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PostPosted: Wed Sep 16, 2009 6:50 pm


Alice smiled despite herself and stood, walking to bed. “Dhiren sweetie, we aren’t home so I really don’t know.” She crawled up to him and curled up with her head on his lap, burying her face in his bare stomach. Unthinking she batted blinked her eyes, tickling his stomach with her lashes. They stung with unshed tears that threatened to fall on his skin, and alert him of her distress.
“What… happened last night Dhi?” she asked lightly, her voice shaking a bit. All she really remembered was her dress flying off, along with his shirt and curling up in his arms, falling into oblivion.

Her eyes watered, trickling out of the corners of her eyes. Alice did not know why she was crying but felt horrible. She was impossibly warm, and horribly emotional. She had no idea what it was that was going on, she doubted that they had actually… with her so tired, but she wanted to make sure. She wanted to know that there would be no apprehensions.
PostPosted: Wed Sep 16, 2009 11:57 pm


Dhiren blinked and looked around with a baffled expression for a few moments before it dawned on him. Placing a hand to his head, the tom sighed to himself. They actually did that here? "Oi, what was I thinking...?" He mumbled to himself, cross as he thought about the Siberian that would surely know of their antics. When Alice climbed back onto the bed with him and cuddled against his stomach again, he raised his hand from his face and blinked down at her. The tone of her sudden question made his ears perk up. "What.... do you mean?" His voice was slightly hesitant; did she really not remember? Something warm and wet dripped against his bare skin and soaked into the sheets in his lap, eliciting a surprised hiss from the tom cat. "O-oi! Are you crying?!" Now more than a little freaked out by the mood shift, Dhiren's voice raised a couple decibels. Cautiously catching himself, he grunted and put a hand on her head, "... Why? Why are you crying now? You know what we did, right?" Surely she couldn't not know! Dhiren blinked again a few times; the way she reacted, she must have known what they were doing! Still the question tangled nervous, uncertain knots in his stomach. Suddenly, he felt as if he had done something awful.

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PostPosted: Thu Sep 17, 2009 8:10 am


Alice paled when he realized she was crying, she felt horrible, feeling like this, after they had such a wonderful time together. “I have a feeling I know.” She whispered into his stomach, unwilling to look at him. “I just want to be set straight… and I just hope… this doesn’t change…. Anything.” Her eyes remained closed during her brief interlude of speech, stifling the tears that had started to fall more freely with his confusion.
She was confused, at everything. Sadly the Somali female seemed to be in a bit of denial that they had gone so far, when they had yet to even be able to be in public together. Dhiren had to be the only tom Alice had let close enough to reach fourth base, and even still she felt… unclean. Her arms unwrapped from his waist and she pulled back from him ever so slightly, so that she could figure out her thoughts and he could tell her the truth. She still would not face him, to see what emotion would be building on his features.

Alice pulled her knees up to her chin and buried her face into them; she somehow could not shake the feeling that they had done something wrong. Yet she desperately hoped that Dhiren would not feel the same.
PostPosted: Thu Sep 17, 2009 11:44 am


Completely dumbfounded now, Dhiren could only stare at her helplessly as she pulled away from him and curled up miserably by herself. He didn't have a clue to why she seemed so... frightened and depressed, but that knot in his stomach only tightened as he watched her. Slowly, the tom relayed the events of the previous day back to himself. Everything seemed in order; they fought, she ran off and got herself in trouble, he rescued her, Aidan brought them here, then they made up. He couldn't see the problem. Unless... the Somali tom groaned inwardly; he was a complete idiot after all.

"Alice.. look..." He began in a soft, gentle growl, "I'm... I'm sorry if you weren't ready... for that." Pulling his ears back, Dhiren glared down at his still-naked-but-covered form. "You must feel completely disgusted with me... For me to have turned around and done exactly what I chased that other guy off for attempting." That had to have been it. She felt used; every guy was only out for the same thing, right?

Guilty, the tom's amber gaze rose to rest on Alice's bowed head. "Still, this does change things a little..." He cleared his throat and glanced towards the closed door to their room momentarily before continuing, "You asked me to trust you... Well, you need to trust me as well. Just because we... mated... doesn't mean I'm going to leave you. I told you that; I won't be going anywhere unless you chase me off or kill me."

Flicking his tail pensively, Dhiren blinked and looked back over at the female before him, "If anything... Last night only makes things more certain. Think of it like a promise." A small, endearing smile spread across his face, and he leaned forward, pulling the woman back towards him and holding her head against his chest. His heart still thumped against his ribs anxiously, and guilt flashed in his gaze again as he held her. Slowly, the tom had realized an important detail that had been lost in the excitement of their... activities. His hand brushed down her back gently and he growled softly down at her, "You're... not hurting too much... are you?"

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PostPosted: Thu Sep 17, 2009 8:41 pm


Alice felt a bit detached from her body, and didn’t know exactly how to respond. A burning ache went through her, but that was dulled by her emotional fit. When he pulled her into him the female immediately stiffened, not quite responding right. Sniffling she tried to regain her thoughts, the conversation did seem to take a strange turn and she was afraid of what was going to happen next, so when she spoke she spoke carefully and well calculated.

“I don’t feel disgusted with you, I don’t think I ever could… I’m just worried, about everything. About what that promise will mean in the future. I’m trying to be practical when my mind and body are screaming at me.”

It was true her mind and body was split in two different directions. Her mind screamed to allow him to hold her, to talk away her fears and apprehensions, where as her body was billowing to run, to get away, to save herself from the possibility of pain. Alice settled for pulling herself out of his embrace and sitting straight backed, staring at his chin. Her ears flicked from side to side in agitation as she stared, and slowly the fear slipped away and she looked away.

“I have to grow up Dhi, and I’m afraid of it.” Alice’s face was crestfallen with her realization as to why she was so upset. Pain, she had handled before, but this was something else entirely. She needed to grow up to understand the responsibility and take on the consequences to her actions as they came. Her heart leapt, unsure of itself and she managed to finally look up at Dhiren, trying to figure out what her life meant now.
PostPosted: Thu Sep 17, 2009 11:54 pm


Feeling her stiffen in his embrace before pushing herself away from him made Dhiren's stomach drop. He watched her sit back and stare up at him, and yet, not exactly at him. The tom's mind was in chaos; he couldn't understand exactly what was going on with her, this was certainly the weirdest she had been since he knew her. "That promise... meant... it means that I intend to stay with you." He tried to make sense of her confusion, but it wasn't working at all. He met her eyes worriedly when she finally looked back at him, and he opened his mouth, thinking about what to say to her. "Alice... I don't know what's going on with you right now... But.. You don't have to worry about me. I'm going to stay with you." He gripped at the sheets in his lap anxiously and pushed forward, his voice nearly breaking with the persistent thought that he had done a great injustice to the female. "I can be patient... I want you, Alice. I'll... do what I can to help you."

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PostPosted: Fri Sep 18, 2009 5:04 pm


Alice lowered her face once more. “I don’t think you can, Only I can help myself grow up, but I think you can help keep retain a part of who I am.” Slowly she crawled back over the disregarded blankets and looked up at him, before settling into his lap again. “I was asked to help start up a new territory… the university… where I already live. Not until now did I realize that I need to grow up to do that, because the other, Remi, will never do so and one of us must have a clear head… I’m frightened, and I don’t want to drag you into this…. Without your consent. So I’m asking now, do you want to help me with this? I can understand if you don’t, but its something I have to do… to help all of those with dreams that cannot reach them because of fear.”

Lightly she cupped his face with her hand, touching his forehead to hers. “I’m sorry I’m so emotional… but I have never felt this way about anyone before. And I’m afraid you will think me pathetic or something for wanting this so much…”
PostPosted: Fri Sep 18, 2009 6:17 pm


Dhiren just watched uncertainly as the female of his kind crawled back into his lap again. He held his ears forward, listening to her as she talked and cradled his head in her delicate hands. Living among all those humans at the university put the tom's fur on end, but, staring into the emotion-filled golden gaze of Alice, of his chosen, he decided he would just have to deal with it. His jaw twitched slightly as it set and his eyes held determined. "If that's where you need to stay, then I'll go with you." Tilting his head a little in her hands, the Somali tom grinned, "I may not be very good at any of this creative arts stuff, but I'm sure I'll be able to find something useful to do." Still not sure what to expect from the woman, Dhiren's tail began to twitch pensively. Hesitantly, he wrapped his arms around her again. "I'll stay by your side while you figure things out, okay?" He asked quietly, "Do what you feel you have to, but.. don't leave me in the dark about this stuff. You worried me..."

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PostPosted: Fri Sep 18, 2009 6:57 pm


She lifted her face to meet his eyes, seeking the truth that lay within them. “I would not want you any other place, but in my arms and by my side.” Lightly she caressed the side of his face and nuzzled into his neck. “Can we please get out of here now? I get the creeps thinking of what we will have to do to get out of here.”

Alice chewed on the inside of her lip, working out details in her head already of things she would have to do tomorrow, among other things she would have to do to insure everything would work itself out. She sighed inwardly and pulled back from him, smiling.
“If life were easy, it wouldn’t be worth it right?” She blushed lightly when she thought of what would happen the next night. Ah well, at least they would be amid her warm velvets and silks, happy among their comforting smell and the feeling of home.
PostPosted: Fri Sep 18, 2009 9:31 pm


Dhiren's fur tingled when she suddenly went back to her normal, affectionate self, and he smiled. His eyes lit up eagerly at the thought of leaving the Kokitsu base. "It's about time we got on the same page concerning this place." He grunted, despite being excited to leave. When she pulled away from him again, he let his eyes travel around the room curiously. "Where did my clothes end up...?" His tail flicked and he crawled out of the bed, abandoning the sheets that had been concealing him as he searched, "...Did you see them when you got your dress...?" His mood was immediately lightened. Once they got out of this place, all would be well again. Being seen in public with the female was even more favorable than staying in the unfamiliar, yet memorable room.

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PostPosted: Fri Sep 18, 2009 11:05 pm


Alice watched him stand and blinked for quite a few moments merely… staring. That was… and she was… Immediately she blushed, coughed, and looked down. “uh… no I don’t think I did.” AND NOW SHE WAS LYING. Alice knew exactly where his clothes were, when she was sitting against the door she had spotted them under the bed. Alice watched him move… the muscles moving just under her skin, just DID something for her.
The Somali female stood and walked over to him, hugging him from behind. What was wrong with her she had no idea, but it was all the same. Something about their air was different now… more intimate.
“I just want to get us home in one piece.” Alice turned and walked away, looking over her shoulder before opening the door.
"By the way… they are under the bed near the end.” Alice winked and opened the door, stepping out and facing the males.
“now I want to go home now and unless you guys disappear in three seconds I’m going to raise holy hell, I’m on my period damn it.”
PostPosted: Fri Sep 18, 2009 11:25 pm


Oblivious to the effect his shameless actions were having on the woman, Dhiren cursed under his breath and continued looking for his clothes. "Did they get tossed over here...? s**t I don't remember... When did my pants even get taken off?" The tom straightened and glanced over his shoulder as Alice hugged him. Even though he couldn't see her well from his vantage, he could feel the immense heat radiating from her body against his bare skin. His face flushed a little, and he blinked with a blank stare when she turned and walked away, revealing the location of his clothes with a wink. Letting one ear flop to the side at her exit, Dhiren bent over to peer under the bed; sure enough, his clothes sat in a wrinkled, discarded pile.

The somali male retrieved them and grinned to himself; she did that on purpose. Her voice came through the door again as she yowled at the waiting cats outside, the significance of them making his face grow increasingly warmer instantly. Aha... That was what happened after all.

Alice had been in heat the whole time. Suddenly everything made sense. Dhiren shook his head and pulled on his wrinkled garments; he really was an idiot to not have realized sooner. Fully dressed now, and with hair still messy from their night together, the orange tom opened the door, stepping out behind Alice to face the meddlesome cats. "Oi, where's that a** who brought us here?" He growled, looking at the lot with disinterest, "We're leaving."

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PostPosted: Fri Sep 18, 2009 11:41 pm


Alice giggled as Dhiren apparently found what he was looking for. Immediately she leaned back into him, just for touch’s sake. The males seemed to notice her distaste toward them and her apparent submissiveness to Dhiren and backed off a bit.
Most strode down the corridor noting a lost cause when they saw it, the others stood with calculating eyes and hands clasped behind their backs. A older guard came forward, meeting eyes with Dhiren and ignoring Alice. (Who was glaring at him.)
“I’m afraid sir that he has stepped out with his missus. Said you could leave at anytime, provided I give you this…” The guard gave Dhiren a note from Aidan, which could only be read by Dhiren unless someone wanted to lose fingers.
Alice touched Dhiren’s fingers with her own, slipping her small hand into his larger one. “That means we can go home and rest now. And I can protect YOU.” She smiled up at him with light eyes, while behind the mask she was figuring out what she wanted to do to the males that seemed to think her as a free for all.
PostPosted: Sat Sep 19, 2009 12:47 am


Just in case there was lingering doubt in any of the other cats' minds, Dhiren brought his arm down over the female's shoulders, hugging her as she leaned into him. He met the guard's gaze evenly, lifting his ears up at the information as he accepted the letter. "That b*****d actually has his own woman, eh?" He glanced at the letter briefly, wondering at its contents, then grinned down at Alice and closed his hand around hers. "Sounds good. Let's get out of here..." His eyes glinted with mischief. Ignoring the cats who were still loitering in the hall, the two Somali cat's left, their exit worlds different from how they came in.

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PostPosted: Sat Sep 19, 2009 1:51 pm


Alice smiled and skipped ahead, taking him with her by the hand. She knew later she would have to see a medic, just to be sure nothing was wrong, lord knows she didn’t know much about either male or female, complications.
“I think we should go on a date Dhi! I mean, we haven’t really… done anything, well… anything, other then… what happened…. Last night.” Her face flushed as she looked down at her feet, trying not to giggle or seem like a schoolgirl.

When they passed the clothing district she spotted something that would have looked lovely on Dhiren. “We should go in there and then get dinner!” she tugged on his hand and pointed, smiling happily. Alice promised herself she would not force him into being a doll for her to dress, but she would still have fun. Three outfits at the most, she told herself before dragging him into the shop, this was why they were out here anyway!

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