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 Posted: Tue May 13, 2008 11:10 pm
Who know's love works in mysterious way, and I'd heard you were quite the flirt, but flirting with everyone doesn't mean you like everyone, in that way.
Zac smiled as Hikaru touched her face, and hummed to herself softly as he talked to the other girls in the room, but stopped as she could feel a little pang in his soul as he obviously thought of something unpleasant.
I guess I'm pretty enough. I clean up nicely anyway.
She thought of something as she got that feeling again and looked to Hikaru.
You should be happy you can love at all.
As Synge, said her goodbye's Zac turned her head and waved goodnight.
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Posted: Tue May 13, 2008 11:15 pm
*Hikaru looked at Zac as she spoke. He shrugged at her comment about flirting and liking people. The way he used the word, they were almost the same. He smiled when she said she cleaned up nice.*
Are you cleaned up right now then? I think you look pretty.
*He was going to say more, but his thoughts changed when she mentioned love. As for that, he had only loved Synge. He liked Clever, a lot, but it was still different. He felt that it would have grow to love though. He sighed and pushed this thought away.*
I don't know...love is pain as far as I have seen. Have you tried it? I'm not sure I recommend it.
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Posted: Tue May 13, 2008 11:16 pm
*Keira was still a bit flustered and wasn't really paying attention to Zac or Hikaru*
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Posted: Tue May 13, 2008 11:23 pm
Zac chuckled and poked his stomach as she laid in his lap. He really did flirt with anyone, it as just to bad that it was a part of his mask, even if it was a cute part.
Well thank you Mr. Pikaloo. It's nice to be appreciated.
Zac suddenly turned on her side and hugged him tightly from her position in his lap as she felt another pang go through him, and sighed softly when he mentioned her trying out love.
I can not, because I can not love. It is impossible for me to love.
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Posted: Tue May 13, 2008 11:27 pm
*HIkaru laughed when Zac poked his stomach again. He shrugged, he never lied about beauty. He felt her turn and hug him. He brought his hand down to her back and he gently ran his hand up and down it in a thankful manner. He was confused by what she said last.*
Cannot love? That is what's impossible. Everyone can love, what do you mean by that?
*He looked at Keira, wondering what she was thinking about all of this. In a way, he wished that he had never loved, had Keira ever loved? He really didn't know.*
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Posted: Tue May 13, 2008 11:31 pm
She let go of him and pread her arms wide, trying to think of a way to explain it to him.
I mean I can't. I did not love my mother, I do not love my father, and not because I don't or didn't want to, but I can not. I am like a robot in this. The emotion, the feeling is just not there.
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Posted: Tue May 13, 2008 11:33 pm
*Hikaru felt like something was missing there. He looked at her a moment.*
Are you sure? Maybe you just haven't met the person you are supposed to love yet. I never thought I could love either, and I still ended up finding one person to love. Not that I'm thrilled with it, heh.
*He thought of Synge and sighed. Then he thought of Clever and looked at the ceiling. Romance was hard. Flirting was much easier.*
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Posted: Tue May 13, 2008 11:41 pm
She shook her head, most people didn't get it. Only her mom really had, because she could see, see it for herself.
For me it's not about finding the right person. Remember when I said I wish my soul looked like yours? I said that because your soul is in tack, if not a little in pain. I can also see the love you have in you. For me that part of my soul is missing, non-exsistant. I'm like a puzzle that's missing one piece.
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Posted: Tue May 13, 2008 11:43 pm
*Hikaru looked at Zac a long time before saying anything. She seemed pretty sure of herself. Maybe there was some truth to this, although he hoped for her sake it wasn't so.*
That is interesting...I think I am sorry for you, but maybe you are better off. You can't get as hurt this way perhaps.
*He kissed her forehead, as he would anyone else.*
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Posted: Tue May 13, 2008 11:49 pm
She let out a cynical laugh as she looked up at Hikaru, a small tear sliding down the side of her face.
You have no idea how it is to not even be able to tell your mother you love her, as she lays there on her death bed.
The booze was starting to wear off, leaving her feeling cold and empty inside, but Hikaru's light touch on her forehead calmed her somewhat.
Please do not take for granted what it is you are able to do naturally. No matter how it may hurt you at times.
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Posted: Tue May 13, 2008 11:52 pm
*Hikaru saw her tear and felt pained by this. Yet again he was moved by the hurt of others. He wished he wasn't. He used his thumb to slide away her tear and he shrugged.*
You're right, I never knew my parents and I'm kind of glad of that.
*He smiled and nodded at her words.*
Well, I'll try then.
*He yawned and shook his head, feeling a bit tired.*
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Posted: Tue May 13, 2008 11:54 pm
*Keira sits down and wonders when the two are gonna stop talking. She really wantyed Hikaru to herself and was a bit annoyed with zac. SHe was even thankful that synge left since she didn't want her around either*
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Posted: Tue May 13, 2008 11:58 pm
Zac leaned up one last time and kissed Hikaru on the lips for his kindness. Now she didn't know what else to say, so just laid in his lap her face nestled against his stomach, before his rythmatic breathing put her to sleep.
((Alright time for me to go to bed. You can leave Zac on the couch if you want when Hikaru goes to bed.))
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Posted: Wed May 14, 2008 12:01 am
*Hikaru smiled as Zac kissed him, and he kissed in return softly. He was used to kissing, so this was no strange thing for him. When he felt her fall asleep he looked at Keira and motioned for her to be quiet. He slips out from under Zac gently and moves towards the front door, motioning for Keira to follow. Once outside he sighed and waited for Keira.*
((Ok! Good night!))
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Posted: Wed May 14, 2008 12:03 am
*Keira quickly followed happy that she had hikaru alone again.*
So....you feeling any better?
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