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 Posted: Tue Apr 15, 2008 5:35 pm
Love all around sucks. But, for whatever reason we crave it. What are you afraid to talk to him about, Neko? I think it's okay to have some things that you don't like to talk to, just explain that it hurts you and you don't want to talk about it. But eventually maybe you'll be strong enough to do so. Tell him you love him just the same. You can only be honest and open with your feelings in these situations.
If you're both stubborn you won't get anywhere. (That's my problem -sweat-) Ganbatte, ne? Daijoubu daiyo.
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Posted: Tue Apr 15, 2008 10:11 pm
Keebee Love all around sucks. But, for whatever reason we crave it. What are you afraid to talk to him about, Neko? I think it's okay to have some things that you don't like to talk to, just explain that it hurts you and you don't want to talk about it. But eventually maybe you'll be strong enough to do so. Tell him you love him just the same. You can only be honest and open with your feelings in these situations. If you're both stubborn you won't get anywhere. (That's my problem -sweat-) Ganbatte, ne? Daijoubu daiyo.
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Posted: Mon Apr 21, 2008 3:22 pm
Hi guys whats up?
I'm finally going to rant about something.
Real shocker isn't is huh?
I HATE MY DAMN SCHOOL LIFE SO DAMN! MY AMERICAN GOVERNMENT TEACHER IS A B***H, I HATE HER GOD DAMN F**KING GUTS! SHE NAGS AT ME LIKE A MOTHER WOULD FOR ONE REASON OR A ANOTHER AND IT'S DRIVING ME CRAZY!
Wow I'm so glad I got that off chest, sorry for the langauge guys sweatdrop I don't normally say that kind of stuff.
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Posted: Mon Apr 21, 2008 5:05 pm
It's okay, that's what the thread is for. The day I rant about my problems is the day when the world ends from exploding bunnies. =P
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Lionheart701 Vice Captain
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Ocarina dude Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Apr 24, 2008 8:32 pm
yay, my turn my turn!
MY ******** LAPTOP IS SCREWED!
I bring it back upstairs, after working on it downstairs. I plug in the AC adapter, and guess what I see? A tiny puff of smoke come out of the cable! I unplug it and examine it. the wire fried out. Now I can't plug in my computer because the cable is burnt out and since my laptop only has 20 minutes of battery life, I'm stuck usign my grandma's old computer. I can't believe this! I thought even though my battery was a piece of s**t, at least it wouldn't matter since I could just keep it plugged into the wall. But then this s**t happens. I put EVERYTHING on that laptop. I try and save the really importent stuff on disc, but most of my favorite crap is on my laptop drive. My computer is safe for the time being, I jsut can't use it at all. Seriously Dell, what the ******** is your problem?!! I had to order a new adaptor and thats a sting in my wallet. Grrr...
okay.... I got everything off my chest. well..... most of it anyways.
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Posted: Mon Apr 28, 2008 2:27 pm
I can't keep doing this. I'm exhausted. I just started my calc homework, and it just broke me. It's too long. the steps take so ******** long. There's too much. Too manmy problems and too many steps for each of them. I did 2 problems in 45 minutes! I can't do it! There's too many places to go wrong. Each Problem is huge! And that means there are several places to make mistakes. All it takes is one little mistake to ******** up the entire problem! It's not just the math. It's everything! I'm a weak boy. I'm turning 20 in May but I'm still not ready. I can't be an adult yet. It's too soon. I'm still weak. I don't have the will-power to survive in the real world. I break too easily. There are so many people who have it so much worse off then I do. I'm rather fortunate. Despite my father being gone for alot of my life, my mom filled the void, so I've never missed my dad, and I still have fun when I see them. I love them both very much, and they love me. I never was good with social interaction. I don't understand people. I was weak socially, but slightly gifted mentally. I was unusually bright. I understood things faster then most. But when I can't grasp something, when it is too big, I snap. I just crumble under the the pressure. I don't have the drive, the will-power, the determination that has carried everyone else around me up with me. I have been getting by with a bright mind in school, and very giving and supportive family. But I'm almost 20. My childhood is behind me. I still don't have the drive to go on by myself. My parents and family are so proud of my accomplishments. My grades, my honors, my work-ethic, but I'm exhausted. It's hard. I wish I had the drive that keeps people moving even in the most difficult times, but it issomething I lack and I don't know how to obtain it. It's hard... it really is. I'm sure all of you have it much worse than I do. But you all manage to make it through the hard times. I crumble. I break down at the mere presence of over-powering circumstances. I try to do somethign about it, but by the time I do, my mind is in disarray. Then I can't work it out, and it blows up in my face. I'm forced to fall back, and wait until I can regroup myself. But that takes time. I don't have time. Finals are in a month, the stress between work, school, and growing up is accumulating, and I just don't know what to do. I should be trying to do more math, but I can't. I'm tired. I'm going to do a 3D puzzle now to relax a little. Respond if you feel like it.
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Ocarina dude Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Apr 30, 2008 5:51 pm
Guys are bakas
*adds* And catty girls stare
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Posted: Sat May 03, 2008 10:22 am
Ocarina dude I can't keep doing this. I'm exhausted. I just started my calc homework, and it just broke me. It's too long. the steps take so ******** long. There's too much. Too manmy problems and too many steps for each of them. I did 2 problems in 45 minutes! I can't do it! There's too many places to go wrong. Each Problem is huge! And that means there are several places to make mistakes. All it takes is one little mistake to ******** up the entire problem! It's not just the math. It's everything! I'm a weak boy. I'm turning 20 in May but I'm still not ready. I can't be an adult yet. It's too soon. I'm still weak. I don't have the will-power to survive in the real world. I break too easily. There are so many people who have it so much worse off then I do. I'm rather fortunate. Despite my father being gone for alot of my life, my mom filled the void, so I've never missed my dad, and I still have fun when I see them. I love them both very much, and they love me. I never was good with social interaction. I don't understand people. I was weak socially, but slightly gifted mentally. I was unusually bright. I understood things faster then most. But when I can't grasp something, when it is too big, I snap. I just crumble under the the pressure. I don't have the drive, the will-power, the determination that has carried everyone else around me up with me. I have been getting by with a bright mind in school, and very giving and supportive family. But I'm almost 20. My childhood is behind me. I still don't have the drive to go on by myself. My parents and family are so proud of my accomplishments. My grades, my honors, my work-ethic, but I'm exhausted. It's hard. I wish I had the drive that keeps people moving even in the most difficult times, but it issomething I lack and I don't know how to obtain it. It's hard... it really is. I'm sure all of you have it much worse than I do. But you all manage to make it through the hard times. I crumble. I break down at the mere presence of over-powering circumstances. I try to do somethign about it, but by the time I do, my mind is in disarray. Then I can't work it out, and it blows up in my face. I'm forced to fall back, and wait until I can regroup myself. But that takes time. I don't have time. Finals are in a month, the stress between work, school, and growing up is accumulating, and I just don't know what to do. I should be trying to do more math, but I can't. I'm tired. I'm going to do a 3D puzzle now to relax a little. Respond if you feel like it. Ocarina, I know how your feeling; sometimes I feel like I'm growing up too fast and that I'm getting pushed into the adult world but I keep going. Time won't wait and if I fall, I get back up again, no matter how broken I am. It's ok to slow down and take it bit by bit, which I think you should do as well as find the meaning of what you are doing now. Growing up is like getting new clothes (only more drastic) so maybe if you can find your size, things will work out better.
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Lionheart701 Vice Captain
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The_Legendary_Lonewolf Captain
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Posted: Sun May 18, 2008 4:59 am
*sigh* rolleyes
So I've found myself in yet another predicament. Turns out that one of my close friends got involved with one of my female friends. My female friend is a mother of 4 kids and is single with no job, no car and still living with parents. My friend Derek started liking her cause he loves her personality and really wants to be with her, but the fact that she has 4 kids is what is stopping him from getting involved. Anyway, tonight he lets her know this and pretty much breaks her heart...now she hates his guts and he's pissed off at her...
...and I'm in the middle of it with both sides trying to get me to join their side.
I don't care if my female friend thinks I'm an a*****e, but I straight up told her that I'm nuetral and that I think of her and Derek as my friends. Then she sends me a text back telling me "You need to find better friends." So...yeah...now she disses me?! Just because I don't want to get ********. stare
I don't give a s**t, water under the bridge. In my oppinion, I think my female friend could've been a little more mature about the situation and not keep insisting for me to call my friend Derek an a*****e and then diss my judgement on who I choose to make friends with just because I calmly refuse to do that.
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Posted: Sat May 24, 2008 12:08 am
The_Legendary_Lonewolf *sigh* rolleyes So I've found myself in yet another predicament. Turns out that one of my close friends got involved with one of my female friends. My female friend is a mother of 4 kids and is single with no job, no car and still living with parents. My friend Derek started liking her cause he loves her personality and really wants to be with her, but the fact that she has 4 kids is what is stopping him from getting involved. Anyway, tonight he lets her know this and pretty much breaks her heart...now she hates his guts and he's pissed off at her... ...and I'm in the middle of it with both sides trying to get me to join their side. I don't care if my female friend thinks I'm an a*****e, but I straight up told her that I'm nuetral and that I think of her and Derek as my friends. Then she sends me a text back telling me "You need to find better friends." So...yeah...now she disses me?! Just because I don't want to get ********. stare I don't give a s**t, water under the bridge. In my oppinion, I think my female friend could've been a little more mature about the situation and not keep insisting for me to call my friend Derek an a*****e and then diss my judgement on who I choose to make friends with just because I calmly refuse to do that.
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Posted: Thu May 29, 2008 3:52 pm
I am so worn out and work is driving me crazy. My mom is really sick and since my dad and sister don't help around the house i've had to take over the mother postion at home. I've been beyond stressedut and now i've gotten a cough that i've had for over two weeks.
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Posted: Fri May 30, 2008 3:53 pm
think of it as learning experience.
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Ocarina dude Vice Captain
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Lionheart701 Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri May 30, 2008 8:25 pm
I hope your mom gets better Neko. You should get your dad and sister to help out in the house; tell them how you feel. If they don't understand, just don't do anything for them and maybe that will work? I dunno. I have a hangover, my family making alot of noise. I feel like crap. The world is ending cuz I'm ranting. Duck and cover guys, duck and cover.
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Posted: Sat May 31, 2008 10:18 am
Ocarina dude think of it as learning experience.
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Posted: Sat May 31, 2008 10:20 am
Lionheart701 I hope your mom gets better Neko. You should get your dad and sister to help out in the house; tell them how you feel. If they don't understand, just don't do anything for them and maybe that will work? I dunno. I have a hangover, my family making alot of noise. I feel like crap. The world is ending cuz I'm ranting. Duck and cover guys, duck and cover.
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