It was cold, and the apartment was freezing. Malas was huddled miserably in her bed, swathed in blankets and dressed in several layers of wool sweaters, the chill still managed to seep its way into her. Her guardian had opted to forego paying any heating bills, then again, Irlan had no problem shifting his skin into the fur of an animal who was naturally suited for the cold. Malas pulled up the covers closer around her pointed ears, ear muffs proved difficult to acquire given their length and size.
It was evident she wasn't going to enjoy the day, and no amount of sugary treats could lift her mood. Sourly, though her face remained completely blank, she rose to leave the apartment. She'd head for the Unit, surely they'd have something called a heater there. Dressed warmly in thick fleece, Malas silently exited, not even bothering to leave a note for Irlan.
He wouldn't miss me, She thinks No one ever did. her Knot-self adds.
Things were... different in Kians little world. Certain things had left his mind distracted and at odds with what that other part of his mind said was logical and.. blah blah blah. ********. So he was at the Unit. Lissel had been decorating again, leaving Kian and Avrin to move the heavier things around.
He didn't mind, really. It was something to do and, while the bigger man was gone, Kian was able to relax. Cut-off jeans, a dark red wifebeater and tied back black hair was his uniform for the day, completed with a pair of beach-bum sandals. It was a relaxing day, for the most part, although the break left Kian lounging almost bonelessly on the rather fluffy couch. His head was even tilting back when he heard the front door open.
Instant awakeness, his eyes narrowed and head twisting to peer at the door. Who could it be?
It could very well have been a small, two-legged chocolate-colored sheep that walked into the Unit's main room. Well, minus the bleating, horns, and hoofs that is. Malas quickly closed the door behind her, and while it hadn't snowed for a while, the bright-skinned girl lacked insulation and was incredibly susceptible to the cold. Pushing the hood of her fleece-jacket back just enough to show her face, Malas made a small smile upon feeling the lovely toasty warmth of the Unit HQ.
She spied Kian on the couch and felt oddly apprehensive. She had purposely avoided the others after her encounter with Jera. Normally, the girl would have excused herself and left for home, but after all that effort to thaw Malas opted to stay. Maybe, just maybe her Knot-side wouldn't surface?
"Hello." She greeted the older teen softly, waving a mitten-clad hand.
"Hello." He responded, studying the odd girl with a small degree of caution. She was in the Unit so she wasn't some sort of intruder; as far as Kian knew, the only people who knew of the Unit was the Unit themselves. He had seen her, he had met her, but he had never gotten to know her like he had some of the other Unit members.
Luckily, the inside of the Unit home was warm. It meant that Malas could thaw out and be comfortable, despite having to hang around with the dark man. Kian himself had snow pants folded up all nice and pretty along with a jacket in one of the dorm rooms - walking around in the snow with shorts was not allowed, according to some.
"Are you cold? We have tea I believe. It is warm." No fuggin Duh, Kian. Oh well. he was trying.
Malas nodded in response, "Yes, it's cold at home." She explained, allowing the chill to be slowly replaced by the warmth before peeling off the numerous layers of clothing. "Thank you, I will have some tea, where is it?" She asked. Malas didn't like being fussed over, it made her feel strange. And by fussed over, that meant people being nice to her.
She properly folded the numerous jackets and mittens and began to look for a coat hanger or a small end table to put them on. "Is your house cold too?" She asked Kian, wondering if that was why the older teen was here.
"Kitchen." Kian replied, his voice still that usual, weird monotone. He pushed himself from the couch fully to pad into the aforementioned room, tail swinging idly behind him. The remnants of re-decorating were strewn about the moderately sized room; a small end table littered the cabinet near the dishwasher and the kitchens table was covered with throw pillows.
He made a beeline for the stove where a kettle, dark red and rather plain for a teapot, rested on a warm stovetop. Careful fingers took the handle, still a bit clumsy with his fingers to hold the kettle correctly. "The mugs are over there." The alien nodded slightly to a cabinet, obviously expecting Malas to do as 'asked' as his hands were full of tea. "No. My home is very warm but it is loud and Lissel asked a favor of me. I complied."
Once she had placed her belongings out of the way, Malas followed after Kian. She knew him from the store and even before then but that had been a brief encounter that felt like it was eons ago. At the instructions of where the mugs were, 'Las automatically made a beeline towards the location. Wordlessly, she took out two mugs before maneuvering her way around the somewhat cluttered kitchen to quickly wash the mugs in the sink. Quickly because Kian was waiting with the tea and because it meant getting wet and the cold dampness made 'Las uncomfortable.
"Is Lissel a sibling?" she seemed to feel the need to continue the conversation. So long as they were in the same room and so long as Kian was paying her attention, Malas would speak. She only hoped her Knot-self would not find a reason to emerge.
Kian was wordless as he poured the tea slowly into the two mugs. Once the task was done, the tea kettle was put back and one of the mugs taken gingerly from the smaller girl. ...okay, so she was almost as tall as him. Kian was more stocky then he was tall and lanky and most of the pre-teens and older kids were almost his height. Dee was a long baby; she would be able to rival Iamel in height when she was older.
"No." He said, after a little sip of the tea. "Lissel is a Crimminal, as we are. But she is small and fluffy. Cute. And she makes you warmer. So when she asked, I had nothing of further importance to do, so I agreed."
The dark alien made a face into his tea, turning to the fridge. "We have honey."
Malas gave a small smile, Lissel sounded like someone she might like. Not necessarily engage in a conversation with, but if given the chance she might enjoy being in her presence. As much as she might have wanted to meet her, Malas wasn't the sort who voiced her thoughts unless asked. The pre-teen looked curiously at the fridge, she wasn't familiar with the bee byproduct. "Huni?" she echoed a little confused, recalling the red-haired woman that Irlan seemed to enjoy antagonizing.
Kian opened the door and pulled out a small bear-shaped jar of the thick amber stuff. "Honey. Bees make it. It is sweet." Two spoons were kidnapped once he set the honey down, Kians mug soon following. He filled one spoon with honey, dropping it into his tea.
The second spoon was filled in a likewise manner and held out to Malas. "Try it. If you enjoy it, you may put some in your tea. It helps it taste sweeter."
Malas watched keenly, the honey-container reminded her of the gummy bears she was particularly fond of eating. Maybe it would taste like a gummy? After all, honey and gummy sounded the same and if it was sweet the way Kian said it was, it must be good.
She accepted the spoon without tasting it before tipping it over, letting the honey drizzle down into the tea. It was a slow process but it fascinated Malas simply because it reminded her of that show on television where the host made homemade goodies. A small smile tugged at the corners of her lips, not enough to call it an actual smile, but enough to indicate she was becoming more relaxed. "This is fun." she admitted as the honey dribbled and oozed down from the spoon to the tea.
There was something almost hypnotic about the way the viscuous liquid swirled and sank down to the cup's depths. Malas began to feel a little light-headed but she attributed it to having been so cold and suddenly becoming warm.
"Gaia has a way of making enjoyable things." He nodded briefly, voice light, almost soft. Kian flicked his fingers against the spoon, his utensil clanking sharply against the mug. The alien paid it no mind, two eyes on the liquid while the third watched Malas, shrewdly.
The silence ended, abruptly. Kians monotone cut through the air with a droll, deep tone, that single eye still on the young girl. "You are the young female who demanded candy." It wasn't a question. He hadn't intended it to be. "Who wished to have no formal bonds with the Unit. It is good, you being here."
Malas' ears twitched, nervous tick perhaps, but she took a long, slow drink of her tea before reacting. "It is in my experience that I require some form of coercion to be productive." She didn't think she needed to justify her reasons. Again the light-headed feeling was threatening to overwhelm her.
Calm.
Unseen tendrils started to seep from the ends of Malas' hair. The bright-skinned girl's eyes were downcast, staring deeply into her tea. Completely unaware of the tendrils that swirled and stretched towards Kian. They twisted, entwined and snuck into him through his skin just long enough to find something interesting.
A dark, obsidian smoke emerged from Kian before rushing straight towards Malas. The girl felt a pressure slam against her chest before she found the floor slamming against her back. The cup fell alongside her, shattering, spilling its heated contents on the floor. But 'Las didn't seem aware of anything else apart from the vision that she was literally projecting onto the ceiling. From her eyes shone a beam of light and from her slack-jawed mouth emerged voices that did not belong to her.
His Parentals had said that it was nothing; it was simply growing up and all of the children had to go through it. Males and female children became proper citizens, alike in all the ways. Without any defining characteristic like the smaller ears of the females or the wrist-wings of the males, they would all be equal and thus, they would be happy.
Koreshan was staring at the floor of the sterilized white hall. Other children, younglings all around his age, sat quietly near him. There were males - some a bit wider then him, shorter, taller, with different colored eyes - and then there were females. They were finely boned, more so then the males, with smaller, more upright ears and longer fingers. Their eyes were slanted, wider and their lashes were actually black.
No one was talking. He wanted out. So, Koreshan stood. A few kids looked up, curious, but he walked out as quickly as he could. The lavatories were somewhere nearby - he headed in their direction. It was five minutes until Koreshan realized... he was lost. His shoes were squeaking wordlessly on the shining floor and the hallway went on for endless lengths. He faltered, ears lowered in confusion, eyebrows knotted.
"...I missed the--" No sooner had he spoken, the knot in the boys gut twisted and he fell to his knees. Bile tasted in his throat as he emptied his stomach onto that formerly pristine floor. His vision was blurry and - another knot twisting in hi stomach - his hand was shaking on the wall. Nerves. Just nerves. He was next in line and he was lost, he had to relieve himself (or not? He was feeling much better in the desire department now that he had vomited) and...
And. Koreshan shook his head quickly, stumbling up to his feet. There was a door, almost hidden save for a small crease between wall and door. There was a noise from inside, a muffled groan that sounded oddly familier. Koreshan hesitated. His Parentals always said he was too violent and rash for one of their species - he must try and be like the others.
The others would NOT open that door. Koreshans ears twitched and he reached over with that shaking hand to shove the door open. The sight that greeted him made a single thought flash through his mind: Thank goodness I already vomited.
Three adults, all altered and alike, were working on a male, like himself. One was cutting at the males ears, slicing off the excess skin and shaping it to look as the young females did. Another was snipping off the wrist wings, made useless through scientific issue. And the last, the third, was on a part of the body Koreshan hadn't imagined would be touched; untaught in the way of natural reproduction, he had niavely thought that everyone had that appendage. It was a sensitive appendage, as tripping and hitting it led to excruciating pain. With the other male positioned, he could see just what was going on, as all three parts were being altered.
One of the adults heard the noie of the door opening and his eyes widened over the white sterilized mask. Blood, green and blue, thick from congealing, stained his apron, mask and gloved hands. Koreshans stomach heaved; b efore he could even think of what he was doing, he was running down the endless hallway. There were shouts and upsets, people following after him. He ran as fast as his slim frame could carry him until a door, odd looking in it's silver and round ways, came to view.
Someone was screaming random, nonsense things. He had seen something he wasn't supposed to. He had seen something no one knew of - his parentals couldn't remember THEIR changing, nor were children told what happened. He hadn't b een told. They hadn't known there would have been... His stomach heaved and this time, there was nothing to exit. The yelling was louder and, as his arms jerked, that strange door flew open. It was rusted from misuse and a lack of upkeep; the swinging made him tumble out and down into the trees.
Trees?
Branches hit against the fragile skin and bones. He crunched and b ruised his way through the trees, bleeding until he hit the ground in a bloody heap, eyes glossed over i near-shock. The yelling continued above him, so many feet and past the trees, and that door slammed closed. He was Below. Noises, small and quiet, happened around him. The last thing Koreshan saw before he passed out was the sight of several short, muscled black things with a single huge eye, peering at him from above.
Koreshan was staring at the floor of the sterilized white hall. Other children, younglings all around his age, sat quietly near him. There were males - some a bit wider then him, shorter, taller, with different colored eyes - and then there were females. They were finely boned, more so then the males, with smaller, more upright ears and longer fingers. Their eyes were slanted, wider and their lashes were actually black.
No one was talking. He wanted out. So, Koreshan stood. A few kids looked up, curious, but he walked out as quickly as he could. The lavatories were somewhere nearby - he headed in their direction. It was five minutes until Koreshan realized... he was lost. His shoes were squeaking wordlessly on the shining floor and the hallway went on for endless lengths. He faltered, ears lowered in confusion, eyebrows knotted.
"...I missed the--" No sooner had he spoken, the knot in the boys gut twisted and he fell to his knees. Bile tasted in his throat as he emptied his stomach onto that formerly pristine floor. His vision was blurry and - another knot twisting in hi stomach - his hand was shaking on the wall. Nerves. Just nerves. He was next in line and he was lost, he had to relieve himself (or not? He was feeling much better in the desire department now that he had vomited) and...
And. Koreshan shook his head quickly, stumbling up to his feet. There was a door, almost hidden save for a small crease between wall and door. There was a noise from inside, a muffled groan that sounded oddly familier. Koreshan hesitated. His Parentals always said he was too violent and rash for one of their species - he must try and be like the others.
The others would NOT open that door. Koreshans ears twitched and he reached over with that shaking hand to shove the door open. The sight that greeted him made a single thought flash through his mind: Thank goodness I already vomited.
Three adults, all altered and alike, were working on a male, like himself. One was cutting at the males ears, slicing off the excess skin and shaping it to look as the young females did. Another was snipping off the wrist wings, made useless through scientific issue. And the last, the third, was on a part of the body Koreshan hadn't imagined would be touched; untaught in the way of natural reproduction, he had niavely thought that everyone had that appendage. It was a sensitive appendage, as tripping and hitting it led to excruciating pain. With the other male positioned, he could see just what was going on, as all three parts were being altered.
One of the adults heard the noie of the door opening and his eyes widened over the white sterilized mask. Blood, green and blue, thick from congealing, stained his apron, mask and gloved hands. Koreshans stomach heaved; b efore he could even think of what he was doing, he was running down the endless hallway. There were shouts and upsets, people following after him. He ran as fast as his slim frame could carry him until a door, odd looking in it's silver and round ways, came to view.
Someone was screaming random, nonsense things. He had seen something he wasn't supposed to. He had seen something no one knew of - his parentals couldn't remember THEIR changing, nor were children told what happened. He hadn't b een told. They hadn't known there would have been... His stomach heaved and this time, there was nothing to exit. The yelling was louder and, as his arms jerked, that strange door flew open. It was rusted from misuse and a lack of upkeep; the swinging made him tumble out and down into the trees.
Trees?
Branches hit against the fragile skin and bones. He crunched and b ruised his way through the trees, bleeding until he hit the ground in a bloody heap, eyes glossed over i near-shock. The yelling continued above him, so many feet and past the trees, and that door slammed closed. He was Below. Noises, small and quiet, happened around him. The last thing Koreshan saw before he passed out was the sight of several short, muscled black things with a single huge eye, peering at him from above.
"It is not a bad thing to need." His voice would have, should have, been reassuring to the young female, fingers drumming gently on the nearest surface. "I am not starting an army either way; Tsu did not seem to disapprove. It -"
She was FALLING. Kian knew he had started talking a lot in recent months but no one had fallen over as of yet. Before her back had even hit the flood, he was on his feet, arms reaching for the small female. The chair clattered, claws reached when a color shot through his fingers, the webbing distorting the view a little.
The alien jerked back, his head flashing up towards the ceiling. Pictures. Him? Koreshan. Jo'nas Koreshan, who he had been. Oh, no. Oh, no, no, no, please no.
His skin had faded to a pasty gray, lips parted with a silent, rough noise. Kian sat abruptly, knees pulled up to his chest as the picture played on. Oh no no no no. Oh no.
'On screen', he was meeting the People. Oh, no. The start of it all. She shouldn't have to see this. Oh, no, no, no.
Malas' Knot-self was watching the memory play out in keen interest. Neither she nor Malas knew what this memory meant to Kian or whether it was what caused him to be entered into the ICRS program. Was that who he had been before he arrived on this wretched dump or someone important to him? However, this view into his mind required payment of equal worth.
As soon as the lights from Malas' eyes dimmed and the sounds faded from her open mouth, another memory played. This time, only Kian was privvy to it.
It was Knot when she was who she was. Dark hair, pale blue skin, tendrils for a lower half. She was reclined on a plush sofa within an antichamber, arms folded across her chest and eyes closed shut. Plastered across her lips was a manic smile akin to what most humans know as the cheshire cat's grin.
She was lost to the pleasures dancing behind her closed lids. Visions of sweet smiles and tender embraces, whispers of joyous secrets and silken promises. She was completely oblivious to the human-like man curled at the foot of the couch.
"What's going on? Why can't I remember what my Jenny wore on our first anniversary? Why can't I remember what was my little Lucas' first word?" he whimpered, rocking himself to calm down. Try as he might, the voids that were once his prized memories could not be filled. His whimpering escalated into full blown sobs that echoed loudly in the antichamber.
It was only when the man had ceased his crying and gone silent did Knot finally stir from her trance. "Hirum," she began as she sat up, "Hirum, as the last thing you will ever do as my personal assistant, please let the General know I will be needing a replacement for you."
The man known as Hirum rose wordlessly, the light from his eyes completely gone. He scribbled down on a pad in haphazard strokes the instruction Knot had given him before taking out a gun from inside his suit. He pointed the barrel of the gun to his temple and squeezed the trigger.
A soft click was heard before a peal of laughter erupted from Knot's lips. "You forgot to remove the safety. Evenize decided to drink the draining fluid from underneath the sink. Dovern just jumped out the window and Marion strangled himself with his own tie. You D'lawans certainly have boring ways of trying to kill yourselves." She shrugged and watched in amusement as Hirum turned the safety off before proceeding to blow his brain out.
She was lost to the pleasures dancing behind her closed lids. Visions of sweet smiles and tender embraces, whispers of joyous secrets and silken promises. She was completely oblivious to the human-like man curled at the foot of the couch.
"What's going on? Why can't I remember what my Jenny wore on our first anniversary? Why can't I remember what was my little Lucas' first word?" he whimpered, rocking himself to calm down. Try as he might, the voids that were once his prized memories could not be filled. His whimpering escalated into full blown sobs that echoed loudly in the antichamber.
It was only when the man had ceased his crying and gone silent did Knot finally stir from her trance. "Hirum," she began as she sat up, "Hirum, as the last thing you will ever do as my personal assistant, please let the General know I will be needing a replacement for you."
The man known as Hirum rose wordlessly, the light from his eyes completely gone. He scribbled down on a pad in haphazard strokes the instruction Knot had given him before taking out a gun from inside his suit. He pointed the barrel of the gun to his temple and squeezed the trigger.
A soft click was heard before a peal of laughter erupted from Knot's lips. "You forgot to remove the safety. Evenize decided to drink the draining fluid from underneath the sink. Dovern just jumped out the window and Marion strangled himself with his own tie. You D'lawans certainly have boring ways of trying to kill yourselves." She shrugged and watched in amusement as Hirum turned the safety off before proceeding to blow his brain out.
The no's faded quickly from his mind as soon as the images did; his mind quickly shuffled that particular memory away into the back of his brains filing cabinet. Kian hated that memory. Hated it.
But there was now the girls thoughts (or so he asumed), of something very unlike the quiet girl before him. The dark alien watched in silence, face shuttering off from any sort of emotions, his mind blanking out. Where was Autsu when you needed someone to be more emotional then you? The stone-faced winged boy would have had a better time expressing himself at that moment then Kian did.
He waited. Once the scene was over - once his body had remained still at the sound and sight of the beings brains splattering along the surfaces of the memory, Kian slid over to the young girl. Malas was gathered up into his arms like an infant would have been, a pair of gold eyes watching her face.
"You need candy, I believe." He stated simply, voice once more flat, whether or not she was concious. "Perhaps a check on your head."
If the throbbing of her head hadn't been so great the corners of her lips might have curled into the bare hint of a smile at his suggestion of candy. Instead, Malas' response to Kian was a mere whimper.
She was grateful he did not demand anything of her the way Jera had. No explanation, no desire to have her further demonstrate this ability, just a calm statement about what must be done.
A small lump had formed on the back of her head from the impact of falling onto the floor. It wasn't severe enough to cause a concussion or anything severe but it still left a hammering sensation in the thin girl's head. Still, she forced herself to speak, "I won't tell anyone."
Initiative wasn't normally in Malas' nature unless sweets and candy were involved. Neither was gratitude and this foreign emotion seemed to prompt her to want to assure Kian she did not mean to pose as a threat to him.
TBC~