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kuropeco

Dramatic Marshmallow

PostPosted: Fri Mar 13, 2015 7:24 pm


How was she still so damn calm? Chance realized, belatedly, that he was supposed to be the one without the emotions, without the reactions - and yet here he was, unsettled and ruffled, annoyed at Claude for her poking and her prodding and her betrayal.

Especially since she had just called him out on a lack of sensibility.

Chance eased himself back into a calm mode, his shoulders falling.

"I'm tired," he said quietly, the fight ebbing out of him, leaving behind only a weary, closed off expression on his pale face. Bridges were apparently being burned all over his life, his acquaintances.

"I don't want to talk about this anymore. I don't want any help. I just want to go back to the way things were."


lucyal
PostPosted: Fri Mar 13, 2015 8:22 pm


"Shallow and surfaced." That was how things were before. Claude crossed her arms, and her lips parted to say something else, but she paused. She glanced down at Chance, and then off to the side. Her lips pulled into a firm line briefly as she thought.

"I..." Just want you to know that maybe I could be someone who would try my hardest to not let you down. She didn't finish that sentence, and after a moment she turned on her heel and headed towards his door. Before she reached it though, she stopped, and her brows knitted briefly. After another moment, Claude turned on her heel again and came right back, standing off to his side again, her hands making tight fists at her sides.

"For someone who claims not to grasp emotion, you project a ******** ton of unbridled enthusiasm, passion, dedication, joy, wonder, awe, excitement, and admiration for an endless expanse of self-luminous gaseous spheroidal celestial bodies of great mass which produce energy by means of nuclear fusion reactions. Self-luminous gaseous spheroidal celestial bodies which give back nothing for all that you put into it. I wondered how could you hold so much passion for something which doesn't give two flying ******** about you, and I think found an answer. You can project what you want onto the stars without the fear of them disappointing you. I'm here." One fist loosened to point down at the ground. "Trying, because I do give two ******** about you, but I'm at a disadvantage because I'm not a star."

Though her volume stayed low and even, her tone fluctuated with a zeal, and after she finished, she was done for the night. Claude did not wait for anything else after getting that off her chest, and made it back across his room in quick strides. She slid out the door and softly closed it behind her.

kuuropii

Lucyal


kuropeco

Dramatic Marshmallow

PostPosted: Fri Mar 13, 2015 8:36 pm


To his credit, Chance didn't try to interrupt Claude's little speech. If anything, he was taken aback by the sheer volume of words spoken, which made him lapse into a sort of startled silence, his eyes fixed determinedly on the desk and the ripped paper in front of him.

They give back nothing.

You can project what you want onto the stars without the fear of them disappointing you.

I'm here. Trying, because I do give two ******** about you, but I'm at a disadvantage because I'm not a star.


Dimly, he was aware of the door opening and closing, Claude's footsteps growing fainter until they disappeared entirely. Chance stayed where he was at his desk for a few moments, until he dragged himself up, padding over to his bed. He looked down at it, and then climbed in, lifting his pillow and pressing it over his face.

It was so easy to turn away. So easy to close his eyes and pretend that he wasn't here anymore, that he was up among the stars. Claude may have had a few valid points, but that one wasn't them. She was wrong, Chance knew, because the stars did do something for him - they kept him sane, kept him interested in life, kept him moving forward. She simply did not understand their importance, even if her other points about caring maybe might have.

He did not understand. He never had, and he doubted he ever would. Relationships in general were confusing and messy, and it was why he stayed away from them, why he steered clear. She was expecting too much out of him; telling hm that he had to change, expecting him to change within her own set timeline, it was selfish. He couldn't cater to her whims just because she believed strongly in something that he did not, and could not. He couldn't pretend that he cared when he didn't, when he couldn't.

Chance rolled over onto his side, pressed the pillow firmly over his ears, and closed his eyes.

It was easier not to think when he was asleep.


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