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 Posted: Tue Aug 17, 2010 8:37 pm
Lunar-Heartbreak No One No Thing King Fareru No One No Thing King Fareru No One No Thing King Yes, thats what I mean. And thats what I mean when I say conform. My dream was to have multiple offspring, each one as strong as the next. One woman would not be able to take bearing as many as I wanted. Not to mention multiple births run rapid in my family. Some family members have barely survived at times. Thats why I became a poly king. Multiple brides = multiple births. Plus, they will each be unique in their own way. A bit pigheaded, Im sure. But it was my dream. To have to give that up now... -sigh- I can understand that but I can also understand that for example I myself could never share my man with anyone else. He may not be an object but I am selfish and sometimes envious and want someone who wants only me in return. But of course, I do understand this. However, on my own accord, I was royally screwed over many times. What this last girl did? A drop in the bucket. I mean... Ive been used, abused, cheated on, lied to, kicked to the curb and left for the trash bin. The most famous incident? Christmas Day, 2003. I walked into my then gfs house. Heard strange sounds, and honestly, thought it was porn. Open the door. She is riding two guys, while giving deep head to a third. And because of how the room was built, you cant see the door open in their position. So, unable to move and in shock, I had to wait and watch 5 mins longer then they HAD been done. And when they finished, she turned to me, swallowing and wiping her lips, and said... "Oh... Hi baby..." Needless to say, this shattered my very psyche. And put me on the path I am on now -shrug- Sorry if that story was a bit... graphic ...s**t.....how could someone do that to someone else? just...s**t...I'm sorry to hear that, you deserve so much better than any of that. Thing was, we said we were savin our virginities for each other. We were going to christen our love and life together, on Christmas Day, doing that. So... yea... I mean, I still think its my fault. Maybe if I tried harder. Paid more attention then all the time at school, and goin home, and callin on the phone and stuff. I unno... o.o whoa -shrug- thats life
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Posted: Wed Aug 18, 2010 4:22 am
King, I truly wish for you to find your happiness no matter what forms it takes....as long as it doesn't necessarily lead to murder or something along those lines anyway.
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Posted: Wed Aug 18, 2010 7:39 am
Fareru King, I truly wish for you to find your happiness no matter what forms it takes....as long as it doesn't necessarily lead to murder or something along those lines anyway. Lol. Murder is not my choice, not even to mine enemies. Torture is another story tho >.> And times like these people show who they really are, leaves or roots. But sometimes my roots grow to become part of the stronger parts of the tree. Those roots are the ladies who accept all that I am, everything of me. Past and present, and want to build the glorious path of the future by my side. For them, I live on, I fight on. And for them, I remain poly; I remain ruler of my kingdom. For them, the Hybridian Kingdom lives on.
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Posted: Wed Aug 18, 2010 9:14 pm
No One No Thing King Fareru King, I truly wish for you to find your happiness no matter what forms it takes....as long as it doesn't necessarily lead to murder or something along those lines anyway. Lol. Murder is not my choice, not even to mine enemies. Torture is another story tho >.> And times like these people show who they really are, leaves or roots. But sometimes my roots grow to become part of the stronger parts of the tree. Those roots are the ladies who accept all that I am, everything of me. Past and present, and want to build the glorious path of the future by my side. For them, I live on, I fight on. And for them, I remain poly; I remain ruler of my kingdom. For them, the Hybridian Kingdom lives on. You speak as a honorable ruler, and with that I respect you, and I wish nothing but happiness be rained upon you.
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cupcake_ninja08 Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Aug 18, 2010 9:23 pm
kagome_roker No One No Thing King Fareru King, I truly wish for you to find your happiness no matter what forms it takes....as long as it doesn't necessarily lead to murder or something along those lines anyway. Lol. Murder is not my choice, not even to mine enemies. Torture is another story tho >.> And times like these people show who they really are, leaves or roots. But sometimes my roots grow to become part of the stronger parts of the tree. Those roots are the ladies who accept all that I am, everything of me. Past and present, and want to build the glorious path of the future by my side. For them, I live on, I fight on. And for them, I remain poly; I remain ruler of my kingdom. For them, the Hybridian Kingdom lives on. You speak as a honorable ruler, and with that I respect you, and I wish nothing but happiness be rained upon you. I thank you kagome. Tho I just wish, now, that the kingdom wouldnt keep getting falsehood within, only to leave and force me to refurbish more of my strength to keep it alive
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Posted: Wed Aug 18, 2010 10:01 pm
No One No Thing King kagome_roker No One No Thing King Fareru King, I truly wish for you to find your happiness no matter what forms it takes....as long as it doesn't necessarily lead to murder or something along those lines anyway. Lol. Murder is not my choice, not even to mine enemies. Torture is another story tho >.> And times like these people show who they really are, leaves or roots. But sometimes my roots grow to become part of the stronger parts of the tree. Those roots are the ladies who accept all that I am, everything of me. Past and present, and want to build the glorious path of the future by my side. For them, I live on, I fight on. And for them, I remain poly; I remain ruler of my kingdom. For them, the Hybridian Kingdom lives on. You speak as a honorable ruler, and with that I respect you, and I wish nothing but happiness be rained upon you. I thank you kagome. Tho I just wish, now, that the kingdom wouldnt keep getting falsehood within, only to leave and force me to refurbish more of my strength to keep it alive Well at least you can go back to your kingdom. I am not allowed to go back to Cavonia...ever. I have to live the rest of my life as human for a crime I didn't even commit.
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cupcake_ninja08 Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Aug 18, 2010 11:30 pm
kagome_roker No One No Thing King kagome_roker No One No Thing King Fareru King, I truly wish for you to find your happiness no matter what forms it takes....as long as it doesn't necessarily lead to murder or something along those lines anyway. Lol. Murder is not my choice, not even to mine enemies. Torture is another story tho >.> And times like these people show who they really are, leaves or roots. But sometimes my roots grow to become part of the stronger parts of the tree. Those roots are the ladies who accept all that I am, everything of me. Past and present, and want to build the glorious path of the future by my side. For them, I live on, I fight on. And for them, I remain poly; I remain ruler of my kingdom. For them, the Hybridian Kingdom lives on. You speak as a honorable ruler, and with that I respect you, and I wish nothing but happiness be rained upon you. I thank you kagome. Tho I just wish, now, that the kingdom wouldnt keep getting falsehood within, only to leave and force me to refurbish more of my strength to keep it alive Well at least you can go back to your kingdom. I am not allowed to go back to Cavonia...ever. I have to live the rest of my life as human for a crime I didn't even commit. Still tryin to think of how to help on that one
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Posted: Thu Aug 19, 2010 12:56 am
No One No Thing King kagome_roker No One No Thing King kagome_roker No One No Thing King Fareru King, I truly wish for you to find your happiness no matter what forms it takes....as long as it doesn't necessarily lead to murder or something along those lines anyway. Lol. Murder is not my choice, not even to mine enemies. Torture is another story tho >.> And times like these people show who they really are, leaves or roots. But sometimes my roots grow to become part of the stronger parts of the tree. Those roots are the ladies who accept all that I am, everything of me. Past and present, and want to build the glorious path of the future by my side. For them, I live on, I fight on. And for them, I remain poly; I remain ruler of my kingdom. For them, the Hybridian Kingdom lives on. You speak as a honorable ruler, and with that I respect you, and I wish nothing but happiness be rained upon you. I thank you kagome. Tho I just wish, now, that the kingdom wouldnt keep getting falsehood within, only to leave and force me to refurbish more of my strength to keep it alive Well at least you can go back to your kingdom. I am not allowed to go back to Cavonia...ever. I have to live the rest of my life as human for a crime I didn't even commit. Still tryin to think of how to help on that one I wish I could help but I can't seem to figure out just how to control getting into Dinestia to my other self, it's something I can't control and just sort of happens at times.
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Posted: Thu Aug 19, 2010 7:01 am
Fareru No One No Thing King kagome_roker No One No Thing King kagome_roker You speak as a honorable ruler, and with that I respect you, and I wish nothing but happiness be rained upon you. I thank you kagome. Tho I just wish, now, that the kingdom wouldnt keep getting falsehood within, only to leave and force me to refurbish more of my strength to keep it alive Well at least you can go back to your kingdom. I am not allowed to go back to Cavonia...ever. I have to live the rest of my life as human for a crime I didn't even commit. Still tryin to think of how to help on that one I wish I could help but I can't seem to figure out just how to control getting into Dinestia to my other self, it's something I can't control and just sort of happens at times. Dont try to rush it. It takes time, practice, and hard training. I started training when I was only 6 or 7. And thats because I learned of it from a Mighty Max episode -shrug- yea, Im old, heh. But it will take time. Best thing to do, go into deep meditation, and visualization training. As for me, Im gonna take all my broken heart negativity, and unleash it on them soon
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Posted: Thu Aug 19, 2010 1:13 pm
No One No Thing King Fareru No One No Thing King kagome_roker No One No Thing King kagome_roker You speak as a honorable ruler, and with that I respect you, and I wish nothing but happiness be rained upon you. I thank you kagome. Tho I just wish, now, that the kingdom wouldnt keep getting falsehood within, only to leave and force me to refurbish more of my strength to keep it alive Well at least you can go back to your kingdom. I am not allowed to go back to Cavonia...ever. I have to live the rest of my life as human for a crime I didn't even commit. Still tryin to think of how to help on that one I wish I could help but I can't seem to figure out just how to control getting into Dinestia to my other self, it's something I can't control and just sort of happens at times. Dont try to rush it. It takes time, practice, and hard training. I started training when I was only 6 or 7. And thats because I learned of it from a Mighty Max episode -shrug- yea, Im old, heh. But it will take time. Best thing to do, go into deep meditation, and visualization training. As for me, Im gonna take all my broken heart negativity, and unleash it on them soon I used to be able to slip in and out without batting my lashes but I had a situation in this world that sort of tore me in a way and I've never been able to slip back into dinestia, at least not on purpose sometimes when I'm dreaming at night it just happens.
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cupcake_ninja08 Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Aug 19, 2010 4:36 pm
Fareru No One No Thing King Fareru No One No Thing King kagome_roker Well at least you can go back to your kingdom. I am not allowed to go back to Cavonia...ever. I have to live the rest of my life as human for a crime I didn't even commit. Still tryin to think of how to help on that one I wish I could help but I can't seem to figure out just how to control getting into Dinestia to my other self, it's something I can't control and just sort of happens at times. Dont try to rush it. It takes time, practice, and hard training. I started training when I was only 6 or 7. And thats because I learned of it from a Mighty Max episode -shrug- yea, Im old, heh. But it will take time. Best thing to do, go into deep meditation, and visualization training. As for me, Im gonna take all my broken heart negativity, and unleash it on them soon I used to be able to slip in and out without batting my lashes but I had a situation in this world that sort of tore me in a way and I've never been able to slip back into dinestia, at least not on purpose sometimes when I'm dreaming at night it just happens. I don't really wish to go back to Cavonia because I was never really happy being the ruler, all I wanted really was to stay with Wynden. Yah I wish Cavonia will stand up and fight the evil ruler of the country now, but like I said I can't do anything...unless by some sort of miracle I am able to go back. So we all come from another world.
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Posted: Fri Aug 20, 2010 2:57 am
kagome_roker Fareru No One No Thing King Fareru No One No Thing King kagome_roker Well at least you can go back to your kingdom. I am not allowed to go back to Cavonia...ever. I have to live the rest of my life as human for a crime I didn't even commit. Still tryin to think of how to help on that one I wish I could help but I can't seem to figure out just how to control getting into Dinestia to my other self, it's something I can't control and just sort of happens at times. Dont try to rush it. It takes time, practice, and hard training. I started training when I was only 6 or 7. And thats because I learned of it from a Mighty Max episode -shrug- yea, Im old, heh. But it will take time. Best thing to do, go into deep meditation, and visualization training. As for me, Im gonna take all my broken heart negativity, and unleash it on them soon I used to be able to slip in and out without batting my lashes but I had a situation in this world that sort of tore me in a way and I've never been able to slip back into dinestia, at least not on purpose sometimes when I'm dreaming at night it just happens. I don't really wish to go back to Cavonia because I was never really happy being the ruler, all I wanted really was to stay with Wynden. Yah I wish Cavonia will stand up and fight the evil ruler of the country now, but like I said I can't do anything...unless by some sort of miracle I am able to go back. So we all come from another world. I'm not sure how to describe it but it's not that I come from another world but that I have 2 lives in a way.
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Posted: Sat Aug 21, 2010 8:34 pm
Fareru kagome_roker Fareru No One No Thing King Fareru I wish I could help but I can't seem to figure out just how to control getting into Dinestia to my other self, it's something I can't control and just sort of happens at times. Dont try to rush it. It takes time, practice, and hard training. I started training when I was only 6 or 7. And thats because I learned of it from a Mighty Max episode -shrug- yea, Im old, heh. But it will take time. Best thing to do, go into deep meditation, and visualization training. As for me, Im gonna take all my broken heart negativity, and unleash it on them soon I used to be able to slip in and out without batting my lashes but I had a situation in this world that sort of tore me in a way and I've never been able to slip back into dinestia, at least not on purpose sometimes when I'm dreaming at night it just happens. I don't really wish to go back to Cavonia because I was never really happy being the ruler, all I wanted really was to stay with Wynden. Yah I wish Cavonia will stand up and fight the evil ruler of the country now, but like I said I can't do anything...unless by some sort of miracle I am able to go back. So we all come from another world. I'm not sure how to describe it but it's not that I come from another world but that I have 2 lives in a way. A dual existence is what its called. Like, two lives that are seperate, but not seperate
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Posted: Tue Oct 12, 2010 9:39 am
So.... I just had to cut two more people out of my life. The story is long and epic, and it all began because of a note I took part in on FB. But yea. The kings kingdom now has two less. And I think, in the process, I lost my adopted daughter as well. The King is saddened by this, very much
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Posted: Tue Oct 12, 2010 2:20 pm
No One No Thing King So.... I just had to cut two more people out of my life. The story is long and epic, and it all began because of a note I took part in on FB. But yea. The kings kingdom now has two less. And I think, in the process, I lost my adopted daughter as well. The King is saddened by this, very much I'm sorry to hear that.
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