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 Posted: Mon Aug 03, 2015 9:26 pm
You're welcome. Also, it is okay not to say anything else. Thank you, but really it is okay. I'm used to it.
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Posted: Mon Aug 03, 2015 9:46 pm
Non-Adult Situation You're welcome. Also, it is okay not to say anything else. Thank you, but really it is okay. I'm used to it.
Do you like pie?
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Posted: Mon Aug 03, 2015 9:51 pm
Hey we all have things we are used too and bad moments are mine. I'm bipolar, so I have a lot swinging between emotions. But, thank you for your compliment. I've never had pie before.
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Posted: Mon Aug 03, 2015 9:56 pm
Non-Adult Situation I don’t think you’re being mean at all. You’re being honest. If it had been me seeing them lifeless and depressed because of the circumstances, I totally would have felt like there was nothing that could be done. Yeah, they are like a second family. I miss them but my health hasn’t been that well for me to be working there. I’m starting to feel better so I might start going back to work. I hope that something happens. After all, you’re work deserves a nice boss. You guys put up with a lot of bull to have a whatever boss. Thanks, I still think to do it but never pick up a razor. I don’t really have scars anymore they are all faded. It’s been years and I’m old. LOL I never thought about taking calculus… I’m just happy with regular math, no need for something fancy. Thanks for the offer though. I hope it doesn’t take me that long… OTL Yes it is. I live in nowhere Montana XD You need to look unless you want to. It’s nothing special on there and probably out of date… Not really… they are very judgmental, and serious. They seem chill but they aren’t. I hope you went to bed soon after I went. Sadly, I was up until 5:30 with my hubby because he’s worried about getting his wisdom teeth removed today. Me too, I’m glad I made a friend. Also, you’re pretty interesting yourself. Of course, you had too. At least you didn’t pinch my cheek while doing it. It sucks though. Like you know its their brain that makes them like that and there's nothing to do. Though there is this one lady who's cognitive and lives at the place, she once told us that she just wanted to die because she felt like a waste of space. I honestly didn't know what to say at that point. I was like uhh. don't say that! that's not true! But she insisted it. and i was also too busy to argue. i had call lights going on so. yeah its kinda sad. Why haven't you been feeling well? Caught a cold or something or is it more a mental wellness issue? I wish haha. But im going to be leaving this place pretty soon like i said so, i won't have to deal with her as much anymore. I get the same at times. I have thoughts, rarely, but I never act upon it. I just try to distract myself. My scars are almost like keloids so theyre pretty bad and they dont seem to be going away any time soon. the oldest scar i have is already like 5 years and its still pretty visible. I guess it'll take a lot longer haha. Haha Im not offering calculus. Im saying that helping you study regular math might help me study for calculus xD haha. The place is actually called Nowhere montana? whaaat? thats ridiculous lol I did actually sleep. i had to get up. Ooh man. that sucks. howd the the extraction go? lol thanks for thinking im interesting xD i've always had a problem with that like.. trying to be interesting to others is a chore for me. Aaw shiet man. i forgot about that. *pinches cheek* hi sweetie~! hahaha thanks for reminding me.
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Posted: Mon Aug 03, 2015 10:22 pm
Yeah, that does suck. I wish they could find a cure, because it genetic and my grandparents had dementia. I worry for my dad. That is terrible that she thought such a thing. I hope that she doesn’t think that anymore. Also, don’t feel bad because you were busy, you did what you could by telling her that. It is sad. I had something call pseudo-tumor, which gave me very bad headaches. It was impossible to work with them. I literally cried from the pain. I had to have a shunt placed in my back to drain extra brain fluid from my head. (Because pseudo-tumor is when there is too much pressure in the head caused by lack of ability to adsorb it). After my surgery, I gained this pain in my left side, which no one seems to know what it is. It hurts to bend and walk sometimes. So that made working hard. That is true, but I feel for the people. I’m good that you can distract yourself from doing that. If you ever feel like doing it, and want to talk, just let me know. I’ll be willing to be there for you. I never cut deep I just broke the skin. So I they are pretty gone now. I hope it goes away soon though. Lol I see, well I’ll keep you to that. Lol no, silly. We do have a place called Butte that everyone calls butt Montana. Good I’m glad you slept. He’s in a lot of pain but doing okay. He wants to sleep, but he only sleeps on his sides and it hurts him. I feel bad for my poor babe. Well you don’t need to work at you’re interesting enough as yourself. Oh man why did I do that –makes sour face- Hi there sugar cube.
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Posted: Mon Aug 03, 2015 10:25 pm
Non-Adult Situation Hey we all have things we are used too and bad moments are mine. I'm bipolar, so I have a lot swinging between emotions. But, thank you for your compliment. I've never had pie before.
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Posted: Mon Aug 03, 2015 10:27 pm
Yep, not even chocolate pie or something like it. I've never had some. I hear good things about it.
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Posted: Mon Aug 03, 2015 10:44 pm
I worry myself about that stuff too haha. Alzheimers kinda run with my grandparents and I have a bad feeling i might acquire it as well. oh man. When dementia hits.. its really rough. they get stuck at one time frame for an eternity and its no fun. I know its terrible but what can you do? When CNA's complain about residents kind of out loud they can hear and think of how much a bother they can be. Oh man. That doesn't sound too friendly. I'm glad you're slowly recovering but geez. Not going to lie you kinda have a plethora of issues. Props to you for managing everything. Thanks. Glad to know someone who can relate with that issue. Though, I'll be fine until the winter time. I might actually have the "winter blues" problem. Where I'm more rollercoaster like with my emotions in colder temperatures and more stable in warmer. I've noticed I'm more happy in the summer than winter, despite how i see my friends more during the winter than summer and whatnot. Hormones are weird. I cut pretty deep before. I remember cutting that i could see some pink on the side and there was no blood. It was terrifying. it became a huge scar later on. but yeah.. I'm alright I avoid it as much as I can. I'm letting it heal on its own. It really is taking its time though lol. Butte. I somehow read that as butté. but thats rather funny butt montana. Im only in a place called palatine (like that tonsil in your throat and that bone in your head) I did find another gaian who lives in palatine, 5-8 minutes away. He's just down the street. Never met him and its kinda crazy. ohh yeah. it hurts to sleep on the side it was pulled. I didnt get a wisdom taken out but ive gotten 2 extra teeth taken on both sides of my jaw. I couldnt turn. it sucked. Pfft. It's actually really hard for me to keep conversations with individuals. its just so hard like.. what do i say? what do i talk about? and i just end up ranting. like now.  You brought that pinching and "sweetie" upon yourself. But sugar cube. thats a first. haha
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Posted: Mon Aug 03, 2015 11:17 pm
Well, hopefully, they will have a cure for that by the time we get old. At least, they can slow it down these days. So, we’re lucky. I would hate seeing my dad like that… I really worry now. He’s still youngish, so he’ll be okay. There isn’t much you can do. I mean you can’t hold your voice forever, right? It’s not too friendly at all. I have to be monitored for swelling because the tube can clog. I’m not looking forward to replacement surgery. -sighs- The side pain is getting better, with working out and medicines. But I hate being on 4 different painkillers for one problem. Yeah… I’m a walking talking medical nightmare, I guess. It could be worse though. Thanks man. You’re welcome. Seasonal affective disorder sucks a lot. Well, I’ll always be around if you need someone to talk to. Hormones are weird. Maybe they’ll settle down when you’re my age XD Ouch, I’m really sorry to hear that. I would be scared too. I’ve ODed, but that is about it. Good job avoiding it. Time heals all wounds. It might be Butté, but I’m not sure. Interesting name for a town, I didn’t think they came that strange. Then again… this coming from someone that knows Butté ( butt ) Montana. Cool did you two meet up later. I know a few people here in Montana that are on gaia… I don’t know if they are still active. I don’t remember… Mine wasn’t that bad if I think back. That was about ten years ago. I had 4 teeth removed for my braces but that was even longer ago. I bet it does hurt though. You haven’t ranted that much. I mean you talked about yourself, but so did I. It’s how conversations work. I think you are doing fine. We’ll that good I thought it was pretty original enough for you. Also, I like you’re pictures. You look like a fun guy.
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Posted: Mon Aug 03, 2015 11:31 pm
Non-Adult Situation Yep, not even chocolate pie or something like it. I've never had some. I hear good things about it.  Pie is like the best! Raven actually doesn't like chocolate, although if it is in the form of a Pie he will eat it. cat_whee
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Posted: Mon Aug 03, 2015 11:35 pm
I was raised in a family of picky eaters so it wasn't around when I was small... You could say. So, pie didn't come up.
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Posted: Mon Aug 03, 2015 11:49 pm
Non-Adult Situation I was raised in a family of picky eaters so it wasn't around when I was small... You could say. So, pie didn't come up.
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Posted: Tue Aug 04, 2015 12:00 am
Thanks, but it's okay. I'm not a huge fruit person, so it would have to be a fruitless pie.
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Posted: Tue Aug 04, 2015 12:05 am
ehh i suppose. but idk Im afraid but then again i shouldn't. because when i get the dementia/alzheimers i wont know anything anymore. I'm practically dead. I mean idk when your whole personality is lost and memories are lost your identity is extinct and idk man. its still a long ways before that happens ehh.. sometimes you kinda have to because money, and your job and life takes priority. most of the time i just dont think too much of it and its fine. Whoo boy. You aren't kidding. and 4 different pain killers. That's ridiculous. How are you so drugged up and yet still sober. Im tempted to ask which painkillers because it might be the same ones the residents take but that's just weird. eh its fine. gotta let go i guess. and oooh. man at least you're alive right? Ive never gotten close to anything death though. maybe it will haha. im only 19. theyre still raging. calmed down when i was 16 but theyre still raging and oh so all over the place. yeah seasonal affective disorder. I wasn't diagnosed with it, but I mean judging from the years in highscool and how my friends tell me im happier in the summer and warmer wather... i could conclude that i have it. Butte, butté, butt. Its still the same in montana isnt it? lol we haven't. I dont think i have time. im swamped with responsibilities and chores. its ridiculous and i dont think he's up to it xD he seems too shy even in comments its hard to make conversation with him OTL ehh. it hurt for a while. i was lucky that the painkillers lasted 3 hours or so. i took a nap and when i woke up i was in immense pain and i took ibuprofen. pain went away but found out im allergic to it xD Im allergic to nsaid pain killers. my body is a masochist i swear. idk man this to me is my rant. when i type massive paragraphs, i call it rants lol thanks btw xD I have a few more of the onion man gifs. Its fun using them instead of the regular emotes from gaia
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Posted: Tue Aug 04, 2015 12:19 am
Non-Adult Situation Thanks, but it's okay. I'm not a huge fruit person, so it would have to be a fruitless pie.
Is your Evening getting any better meow?
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