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Lawrence laughed at the memory of Skasa hitting on kei. "O yeah you did. you were trying to smooth talk her all the time. She nearly stabbed you for it. If i wasn't trying to drag my friend's a** from the brink of death, i'd be laughing so hard." He sighed after laughing so hard. "So yeah, i have no idea what happened to kei or zaxious now, but you dropped off the map for a while. Cyan gets stabbed by her again and I get him out of there. We go to my friend's house and we patch him up," Man, Eric's mom is a freaking psychopath. he thought. "Kal and kel pop up with those other kids amateratsu and yamaguchi or whatever."

Man, that cake must have messed him up. Lawrence thought.
"anyway, they show up and we head to a cafe. You pop up out of nowhere. Everyone, except for me, is trying to kill kal for some reason. Somewhere in this zaxious pops up and freaking invisibles. Jaster gets stabbed about 13 times, poor fellow, you and the rest headroom kingdom hearts and cyan gives his hert to you. Kal gave one of her extra hearts to cyan. I only know that from "other sources" I wasn't there." he said putting his feet up. "about a month or so later, after some deep crap between Eric and I, cyan helps me carry Eric and namine back her after I knocked Eric out. Don't bloody ask me about that. So much depressing crap in that." he said rubbing the back of his head.

Cyan felt a little relieved and sighed.

Skassa nodded. "I understand."

Lawrence nodded and took one deep breath. "so cyan stays here to help me take care of the two. For some reason a portal sends him to port royal. I don't really know what happened or who summoned him. Namine thought she ate him after basically destroying the fridge. Sorry, personal side story. Anyway, I take a wild guess and find that cyan and jaster are in port royal. Some crazy pirates are blowing stuff up and jaster is whipping a**. The girl in black over there is with cyan afterwards," he said pointing to x briefly. "cyan tries to kill himself" Lawrence shuddered to remember this. "I talk him out of it. Well, something distracts him in the form of the Girl's master coming and trying have her kill us." I wonder where jaster went after he left. "he saves the girl, I save him. We escape the master for now. Now here's the hard part..." Lawrence sighed.

Lawrence held back A tear. "nearly stabbed himself right in front of my face. Was bawling his eyes out once I disarmed him. He missed you. He missed his brother. He even went so far as to start calling me his older brother for a while. O damn! Forgot a part. You popped up briefly while he was with jaster. You were gone before he tried to kill himself."

Lawrence sighed. "He needed you then. No matter what, you'll always be more of a brother to him than I ever could be."

Lawrence's heart was heavy to see cyan cry. When Skasa went on about them not being brothers, he didn't know his true emotion. "you grew up together. You're the closest thing he has. I'm never going to be as close as you two to anyone. Not even Eric..." he said regretfully. Eric... Why did I hurt you so? I've been such a b*****d since namine came back. You don't deserve what I've done to you. Please forgive me and let me make it up to you, he thought.

Lawrence let one tear emerge from his face. He tried to hold back, but let one tear escape. "I've messed up. Cya- ale- cyan. I'm sorry for what I've done. I couldn't help you and killed your brother. I put my own priorities ahead of your safety." Lawrence took a deep breath. This is getting a bit morbid. Sure, my life isn't ******** sunshine and rainbows. But this is... he thought.