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 Posted: Mon Jul 21, 2008 1:53 am
"did i...do good?" puzzled she cocked her head to the side...smiling she closed her eyes...enjoying her masters touch and praise. opening huge silver eyes she smiled lovingly at her master "i want to make you happy! more than anything in the world...you are my everything my Lord Crovax!" wispering and gazing at her beloved master wanting with all her heart to make him smile!
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Posted: Mon Jul 21, 2008 1:41 pm
His hand moved up to ruffle her hair some, before speakng.
"Yes. You did well." He leaned in to quickly kiss her check, before turning around.
"You have made me happy, however what would also make me happy is to take care of yourself as well. That is just as important to me as you being obedient, Snow." He left her in her room, as it was nearly evening and people would soon be called for diner.
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Posted: Mon Jul 21, 2008 4:30 pm
falling backwards onto her bed shesmile for a little longer, before curling into a ball and wonderingat her masters new instructions...how did he want her to take care of herself exactally? curling into a ball and holding herself tight she began to cry...she had still managed to dissappoint her master earlier, even though he had not punished her she would have to think of some way to punish herself, upsetting her master was unforgiveable, going into the bathroom she tuned the water on full heat, sticking herhand under the steaming water she let out a slight shriek as her split second of pain flashed...suddenly it was gone, pulling her red hand out of the water and staring at her newly numb hand...tears streaming down her face, she didnt know what to do...al her other masters had seen fit to punish her with pain...but what none of them knew was that she couldnt feel...not knowing what to do she turned the water off and went back to the bed, curling up under the covers and sniffing as she wiped the tears from her eyes!
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Posted: Tue Jul 22, 2008 9:00 am
When Snow shrieked a few others came running into the bathroom and only one followed her into her room. Making her stop to treat and bandage her hand scolding her if she didn't listen with the words of warning if you hurt yourself like this Lord Crovax will punish you worse. The same woman helped her get dressed for diner and led her downstairs with the rest of the women to the dinning hall. It wasn't until one of the head staff saw them that Snow was taken from the group to sit next to Lord Crovax.
When he saw her bandaged hand he raised her hand by the wrist for him to see.
"This is not what I meant by taking care of yourself. You are not to ever punish yourself even if you feel you deserve it." He spoke sternly looking at her with eyes that were changing to a dark blue, his hair darkening as well and those sitting close started to scoot their chairs down, away from the two.
He squeezed her hand harshly for a moment before removing his glove to touch the bare bandages. Snow's hand would feel cold for a moment, the bandages wet having soaked up all the pus Crovax squeezed from her hand before falling away from her hand to be caught by a wait staff.
"Go wash your hands and return to this seat." His tone angry, implying she should hurry as she was holding up everyone. "And do NOT punish yourself, wash your hands and return back here immediately." The one girl who had helped Snow stood up, bowed to Lord Crovax before being waved off to show Snow the nearest bathroom.
((I'm sorry, I tend to get carried away sometimes...))
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Posted: Tue Jul 22, 2008 3:03 pm
leaving immediately to wash her hand gazing off into the distance...she couldnt feel the hand anymore, had only felt it for a split second to begin with, but it didnt matter, she had upset her master again...gazing into the mirror she saw ayoung woman with empty silver eyes, the reflection temporarily brought back a picture of a girl with laughing eyes of gold but the image soon faded, returning to her masters side she sat with her eyes cast to the floor... she was ashamed and all of her programings were screaming at her to be punished but her master had said not to and she must obey, so many contrdictions playing out inside her head it made her dizzy, this had to be the closest thing to constant pain she had ever experienced and even as her system tried to shut down she struggled to keep it open blinded by brilliant colors dancing beforeher eyes even as she tried to look up at her master to apologize...
((dude i get it...heck do you know how hard this character is to play? most of my role play charactres are overly headstrong and think more along the lines of ""kill first ask questions later"" this character was always so hard to play which is why i think shes my favorite...all the others are so much like the real me that it doesnt really feel like roleplay, sometimes i can get carried away too so i totally understand!))
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Posted: Wed Jul 23, 2008 10:16 am
((Well, if you want to change to a character that better suits you that is fine with me. But its up to you, and if you do that means you have to change your character profile or make a new one. Either way which ever you think will best benefit the roleplay.))
Waited patiently while Snow left to wash her hands. She was ushered back to her seat by the same lady who noticed there was something amiss. She looked at Lord Crovax in such a way to hint at him that he should watch her she doesn't look well. The first part of the meal was soup or salad and everyone got to chose, there were enough made that people could have both if they wanted. Today's course plans were chicken, pork and desert. Lord Crovax chose for snow, she would have soup, which was chicken soup while he chose the cob salad for himself which was of course served frozen for him. He kept a close watch on Snow while appearing to not look at her at all, as if he were ignoring her.
"If you want to avoid punishment I suggest you eat your meal. I want you to forget all your previous training and adhere to me. If you can do so then I will believe you truly mean what you say." He of course meant all her words of obeying him and of how he was her "everything."
Lord Crovax chose her food for her, which meant Snow would be eating much better than she was before.
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Posted: Wed Jul 23, 2008 3:24 pm
gazing up at the direction she had heard her masters voice from she still couldnt see through the blinding haze of colors, trying to comprehend what it was he had ordered her to do she groped around the table until she felt the silverware, pausing to fight away some of the color she could see outlines of shapes now, enough to tell that there was a bowel in front of her, taking the spoon and, with great effort, she began eating what she assumed was soup, she couldnt tell, her taste buds had shut down, fighting through engineered blindness and trying not to cry she desperately tried to preform what should be a simple task, but was proving nearly impossible as she fought the malestorm of malefunctions going on inside her, as chemical processes bioengineered in her nervous system played out a battle of wills inside her mind, she finally finished her soup...
((dude...i LIKE this character though...because shes so hard to play! and because i think its funny to take such a serious character and make her seem simple...almost childish, it helps her not seem so cold!))
[btw...colors are snows form of blindness...in in case you were wondering]
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Posted: Wed Jul 23, 2008 3:54 pm
((Understood but if she cries nothing bad will happen to her. Tears are his one weakness.))
No one around the table knew what was going on with Snow, her silent battle would rage on unbeknownst to her Lord or anyone sitting next to her. So if she did crack under the stress it would be taken care of and she would be taken away from the table to rest. At least if those thoughts reached her Snow would be able to feel those emotions in her mind even through the colored haze.
The next entree was glazed spiral-cut ham served with three bean salad and scaloped potatoes. One serving for all as the soup was filling enough. And again Lord Crovax's was served to him frozen through to the point that it crunched when he ate it.
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Posted: Wed Jul 23, 2008 10:14 pm
noting that more food had been set in front of her snow took up her fork and began to eat, she was long full from the soup but had been told to eat and would not stop until it was gone, the color was begining to fade from her vision but now she couldnt help butnotice that she had gone deaf, even the noise that should have taken place from setting her spoon on the table was absent, ignoring it she continued to eat her food without tasting it, setting her fork down when she was done she cast her eyes at the floor fighting still against her senses as her skin temperature rose and fell at random intervals, she knew now, she was sick! and there werent any fancy government scientists and docters here to deal with sickness in a failed experiment, wondering what she should do in silence she noted that she couldnt feel the chair she was sitting on anymore asher sense of touch momentarily shut off...
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Posted: Thu Jul 24, 2008 7:56 am
When Snow finished her food Lord Crovax decided to decline his desert informing a waitstaff to inform the chef to have it sent up later on. It was then that he rose, realizing that something was wrong with Snow. She seemed to be floating as if she couldn't feel the very seat under her.
In one random act of kindness in front of all he swept her up in his arms moving quickly out of the dining room and upstairs to his personal bathroom. Her skin felt flushed in his arms as her fever came and went. Closing the door behind him he had Snow stand.
"Do not move, and let me know when you feel that you cannot stand up." Crovax instructed her as he stripped her down as carefully as possible yet leaving her undergarments on. He kept one hand ready while removing her clothes one handed in case she did fall or feel faint.
It didn't occur to him that she couldn't hear him in the slightest when he asked if she could walk.
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Posted: Fri Jul 25, 2008 4:07 pm
standing limply she allowed her master to do as he would, reading his lips for lack of hearing she nodded quietly in response to his question as to weather or not she could stand, though she didnt know for how much longer this would be possible!
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Posted: Fri Jul 25, 2008 6:37 pm
The hesistant wary look in her eyes was enough answer for him, again he scooped her up and hurried to his private bathroom, turning on the cold water. It wasn't icy cold but cool enough for her.
Carefully he lay Snow in the tub while the water ran, stopping the drain so that the tub would fill. It was an old style replica tub, seperate from the actual fixtures in the house, completel with the foot shapped legs to hold the tub upright. If nothing could be said of Lord Crovax at least his taste in decor was something.
Crovax ran his hand through the water some testing its heat before working his powers. A spout or water rose up from the side of Snow to run down over her head soaking her hair, cooling her brow to run down the other side of her arm.
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Posted: Sat Jul 26, 2008 12:46 am
gazingup at her master from inside the tub, she was to say the least completely numb, something was wrong with her biochemical makeup, and while it may fix itself in a little while, also it might not, for the time being she smiled up at her master trying to somehow say that she would be ok but failing as the colors came back to steal away her vision, being so vivid and bright sometimes they made her head hurt as they did now, reduced to a mewling bit of life, crying in frustration even as she tried to smile she secretly hated herself in herheart for being so weak, it was the reason why her first master, the onewho had created her in the first place, had abandoned her, she didnt understand it, why couldnt she be stronger, as the colors faded away again, she smile once more through her tears at her beloved master wispering over and over "im sorry!" like a chant or spell wishing in her heart that she werent so weak...
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Posted: Sat Jul 26, 2008 9:08 am
The tub was big enough to comfrotably hold at least four people. Lord Crovax stripped down himself to his boxers, something rare as he was never unclothed before anyone else in this place, Snow must mean a great deal to him for what he was about to do.
He wore a long undershirt almost as if it were a nightgown under his clothing, and under that boxers, however water neve phased him whatsoever as it was his element. Lastly he removed his gloves and tossed them to the pile of clothes on the floor before getting in. Carefully getting into the tub he held Snow close to him so that he could grasp what was going on. In the water his hands, his body felt warm as if he was human. The moment his hands touched her he had a glimpse of what was happening to her, and the realization that she wasn't human, not born like one.
"Close your eyes and breathe. I will be all right." Because of this he had no idea how to help her, did not know her chemical makeup or anything. And what was worse she could perish because of his lack of knowledge.
He placed a cool yet still warm hand over her eyes as if to make her close them, hoping it would help ease the pain from all the colors she was seing all the while cool water still filling the tub as he held her close.
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Posted: Sun Jul 27, 2008 12:47 am
as the colors slowly dissolved into images knowing that she was now unconcious she saw the little girl with laughing golden-brown eyes, and pretty honey colored curls, takeing a daisy she had picked to her mother, smiling hapily at her father, petting her little black and grey kitten...and then there was cold, and pain and lies and words and screams and so much lonelyness...it was here that she was born...the white and silver girl without a name taking the place of the golden girl who was before. the doctors and scientists, the tubes and IV drips of colorful liquids...the poking and prodding and physical testing, the rape the madness, the horror...until it all just went away and became numb...but they needed her, weather she was numb or incoherent she served a purpose to continue existing so long as they needed her for their experiments...but one day...they discovered she was useless...they couldnt use her any further...and so they did the most horrible thing they could do...they took a thing they had made to exist only for them...and threw it away...she had no reason to exist...and so she simply waited to stop existing...until someone came along...her other master...and gave her reason again...but once more she was thrown away...and now her new master was her reason to exist...but she was failing...everything was going wrong...and she could sense that soon...it would all be over if she didnt come home to him quick...fading deeper into long forgotten memories...her unconciousness only drowned her further....
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