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:O wow that is REALLY good

Ohh, have you posted it at Fanfiction.net? Do you have any other HP fanfics? I used to be an HPFF addict... I favored Sirius/Remus over Snape/Remus, and some of the Harry/Draco ones wern't too bad, but it is a gamble reading one of them.... Ron/Harry was pretty good also. Most people don't do femslash as much as yaoi...

Remember the Firsts


Does it matter that you are my life

Your eyes they show me your veiw
Sadness overcomes me
Reflections of your broken soul

I changed for you-

I should walk in your footsteps
Before the tide washes them away
And I'm left with a fading memory

Tomorrows just an excuse-

Remember the firsts before your left with a fading memory

I'll make this last forever-

The record keeps playing in my head
Every moment
Every glance
Every word

I'll never forget-

So sing a sad song
And i remember

Remember the firsts


about a girl heart

*Blink* Alright, here goes. Some spur-of-the-moment poetry.

-Love-
Can you tell me what to write?
I didn't think so.
A blank paper, lines taunting, is
inspiration enough. Right?

Can we go back to the time
When my oldest love was
watching my parents waltz through the kitchen
endless dizziness
paradox, perhaps?

Not that I know what it means.

Now only Mommy-Dearest comes home late at night
and waltzes by herself
humming to the crooner on the radio

I could write about how I wanted her to be happy...
But that would possibly
waste my lead

I have memories of pencils
the clean wood shavings that smell of pine as the sharpener whirrs
Memories of inanimate objects
that my physics teacher claims are lazy
Or did he say inertia?

So now
If you don't mind
I might
Just go lay down on my bed

And think.

That's some really good work!


The time I laughed in your face
in front of the entire class
I thought you'd put me in my place
or kick me in the a** . . .
but you forgave me.

Every other day, clipboard ready,
my top button always open
you always glared so angrily
never was a mean word spoken
and you forgave me.

I took something not mine
and never told the truth,
cold heart, and steel spine,
symptoms of my youth . . .
still, you forgave me.

Disappeared for ten long days
missing the laughter within the walls
I walked about in a foggy daze
wishing for the familiar halls
then I realized I was something more-
you gave me faith and strength unknown-
more than a simple teenaged whore
my thanks for the love I've been shown.

You heard all my secrets
let me cry on your shoulder
I listed my many regrets
and you were my boulder
you forgave me.

Unwound my troubles and embraced my fear
found inside a better student
and let you get near
became somewhat prudent
because you forgave me.

Ten months came and went
and now it's time to go
thanks for time well-spent
but this you must know;
don't make me leave,
I'm not strong enough,
still need to greive . . .
but I forgive you.

Notice Me, Love Me
Nobody notices as the days go by
The little girl who cries as she walks down the crowded halls.
Her body covered with cuts and brusies
As the days pass the anger builds for her parents
They break her spirits by abusing her
She beats herself for letting them hurt her
Making scars of her own she goes on living
She feels the pain yet stays calm
One not so special day her parents come into her room to wake her
To find her mangled body lying on the blood stained carpet
In her crimson hands a knife and a drenched letter she held
Her letter written with grace and bliss they read
No more standing this life I will be pushed by you or stay unnoticed
So rid yourselves of my belongs and tear down my pictures
Do not cry and hold me ghostly to this place for I am happy to be leaving forever you
Go and lay me in the grass and don't hold on to the past
To forget everything so fast and forever in my happy dreams I will last
People didn't notice untill it was too late and all they could think was
Why didn't I say anything when I passed her or saw her in class...

I can not see me with out you
The world closed up on me since you walked-away
I have loved you so much, wasn't it enough?
I gave you so much, I cared
I pulled you out of the dark when I found you
Listned to you when you were in grief
Stayed by your side while you were hurting
Times used, Memories shared...
I would have done everything for you if you have just let me
But instead, you walked away because you
thought that I could do someone better than you.
Still, you don't understand that it's just you
I need because you're the only love of my life.

I knew a girl who knows not
can't remember what I forgot.
Her body red
skin dead.
It's all a lie
so s he can die.

I know a boy who knew the girl.
He watched her life his soul would hurl...
His heart twisted
lies lifted.
So he could say goodbye
never see her cry.

Now on the funeral day
as the caskets go away.
I laugh and shout
live without
their selfish little lives.
The hopeless lies.

{I wrote this mainly because of a girl I am friends with.. The day I wrote the poem was the day I tried to give her some stuff for her wrists to make them not hurt as much since she had sliced them up real bad... SHe completely shoved me away...So I got mad and wrote this}