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Posted: Sat Aug 26, 2017 7:44 pm
Seeing Bisera's confusion Xarnith considered that a epic fail at him trying to flirt with the other to make him blush. He shook his head. "Nevermind." he paused as he watched Fractis sitting on the back of the Zanteer, just swimming past him like it was normal. Xarnith slowly followed the passing prezi then looked back to Bisera. "Our furball is strange."
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Posted: Sat Aug 26, 2017 8:04 pm
Bisera's eyes blinked slowly before he continued into the deeper water, sinking into it, and leaned back so that he could soak down his long hair. As he did so the zanteer along with Fractis went passed him and he found himself sitting up a bit taller to watch the pair. It really was cute, wasn't it? That Fractis found someone of the beast variety to hang out with. It meant that he was growing up though which was a little bit sad if you asked him... but at the same time it was likely good for him. Turning to look over Xarnith he said, "So long as he is having fun... and is being careful." He looked back at the kitten again for a moment. After making sure that he was alright with his new friend Bisera took in a breath and went under the water, swimming along the bottom toward Xarn's legs, giving them both a little poke as he went by.
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Posted: Sat Aug 26, 2017 8:25 pm
Xarnith jolted a little as he felt the other poke him. He knew better, Bisera wasn't flirting. He was only being Bisera. Only being playful. He chuckled a little, he completely wanted something different but he was okay with things right now. Even if he felt he'd need to spend a few hours meditating under those falls to drown out his lusts. Its how he'd been getting through things lately. He looked to where he suspected Bisera to pop back up.
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Posted: Sat Aug 26, 2017 9:02 pm
As he came up out of the water Bisera gave a little chuckle, amused that he'd been able to poke Xarnith in the leg in such a manner without retaliation. Standing up right he shook herself off before gazing up at him. He found himself debating over something for a moment as he starred up at his friend, a friend that could be more, before he lifted up his hands toward him. He felt that this was important, that it was sort of... turning point. He he took a step forward it could lead to something amazing! It was like when he'd first left Sauti and stepped into the world, it was terrifying but exhilarating. After a moment of hold his hands hovering in front of his friend he took a deep breath, reached up to catch hold of two handfuls of flaxen hair, and pulled him down for a kiss. It was time for him to get this figured out, something that would be done if someone took that first step forward. Xarnith seemed to be hesitant so he supposed he could do it.
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Posted: Sat Aug 26, 2017 9:30 pm
There was a moment that Xarn stopped actually thinking. Then he put his own into the kiss, wrapping his arms around the smaller male. After a few heartbeats he parted looking down at Bisera. "You...made the first move." he chuckled as he moved to place his forehead on Bisera's shoulder. "Is this okay?" He held the other closer. "Can I finally hold you?"
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Posted: Sat Aug 26, 2017 9:41 pm
Bisera's cheeks started to burn when the kiss shared with Xarnith was broken and he found himself starring up at the bigger warrior, "I... ahh... yes, I felt that it was just... time." He murmured, not liking that the two of them had been dancing around one another for so long because of so much uncertainty. He wanted to be closer to Xarnith, wanted to be friends with him, and... more. It was something that made his blush just seem to spread, cover his neck and the tips of his ears. "Ahh... yes, of course it's okay. I wouldn't have kissed you if it wasn't." He said, then his eyes went wide, "It's... okay with you too, right? I mean... I wasn't overstepping my bounds, was I?" Giving a nod of his head he stepped in closer to him, leaning into him, eyes closing as he rested his forehead against Xarnith's broad chest. Once he did that he murmured in an embarrassed tone of voice, "It's a pleasant thing being this close and... I feel like it's alright, that it's my choice and not just me being confused. You know?"
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Posted: Sat Aug 26, 2017 9:50 pm
Xarnith chuckled as he turned to kiss Bisera's neck. "Its fine, Bi." he inhaled softly as he rose his head to look down at the other. "Its beyond okay with me Bi...there's so much I can't wait to show you." he snuggled the other closer. "I can go at your pace if that helps you." he said into Bisera's hair. "I don't mind going your pace. I have limited experience, but I want to learn all about you and allow you to learn all about me." There was a nagging feeling of Darvish in the back of his mind. He had to tell Bisera of that male. Warn him...he inhaled slowly.
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Posted: Sat Aug 26, 2017 10:20 pm
Bisera looked up at Xarnith again, a look of relief on his face, "Good... I'd rather not find out that things had changed since back when you said that you liked me." He murmured, knowing that he'd taken a lot of time to come around to where it all made sense to him. He wanted to make sure of things before he said anything, he didn't want to hurt him, so he wanted to be careful. "I... thank you, I know that you can. I mean you did wait this long for me to really get a handle on my feelings. I never wanted to hurt you, I just wanted to... figure it out. To make sure what I was thinking and feeling wasn't colored by what you were thinking and feeling, I wanted my feelings for you to be genuine." He murmured as he looked up at Xarnith, watching him closely, before he drew back a little. Now that he was this close to him, now that he was holding onto him, he found himself worrying. Was he alright? Giving a soft humming sound he asked, "Are you alright? What are you thinking about?"
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Posted: Sat Aug 26, 2017 10:30 pm
Xarnith smiled then blinked. Ah crap...he was too readable sometimes. Specially when he was comfortable. He inhaled slowly. "My past..." he led Bi to were there was a underwater ledge they could sit on. Sitting he started telling Bi everything. The past...what values that nearly took root in him. Darvish. His fears.... "I...wasn't raised in a group that held good morals." he sighed. "There was someone there, who if things had turned out differently. I'm sure I would be with them now. Instead of here. They...are your typical warrior. I wanted to be that once upon a time. He doesn't value life, not like I learned to while with you. You find beauty in everything." he took Bisera's hands in his. "I saw them again...they brought up some real fear for me. I'm scared. What I once was...wasn't a good person. I look back on that and see it." he sighed. "I like the current me, I'm scared that he'll bring back the old. Then you'll leave..." he looked down to the water. He needed a distraction from that thought pattern.
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Posted: Sat Aug 26, 2017 10:51 pm
"Ah?" His past? That seemed rather foreboding, didn't it? Something that left him a bit worried as he was lead along to sit on an underwater ledge that Xarnith found for them. He settled down there, looking up at Xarnith, while toying with a wet lock of his own hair. He listened intently at what he was told and found himself going a little wide eyed. The group was described as one that made him a bit shocked. He wouldn't have expected that someone like Xarnith could come from a group like that. What worried him more was the one that he mentioned, the warrior that Xarnith might have ended up with. A thought that he didn't like the idea of. If Xarnith had been with that man then the two of them would never have met. Where might Bisera be then? Possibly alone? Traveling still? Would he have ended up just going back home? It was hard to say really since so much if his life for a while now had been him with Xarnith. Reaching out he took one of Xarnith's hands in his, giving it a squeeze, before he said, "I... we will just keep you away from him, so he doesn't think to take you away with him." As though someone of Bisera's build could actually keep a warrior at bay.
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Posted: Sun Aug 27, 2017 8:37 am
Xarnith smiled at the smaller male. Oh he knew that Darvish would own Bisera in a actual fight. He leaned forward to kiss the other gently. "Thank you. I know you can keep me away from him." Bisera already had him wrapped around his finger. Xarnith pulled the other to sit in his lap as he nuzzled into him. "Mmmm...sorry. I didn't think I could be all touchy, but it seems really easy with you."
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Posted: Sun Aug 27, 2017 8:05 pm
Bisera glanced up at Xarnith before leaning back against his chest, eyes sinking half shut as he sat there on his friend's lap. No... not friend, more then that, what was he now? He found himself looking at Xarnith he found himself asking of him, "Ahhh... what are we now? We're still friends, right? But... something more as well?" He didn't think they were 'lovers' because that involved a lot more then just snuggling. Was it a right to call Xarnith his boyfriend even though Xarnith hadn't exactly asked him out. "Huh? Oh! No, don't be sorry. It's all really nice. I'm just still figuring things out since I am not exactly good with things that involve people. You're the one that has put up with me the best and for the longest after all." He didn't think anyone else at the fortitude and stamina that he did.
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Posted: Sun Aug 27, 2017 8:13 pm
Xarnith thought about it. What were they now? Boyfriends? Lover---no no no. They didn't enter that aspect yet. Potential Lovers? Jeeze that just sounded lame. He hummed as he started to trail his fingers up and down Bisera's side as he held him. "I would like to say boyfriends...I mean...this was sorta a date...though I didn't have the backbone to say it outright." He blushed then looked down at the other. "Can we be boyfriends? I'd like to keep you for a long time." he smiled as he bumped their noses. "Then some." he looked over as a sudden mewl caught his attention. The zanteer was using its tail to keep the prezi floating as the kitten seemed to be learning how to swim. "Why is that so cute?"
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Posted: Sun Aug 27, 2017 8:26 pm
Bisera starred up at him, waiting as Xarnith seemed to be trying to figure out the same word puzzle that Bisera had been stuck on. What were they? It was difficult to figure out since they were just starting forward, right? That made it a bit on the difficult side in his mind but after a time it seemed that Xarnith had it figured out. He gave a slow nod of his head as he said, "Alright, I like the sounds of that." So they were boyfriends... and this was a date? One that Xarnith didn't want to call a date because it started out in the manner that it had. Giving a nod of his head he relaxed against his friend, no boyfriend, and gave a smile, "I like the sounds of that... so... sure! We can be that. I just feel that I should apolgize for taking so long so... sorry." After giving Fractis a glance he looked up at Xarnith for a long moment, then lifted a hand to tug on a big of his hair and asked of him in a mock serious voice, "Shouldn't you be calling me cute in this moment, Xarnith?"
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Posted: Sun Aug 27, 2017 8:43 pm
Xarnith chuckled as he kissed Bisera's forehead. "Bi, your adorable...your more than cute." he smiled as he shifted to let the other be more comfortable in his lap. He couldn't wait to explore Bisera. In more ways than one. He hummed low as he relaxed, leaning into Bisera as he just basked in this moment. "You have nothing to apologize for. That was a awkward situation and it wasn't fair for me to put you in it." he was referring to how he confessed to the other. "I...was sorta hoping that Mano and his partner could help me get more comfortable with the physical side of relationships..." he blushed darkly.
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