|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Nov 05, 2022 11:00 pm
Kasumi Roseglimmer Some days I don't feel like being positive and I suffer from depression, so I try as hard as I can to keep my thinking optimistic and upbeat, to fight against the stuff that wants to pull me down. I don't wanna be a drag around others either. So I like to lift people up around me as much as I can, too! For the meds, yeah. I hate the side effects. There are meds I haven't tried so I wanted to give them a go. But it'll be a bit of a wait. I've lost some of the weight around my stomach lately though, so that gives me some hope. I saw a new ABDL channel on YouTube the other day and I want to look like her so much that it hurts. Pink hair, pretty makeup, a nice flat tummy. I cried. But I guess that's a goal to keep working towards. ^^ True, true. I've been going pretty good with my diet. If I don't buy junk food, I don't eat it. Sometimes I'll spend money to order a KitKat Frappe from McDonald's but now I'm not having ice cream and chocolate and stuff like that. It helps. So long as you're moving, it doesn't really matter what kind of activity you do. All exercise is good exercise and anything is better than nothing! I have books on my shelf I still haven't read. I'm going to try reading at night before I go to sleep. I had insomnia the past couple and it really messed up my schedule. If I use my phone, I end up on it half the night. I was reading stuff about France a few days ago, funnily enough. X3 I learned that they don't snack between meals, lunch is from noon till 2pm and they have dinner at 8pm! So different than over here. I try to be a good writer like that. But I know I'm not the best. But I enjoy it and I'm passionate about it so I'm always trying to improve. Lately I've been playing Alima's Nursery on my phone. It's cute. I also downloaded Cookie Run Kingdom because everyone on another server is raving about it. No problem. You don't have to apologise. Glad ya wanna continue our rp. I'm resting so much lately but not getting much energy. It's a bit frustrating but I'm happy today because I have SOME energy to do stuff. I've babysat in the past and even done some training in childcare centres so I know it's something I enjoy. I often wish I was one of the kids instead of the one looking after them, though. Lol. Normally I get along well with children, because I think of them as small people and respect them. I know that feeling all too well. Don't fret, just reply when ya can. Aw, I love that your attitude is very considered towards others. I usually crawled to a dark corner and cried all alone haha. But luckily I found SSRI's and they really made a difference in my mood. I hope I can lift you up too if you're feeling blue! n.n Yeah! You can get there with time and effort! Just consider you'll be your own beautiful self, dw about others. Aww same happens to me with videogames sometimes, if there's good campaigns you just can't stop! Lol but at least I have been reading a little bit more these days! And btw I started playing Spyro and AoE Conquerors because I felt I won't be able to had as much time as before. Ah and one's gotta love excercise, it helps with sleep too! whee Btw we need to fund a childcare for all adult babies, that'd be awesome! In my case I treat children like, same as me lol mrgreen I feel I'm one of them crying I try to strike conversation about cartoons or adult stuff that sucks like needles or school lol
|
 |
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sun Nov 06, 2022 9:54 pm
Yeah, I don't wanna drag down the moods of the people around me, so I think about their feelings too. If I need someone to talk to, I contact a counsellor or psychologist. I also have a psychiatrist who is very good. These people are paid to discuss any number of things and they learn ways to manage it. Venting to friends is fine but if you always complain and talk dark things, it'll make them feel bad as well. I think I've tried a couple of those. I had bad reactions to two of them, since I'm a bit sensitive to medications as well as foods. Rn I'm just back on Clomipramine, mostly for OCD. Ahh, thank you, you always have so many kind things to say~ -hug- I'll do my best! cat_3nodding Maybe some people will think I'm cute. It'd be an awesome career to get paid to make ABDL videos and content lol. Yeah I get totes addicted to some games. I watched lets plays of the Spyro games, it was great. If I don't have time to play them myself, I enjoy seeing others play them. Especially completionist runs that find all the secrets, collect all the items, etc. I'm excited for an ABDL game that's in development and I'm on their Discord server. It's a Danganronpa fangame. Yes. Exercising feels good! It's good in multiple ways. I wanna do more of it. Oh man, you have no idea, LOL!~ ABDLs all want such a place very badly and you're defs not the first person to think of that ahaha cat_xd A daycare or a world made for us (The Diaper Dimension), or even just for it to be more accepted in mainstream society. I've said if I ever won a lot of money, I'd like to build a private village where ABDLs can live behind security fences and everything's made for us to enjoy, like playgrounds and shopping carts big enough for us big babies to play on, stuff like that. Dreams are free. In the meantime, we have Little conventions,. stories and rps and artwork. Yeah, kids are just small people, really. They might not know as much as adults, but they're always learning and they're often much more pleasant to talk to than older people.
|
 |
 |
|
|
Kasumi Roseglimmer Captain
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Kasumi Roseglimmer Captain
|
Posted: Sun Nov 13, 2022 9:44 pm
Hey, haven't heard from you in a while but I see you're online sometimes. I hope you're doing well. cat_biggrin
|
 |
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Nov 17, 2022 3:28 am
Kasumi Roseglimmer Hey, haven't heard from you in a while but I see you're online sometimes. I hope you're doing well. cat_biggrin I'm still around lol. I'm doing okay for the most part, been kinda busy recently but I'm not going anywhere if anyone needs me. I'm not super used to being active on forums and stuff sorry if it seemed like I poofed cat_sweatdrop
|
 |
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Kasumi Roseglimmer Captain
|
Posted: Thu Nov 17, 2022 9:14 pm
That's good. cat_3nodding Gaia's been really quiet since most people are busy. I'm glad you're doing okay. And that's fine. Smcookie1 usually chats with me but he's been absent lately. Probably because he had some bad experiences on Gaia. I finally got caught up on all of my rps. So that's something. I'm working on ABDL fanfiction atm. Just about to get to the part where the characters are regressed by a potion of youth they accidentally drank.
|
 |
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sun Nov 20, 2022 5:57 am
Kasumi Roseglimmer That's good. cat_3nodding Gaia's been really quiet since most people are busy. I'm glad you're doing okay. And that's fine. Smcookie1 usually chats with me but he's been absent lately. Probably because he had some bad experiences on Gaia. I finally got caught up on all of my rps. So that's something. I'm working on ABDL fanfiction atm. Just about to get to the part where the characters are regressed by a potion of youth they accidentally drank. Gaia in general is just a very quiet site from what I can tell, towns and stuff are either nonfunctional or only have one server with a handful of people afk in them lol. Most of the socializing I'd do on here was rally/towns so without that I'm definitely less inclined to be as active, I do pop in to see if anything new has happened/PM people occasionally but that's about it nowadays. I'd be happy to do some abdl rp stuff but I don't super feel comfortable doing it in a public-ish space even if it is in the guild. Gaia is technically a PG13 website, so it just makes me anxious to rp abdl stuff on here, it feels like a weird loophole or something since I'm very much not a minor anymore and I do enjoy diapers in contexts that are nsfw. cat_sweatdrop PM's feel a lot better but are limited to 2 people.. I used to mess around with other abdl's in the like private friend servers you can rent or even empty towns/rally servers but those all require waterfox since flash is ded. I also have discord/telegram though! I guess as long as the RP is very tame I wouldn't mind contributing on here but I definitely don't want to get in trouble somehow cat_confused
|
 |
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Kasumi Roseglimmer Captain
|
Posted: Sun Nov 20, 2022 8:23 pm
It didn't used to be that way. But things have changed over the years and Gaia's no longer the main place to come to chat, rp and have fun. It used to be THE place!! Lol. People moved en masse to Discord once it came out. Which is kind of sad, since I loved Gaia's forums and posting tools and wonderful rps being active. All my favourite b/c shops closed down too. But those used to be poppin'. I think the team are working on restoring rally and towns, which is great. Hopefully it'll breathe some life back into the site. I've been to little homes that were made to be cafes in towns before to do avatar rps and it was cute and fun. ^_^ I know the Gaia team are doing their best to reinvigorate the site. I check Gaia every day but that's mainly cause I'm in the Awesome Mature Gaians guild and they have themed contests that run every day of the month. You win platinum and avatar items for playing. Everyone there is 18+ A ot are married and have kids and/or grandkids. I look forward to Gaia's holiday events too. I went trick or treating around the shops during Halloween and collected candy from the NPCs which rewarded me with two spooky outfits. There was a forum battle where you could win prizes too but that was a bit too many new people for me. I'm so eager for their Xmas event. In the past, you could go carolling and get Christmas themed items for your avi for that particular year. ^^ I love some of the sets from past events actually. Should search the marketplace and buy them. And for ABDL rps, I can definitely understand that. I was thinking that platonic, SFW and nonsexual rps that keep to the PG13 limit on here would be fine. So just some characters babying others, basically. Fluff and cuteness and all that stuff. Along those lines. But if you wanna do nsfw, it's best to go elsewhere. I don't want to break any rules on one of my favourite sites. The other ABDL guilds in the pase were SFW too, and had things like group daycare rps and stuff. For more lewd rps and stories, it's best to take them off site. I mean, we CAN have some fun on Gaia so long as we stick to the rules but we can also go rp elsewhere. I suppose because, for me, ABDL isn't a sexual thing, it's not like that in this guild either. And I've never liked doing rps over PMs. I love Gaia's neat, page numbered, editable posts and threads. But to each their own. It's totally fair that you don't want to get into trouble. I really don't want to, either! So I was thinking of doing platonic and cute rps here. Probably a daycare rp that anyone can make a simple profile for then jump in and join. Though I'd add a little bit of a plot for people to follow too. So it stays interesting. I'm always happy to brainstorm plot ideas with others.
|
 |
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Wed Dec 07, 2022 3:34 am
Hey, Welcome to all the new people who have joined the guild recently.
I'm going to work on a Daycare RP for this place. I haven't received any feedback on the ideas in the RP creation and planning thread...but they are very welcome and appreciated. If anyone wants to say anything.
I'll most likely set up a daycare in the new year, even without any feedback.
|
 |
 |
|
|
Kasumi Roseglimmer Captain
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Kasumi Roseglimmer Captain
|
Posted: Tue Jan 03, 2023 11:53 pm
So I got ZERO feedback on the rp so I went ahead and made it anyway. Lol. cat_rofl
The Gaia Daycare Centre 3 is open and accepting all who wish to rp.
It's turn based posting so it'll probably move at a slower rate. Which is just fine by me. This gives plenty of time for people to post, with no need to hurry.
|
 |
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Jan 07, 2023 9:53 pm
Gah, that's the problem these days. Everyone's on Discord, ohhh, everyone's on Discord. It succcccks. cat_xp
|
 |
 |
|
|
Kasumi Roseglimmer Captain
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Mon Feb 13, 2023 11:55 pm
Kasumi Roseglimmer Gah, that's the problem these days. Everyone's on Discord, ohhh, everyone's on Discord. It succcccks. cat_xp It's honestly a tragedy, I dearly miss old internet forums but with discord/telegram it's just antiquated for most ppl. ;w;
|
 |
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu May 11, 2023 2:40 pm
Hiya, I hope I'm not intruding. I'm an AB myself. I got into it when I noticed I would regress involuntarily from time to time. When my stepbrother was born, I tried one of his diapers, and it just felt right wearing it like it was what I was supposed to be wearing anyway. I began sneaking them out whenever I could. I was only 11 at the time, and didn't really know about ABDL until I was 19, but once his diapers got too small, I made my own out of newspaper and duct tape until I had a job at Walmart and would buy the vintage Depends back when they were still actual plastic diapers and not cloth pull-ups like they are now. My first taste of the community was when I found the Diaper Pail Friends website during a frantic search for adults that wore diapers. I had already begun feeling more like a girl than a boy, and had said so to my mom who had adopted me, but had chosen to keep that hidden after a big let down of her not being supportive, so I started as a baby boy until I grew more comfortable around that site. Now, I'm a proud AB baby girl that is taking steps towards becoming full female.
|
 |
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Kasumi Roseglimmer Captain
|
Posted: Thu May 11, 2023 9:59 pm
Hi BabyKay, Welcome to the guild! I'm so happy to have a new member. I'm sorry it's not that active. I know most people are on Discord these days. But I'm glad there are still ABs on Gaia too! cat_biggrin You're not intruding at all. I'm also more AB than DL but I do love diapers as well. Though, I wish I would have tried wearing them when I was younger. I've always been fascinated with babies and wished I could be like them, trying to imagine their reality. And always have the most magical, happy feelings in spaces made for babies and toddlers. I grew up absolutely loving Rugrats. Hehe. I've also always been childish inside, and took a very long time to mature in certain areas, while not maturing in others. Even now, I'm as childish as ever. Sounds like some wonderful memories with diapers growing up and you even got creative and tried making your own. That's pretty impressive. Yeah I noticed that a lot of modern diapers are the pull up kind with the stretchy waist. I like the more babyish ones with tapes and plastic. Though cloth are good if you wanna be discrete. I haven't heard of Diaper Pail Friends but I am on Daily Diapers , Diapered Anime, Littles Downunder on Discord and a couple of other Discord servers. I used to be on ADISC but I lost interest after they removed the rping forum. I'm sorry that your Mom wasn't supportive of you. That's always hard. My mum doesn't accept my ABDL side either. I have to hide it from my family. She's coming to visit in June so I have to use up my remaining diapers before she gets here. And congratulations on your transitioning! I wish you all the best going forward. I'm sure you are a lovely and adorable baby girl. I know there are a fair few other trans ABs out there as well so you're definitely in good company with the ABDL community.
|
 |
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu May 11, 2023 11:34 pm
Thankies for the warm welcome. I didn't know there were ABDLs on here at all. I was here before I changed my name, but if I had known then, I would have definitely been more active. I also love role-playing in paragraph form and used to have wonderful rps using animorphs and was always a baby no matter what animal I was rping. Now I can add diapers and Mommies to the mix. I just know that will make for even more fun.
|
 |
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Kasumi Roseglimmer Captain
|
Posted: Fri May 12, 2023 3:14 am
BabyKayP42 Thankies for the warm welcome. I didn't know there were ABDLs on here at all. I was here before I changed my name, but if I had known then, I would have definitely been more active. I also love role-playing in paragraph form and used to have wonderful rps using animorphs and was always a baby no matter what animal I was rping. Now I can add diapers and Mommies to the mix. I just know that will make for even more fun. No problem. It's really nice to meet you. ^_^ Yeah, I was surprised when I first discovered some of the ABDL community on Gaia before when it was more active. I was even in one of the guilds. But sadly, I think they all went to Discord and other chat servers. But I have always and will always prefer Gaia over any chats. You can customise your posts so much and make them really fun to read. Like changing the decoration of the post's border/outline, adding pictures, colouring the text, and more. I had only just discovered ABDL back when I was in one of the Gaia ABDL guilds so I wasn't as active as I wish I'd been. I'm hoping this guild gets to be more active too. Yeah, I enjoy writing paragraphs in rps. Well, I have OCD so I often struggle to make my posts small or limit the words, and end up writing bigger posts. Sometimes walls o' text. I tend to be a slow poster as well, because I'm in other rps and that allows me to keep up with them all without burning out. The gap of time between posts lets me think over my next reply too. I never read the Animorphs books but they did look interesting. I love to rp as Littles and babies in rps as well, but I can also rp people of any age or gender. I like to rp caregiver, sibling, aunt, friend, any role, really. Rping good caregivers and making other littles happy makes me happy. Oftentimes, I'll double up, playing a Little and a Big simultaneously and separating them with coloured text and breaker lines. I also love to rp my favourite characters and fandoms as ABDL. CHOBITs for instance. I did make a daycare RP for this guild but so far, haven't gotten the chance to use it yet. But I'm sure it'll be used someday. I have 4 characters for it. A blue bee girl, a kitsune carer, a troll carer and a baby Undertale inspired skeleton.
|
 |
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
 |
|
|
|
|
|