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 Posted: Mon Nov 08, 2010 2:18 pm
A flight risk with the fear of falling Wondering why we bother with love if it never lasts XXXXXXXThe broken clock is a ҁℴɱʄℴɾϯXXXXXXXXXIt helps me ʂℓℯℯρ tonightXXXXXXXXXXXMaybe it can ʂϯℴρ tomorrowXXXXXXXXXXXXXFrom ʂϯℯαℓɩηℊ all my timeXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXI am here still ωαɩϯɩηℊXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXThough I still have my ʠℴʊɓϯʂXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXI am ʠαɱαℊℯʠ at bestXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXLike you've already ʄɩℊʊɾℯʠ outI'm ʄαℓℓɩηℊ apartXXXXXXX
I'm barely ɓrℯαϯℎɩηℊXXXXXXXXX
With a ɓrℴkℯη heartXXXXXXXXXXX
That's still ɓℯαϯɩηℊXXXXXXXXXXXXX
In the ραɩη, there is healingXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
In your name I find ɱℯαηɩηℊXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
So I'm ℎℴℓʠɩηℊ on, I'm holding onXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
I'm barely holding on to ӌℴʊXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX ▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄ ℕɩҁℴℓℯ Ӄαϯℎɾɩηℯ Sɩℓѵℯɾ  ╔════════════►☪◄════════════╗
Miss Cautious ┇┇ Shy, Cautious, Strong
A Careless Man's Careful Daughter
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xxx☪ Nikki nodded to Shane and watched him walk away. Maybe this wouldn't be so bad, the other counselors seemed pretty nice. The brunette glanced up as she heard a truck pull up and someone yelling as he got out. There was no denying it, that was Alec. Nikki sighed, knowing it was going to be a hard summer. She spotted him walking toward them and caught him staring at her. It made her shift uneasily and she diverted her eyes right away. God, was he going to be that the whole summer? Nikki listened as Alec made his way toward the cabin before coming toward them. Putting on her best smile, Nikki reached out her hand toward Alec. "Hello, Alec. I'm Nikki, your counselor," she greeted calmly, trying to hide how nervous she was.
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Seems like I was walking in the wrong direction
I barely recognize my own reflection
Scared of love but scared of life alone
Seems I've been playing on the safe side, baby
Building walls around my heart to save me
But it's time for me to let it go
I'm ready to feel now
No longer am I afraid of the fall down
It must be time to move on now
Without the fear of how it might end
I guess I'm ready to love again
Just when we think that love will never find you
You runaway but still it's right behind you
It's just something that you can't control
So come and find me
I'll be waiting up for you
I'll be holding out for you tonight
╚════════════►☪◄════════════╝ ▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄ XXXXXXXThe broken locks were a ωαɾηɩηℊXXXXXXXXXYou got ɩηʂɩʠℯ my headXXXXXXXXXXXI tried my best to be ℊʊαɾʠℯʠXXXXXXXXXXXXXI'm an ℴρℯη book insteadXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXI still see your ɾℯʄℓℯҁϯɩℴη inside of my eyesXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXThat are looking for a ρʊɾρℴʂℯXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXThey're still looking for ℓɩʄℯI'm ℎαηℊɩηℊ on another dayXXXXXXXXX
Just to see what you ϯℎɾℴω my wayXXXXXXXXXXX
And I'm hanging on to the ωℴɾʠʂ you sayXXXXXXXXXXXXX
You said that I will be ℴɮαӌXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
The broken ℓɩℊℎϯʂ on the freewayXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
Left me here αℓℴηℯXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
I may have ℓℴʂϯ my way nowXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
I haven't ʄℴɾℊℴϯϯℯη my way homeXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Brace myself for the goodbye Cause that's all I've ever known
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Posted: Mon Nov 08, 2010 2:28 pm
XXXXXÅʃϵҁ Dɩ'ΑЪʃѻXXXXX
Ӎɩʂϯϵɾ Dαɾϵʠϵѵɩʃ I'm t i r e d of being what y o u want me to be
Feeling so f a i t h l e s s lost under the s u r f a c e
Don't k n o w what you're e x p e c t i n g of me
Put under the p r e s s u r e of walking in your s h o e s
C a u g h t in the undertow, just caught in the u n d e r t o w
Every s t e p that I take is a n o t h e r mistake to you
Can't you s e e that you're s m o t h e r i n g me
Holding too t i g h t l y afraid to lose c o n t r o l
Cause e v e r y t h i n g that you t h o u g h t I would be
Has f a l l e n apart right in f r o n t of you
Caught in the u n d er t o w just c a u g h t in the undertow
E v e r y step that I take is another m i s t a k e to you
And every second I w a s t e is more than I can t a k e ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● XXXXXXXXXAnd I know
I ɱαӌ ϵηʠ ʊҏ ʄαɩʃɩηɠ ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● Alec crossed his arms, leaning on one foot as the hot brunette spoke to him. His blue eyes traveled up and down her figure before stopping at her face, just as she finished running her mouth. He shook her hand quickly and roughly. "Hey, sweet thang," he said with a grin. But his grin was washed away quickly. He was able to tell she was nervous. He snorted. "Geez. Don't be so flipped. I'm not gonna rape you... yet," he added, stiffling a cackle. "Hey, hey, no te preocupes. Yo no voy para pollos debiluchos," he replied with a roll of his eyes and a scoff. ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●
You were just like me,XXXXXX
with someoneXXXXXXXXX
Dɩʂαҏҏѻɩηϯϵʠ ɩη ӌѻʊX
●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●       XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX I've become so n u m b I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more a w a r e
I'm b e c o m i n g this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be l e s s like you
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Memories in the Mist Crew
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Posted: Mon Nov 08, 2010 2:38 pm
A flight risk with the fear of fallingWondering why we bother with love if it never lasts XXXXXXXThe broken clock is a ҁℴɱʄℴɾϯXXXXXXXXXIt helps me ʂℓℯℯρ tonightXXXXXXXXXXXMaybe it can ʂϯℴρ tomorrowXXXXXXXXXXXXXFrom ʂϯℯαℓɩηℊ all my timeXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXI am here still ωαɩϯɩηℊXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXThough I still have my ʠℴʊɓϯʂXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXI am ʠαɱαℊℯʠ at bestXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXLike you've already ʄɩℊʊɾℯʠ outI'm ʄαℓℓɩηℊ apartXXXXXXX
I'm barely ɓrℯαϯℎɩηℊXXXXXXXXX
With a ɓrℴkℯη heartXXXXXXXXXXX
That's still ɓℯαϯɩηℊXXXXXXXXXXXXX
In the ραɩη, there is healingXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
In your name I find ɱℯαηɩηℊXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
So I'm ℎℴℓʠɩηℊ on, I'm holding onXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
I'm barely holding on to ӌℴʊXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX ▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄ ℕɩҁℴℓℯ Ӄαϯℎɾɩηℯ Sɩℓѵℯɾ ╔════════════►☪◄════════════╗
Miss Cautious ┇┇ Shy, Cautious, Strong
A Careless Man's Careful Daughter
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xxx☪ Nikki watched Alec carefully, her cautious nature taking over. She saw him looking at her but didn't say anything. She couldn't help but roll her eyes as he greeted her. As he mentioned her being nervous, Nikki sighed. She had really hoped it wasn't that visible. She was about to reply when he spoke again. She bit her bottom lip and crossed her arms. She still remembered when she had been almost raped before and she really didn't want to go through that again. Epically because, this time, she may not be able to overpower the man. "Anyways, this is Casey, another counselor, and Todd, another teen attending the camp. And us counselor are here to help you, not make your problems worse," she told Alec, trying to sound as strong as she could. She really wished she wasn't so nervous around people.
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Seems like I was walking in the wrong direction
I barely recognize my own reflection
Scared of love but scared of life alone
Seems I've been playing on the safe side, baby
Building walls around my heart to save me
But it's time for me to let it go
I'm ready to feel now
No longer am I afraid of the fall down
It must be time to move on now
Without the fear of how it might end
I guess I'm ready to love again
Just when we think that love will never find you
You runaway but still it's right behind you
It's just something that you can't control
So come and find me
I'll be waiting up for you
I'll be holding out for you tonight
╚════════════►☪◄════════════╝ ▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄ XXXXXXXThe broken locks were a ωαɾηɩηℊXXXXXXXXXYou got ɩηʂɩʠℯ my headXXXXXXXXXXXI tried my best to be ℊʊαɾʠℯʠXXXXXXXXXXXXXI'm an ℴρℯη book insteadXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXI still see your ɾℯʄℓℯҁϯɩℴη inside of my eyesXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXThat are looking for a ρʊɾρℴʂℯXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXThey're still looking for ℓɩʄℯI'm ℎαηℊɩηℊ on another dayXXXXXXXXX
Just to see what you ϯℎɾℴω my wayXXXXXXXXXXX
And I'm hanging on to the ωℴɾʠʂ you sayXXXXXXXXXXXXX
You said that I will be ℴɮαӌXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
The broken ℓɩℊℎϯʂ on the freewayXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
Left me here αℓℴηℯXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
I may have ℓℴʂϯ my way nowXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
I haven't ʄℴɾℊℴϯϯℯη my way homeXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Brace myself for the goodbyeCause that's all I've ever known
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Posted: Mon Nov 08, 2010 4:10 pm
  「 Ҁ a s e y 」││ 「 Ϻ i s s Ѻ v e r l y Ʌ c t i v e 」 Put your f a i t h in what you most b e l i e v e in XXXXXXXXX
Two w o r l d s, one f a m i l y XXXXXXXXX
Trust your h e a r t, let f a t e decide XXXXXXXXX
To g u i d e these lives we s e e XXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXX A p a r a d i s e untouched by m a n
XXXXXXXXX Within this w o r l d blessed by l o v e
XXXXXXXXX A s i m p l e life, they live in p e a c e
XXXXXXXXX Softly tread the s a n d below your f e e t now XXXXX XXXXXXXXX▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ X X X X X XTwo worlds, one f a m i l y
X X X X X X X X XxTrust your heart, let fate d e c i d e The tall brunette smiled at Shane, and nodded. She fiddled with her keys on her stretch ring that was on her arm. She kept her keys on her person at all times. She had to; she was head counselor. She had keys to all the cabins, and every room and area in the camp. Casey grinned softly as she remembered her few teens she'd had over the past two summers. They hated her at first, because she was soft yet firm. But they grew to like her; they had advantages. Since their counselor was the head, they got to the pools first and most everywhere else first. But the problem was, Casey went to sleep early and got up early. She smiled shaking herself out of her thoughts. She strode forward, her ice blue eyes matching Todd's and Alec's. She frowned at his comment, but stuck her hand out and met the young man's firm grip. She was still wearing her yellow tanktop and short Spandex shorts. After a comment like that, Casey knew she should have changed. Shrugging it off, she spoke. "Casey Storm, head counselor. I'm here for any of you if Nikki or anyone else isn't here. Please come to me if there are any problems with any of your cabins or anything. Anyway, get changed at put some walking shoes on. We're starting with a little walk," Casey said, her ice blue eyes shinging. She knew what needed to be done, and fast. These kids weren't going to get anywhere if they had "accessories". Casey nodded at Todd, then smiled. She turned to Nikki. "We're going to meet quickly, just counselors, by the flagpole. Meet me there as soon as we leave here," Casey said quickly, then turned to Todd. "Meet the other counselors and teens near the mess hall. We'll start there," Casey said, then winked at him.
She turned and strolled away from the boys' cabin, walking across the camp to the girls' cabin. She knocked, then pushed it open, adjusting her keyband. She surveyed the cabin, smiling at Gail, then at Heidi. She pushed her hair away from her face, then began. "Girls, please get changed into walking clothes and comfortable shoes. Make sure your clothes are comfortable for the whole night, since you won't have time to change. Please dress appropriately," Casey added, her voice firm. She turned, not allowing any argument, and shut the cabin door. She quickl jogged to the couselors' cabin and opened the door. She hurried into her room, large compared to the other cabins. She pulled open th drawers to her mahogany dresser and pulled out a pair of casual jeans and a green Camp Sunshine t-shirt. She quickly stripped her jogging clothes off of her slender body and slipped into the new clothes. She slipped her feet into casual sneakers and pulled her shirt around her body and fastened it with a hair tie. She pulled her ponytail out and re-did it, pulling a green stretch headband from her suitcase. She was changed in less than two minutes, and yanked her door back open.
She jogged back down the hall, pulling her kayband off her arm and slipping it into her pockets. Some of her silky coffee colored hair fell down her neck, and Casey quickly pushed it back into the ponytail. She pushed the cabin door open and jogged into the sunshine. She checked her phone for the time; 5:00. They had two hours until dinner. Casey touched the screen of her iPhone, slowing to a walk. She quickly texted Shane.
To: Shane
From: Casey
Hey Shane,
Once you're done with the pizzas, please hurry back. we're startoing a tour momentarily, so when you get back just pop the pizzas into the oven and come out to meet us. The oven'll keep th pizzas warm. Thanks!
Casey hit the 'send' button and shoved her phone back into her pocket. She stopped by the flagpole and sat down, pushing a statue back. She waited for Nikki patiently, dreading what she'd have to say. ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂XXXXXXXXX X X X X X XR a i s e your head u pXXXXXXXXX
X X X X X XLift h i g h the loadXXXXXXXXX
X X X X X XTake s t r e n g t h those that need y o uXXXXXXXXX
X X X X X XTwo w o r l d s, one familyXXXXXXXXX
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Posted: Mon Nov 08, 2010 4:23 pm
XXXXXÅʃϵҁ Dɩ'ΑЪʃѻXXXXX
Ӎɩʂϯϵɾ Dαɾϵʠϵѵɩʃ I'm t i r e d of being what y o u want me to be
Feeling so f a i t h l e s s lost under the s u r f a c e
Don't k n o w what you're e x p e c t i n g of me
Put under the p r e s s u r e of walking in your s h o e s
C a u g h t in the undertow, just caught in the u n d e r t o w
Every s t e p that I take is a n o t h e r mistake to you
Can't you s e e that you're s m o t h e r i n g me
Holding too t i g h t l y afraid to lose c o n t r o l
Cause e v e r y t h i n g that you t h o u g h t I would be
Has f a l l e n apart right in f r o n t of you
Caught in the u n d er t o w just c a u g h t in the undertow
E v e r y step that I take is another m i s t a k e to you
And every second I w a s t e is more than I can t a k e ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● XXXXXXXXXAnd I know
I ɱαӌ ϵηʠ ʊҏ ʄαɩʃɩηɠ ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● Alec snickered at Nikki. She was as scared as he was pumped. He leaned over and snatched Todd's Monster, downing the thing in seconds. He had been headed towards the cabin to change when he felt a fist impact his right cheekbone. He tumbled back into the boy's cabin, landing on the ground with a thud. He cursed softly, rubbing his cheek, and looked up to see his attacker was none other than the sleep-deprived freak-lookin' boy, Todd. e'd never expected such a weak-looking boy to be so strong- or so outgoing. He never thought, not in one hundred years, that a dude with bags under his eyes would even think bout messing with Alec Di'Ablo. Especially when he was in this shitty place, and in a bad mood.
"You better pray to the damn Gods that you live!" Alec yelled, his blue eyes fiery with rage. He got to his feet and charged at the dark haired boy, rage pumping through his veins. He sent a roundhouse kick to the boy's chest, sending him backwards. "That'll teach ya," the mexican boy growled, spinning and storming off into the cabin. Without looking back, he slammed the door closed and shed his shirt, chaning out of his jeans and into a pair of loose-fitting cargo shorts. He stayed in his regular sneaks and sat on his bed, hands gripping the sheets tightly and body shaking. ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●
You were just like me,XXXXXX
with someoneXXXXXXXXX
Dɩʂαҏҏѻɩηϯϵʠ ɩη ӌѻʊX
●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX I've become so n u m b I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more a w a r e
I'm b e c o m i n g this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be l e s s like you {{un momento, gotta post for Todd! >.<}}
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Posted: Mon Nov 08, 2010 4:28 pm
XXXXXҬℴδδ GɾαӌʂℴηXXXXX
Long l o s t words w h is p e r slowly to m e
Still can't f i n d what k e e p s me h e r e
When all this t i m e I've been so h o l l o w i n s i d e
I k n o w you're s t i l l t h e r e  ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●
Pull the trigger
and the nightmare
Sϯℴҏʂ
●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● So go on and screamScream at me, I'm so far away The only reason Todd Grayson had kicked Alec in the first place was because he took his monster. His one way to staying awake. Sure, he hadn't been thinking clearly, but that's what happens when you drink too much caffine. After realizing what he had just done, Todd regretted it. Alec was much bigger than he and clearly much stronger. He had been preparing to run, but a sneaker to the chest caught him off guard and sent him flying back into the dirt and grass. He landed with a muffled oof, as his face was buried in the ground.
He coughed as he sent up, spitting out mud and grass back into its right-full place. Not his mouth. He wiped his face off and stood, stuffing his hands in his pockets. Fumming, the young boy leaned against a nearby tree, eyes fluttering slightly. You would think the quick skrimmish would wake him up, but it just made him sleepier. Todd just sighed, waiting for his turn to change. I won't be broken againI've got to breathe I can't keep going under ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●    ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● Now I will t e l l you what I've d o n e for y o u
5 0 thousand t e a r s I've c r i e d
S c r e a m i n g, d e c e i v i n g and b l e e d i n g for you
And y o u still won't h e a r m e
Don't want your h a n d this t i m e - I'll s a v e myself
M a y b e I'll w a k e up for o n c e
Not t o r m e n t e d daily d e f e a t e d by y o u
Just when I t h o u g h t I'd r e a c h e d the b o t t o m
I'm dying again I ' m going u n d e r
D r o w n i n g in y o u
I'm f a l l i n g f o r e v e r
I've g o t to b r e a k through I'm going under B l u r r i n g and s t i r r i n g
The t r u t h and the l i e s
So I don't k n o w what's r e a l and what's n o t
Always c o n f u s i n g the t h o u g h t s in my h e a d
So I can't t r u s t m y s e l f a n y m o r e
Going under XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
ℳɩʂϯℯɾ Iηʂℴɱηɩα
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Posted: Mon Nov 08, 2010 4:29 pm
xxxxxx•○• Maybe I need some rehab
xxxxxxOr maybe just need some sleep
xxxxxxI've got a sick obsession
xxxxxxI'm seeing it in my dreams
xxxxxxI'm looking down every alley
xxxxxxI'm making those desperate calls•○• xxxxxx•○• I'm stayin' up all night hoping
xxxxxxHit my head against the walls
xxxxxxWhat you've got boy is hard to find
xxxxxxI think about it all the time
xxxxxxI'm all strung up
xxxxxxMy heart is fried
xxxxxxI just can't get you
xxxxxxOff my mind•○•  xxxxxx•○• Because your love, your love, yourlove
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love
xxxxxxI said your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love•○•  xxxxxxxxxxxx◊ H e i d i H a r i s s o n ◊xxxxxxxxxxxx
Party'Animalxxx
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♫Heidi only grinned and laughed when Casey left. She had so many ideas rolling through her head now. She sat up and looked at Gail. "Well you heard her. We have to dress appropiately. Though she should've been more specific." she said as she winked at Gail. She pulled out her suitcase and began looking through all her outfits. "You see, there are so many different versions of appropiate. My version involves stiletto heels and a short skirt. Now, I don't want to drag you into anything you don't want to do. But if you want to join me, I can let you borrow a few of my things. If you need them." she said as she walked into the bathroom of the cabin. She didn't care what people were going to think of her for dressing like a slut. She knew who she was and who she wasn't. The only reason she was doing this was to get on the counselors nerves.
Being obnoxious and rebellious were two things she was good at. She put her hair into pigtails and slipped on a neon blue tanktop that showed her stomach. She then put on a pair of neon green shorts before putting on all her different colored accessories. Then, last but not least, she slipped on a pair of neon purple lace boots. She couldn't help but grin as she put on a few fake tattoos on her face and stomach. She had a heart on her right cheek and a rainbow down by her waist. She laughed and walked out with a twirl to show off to Gail. "Alright, now be honest? Do I look completely inappropriate?" she asked her with a cute pout. She knew she looked bad enough to definitely cause some trouble. Exactly what she wanted. She could picture how the whole scene would play out and how the counselors would flip out on her. Except for hers of course. Since she knew his dirty little secret.
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❝ Give me a good reason to stop. ❞ Crazy ♣ Wild ♠ Rebellious xxxxxx•○• Won't listen to any advice
xxxxxxMamma's telling me I should think twice
xxxxxxBut I'm left to my own devices
xxxxxxI'm addicted, it's a crisis
xxxxxxMy friends think I've gone crazy
xxxxxxMy judgement is getting kinda hazy•○•  xxxxxx•○• My status is gonna be affected
xxxxxxIf I keep it up like a love sick crackhead
xxxxxxWhat you've got boy is hard to find
xxxxxxI think about it all the time
xxxxxxI'm all strung up my heart is fried•○• xxxxxx•○• I just can't get you off my mind
xxxxxxBecause your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love
xxxxxxI said your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug•○• 
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Posted: Mon Nov 08, 2010 4:36 pm
A flight risk with the fear of fallingWondering why we bother with love if it never lasts XXXXXXXThe broken clock is a ҁℴɱʄℴɾϯXXXXXXXXXIt helps me ʂℓℯℯρ tonightXXXXXXXXXXXMaybe it can ʂϯℴρ tomorrowXXXXXXXXXXXXXFrom ʂϯℯαℓɩηℊ all my timeXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXI am here still ωαɩϯɩηℊXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXThough I still have my ʠℴʊɓϯʂXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXI am ʠαɱαℊℯʠ at bestXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXLike you've already ʄɩℊʊɾℯʠ outI'm ʄαℓℓɩηℊ apartXXXXXXX
I'm barely ɓrℯαϯℎɩηℊXXXXXXXXX
With a ɓrℴkℯη heartXXXXXXXXXXX
That's still ɓℯαϯɩηℊXXXXXXXXXXXXX
In the ραɩη, there is healingXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
In your name I find ɱℯαηɩηℊXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
So I'm ℎℴℓʠɩηℊ on, I'm holding onXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
I'm barely holding on to ӌℴʊXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX ▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄ ℕɩҁℴℓℯ Ӄαϯℎɾɩηℯ Sɩℓѵℯɾ ╔════════════►☪◄════════════╗
Miss Cautious ┇┇ Shy, Cautious, Strong
A Careless Man's Careful Daughter
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xxx☪ Nikki glanced away from Alec and nodded to Casey. Alright, a walk would be good. Nikki loved being in nature and she spent most of her time walking to calm down. Sure she might have lived in New York City but Central Park had been her favorite place in the entire city. The girl headed to her cabin and grabbed a T-shirt form her closet. She slid in on quickly, deciding to keep her jeans and sneakers on. She then grabbed her brown hat, placing it on her head. She ran her fingers through her hair a few times before heading toward the flagpole. She spotted Casey already sitting there and headed quickly over to her. The brunette leaned against the flagpole and crossed her arms. "So, what did you want to talk about?" she asked.
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Seems like I was walking in the wrong direction
I barely recognize my own reflection
Scared of love but scared of life alone
Seems I've been playing on the safe side, baby
Building walls around my heart to save me
But it's time for me to let it go
I'm ready to feel now
No longer am I afraid of the fall down
It must be time to move on now
Without the fear of how it might end
I guess I'm ready to love again
Just when we think that love will never find you
You runaway but still it's right behind you
It's just something that you can't control
So come and find me
I'll be waiting up for you
I'll be holding out for you tonight
╚════════════►☪◄════════════╝ ▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄ XXXXXXXThe broken locks were a ωαɾηɩηℊXXXXXXXXXYou got ɩηʂɩʠℯ my headXXXXXXXXXXXI tried my best to be ℊʊαɾʠℯʠXXXXXXXXXXXXXI'm an ℴρℯη book insteadXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXI still see your ɾℯʄℓℯҁϯɩℴη inside of my eyesXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXThat are looking for a ρʊɾρℴʂℯXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXThey're still looking for ℓɩʄℯI'm ℎαηℊɩηℊ on another dayXXXXXXXXX
Just to see what you ϯℎɾℴω my wayXXXXXXXXXXX
And I'm hanging on to the ωℴɾʠʂ you sayXXXXXXXXXXXXX
You said that I will be ℴɮαӌXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
The broken ℓɩℊℎϯʂ on the freewayXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
Left me here αℓℴηℯXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
I may have ℓℴʂϯ my way nowXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
I haven't ʄℴɾℊℴϯϯℯη my way homeXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Brace myself for the goodbyeCause that's all I've ever known
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Memories in the Mist Crew
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Posted: Mon Nov 08, 2010 5:05 pm
XXXXXXXXXXXXXX[ j a k e m e y e r ] ││ [ t h e d o c t o r ] L i f e ' s not the b r e a t h you t a k e, the b r e a t h i n ' i n and o u t B u t it's the m o m e n t s that t a k e your b r e a t h a w a y 「 Feel that c h i l l, smell that fresh cut g r a s s
I'm back in my h e l m e t, cleets, and s h o u l d e r p a d s
Standin' in the h u d d l e, listening to the c a l l
F a n s going crazy for the B o y s o f F a l l 」 To really know the h e a r t of a p e r s o n . . . 「 They don't let just a n y b o d y in that c l u b
Took every ounce of h e a r t and s w e a t and b l o o d
To get to wear those g a m e d a y jerseys down the h a l l
K i n g s of the school man were the B o y s o f F a l l 」 You've got to look d e e p, real d e e p 「 It's turning f a c e s, s t a r s and s t r i p e s
It's fighting b a c k those b u t t e r f l i e s
It's c a l l i n g in the air all n i g h t
"Yes sir, we w a n t the b a l l"
It's knocking h e a d s and talking t r a s h
It's slinging m u d and d i r t and g r a s s
It's I got your n u m b e r I got your b a c k
When your b a c k ' s against the w a l l 」 S t r e n g t h are in n u m b e r s. N u m b e r s are in g r o u p s.
G r o u p s can d i s a p p e a r, just like T H A T. ┏✕━━━━━━━━━ ► ☤ ◄ ━━━━━━━━━✕┓ Caring -- Passionate -- Kind ┗✕━━━━━━━━━ ► ☤ ◄ ━━━━━━━━━✕┛ A midnight blue Mustang rolled into the camp parking lot, the hood down. A twenty one year old young man sat in the driver's seat, sunglasses on. He swung into the space next to the large Dodge pickup, and grinned. The oung man rolled the hood up and opened the door. He slammed it shut and locked the car, taking his sunglasses off and sticking them in his pocket. He strolled up the lot, wearing light wash jeans and a snug green t-shirt. The young man looked around the camp, then spotted two older girls talking by a flagpole. He surveyed the cabins, his eyes locked on the girls' cabin. His teen- Gail- must be in there.
Instead of going over to the girls' cabin, he started toward the flagpole. His dark brown hair fell gently over one eye, hovering right below his eyebrow. He narrowed his eyes, trying to guess who the people were. His eyes widened in realization. There she was! The girl he had saved on the cross sountry course, and the girl he'd crushed on in high school! Casey, his colleague's daughter! Trying to hide his grin, he strolled over. But instead of his eyes drawn to Casey, the deep chocolate orbs were drawn to the other brunette. Smiling, he nodded toward the girls and held out a hand. "Hey guys, I'm Jake Meyer. Sorry I got here late. And you are?" Jake asked, then smiled at the other girl. He looked back at Casey, searching her eyes for any recognition. ╔══════════════✕══════════════╗  XXXXXXXXXXXXXLife's not the b r e a t h you t a k e, the b r e a t h i n ' i n and o u t╚══════════════✕══════════════╝ ╔══════════════✕══════════════╗  That gets you t h r o u g h the d a y, it ain't what it's all a b o u tXXXXXXXXXXXXX╚══════════════✕══════════════╝   ╔══════════════✕══════════════╗
You just might m i s s the part trying to w i n the r a c e.
Life's n o t the b r e a t h you take, but the m o m e n t s that t a k e your breath a w a y .
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Posted: Mon Nov 08, 2010 5:13 pm
「 Ҁ a s e y 」││ 「 Ϻ i s s Ѻ v e r l y Ʌ c t i v e 」 Put your f a i t h in what you most b e l i e v e in XXXXXXXXX
Two w o r l d s, one f a m i l y XXXXXXXXX
Trust your h e a r t, let f a t e decide XXXXXXXXX
To g u i d e these lives we s e e XXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXX A p a r a d i s e untouched by m a n
XXXXXXXXX Within this w o r l d blessed by l o v e
XXXXXXXXX A s i m p l e life, they live in p e a c e
XXXXXXXXX Softly tread the s a n d below your f e e t now XXXXX XXXXXXXXX▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ X X X X X XTwo worlds, one f a m i l y
X X X X X X X X XxTrust your heart, let fate d e c i d e Casey smiled at Nikki, but looked up sharply as the new counselor approached. He looked familiar; oh! H had saved her life when she'd had the cross cou try accident. She smiled at Jake, shaking his hand with a firm grip. "Jake! It's greta to see you again! This is Nikki, one of the other counselors. Anyway, sit down. You two need to hear what we're going to do," Casey said, moving so she could face both counselors. Her face grim, her ice blue eyes darkened.
"I know what you're probably going to think when I say what we have to do. But hold it until the end, please. Someone's got to go to all the teens and ask for their alcohol, drugs, anything that they secretly brought with them. If they keep it, we're never going to get through to them. I've seen what Heidi already did; she vandalized the camp sign. If the teens don't give it readily, then we'll have to take it ourselves. These kids aren't going to get any better with the things they brought. Now, what do you think?" Casey asked warily, almost fearing what the ohers were going to say. On one hand, it could be invading people's privacy. n the other, there would be nothing the counselors could do until these things were taken care of. The tall brunette looked at Nikki, then Jake, awaiting their answers.
▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂XXXXXXXXX X X X X X XR a i s e your head u pXXXXXXXXX
X X X X X XLift h i g h the loadXXXXXXXXX
X X X X X XTake s t r e n g t h those that need y o uXXXXXXXXX
X X X X X XTwo w o r l d s, one familyXXXXXXXXX
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Posted: Mon Nov 08, 2010 6:25 pm
Somebody caught you off guard xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Everyone knows what it feels like
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBut that's not what you were made for
Slipped your wings and broke your heart xxxxxxxxxxxcccccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx When they tell you, you don't measure up
xccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxCause' you were made for the sky
Told you, you'll never get out of here xxxxxxxxcccccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxccdxxxxxxxx You just weren't meant for the bright lights
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBut that's not what you were born for
and you believed it all these years xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx But lovely is as lovely does
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxccccccxxxxxxxxxxYou were born to fly.
Anyone who makes no mistakes......Is not trying HARD ENOUGH   Shane had just pulled up to the Pizza Place when he got a text. He was surprised that it was Casey. to:Casey
Sure, i'll hurry. Shane sighed and walked into the place. "Hey, I'd like. Three Large Pepperoni, Three Cheese and Three Sausage Pizzas. Please" Shane looked the dude right square in the eyes with a look that said -What it's for is none of your bisuness-. Which seemed to shut him up. The guy went and got it ready. Shane took the Pizzas and drove to the place that he was thinking of.... Shane pulled up to the place and got out. He stopped right at the doorway. wow, heven't been here in a while. "HEY SHANE!!!! BUDDY YOU"RE BACK!!!" an all too familiar voice yelled. "YO GUYS!!!!! GUESS WHO"S HERE?!" he called into the back room. Shane shook his head. THIS was why this man had been the life of the party. "IT'S SHANE! RIVERA!!!!!!!!!" looking to Shane and lowering his voice he said "Long time no see. What's up?". Shane didn't smile "Nothing, just here to get some
Jager" his buddy nodded and handed it to him within a few seconds. "ONE DAY!!!!! It takes ONE day and I get fu--ed !!!! and ruin my years of rehab!" Shane sighed "That's rough I--" Shane interuppted him "Sorry, man, I'm in a hurry. Just came to get this" He lifted the Jager. Shane sighed, tossed the money onto the counter and walked out. Shane opened the car and put the rather large flask into the glove compartment and the pizzas on the passenger seat. Shane sighed as he pulled up to the Camp. He wrapped his flask in his hoodie and took the pizzas. He ran to his room and stuffed the hoodie flask into the bottom of his suitcase. He went to the kitchen place and put the pizzas into the oven like Casey had directed. Shane jogged out to join the group "Back! Miss me?" ((Out Of Cats: yo no voy para pollos debiluchos - I'm not going to chicken wimps
That's what it means right? Thought I'd try to figure it out.
@Memories... Shane could help Nikki with Alec.... IF she need the help that it
I HAD more written but my comp logged me out and i had to re-write.))
SPANISH___ENGLISH
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Love is much deeper than beauty xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Even if we are all broken 
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and beauty much deeper than skin xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx We are each a reflection of God
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there in the eyes of your mother, your father xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Living with your dreams wide open
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxLove is the angel who's wings help you soar
is where it begins to sink in xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Spreading your wings to take off
↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭And... When Shane is drunk...↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭
He's... Like this
I can't escape this hell
So many times I've tried
But I'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself!
So what if you can see the darkest side of me
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal!
The "darkest" side, is when he's drunk
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Posted: Tue Nov 09, 2010 1:54 pm
XXXXXÅʃϵҁ Dɩ'ΑЪʃѻXXXXX
Ӎɩʂϯϵɾ Dαɾϵʠϵѵɩʃ I'm t i r e d of being what y o u want me to be
Feeling so f a i t h l e s s lost under the s u r f a c e
Don't k n o w what you're e x p e c t i n g of me
Put under the p r e s s u r e of walking in your s h o e s
C a u g h t in the undertow, just caught in the u n d e r t o w
Every s t e p that I take is a n o t h e r mistake to you
Can't you s e e that you're s m o t h e r i n g me
Holding too t i g h t l y afraid to lose c o n t r o l
Cause e v e r y t h i n g that you t h o u g h t I would be
Has f a l l e n apart right in f r o n t of you
Caught in the u n d er t o w just c a u g h t in the undertow
E v e r y step that I take is another m i s t a k e to you
And every second I w a s t e is more than I can t a k e ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● XXXXXXXXXAnd I know
I ɱαӌ ϵηʠ ʊҏ ʄαɩʃɩηɠ ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● Alec sighed and stood, stretching. The toned muscles on his arms, chest and stomach were deeply bronzed, like the rest of his flawless skin. He coiuldn't help but grin as he pulled a long syringe from his pocket. There was a pale ornagey-colored liquid filling the clear part of the hypodermic needle. He shivered with excitement. This stuff was lethal. It'd taken him several weeks before he found a guy who sold it- and it was not cheap. Luckily, he stocked up on enough to help get him through this -already- shitty summer. So, without further thought, he injected the orange gunk into the inside of his left elbow- right into a main blood vessel.
Before he had time to even set the needle down, Alec was in heaven. Blood pumped through his veins, rushing past his eardrums. He let out a shaky sigh of relief. It felt amazing. The way his arms and legs felt like jelly. The way his vision became fuzzy. It was like he was on cloud nine, f*cking some chick that looked like Megan Fox- no, f*cking the real Megan Fox. He let out a soft groan as he took a step. The drug hadn't settled yet throughout his body. He waited a few moments before trying again. The step was neverending. It was like stepping through a cloud. He made his way to the outside world and suddenly felt awful. His blood started to get thick and his heart started to slow. Not, like, slow when you sleep, but slow like when you were dying. But, without further hesitation, the drug addict staggered out of the cabin. ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●
You were just like me,XXXXXX
with someoneXXXXXXXXX
Dɩʂαҏҏѻɩηϯϵʠ ɩη ӌѻʊX
●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX I've become so n u m b I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more a w a r e
I'm b e c o m i n g this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be l e s s like you {{must post for Todd...}}
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Posted: Tue Nov 09, 2010 1:59 pm
XXXXXҬℴδδ GɾαӌʂℴηXXXXX
Long l o s t words w h is p e r slowly to m e
Still can't f i n d what k e e p s me h e r e
When all this t i m e I've been so h o l l o w i n s i d e
I k n o w you're s t i l l t h e r e ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●
Pull the trigger
and the nightmare
Sϯℴҏʂ
●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● So go on and screamScream at me, I'm so far away Todd pushed past the shirtless druggie, walking into the cabuin without a word. He knelt by his duffle bag and pulled out a large bottle of Monster- one of those super-sized ones. For tests and s**t. He let out a soft sigh, smiling the smallest of smiles, and popped open the lid. He took a long gulp of the caffinated liquid, shivering with as the blood in his veins began to get moving. He nodded and quickly set down the drink, beginning to rummage through the bag for his clothes.
Todd picked out a v-neck shirt and a pair of baggy cargo pants. Both were black. He shed his shirt and jeans, pulling on the new clothes. He, then, kicked off his Reboks and pulled no a bulky pair of combat boots. With a brisk nod after examining his outfit, the brunette picked up his energy drink and walked out, leaning just on the outside of the cabin. I won't be broken againI've got to breathe I can't keep going under ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● Now I will t e l l you what I've d o n e for y o u
5 0 thousand t e a r s I've c r i e d
S c r e a m i n g, d e c e i v i n g and b l e e d i n g for you
And y o u still won't h e a r m e
Don't want your h a n d this t i m e - I'll s a v e myself
M a y b e I'll w a k e up for o n c e
Not t o r m e n t e d daily d e f e a t e d by y o u
Just when I t h o u g h t I'd r e a c h e d the b o t t o m
I'm dying again I ' m going u n d e r
D r o w n i n g in y o u
I'm f a l l i n g f o r e v e r
I've g o t to b r e a k through I'm going under B l u r r i n g and s t i r r i n g
The t r u t h and the l i e s
So I don't k n o w what's r e a l and what's n o t
Always c o n f u s i n g the t h o u g h t s in my h e a d
So I can't t r u s t m y s e l f a n y m o r e
Going under XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
ℳɩʂϯℯɾ Iηʂℴɱηɩα
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Posted: Tue Nov 09, 2010 2:25 pm
xxxxxx•○• Maybe I need some rehab
xxxxxxOr maybe just need some sleep
xxxxxxI've got a sick obsession
xxxxxxI'm seeing it in my dreams
xxxxxxI'm looking down every alley
xxxxxxI'm making those desperate calls•○• xxxxxx•○• I'm stayin' up all night hoping
xxxxxxHit my head against the walls
xxxxxxWhat you've got boy is hard to find
xxxxxxI think about it all the time
xxxxxxI'm all strung up
xxxxxxMy heart is fried
xxxxxxI just can't get you
xxxxxxOff my mind•○• xxxxxx•○• Because your love, your love, yourlove
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love
xxxxxxI said your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love•○• xxxxxxxxxxxx◊ H e i d i H a r i s s o n ◊xxxxxxxxxxxx
Party'Animalxxx
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♫Heidi rolled her eyes at Gail as she said nothing. "God Gail. You're like a thousand miles away! Would you quit daydreaming and get ready. I'll be out and about around the camp if you need me." she said with a giggle as she took another look at her slutty outfit. She hoped this would really piss off the counselors. Especially the sporty one, Casey. Heidi didn't like being told what to do so as long as Casey bossed her around, she was going to get back. Like her friends used to tell her. Don't get mad. Get even. The best piece of advice anyone's ever given her in her entire life. Who said parents always had the best advice? She laughed and rolled her eyes at the thought. She hadn't seen her parents in years and she didn't plan on seeing them anytime soon.
Heidi walked around the camp looking for something to do. She had to be careful where and when she would drink since she didn't want to cause too much trouble on the first day. Unfortunately, Shane had thrown out her flask so she couldn't sneak around a drink unless she had the actual bottle. Which would only get her into even more trouble and they'd probably find her secret stash. She couldn't let that happen. Heidi could only go so many days without drinking before she would actually lose her mind. The buzz was truly the only thing that kept her sane. She was lost in deep thought that she hadn't realized she was now walking past the boys cabins. She wasn't even phased by the fact that she was walking in stilettoes and hadn't tripped yet. Usually she was always such a klutz in heels.
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❝ Give me a good reason to stop. ❞ Crazy ♣ Wild ♠ Rebellious xxxxxx•○• Won't listen to any advice
xxxxxxMamma's telling me I should think twice
xxxxxxBut I'm left to my own devices
xxxxxxI'm addicted, it's a crisis
xxxxxxMy friends think I've gone crazy
xxxxxxMy judgement is getting kinda hazy•○• xxxxxx•○• My status is gonna be affected
xxxxxxIf I keep it up like a love sick crackhead
xxxxxxWhat you've got boy is hard to find
xxxxxxI think about it all the time
xxxxxxI'm all strung up my heart is fried•○• xxxxxx•○• I just can't get you off my mind
xxxxxxBecause your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug
xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love
xxxxxxI said your love, your love, your love
xxxxxxIs my drug•○•
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Posted: Wed Nov 10, 2010 5:37 am
XXXXXҬℴδδ GɾαӌʂℴηXXXXX
Long l o s t words w h is p e r slowly to m e
Still can't f i n d what k e e p s me h e r e
When all this t i m e I've been so h o l l o w i n s i d e
I k n o w you're s t i l l t h e r e ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●
Pull the trigger
and the nightmare
Sϯℴҏʂ
●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● So go on and screamScream at me, I'm so far away Todd watched as the slutty blonde staggered past him. He scratched the back of his neck, eyes fluttering. It was getting harder and harder for him to stay awake. His body was getting used to the overdose of caffine. Now, he knew what would have to be done. He had promised himself he would only do this when everything became drastic, and this was drastic. He refused to sleep, so, his new way to keep himself awake, was pain.
With a sigh, he bent over and snatched out a swiss army knife from a secret pocket that was well hidden to the naked eye. He opened it and shivered, grinning at the many features. Along with the main blade there were: a smaller second blade, tweezers, toothpick, corkscrew, can opener, bottle opener, slotted and flat-head screwdrivers, phillips-head screwdriver, nail file, scissors, magnifying glass, ballpoint pen, hex wrench, pliers, and a keyring. He examined the features of the hand-sized blade and grinned. There would be no sleep that night.
After being off in lala land, Todd finally turned his attention to Alec. He slipped the swiss army knife back into its sacred spot and wtched the boy stagger around. He was either drunk or high. So, just to get on his nerves, Todd turned and walked into the cabin. One look at Alec's bed and his dark eyes got big. He knew that substance. Of course, it had been what his mother used. The remainder of the orangey-liquid had a very strong, unpleasent smell. The drug included many different illegal drugs; cocaine, crack, herion, MDMA, and methamphetamine.
The drugs brought back memories. Memories that made Todd want to sleep forever. His mom, throwing the bottle at his dad's head. Him easily dodging and grabbing her by the neck. He threw her into a wall. Her head smashed against something glass. His father knelt and began to punch the woman. Cackling like mad, he was. He left bruises in her yellowed -but still flawless- skin. The man Todd once called father didn't listen to the young boy. He kept beating the woman until she was no more than a bloody, deformed pulp. Then, he turned, and the nightmare began again. Todd Grayson collapsed on his knees and started to shriek. I won't be broken againI've got to breathe I can't keep going under ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● Now I will t e l l you what I've d o n e for y o u
5 0 thousand t e a r s I've c r i e d
S c r e a m i n g, d e c e i v i n g and b l e e d i n g for you
And y o u still won't h e a r m e
Don't want your h a n d this t i m e - I'll s a v e myself
M a y b e I'll w a k e up for o n c e
Not t o r m e n t e d daily d e f e a t e d by y o u
Just when I t h o u g h t I'd r e a c h e d the b o t t o m
I'm dying again I ' m going u n d e r
D r o w n i n g in y o u
I'm f a l l i n g f o r e v e r
I've g o t to b r e a k through I'm going under B l u r r i n g and s t i r r i n g
The t r u t h and the l i e s
So I don't k n o w what's r e a l and what's n o t
Always c o n f u s i n g the t h o u g h t s in my h e a d
So I can't t r u s t m y s e l f a n y m o r e
Going under XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
ℳɩʂϯℯɾ Iηʂℴɱηɩα
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