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Roxy grinned as the most adorable giggle reached her ears causing her tail to involuntarily wag like crazy which made a sound of impact as it hit the cool concrete. Roxy was completely unfazed by this as she basked in the pure happiness of being with Tabby. More delighted meals, whimpers, and purrs escaped her lips as the cat addressed her. The pit-bull felt like a puppy again and she blushed not only at being caught but by the coyness of her kitten. Confidence looked really good on her and she hoped to see more of it. "Heh, you caught me babe. I was, but not nearly as much as I enjoy myself when you're awake," she replied running her fingers through Tabitha's hair and gazing up at her shyly. She had called her babe on purpose and hoped she didn't mind the nickname. She had never second guessed herself before but here she was, steadily turning into a puddle in her kitten's hands. Her very capable hands.

Roxy smiled into the light peck and followed her lips again to reconnect them in a another kiss. Then another, and another until she was leaving small kisses all over Tabitha's face happily. She was stopped as she heard her stomach give an unattractive growl from being so empty and turned to grin at Tabby. Roxy saw this as a good opportunity to really get to know more about Roxy and showing her the ropes. "Hey, how about we go wrestle up some breakfast then maybe spend the day in park?" she asked a bit shyly and gave her something she hadn't used for a long time. Her puppy dog pout. Her wide cobalt eyes were pleading while looking at Tabitha through long, thick lashes and her bottom lip was stuck out adorably and quivering. "Pwetty Please sugar dumpling?" she asked in her own city accent that she normally hid in exchange for her tough, no-nonsense accent.

"I wanted to though. Thank you, I'm glad you approve of my cuteness" she admitted with another blush. The girl nuzzled into Tabitha's hands before kissing both palm. She didn't know why but she couldn't keep her lips off of her. What she heard next, though, made her ears lower as well as her eyes in sadness as she took the petite hands in her own. "Th-the thing about that is... we... *sigh* we can't go back 'home'. They're not my boys anymore. I messed up really bad Tabitha. I hurt my family and there's no way they'd want me back." Roxy's heart sunk in her chest as she fully realized what she had done. She just lost her family and the thought brought tears to her eyes though she refused to let them escape. She lost her brothers, the brothers who have been there for her through thick and thin and followed her. The ones who broke rules for her just because she said 'trust me'. And she lost them because she couldn't control her anger. Sobs racked her body as she tried desperately to prevent them from escaping. Roxy let go of Tabitha in favor of wiping her eyes free from the tears threatening to emancipate themselves. Memories of her teeth sinking into Titan made her stomach lurch as she remembered it was a solid bite. Not a scrape. Her teeth practically buried themselves into his arm. She suddenly felt so sick that she had to hold her stomach.

((OOC: Sorry about the wait. You know how the holidays are.))

Roxy calmed herself back down before she spoke, the interrogative look helping her a good bit since she knew Tabitha was just trying to be strong for her, "I bit Titan because he got in my way when i tried to follow you that morning..." Her heart ached slightly at the memory of that look on her face. The fear she saw in her eyes. She decided to make it up to her for that later. Maybe get her something nice? She gazed deep into her love's eyes as she continued, back from her thoughts, "I bit him and that's grounds for immediate banishment from a pack if it comes to a unanimous vote. As far as I know they haven't come to a verdict but I'm too ashamed to face them anyway, Tabby. They trusted me and cared about me and I go and do something that stupid and reckless because I was upset. I'm such a complete moron..." She gazed at Tabitha, "What are we gonna do?" She reached up a hand and stroked the other girl's cheek slowly, the motion actually calming her greatly as she just looked into those pools of blue. She knew no matter what she wanted to stay with Tabby but that was it. She wasn't sure where to go from here. She could try and beg for them to take her back, but would that even work? She new she had no right to but maybe if she tried? She could at least apologize and salvage what little of their friendship she had left even if they never let her back in the pack.

Her loud stomach once again distracted her. She leaned down to kiss Tabby's nose, "Hey, there's no point in getting worked up on an empty stomach. C'mon, i know the perfect place to grab some breakfast, and since it's still so early we'll be the first ones there. We'll get first picks. Sound good?" Roxy had inquired as she slowly began dressing herself then lovingly helped Tabitha. Not because Tabitha was incapable, just because Roxy had no self-control and could help but let her hands wander a little. But who could blame her? The cat was gorgeous and adorable at the same time, like the perfect mix. Roxy peaked her head out of the pipe first to make sure the coast was clear before slowly moving out of it then motioning for Tabitha to follow. She the cat reached her Roxy leaned in and kissed her one more time, "Hey, we're in this together though. I got you babe. Pack or no pack. I'm with you." with that she headed towards the market street, making sure Tabitha was close for safety *cough** cough*(Ok more like moral support and she just liked it when Tabitha was close by) hoping that since the sun was just coming up that they'll have an advantage.

Roxy took a minute as she was walking to think about what the girl asked. Would they really kick her out? She'd assumed but it was an unsupported assumption. It's happened before in many other packs. Countless times. That one dog turned on the others and then it was alone. No one excepted a lone wolf or a "loner". It was just the rules, "And how many rules have you broken Roxy?" "..." "Yeah, a lot. Rules never meant much to you guys anyway. What makes this any different?" "Everything..." "Oh really? I just think you're letting shame and self doubt get to you. They'll forgive you." Roxy was quiet as she had this mental debate between her conscious and her instincts. Her conscience said that everything will be ok but her instincts told something else entirely. Her instincts told her that there was no way, that they couldn't forgive her and she was sure they had already voted her out even though she had absolutely no proof, " Your instincts also used to tell you never to trust a cat. Look at you now! All happy and in love. Do you really think your brothers have the heart to kick you out? Stop attempting to be logical and instinctual. Just listen to me. Your heart. Remember me? I helped you woo your kitten. You should just apologize to them..." That thought had occurred but would it actually work? For her and Tabitha's sake it had to because that's all she had.

Finally turning to Tabitha she spoke up, "Well... I didn't actually get to really see a reaction. I was too focused on running... Maybe you're right. I want to believe that so badly; I desperately want you to be right. I just don't know... I should apologize but I don't feel worthy enough to show my face." Roxy was about to continue when a familiar, sweet smell filled her nostrils and soon the building she had been looking for came into view. The O' Joy's Bakery. This was one of Roxy's favorites places because while other bakery's bought most of their products from larger companies and just packaged and sold, the O' Joys baked everything fresh daily and threw away the more stale things sooner, making them fresher than most other stale products, since they wanted to sell only the best. And man were they good too. Mr. and Mrs. Joy really knew how to make the best baked goods. Roxy's personal favorites were the giant pretzels with cheese and the sugared Danishes that were deliciously light and fluffy. Her stomach cried out unabashedly at the thought of being full and her mouth began to water.

Turning to Tabitha, she smiled broadly, "Ok, see that dumpster?" she pointed toward a large, white, and cleaner than most dumpster behind the white and wooden building. "What we're going to do is jump in, grab the clear bags that have the baked goods in them that were probably thrown out this morning. Don't worry, they won't be moldy but watch out for chocolate. Get as many as you can carry as long as it's not unwieldy because after you grab the bags we run. Fast. I want you on my heels because if others show up before we're gone it'll be a dog pile. Ok? Always look for me, I'll be close by." She leaned in and pecked Tabitha lightly and smiled at her, "Unless you'd rather wait here for me babe. I would understand," she said sincerely. She wouldn't push Tabby if she wasn't ready. That'd just be cruel. She scanned the area then looked back at the dumpster before gazing at her kitten hopefully.