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 Posted: Sun Sep 04, 2011 8:11 pm
Hiyo looked down but didnt say anything. she didntknow the answers to his questions,hell she almost went and killed Chrome that day months ago, out of pure jealousy and frustration. But Now shuuha finnally realized what a monster he was with. would he leave her though, would Hiyo end up alone again?
she heard an echo in her head
He doesnt understand you....he wasn't there.
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Posted: Fri Sep 09, 2011 1:36 pm
"Hiyo....I need some kind of answer from you." Shuuha looked at her irritated. "I know how much you want children. But how are we supposed to have them if I cannot fully trust you to be alone with them There is a darkness inside of you my love. And I do not know if you are going to be able to control it. What if you see something inside our children that you do not like? What then? Would you kill them as well?"
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Posted: Sat Sep 10, 2011 6:02 am
Hiyoko rolled over onto her stomach giving shuuha a weak smile,before getting to her feet. She was right, now that shuuha knew about her past he didnt accept her anymore.She turned towards the shrine and started to walk back hiding her face. Tears falling like rain. Shuuha didn't want her to have his children. Nobody wanted her. She hadn't wanted Shu babying her, however nothing like this.
Hiyo ended up on herroom as she lay curled up. "What am I"
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Posted: Mon Sep 12, 2011 1:11 pm
"Hiyo!" Shuuha watched her get up without answering him and walk off. How was he ever suppose to learn how to trust her again if she didn't speak to him. Her solution for everything seemed to be walk away. Well walking away wasn't going to cut it this time and he wasn't going to let her get away with it. He followed her back home, and into the room.
"Damn it woman you are going to stop this right now! You do not walk away without answering me. You may think because of the way I've been treating you, that I am a pushover but honey I am far from it. And I DO NOT like being ignored. So stop sitting there pitying yourself and get off your a** and have a conversation with me...Right....now." He growled, glaring down at her angrily.
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Posted: Mon Sep 12, 2011 4:56 pm
Hiyo stopped and turned her head. Her eyes fixed on the man who called himself her mate."How dare you speak to me like that!"sh groweled."Youvebeen with me for this long and you doubt my ability to raise a child....If you dont want me to bear your children or you cant trust me with them then dont ... leave and find someone else....Just leave shuuha...." she muttered the last part her voice filled with sadness and frustration.
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Posted: Thu Sep 15, 2011 12:30 pm
"Did I say that I doubted you ability to raise our children?" Shuuha glared at her, "No. I asked you if I could trust you with them. You were the one that wanted to tell me the story about the Daeva you killed in cold blood. Did you think that it was going to have no affect on me whatsoever?" He looked at her angrily, "I need to know that I can trust you Hiyo. But instead of talking to me you walked off and left me. What does that say about you...about us?"
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Posted: Thu Sep 15, 2011 12:47 pm
Hiyoko sighed."Its not up to me if you can trust me with our children.My answer is obviously yes. But to you... how does it feel to find that your perfect angel has a dark past..? Before I answer anything.. U need to know can you accept me for who I am, and what I was?"
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Posted: Fri Sep 16, 2011 9:42 am
"Honestly I could care less what or who you were back then? You're not the same Hiyo that you were during those dark times, that wasn't the Hiyo that I fell in love with. You are. I don't know what it was that made you so miserable, but the fact that I care deeply about is that you kept this from me. You should have told me this from the beginning but you chose to lie to me about it. That is what upsets me the most. Of course I am a little upset by your story, and now I have question about you. Like what you did when I questioned you."
"Instead of staying and talking to me you came here and started to sink back into that dark part of yourself. You can't do that Hiyo. No matter what happens to us, whether we fight or whatnot from now on, I need to be able to trust you to keep that part of yourself under control. I know you're stronger then that side of your personality Hiyo. And do you know how I know that?" Shuuha nuzzled against her neck, "Because whereas in that time you were alone, now you have me....you have me...and your father...and your mother/cat....You're not alone anymore. And you don't need to give in to that darker part of yourself anymore. We all love you Hiyo...for who you are now, and how far you've come,"
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Posted: Fri Sep 16, 2011 10:03 am
Hiyoko sighed."when would I have told you about that Shuuha? It was the reason sulpher sent me to the mountains for 3 months, so that I could make my peace with it."
"when I was born I was alone, my father couldnt look at me because I had my mothers face. So I ran,Imet sulpherand she started to train me. she wanted me to be able to help those who needed it, however I turned my training on someone who didnt deserve it. So I was sent to the mountains until I cold reach the top and come back....My entire life I was alone shuuha, until You found me....."Hiy summarized her entire life to shuuha before breaking down. she lunged at him rubbing her face on his chest, trying to wipe the tears that had started to fall."I...Ilove you shuuha so much..."
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Posted: Fri Sep 16, 2011 10:11 am
"You could have told me at any time Hiyo." He wrapped his legs around her and pulled her closer to him, nuzzling against her neck. "I will accept anything about you my love." Shuuha smiled as he licked the side of her face. "You are the light in my life Hiyo...no matter what you've done or who you were...nothing could change the way that I feel about you. Nothing." He looked down at her as he cradled her gently.
"I love you more then anything in the world my darling Hiyo."
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Posted: Fri Sep 16, 2011 10:22 am
Hiyoko sighed. resting in his arms."Im sorry if I worried you." she wimpered her tail wrapping around him in an attempt to hold him even closer to her.she didnt know what to do now but didnt care either. she just wanted shuuha to continue to hold her like this. "can we stay here for a while please"
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Posted: Fri Sep 16, 2011 10:30 am
"As long as you would like too." He wrapped his tail around her and pulled her closer to his chest as he smiled, "I would be happy to hold you like this for hours." He nuzzled her neck softly as he licked and kissed her neck softly.
"And I'm sorry that you felt like you couldn't tell me sooner....just know that from now on you can always talk to me about anything and I will accept you no matter what."
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Posted: Fri Sep 16, 2011 7:21 pm
Hiyoko sighed. "Yeah well had I told you before it would have ruined the mood." Hiyo looked up to see his face."I just realized... I know nothing about your past either." She had just divulged her entire past to him and still despite being his mate barely knew him." I wanna hear about the skeletons in your closet."
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Posted: Mon Sep 19, 2011 10:36 am
Shuuha looked down at her and smiled, "Oh well there isn't that much to tell you. I had a fairly normal life. My parents were mates, and loved each other very dearly. They wanted me to have the same kind of relationship that they had so upon my age of adulthood they sent me out of the village that was my home to go looking for my own mate. They said that I would know the fox when i met him or her." He chuckled, "I did not have a preference for either sex you see."
The male looked up, "In fact right before I met you there was a male that I thought I might be able to give my heart too...his name was Arenui..."
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Posted: Mon Sep 19, 2011 11:09 am
Hiyoko smiled."I dont have a preference either, although I tend to gravitate more to guys then Girls. I almost got with this one girl named chione. But she had her eye on some other girl so I moved on ended up being approached by a deava named Erik I was still kinda fragile and emotionally unstable at the time so I easily clung to him for support, we found this Kit she grew up and seduced him..... Never felt so betrayed in my life."she chuckled. "Then you showed up. I remember I was pretty adamant on getting you to leave me alone at the time. But you kept on me, and I started to warm up to you. Then When I realized I was sinking back into the same emotions I had seveal times before I ran. and you followed me, I woulda sworn you were stalking me..."she started laughing a bit more as she continued."But anyway Go on please continue"
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