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 Posted: Wed Apr 11, 2012 9:34 am
Kiita knew this side of him... From before. You could see it in his face... He didn't have the title of 'Demon of Insanity' for no reason, but she knew she should calm him before speaking. She knew he would throw her off the top of the citadel, but she knew that she could also create wings and fly to safety. "Srin... Calm yourself now. I know what you're thinking... But I don't know what has broken you in two like this... I want to help you." She got up calmly and walked over to him, even as he screamed and shouted, throwing a terrible tantrum fit. She couldn't blame him either, he was lost and hurting from what she could see. Even as he screamed at the girl who had walked in at this terrible time, as he called to the security system... You could still see the pain inside of him. She ripped the arm of her clothing off after he sat there looking towards her, and pressed it against his nose gently to stop the bleeding... His whole body was radiating with heat she could tell... "You've told me before, that you need and want someone to tell you the truth. To actually have the guts or balls or courage to do so, and I shall do so time and time again. I'm not going to feed you bullshit like you ask. I'm going to say what I think needs to be said, but I am demanding you calm yourself first before I speak. Calm the demon within, and let me speak." She kissed him on the forehead. "I know you can and might hurt me right now, but I could hurt you right back and I know you don't want that... And I don't want to either... I want to help you..." She pried his fists open and away from his face, she wasn't scared. She knew who he was, and she knew who he wanted and still could be. She moved his face gently with one hand and raised it slightly so he could look at the damage he had done. "Srin... Look at what you have done..." It was chaotic yes... But with a simple eye... You could also see the beauty. A tragic disaster, a beautiful disaster. Just like him. "It may look like a disaster... But look at the beauty on the other hand. Look at the light you let in... A beautiful disaster... That's what I see. With the right steps, and help, we can rebuild it back to it's former glories, and let that beauty be shown at the same time... Put a window right there in that area you have destroyed, and the light will forever shine thru..." She looked back at him with a blank face. "I shall not speak for the rest of the world because I am not everyone else in the whole world. I am Kiita Remus, loyal subject to the Lord of the Citadel and only me. I shall speak to you of what I see though. What I see of you... Is like this beautiful disaster." She waved her hand at the mess. She couldn't give a crap if he was going to hurt her or not, but he needed to know how she felt. "I see a man torn in two. A man who want's power, love, control, organization, and peace. Yes, you have made mistakes, but we can always correct them. You never ask for help or other's oppinion's... Well until now that is, since you have asked me this question..." She intertwined her fingers with his armored ones, and rised them to eye level. "I see what troubles you... And I want to be here to help you... Because even behind all those wants, and mistakes... I can see the man who you want to and still CAN be... I see the man you are when you have those wieghts lifted off your shoulder... And I want to help you calm your troubles, and pain... Because I love you. Go ahead and throw me off the Citadel... But it might as well be your last chance to change this situation you have put yourself in... I can help you more then you know.... But now... I think I shall go and try to fix this mess that has been created. Please excuse me... Lord Srin Azio, Grand Leigon and Marshall, Leader of the Citadel and Demon of Insanity..." and the owner of my heart... She pulled up and away from him before heading to the corner of the room where the 'disaster' was. She couldn't believe she had completely opened herself up to anyone... Especially him, the man that could hurt her most... She started picking up pieces of metal and wood and placed them outside in the courtyard silently... Hoping that Srin would actually see the light that she had shed upon him... The hope she had for him and their kind... The people he still had a rule over. She knew how to fix this all... But he needed to first ask for her forgiveness and for her help. She started humming an old lullaby to herself quietly... She wasn't afraid to die now... Even if she didn't want to, but at least she had now spoken her mind to him... No... Not her mind, her heart. She had said those three simple words, and they kept repeating themself in her mind. I love you... That was all she could think... When she had finished cleaning up the debris and dust, she dusted herself off, only to sit down in the courtyard silently staring up at the moon... Ready to accept fate.
Ferregar Lucky you Ferr! Lol. You get to read my longest post ever. Lol. I'll go back and edit some to make it easier to read if I get to it before you read it all. razz
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Posted: Wed Apr 11, 2012 12:33 pm
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Srin slumped into the wall from where he sat. His plated fingers clicked at their joints as they curled and clenched into his metal palms, and his eyes followed Kiita as she rose and stooped beside him. Srin watched as she tore her shirt and stained its severed fabric with the blood of his nose. He didn't wince this time, he simply watched as his lips flickered between a soft smile and scowl. When she raised their woven hands to eye level, he looked down at them as well. His grip on her hand tensed; a warm pulse of pressure rippled through hers, but even as she continued he did not seem calmed. Her avoidance of his true question was aggravating and that exhaustive restlessness still smoldered in his guts.
He cupped his mouth in his left hand, running the pointed tips of his fingers slowly down to the bottom of his chin before they slipped back down to the floor. Srin positioned his feet beneath him and pushed himself up the wall, folding his arms over his chest. He paced more, mulling over Kiita's words. He adored her affections... but he was not satisfied. He felt disgusted. He marched up to her as she set to the task of gathering the tables pieces and wrapped his left hands fingers around the top of her right arm, under her armpit. With a certain gentle but unyielding grip, he pulled her from the mess to look at him. "Stop," the Reaper's voice called to her as she moved to clean the shattered table. "Leave the ******** mess. It's mine, I made it, I want it there and I don't want you to clean it up." He seemed angry, but there was a softness in his eyes that she knew very well. He was in love, and they both knew it. To say anything else would be a lie. Srin don't know what came over him, but he pulled her into his arms and kissed her. Once. Twice. A third time, deeply. He gripped her tight and still she could see that incessant restlessness inside him, tearing him up and down, but when he pulled away there was a strained but sincere smile on his face.
"You ruined your shirt for me. That was really stupid... but thanks. Seriously though, I'm not a child. So stop acting like a mother and fussing over--" The Grand Marshall abruptly paused. He stared hard into her eyes, and his flew wide open. As if he had been struck by lightning, he recoiled from her and turned away, gripping the back of his neck with both hands as he clenched his teeth. "Son of a b***h..." he growled, furious he hadn't realized it before. They pity, the worrying, the doting... not from her, but from everyone. He was being patronized; had been for ages. The Lord of the Citadel, with as much respect as a pimple popping kid. They didn't fear him. They didn't respect him... and the Legion? Marcus did his job better than Srin did. For all he knew in his oblivious and self possessed world, he was days away from assassination.
The exclamation was, shockingly, happy. He laughed, and turned back to look at Kiita. He ran back to her, and kissed her again. Then he shoved her onto the bed where she would sit, and listen. "Thanks for not answering my question. I had to use my brain to find the answer myself... Know who I am? I'm a little paper tiger to them. I did it to myself. I wanted to be 'popular.'" He actually quoted the word with his metal fingers. It was strangely silly, made even moreso by how serious and smug he was becoming. "I let The Legion mold over and stale while I was busy playing house with Liliana and her ******** friends, panting and running around like a ******** lapdog. Morgana's little lap dog. Lili's little lap dog. Sin's little lap dog. ******** that s**t, babe. From no one, I'm no one's pet. I AM THE LEGION! It's time to set the record straight, starting now."
The Grandmaster Reaper sat next to the bed, his arms folded over Kiita's lap with a grin big enough to fill his face. "I just destroyed my summon Lazen. He was a punk b*****d, talking back and holding me back. Not anymore. It felt ******** awesome to put him down. It's time to send a message. I'm going to restore The Legion's reputation in all of its power and glory... and all of the traitors are going to pay. Life will go on how we decide it goes on. I will create a real age of power and prosperity, and I want you to be there Kiita. As Lady of The Citadel. As Speaker of The Legion. What do you say? Too fast? I don't think so. There's no slowing down from here."
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Posted: Wed Apr 11, 2012 3:18 pm
((It was the stairs but I'll go with it)) Tamiko Michi
-Mind Blader-
 As they rode in the elevator she wondered what happened to make the leader so angry. Jessica seemed concerned as well. Yes he was having a bad day, but in her opinion it didn't excuse him trying to kill them. With a sigh she stared at the wall until the doors opened. The way Srin's mood was now, she hoped that he was in a calmer state if he was the one who would train her.
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Posted: Wed Apr 11, 2012 3:21 pm
((Sorry for the confusion there; there have been some changes to the mapping layout of the core and Srin's quarters. If you read over the new content in the thread's first post, everything is more clearly detailed. Hope it helps ^^))
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Posted: Wed Apr 11, 2012 3:23 pm
Ferregar ((Sorry for the confusion there; there have been some changes to the mapping layout of the core and Srin's quarters. If you read over the new content in the thread's first post, everything is more clearly detailed. Hope it helps ^^)) ((Eh it's okay. XD ))
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Posted: Wed Apr 11, 2012 8:08 pm
Jessica's eyes barely managed to lift themselves from her gaze on the floor to meet with the guard post members outside as the elevator reached the first floor. The questioning, concerned glances of the Black Templar and the Legion members was met by a single shake of Jessica's head before the summoner placed her hands on the floor and slowly rose to her normal height and splendor. Her right hand brushed underneath her right eyelid and flaked away a part of a dried tear, which Jessica had used all of her emotional willpower to stop, but failed miserably. She held open the elevator doors for Tamiko to exit as she tried to speak to the guards matter of factly, while holding a slight tremor in her sweet voice, "The top floor has been locked down. Do take good care of our Grand Marshall, as always, gentlemen. May you fare better than I at cooling his anger and conflicted mind, and may he come back to us one day resolved of it all and ready to push forward."
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Posted: Thu Apr 12, 2012 12:20 pm
Kiita was finished with speaking... But apparently Srin wasn't. She was shocked by his reaction, she was expecting him to get mad and throw more around. Not this... Pacing... Being stuck between a smile, and a scowl... Insanity indeed... But then again... What does that make me...? Falling for him... She thought to herself as she continued cleaning up... Only to be stopped. She froze when he grabbed her under the arm. Was this the end? She was turned only to meet his gaze... A gaze that she couldnt mistake... A small smile played at her lips... Even with the anger in his voice it didn't change the way he was looking at her.
She nodded and went to answer him, but it was a little too late. She felt herself being drawn in just as much as he was being drawn into her. Next thing she knew the flesh of his lips were being pressed to hers... She wasnt going to complain and she knew there were to be more. She closed her eyes as she kissed him back the second time only to be met with a third deep one. She kissed him back with the same depth and a hint of happiness... A true bliss. It felt like eternity before he pulled away and had nothing but a smile left on his face. She blushed a bit and pulled her hair out of her face smiling back at him, even with what had happened earlier, she couldn't help but feel like it was the first time she kissed him.
She listened to his words, and as they continued... He gave her a mixed signal. His eyes... They changed again. She could see fury, shock, and anger hiding the love that had been there seconds ago. She felt hurt as he recoiled away from her, what had she done wrong? She reached out to him carefully without touching him, "Srin...?" She jumped as he cursed happily.
Say what now...? She wondered as her head tilted at him. It was like hearing a child swearing for the first time... She froze as he turned back to her, laughing, happy, excited. "I am so-" She started before Srin came running to her and pressed his lips to her again. "What the...?" She blinked for a moment and found herself back on the bed. I am so lost.... She tilted her head at him as she listened, and nodded, pretending to understand what he was getting at. She smiled and relaxed after a moment as she caught onto what he was actually saying. "Good for you Srin..." She whispered quietly.
She was honestly shocked at everything, he was so much to take in... To take on like a challenge, but she didn't mind at all. This was the first time she had seen him grin... Gosh what a pity she hadn't seen it before. It gave him an almost charming look, not to say that he wasn't charming as is in the way of looks. He was grinning like a fool, and with the way his words flowed off of his tongue she knew he had big ideas. Ideas that he knew would work. She ran her hands thru his hair softly as he continued, she was actually enjoying hearing him go on like this.
Insanity... I wonder if it's contagious...? She was shocked by his last few comments too. "Lady of the Citadel...? Speaker of the Leigon...?" She tilted her head at him slightly before smiling from ear to ear. "I think they may have to give me your title because I'm crazy enough to say yes." She laughed before covering her mouth with her hands. That wasn't supposed to come out of her mouth, she looked up at him trying not to laugh in her foolishness but she couldn't help it.
She continued laughing as she nodded. "Yes I will Srin. Might you fill me in on the specifics of those two titles though...?" She slowly stopped laughing, she honestly had no idea what either meant. Being the Lady of the Citadel sounds like being a queen... But does that mean what I think that means...? She thought as she tilted her head as she brushed her hands thru his hair waiting for his reply. She was honestly happy right now... Content with this all. Her life may have had a shitty beginning, boring and poor... But she could see it would continue to get better and it would be at the side of the one she loved, and it would never get old.
Ferregar Sorry that I didn't reply yesterday... Lots o' s**t went down. ^^"
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Posted: Thu Apr 12, 2012 6:29 pm
angelbankai45 Ferregar ((Sorry for the confusion there; there have been some changes to the mapping layout of the core and Srin's quarters. If you read over the new content in the thread's first post, everything is more clearly detailed. Hope it helps ^^)) ((Eh it's okay. XD )) Btw love your siggy with Vincent. heart He's such a sexy beast.
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Posted: Fri Apr 13, 2012 4:37 am
Tamiko Michi
-Mind Blader-
She looked at Jessica as she thought about her superior's current state of mind. "Um...Jessica...Is he always like this? Or is he just having a bad day?" She wanted to know. After all, if he was angry all the time then they may just get into an argument.Yummeerein Btw love your siggy with Vincent. heart He's such a sexy beast. ((Thanks! He really is. 3nodding ))
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Posted: Fri Apr 13, 2012 6:14 am
angelbankai45 Yummeerein Btw love your siggy with Vincent. heart He's such a sexy beast. ((Thanks! He really is. 3nodding ))
Lol. How long did it take you to find that picture of him? xD I wanna find that picture myself. xD
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Posted: Fri Apr 13, 2012 6:18 am
Yummeerein angelbankai45 Yummeerein Btw love your siggy with Vincent. heart He's such a sexy beast. ((Thanks! He really is. 3nodding )) Lol. How long did it take you to find that picture of him? xD I wanna find that picture myself. xD ((I just googled shirtless vincent valentine and a few artworks showed up.))
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Posted: Fri Apr 13, 2012 6:19 am
angelbankai45 Yummeerein angelbankai45 Yummeerein Btw love your siggy with Vincent. heart He's such a sexy beast. ((Thanks! He really is. 3nodding )) Lol. How long did it take you to find that picture of him? xD I wanna find that picture myself. xD ((I just googled shirtless vincent valentine and a few artworks showed up.))
Lmao. No wonder I probably couldnt find it. xD I just typed in Vincent Valentine Final Fantasy. xD
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Posted: Fri Apr 13, 2012 8:05 am
((Please continue your Vinne love in the chatroom))
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Posted: Fri Apr 13, 2012 9:50 am
Jessica's mind froze for a second, taken aback by the young Reaper's questioning of Lord Srin right in front of a Black Templar. Delicate hands placed an unnaturally strong grip on Tamiko and ushered her past the guard post quickly before loosening her grip and looking Tamiko in the eyes. The concern was still there, but lessened, slightly more upset at the question yet a shine to those blue eyes that spoke of understanding. "They call Lord Srin the Demon of Insanity, young Reaper," Jessica said as her light blue eyes continued to stare at Tamiko with their usual benevolence, "and there is more truth to that statement than anyone recognizes. While the insanity is overwhelming, there is also a method to this madness. Give him time, and he will show you what he is truly capable of." Jessica's concentration on Tamiko broke as the summoner heard clashing of training swords, and a realization sparked into her made that made her mentally hit herself for having been so dumb! Of course...Tamiko was here for training...how stupid of Jessica to not think of that before. Oh well...time to make it up to the new Reaper! A grin broke out ear to ear as Jessica spoke once more, with the usual happyness back in her tone, "Anyways...enough talk out of an old Reaper like me, or even shadowing me. How can I help you, Tamiko?"
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Posted: Fri Apr 13, 2012 4:56 pm
Tamiko Michi
-Mind Blader-
"He's...insane?" Tamiko would've added: I believe you there, but decided not to. Instead she listened politely to the woman as she spoke. "Are you free right now, or do you have something planned? I'd love to do some training."
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