see her guardian. Her ankles wobbled, her grip on Pez tightening.
Marie made a sorry sight, her hands shoved deep into her jean pockets as she watched Chione. Her mouth distorted with jealousy. She was still a child more than any sort of mothering figure; her own mother would have moped up her own misery to flash a smile at her kid.
Her mouth tightened into a line, a step up from her scowl. Skating forward, she wove between skaters until she let her pace slacken. She hovered near Pez and Chione, uncomfortable, her feet mechanically moving. “Nice job, hun,” she choked out after a moment, acknowledging her ward’s quickly assembled skills on ice.
She was trying to ignore Pez, to the best of her abilities, but it was an impossible task with Chione attached to the woman.
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Posted: Wed Nov 14, 2007 6:07 pm
Shin had been ditched. He was insulted, he had been right and.. he hated being stepped over like he was. He didn't scream at Marie for being so horrible though. For forgetting to apologize for being so cruel to him before because she was too busy being jealous. He had been right though, the entire time. She hadn't even noticed him follow. Everything in the end she said had been a lie hadn't it? Otherwise she wouldn't be so cold, colder then the ice.
Colder then the ice
He looked down to the ice, the yellow contacts aimed down as he thought.
Shattering my heart.
He had tried so long to have a kid, he had told her but just like that she had said those words and then ignored him.
Lies you spun burn at every thread.
He started to skate swiftly and elegantly, his thin framed little self aiming to get out of the ice rink.
Life is forgiving.
He would say she was being protective but that Pez was nice. She was just being jealous. Still, if Marie said sorry he wouldn't hold anything against her.
Maybe I am wrong.
She was young after all so it was alright if she made mistakes. It was alright. He wasn't much anyway, just a man that looked so much like a young girl.
But you spat poison.
They had gone there to have fun, hadn't they? But..
Pretended I was air while your envy boiled its black beast.
He wasn't apart of anything there anymore. At least Chione had noticed him even when she was busy with her new friend. But to Marie... he had been air.
Maybe you’re just young so its alright.
Still, Marie was a teenager. Teenagers had a lot to deal with emotionally after all. Having a child growing so rapidly to boot would be a lot on someones plate. He had no right to be so upset, to run away.
Until the beast stops I’ll sit far apart.
He skated out of the rink then started back to the bench. He wasn't going to leave the building but.. he wasn't in a mood to skate anymore. He didn't want to be around Marie at the moment though he felt so selfish being this way. He was horrible for quietly running away.
I have no shield to defend or sword to fight.
But what else could he do? That rolled through his mind as he made it to the bench, starting to sit himself down.
Just gentle and weak.
He hated how feminine he was, how weak he was. How wonderful it felt to be in dresses and skirts. There must be something very wrong with him to be so weak. He was pathetic.
So should I stand the cool clear air?
He started to unlace his ice skates. He could feel his eyes sting. It hurt.. but he couldn't stop it. So he would hide it, looking down though.. nobody would see it anyway. Only one person saw him.
Hiding is the best for a small thing like me.
But he didn't want to go home with him. He didn't want to hurt more. He was already so sore from those few days ago. He had been more rough then usual, gave him a bruise that hurt worse then the others had. It had a cut.
Don’t make excuses for mistakes made.
He finished unlacing them then started to push them off.
If you meant it say it straight out..
The tears wouldn't go away. He tried to ignore them but it was hard, they hurt. They made his chest burn and had it hard to breathe.
Otherwise a repeat will come right out.
Before he could put the high heels back on though he felt something trying to come up. He got up then quickly ran to the bathroom as fast as he could.
Young as you may be it doesn’t make me any less here.
As soon as he got there he just barely made it to a sink. He coughed the liquid in it and turned the water on.
It wont change the hurt you put in my ears.
Was it? It was, blood. Maybe he should see a doctor sometime but then they would know what his boyfriend had been doing.
You don’t care what tears I’ve spun.
At least he didn't need to worry about Marie figuring it out, Chione maybe but not Marie.. and maybe that women, Pez? Maybe...
You can’t see them with eyes closed shut.
All Marie had seen out there was a person that could compete for Chiones affections. He was nothing, he just wasn't there. Thats why he wasn't worried about her finding out.
Go and play a life I’m not in.
He grabbed a paper towel after the couching stopped. He would need to re apply his make up. He was just glad none of the blood got on his clothes. The water was still running.
Just don’t pretend you care again.
He wiped his face off then started to re apply his make up. Just think, soon he would be having hot cocoa. Soon things would be fine again, the way they had always been before.
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