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Sharkbutt The Orgiastic Crew
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 Posted: Tue Aug 16, 2011 7:13 am
Tonberry Crunch l-Kathulu-l Biphasic sounds amazing. surprised And I bought a Tablet. Based on both Dul and Orphie's suggestion of getting a Bamboo since those are good quality ones if anything. It was $100 on sale for $70 and comes with some Photoshop goods. Here's to hoping to see terribad fanart in 2-3 business days This reminds me, I haven't written anything creative in about a year now. <********, I've got to start doing that again.
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Posted: Tue Aug 16, 2011 5:58 pm
Aw. I've reached the maximum number of messages I can hold on my MMS. This both saddens and boner kills me
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Posted: Wed Aug 17, 2011 12:12 pm
THE HOBO IS OUT OF THE HOUSE.
GOOD GOD, MAN.
THE HOBO.
IS OUT.
OF.
THIS.
HOUSE.
My sympathy has steadily declined into negativity after almost a year of him living on our couch. I don't even care about him being a rude asshat this last day or that my custard turned out to be s**t.
THIS IS A TIME TO REJOICE AND PLAY EXPLODING BAGPIPES AND ******** YEAH ALL OVER THE PLACE.
In other news, I am still an a*****e.
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Posted: Thu Aug 18, 2011 9:45 am
I'm too tired to walk.
But I want to go get stuff.
Eh. I'm sure once I start walking I won't be tired.
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Posted: Thu Aug 18, 2011 10:51 am
I had a dream that someone would contact me and give me life changing advice.
Today I got a skype message from a man whom I have never met before, he is in my contacts, and I did not add him. He told me that I must give him at least one word everyday, and that he will try to do the same for me. This is not life changing advice, yet; but I intend to talk more with this mysterious man.
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Posted: Thu Aug 18, 2011 1:09 pm
One of the drunken League Skype chats came on in my shuffle today.
I am considering buying another bottle of alcohol. That was fun.
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Posted: Thu Aug 18, 2011 1:14 pm
I think I'll nap while Dess is at work.
I worked 9 hours ********.
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Posted: Fri Aug 19, 2011 7:48 am
My self-esteem has fallen victim to the Dunning-Kruger effect recently.
Back when I was like 220+ I used to find an angle that hid my chins and think I was the sexiest thing. Now just below 150 I can take 50 zillion pictures and be like 'derpy eye is acting up here, hair is all over the place there, suddenly eyebags everywhere, and what the <******** is going on with this one, delete delete delete'
Sometimes I wish I could go back to feeling the way I used to, but on the other hand, I feel like I'm only focusing so much on my own flaws now because I've stopped actively trying to point out others'; for a long time, I did everything I could to make myself feel like I was better than everyone else. And that sort of behavior I don't want to go back to.
Maybe I'll save up for surgery to fix my eye. I'd probably feel a lot more confident if I didn't think I'd look like a creeper no matter how much effort I put into my appearance.
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Posted: Fri Aug 19, 2011 8:43 am
Cabron LaSwan My self-esteem has fallen victim to the Dunning-Kruger effect recently.
Back when I was like 220+ I used to find an angle that hid my chins and think I was the sexiest thing. Now just below 150 I can take 50 zillion pictures and be like 'derpy eye is acting up here, hair is all over the place there, suddenly eyebags everywhere, and what the <******** is going on with this one, delete delete delete'
Sometimes I wish I could go back to feeling the way I used to, but on the other hand, I feel like I'm only focusing so much on my own flaws now because I've stopped actively trying to point out others'; for a long time, I did everything I could to make myself feel like I was better than everyone else. And that sort of behavior I don't want to go back to.
Maybe I'll save up for surgery to fix my eye. I'd probably feel a lot more confident if I didn't think I'd look like a creeper no matter how much effort I put into my appearance. If I ever actually think about what I look and or feel like, the answer is usually s**t; so generally I don't think about it. My appearance isn't something that plays into the type of friends I have, or how they treat me. I got rid of the people like that a long time ago. So instead of the usual feel good about yourself anyway post, I'd rather say that hopefully your appearance has no impact on the people with whom you associate. on a side note; I've seen pictures of you, and you look nice, If that's any consolation.
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Posted: Fri Aug 19, 2011 9:17 am
Rhed King Cabron LaSwan My self-esteem has fallen victim to the Dunning-Kruger effect recently.
Back when I was like 220+ I used to find an angle that hid my chins and think I was the sexiest thing. Now just below 150 I can take 50 zillion pictures and be like 'derpy eye is acting up here, hair is all over the place there, suddenly eyebags everywhere, and what the <******** is going on with this one, delete delete delete'
Sometimes I wish I could go back to feeling the way I used to, but on the other hand, I feel like I'm only focusing so much on my own flaws now because I've stopped actively trying to point out others'; for a long time, I did everything I could to make myself feel like I was better than everyone else. And that sort of behavior I don't want to go back to.
Maybe I'll save up for surgery to fix my eye. I'd probably feel a lot more confident if I didn't think I'd look like a creeper no matter how much effort I put into my appearance. If I ever actually think about what I look and or feel like, the answer is usually s**t; so generally I don't think about it. My appearance isn't something that plays into the type of friends I have, or how they treat me. I got rid of the people like that a long time ago. So instead of the usual feel good about yourself anyway post, I'd rather say that hopefully your appearance has no impact on the people with whom you associate. on a side note; I've seen pictures of you, and you look nice, If that's any consolation. Oh, no, it's nothing like that, I just hate putting a lot of effort into things and then feeling like I'm coming up short regardless of how hard I try. Looks, music, cooking, video games, drawing, men; it's been a frustrating trend for me recently. I'm 'nice' at a lot of things, but just once I'd like to be absolutely ******** amazing at something. I don't really care what anymore. I'm tired of being just decent.
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Posted: Fri Aug 19, 2011 9:36 am
Cabron LaSwan Rhed King Cabron LaSwan My self-esteem has fallen victim to the Dunning-Kruger effect recently.
Back when I was like 220+ I used to find an angle that hid my chins and think I was the sexiest thing. Now just below 150 I can take 50 zillion pictures and be like 'derpy eye is acting up here, hair is all over the place there, suddenly eyebags everywhere, and what the <******** is going on with this one, delete delete delete'
Sometimes I wish I could go back to feeling the way I used to, but on the other hand, I feel like I'm only focusing so much on my own flaws now because I've stopped actively trying to point out others'; for a long time, I did everything I could to make myself feel like I was better than everyone else. And that sort of behavior I don't want to go back to.
Maybe I'll save up for surgery to fix my eye. I'd probably feel a lot more confident if I didn't think I'd look like a creeper no matter how much effort I put into my appearance. If I ever actually think about what I look and or feel like, the answer is usually s**t; so generally I don't think about it. My appearance isn't something that plays into the type of friends I have, or how they treat me. I got rid of the people like that a long time ago. So instead of the usual feel good about yourself anyway post, I'd rather say that hopefully your appearance has no impact on the people with whom you associate. on a side note; I've seen pictures of you, and you look nice, If that's any consolation. Oh, no, it's nothing like that, I just hate putting a lot of effort into things and then feeling like I'm coming up short regardless of how hard I try. Looks, music, cooking, video games, drawing, men; it's been a frustrating trend for me recently. I'm 'nice' at a lot of things, but just once I'd like to be absolutely ******** amazing at something. I don't really care what anymore. I'm tired of being just decent. In that sense it's all a matter of perspective. To use your diction, I think you're absolutely ******** amazing at making things more fun. xd But for straight up skills, yes there is a level where the majority of the population will call it good or bad, but narrow your lens. You're invariably the best at something amongst your group of friends. if you go on DA, you are going to find better artists, that's a given. If you go online, you are bound to find gussied up success stories of plastic surgery and media role models. But I'm pretty sure if you look in you immediate vicinity, you'll find things that you do that other people just can't match. wink
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Posted: Fri Aug 19, 2011 10:24 am
Rhed King Cabron LaSwan Rhed King Cabron LaSwan My self-esteem has fallen victim to the Dunning-Kruger effect recently.
Back when I was like 220+ I used to find an angle that hid my chins and think I was the sexiest thing. Now just below 150 I can take 50 zillion pictures and be like 'derpy eye is acting up here, hair is all over the place there, suddenly eyebags everywhere, and what the <******** is going on with this one, delete delete delete'
Sometimes I wish I could go back to feeling the way I used to, but on the other hand, I feel like I'm only focusing so much on my own flaws now because I've stopped actively trying to point out others'; for a long time, I did everything I could to make myself feel like I was better than everyone else. And that sort of behavior I don't want to go back to.
Maybe I'll save up for surgery to fix my eye. I'd probably feel a lot more confident if I didn't think I'd look like a creeper no matter how much effort I put into my appearance. If I ever actually think about what I look and or feel like, the answer is usually s**t; so generally I don't think about it. My appearance isn't something that plays into the type of friends I have, or how they treat me. I got rid of the people like that a long time ago. So instead of the usual feel good about yourself anyway post, I'd rather say that hopefully your appearance has no impact on the people with whom you associate. on a side note; I've seen pictures of you, and you look nice, If that's any consolation. Oh, no, it's nothing like that, I just hate putting a lot of effort into things and then feeling like I'm coming up short regardless of how hard I try. Looks, music, cooking, video games, drawing, men; it's been a frustrating trend for me recently. I'm 'nice' at a lot of things, but just once I'd like to be absolutely ******** amazing at something. I don't really care what anymore. I'm tired of being just decent. In that sense it's all a matter of perspective. To use your diction, I think you're absolutely ******** amazing at making things more fun. xd But for straight up skills, yes there is a level where the majority of the population will call it good or bad, but narrow your lens. You're invariably the best at something amongst your group of friends. if you go on DA, you are going to find better artists, that's a given. If you go online, you are bound to find gussied up success stories of plastic surgery and media role models. But I'm pretty sure if you look in you immediate vicinity, you'll find things that you do that other people just can't match. wink 
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Posted: Fri Aug 19, 2011 10:55 am
People in the forums are ******** retarded.....I state my mind, no sugar coating, and they call me a troll. Fine, I guess it kinda looked like trolling.
THEN I apologize, try to state my point in a more diplomatic conveyance, and they Still call me a troll because I started out trolling, and apparently no amount of diplomacy or logic or intelligence or even Apologizing is enough to make up for "trolling" (which it wasn't).
Am I really still the bad guy after apologizing, and changing my ways!? gonk
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Posted: Fri Aug 19, 2011 11:09 am
Dulnair Rhed King Cabron LaSwan Rhed King Cabron LaSwan My self-esteem has fallen victim to the Dunning-Kruger effect recently.
Back when I was like 220+ I used to find an angle that hid my chins and think I was the sexiest thing. Now just below 150 I can take 50 zillion pictures and be like 'derpy eye is acting up here, hair is all over the place there, suddenly eyebags everywhere, and what the <******** is going on with this one, delete delete delete'
Sometimes I wish I could go back to feeling the way I used to, but on the other hand, I feel like I'm only focusing so much on my own flaws now because I've stopped actively trying to point out others'; for a long time, I did everything I could to make myself feel like I was better than everyone else. And that sort of behavior I don't want to go back to.
Maybe I'll save up for surgery to fix my eye. I'd probably feel a lot more confident if I didn't think I'd look like a creeper no matter how much effort I put into my appearance. If I ever actually think about what I look and or feel like, the answer is usually s**t; so generally I don't think about it. My appearance isn't something that plays into the type of friends I have, or how they treat me. I got rid of the people like that a long time ago. So instead of the usual feel good about yourself anyway post, I'd rather say that hopefully your appearance has no impact on the people with whom you associate. on a side note; I've seen pictures of you, and you look nice, If that's any consolation. Oh, no, it's nothing like that, I just hate putting a lot of effort into things and then feeling like I'm coming up short regardless of how hard I try. Looks, music, cooking, video games, drawing, men; it's been a frustrating trend for me recently. I'm 'nice' at a lot of things, but just once I'd like to be absolutely ******** amazing at something. I don't really care what anymore. I'm tired of being just decent. In that sense it's all a matter of perspective. To use your diction, I think you're absolutely ******** amazing at making things more fun. xd But for straight up skills, yes there is a level where the majority of the population will call it good or bad, but narrow your lens. You're invariably the best at something amongst your group of friends. if you go on DA, you are going to find better artists, that's a given. If you go online, you are bound to find gussied up success stories of plastic surgery and media role models. But I'm pretty sure if you look in you immediate vicinity, you'll find things that you do that other people just can't match. wink [imafag]http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-czK-pq95nEs/Th5SzJDow5I/AAAAAAAAAC8/sb4yMjs4hdc/s320/meme.jpg[/imafwag] smile
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Posted: Fri Aug 19, 2011 5:35 pm
Medeus People in the forums are ******** retarded.....I state my mind, no sugar coating, and they call me a troll. Fine, I guess it kinda looked like trolling. THEN I apologize, try to state my point in a more diplomatic conveyance, and they Still call me a troll because I started out trolling, and apparently no amount of diplomacy or logic or intelligence or even Apologizing is enough to make up for "trolling" (which it wasn't). Am I really still the bad guy after apologizing, and changing my ways!? gonk if they are dumb enough to label you a troll then you've already been labeled attention seeker/moron, and then apologizing is like putting a damper on their conclusion you are an a*****e.
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