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 Posted: Thu Jun 30, 2005 8:01 pm
Leviticus can shove it Vicious_Hideki Leviticus can shove it Oh, dear. Mild roleplaying. Just a heads up, I have no imagination and roleplaying of any kind frightens me like no other, but I'll give it a whirl for you guys. Might as well start here. My friend is pushing me to do some RPing anyways. ((Well thats no Introductary post..O.o If you would like some help, feel free to Pm 3nodding )) I'm well aware of that. I was just making my uh.. handicap and mild fear known, and I hope you guys will just kind of accept it and work with me here. Roll with it. It's cool. We understand. At least you are willing to try. I admire that! *she begins sweeping up and cleaning up the tables*
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Posted: Thu Jun 30, 2005 8:08 pm
Despite popular belief, roleplay does not turn you into a devil worshiper.
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Posted: Thu Jun 30, 2005 8:15 pm
Featauril Despite popular belief, roleplay does not turn you into a devil worshiper. *laughs* No it doesn't. My grandmother seems to think so. I have a D&D book and I would have to hide it from her. Would you like something since you are here? smile
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Posted: Thu Jun 30, 2005 8:19 pm
Aye, tis been a long day. My bus got stuck in the trafic for two hours and what was supposed to be a 3 hour long trip was 5 hours long.
I need a cold mug of local beer.
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Posted: Thu Jun 30, 2005 8:25 pm
Featauril Aye, tis been a long day. My bus got stuck in the trafic for two hours and what was supposed to be a 3 hour long trip was 5 hours long. I need a cold mug of local beer. *looks around and sees no bartender and goes behind the bar* I'm a waitress but seeing as no one else is here I'll have to fill in. *she gets a mug and begins pouring it from the tap* Want anything else with it? *hands it to him*
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Posted: Thu Jun 30, 2005 8:51 pm
*takes the mug*
Just a smile, sweatheart.
*begins drinking it*
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Posted: Thu Jun 30, 2005 9:03 pm
Featauril *takes the mug* Just a smile, sweatheart. *begins drinking it* Someone's trying to be swave...and suceeding. lol *goes back to sweeping up*
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Posted: Thu Jun 30, 2005 10:24 pm
Thank you for your help Jinnari, it's been a hectic day so I'm late with my bartending duties *goes behind the bar*
Anyone have any thing troubling them? Anything they want to discuss?
*looks around*
Hmm....not yet eh? Very well
*starts washing the glasses and wiping the bar down*
Might as well make this bar look presentable! 3nodding
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Posted: Thu Jun 30, 2005 10:37 pm
Tessiebean Thank you for your help Jinnari, it's been a hectic day so I'm late with my bartending duties *goes behind the bar* Anyone have any thing troubling them? Anything they want to discuss? *looks around* Hmm....not yet eh? Very well *starts washing the glasses and wiping the bar down* Might as well make this bar look presentable! 3nodding *she laughs* That's my job, bosslady. 3nodding
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Posted: Fri Jul 01, 2005 12:30 am
Would it look bad if a bartender had issues? Because I'm a sack full of problems at the moment.
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Posted: Fri Jul 01, 2005 1:17 am
Leviticus can shove it Would it look bad if a bartender had issues? Because I'm a sack full of problems at the moment.
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Posted: Fri Jul 01, 2005 8:53 pm
Leviticus can shove it Would it look bad if a bartender had issues? Because I'm a sack full of problems at the moment. No, not at all...like t0paz said, we all have issues/problems...and anyone who says they don't are lying right through their teeth. *pats the barstool* Grab a seat hon. Now, what's troubling you lately darlin'?
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Posted: Fri Jul 01, 2005 11:32 pm
*comes in* There, I'm available for most of Gaia's night right now. *steps behind the immaculately cleaned bar*
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Posted: Sat Jul 02, 2005 10:49 am
Eh, I won't be around to hear any advice, but maybe it's something to come back to? *pokes hiatus thread*
I recently quit doing hard drugs for good. I was a crystal meth addict and I did other drugs casually. Ecstasy and the like.
Anyways. After a long struggle and a relapse, I'm off them for good, and I've been having.. these sort of.. flashback-y kind of episodes. They aren't actual flashbacks, I don't think, because.. well, don't you only get flashbacks from hallucinogens?
*shrugs*
ANYways, I'll have moment's where I feel like I'm coming back down off of meth again, and it's quite unpleasant.
Thats not the issue, though.
The issue is what the hell do I do about it?
I can't tell my parentals. They'd (understandably) throw me out. I can't go to school officials, because by law, they have to tell my parents. The same with doctors, therapists, councellors and psychologists. (I've been through the lot of them.) My mom knows that I have tried crystal meth, and only that much. That wasn't a pleasant day, not at all.
I can't disappear off to a rehab center unexplained, and I don't need rehab. I need the churning of my insides, the twitching, the headaches, the (not so)numbness, and the insomnia to stop. NA meetings won't tell me anything that I didn't already know, and to top it off, they'd drug test me every week. Humiliating, and not needed.
Any ideas? Suggestions? Thanks. (And before somebody mentions it, I'd much rather not post this in LI. I'm friends with most of the regulars, and I don't want to throw this at them quite yet.)
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Posted: Sat Jul 02, 2005 7:08 pm
Wow.. first of I commend you for stating that. most people wouldn't have the guts to. It really is hard being a minor because like you said anywhere you go they'll have to tell your parents. In this case I think you really should tell them, if you're underage then they can't throw you out. Your mom understandably was upset because you did that behind her back but if you tell her you want to speak to someone aabout helping you deal with the after shock of it (after assuring her you've been clean for awhile then I'm sure she will be understanding.
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