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 Posted: Sat Feb 09, 2008 2:06 pm
Shaon nodded softly, feeling the need to drink somethgin alcoholic even though she couldn't hold anythign like that down. she took a left and toward the stores of wine.
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Posted: Sat Feb 09, 2008 6:06 pm
"Yes, you're right Leo. Something must be done." Sydney agreed, sitting down and surveying the sanctuary for the first time in a long time.
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Posted: Sat Feb 09, 2008 6:10 pm
Shaon picked the lock to the below vault and grabbed a barrel and rolled it out into her room, grabbing a mug and turning the spout until her mug filled up. "bottoms up..." she mumbled.
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Posted: Sat Feb 09, 2008 6:51 pm
Sydney was quite confused. This wasn't like Shaon at all.
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Posted: Sat Feb 09, 2008 6:56 pm
Shaon normally didn;t drink, they'd seen it. she didn;t hold alcohol well at all. and even when she did she never drank so much. Still, she was despairing, she needed a way to escape reality. she put her lips to the mug and took a swig of the wine like soemone would take a swing of beer. she swallowed, grimacing as it burned on the way down, and took another few big gulps, nearly gagging.
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Posted: Sun Feb 10, 2008 11:29 pm
"What's wrong, Shaon?" Sydney asked, worried about his sister. "This isn't like you at all!"
(Feel free to invlove us more deeply, you're all in the thick of Sydney! lol)
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Posted: Mon Feb 11, 2008 3:44 am
( yay! being involved is fun! )
Shaon pulled the mug away and licked the wine of her lips. she hated the taste. "I hate feeling..." she mumbled, setting the mug down and letting her head sink into her right hand. "I hate it so much...it gets in the way of everything. of everything i do. of everyone i love..." she mumbled, staring at the ground as her vision grew cloudy from tears.
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Posted: Tue Feb 12, 2008 12:42 am
Sydney rose to his feet almost instantly and crouched by Shaon, holding her shoulders.
"What... what do you mean...?" Sydney asked. He wasn't the best in social situations.
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Posted: Tue Feb 12, 2008 4:05 am
At the touch, her heart clenched. She gripped her heart with her free hand. "All i ever feel...." she mumbled to him. "it always hurts, like someone's running me through with a dagger...i hate it." sh winced her eyes closed, a few tears sliding down. "I hate feeling so...useless...I can't help anyone..." her other hand tightened on her head. "I just want all the feelings...to go away...so i an fight for you and Leo, so i won't loose....I need to be stronger..."
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Posted: Tue Feb 12, 2008 11:32 pm
"Is this what this is about, being inferior? Think what you want, but I don't think you are." He paused for a moment. "Leo and I are older than you, we have more experience, don't judge yourself too harshly... Being inferior isn't..." Sydney stopped, his mind finished the rest... Being inferior isn't the end of the world.
Who was he to say this? He stopped where he was and went silent.
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Posted: Wed Feb 13, 2008 3:45 am
"It isn;t just not being strong enough, it's about all these emotions! i let them rule me!" she slammed her fst down near the mug, the other still gripping her heart. "and it hurts most of all because i love you..."
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Posted: Thu Feb 14, 2008 12:04 am
Sydney wanted to say something, but he didn't know what to say.
"When you say... love you... I assume you're refering to Leo and I on a friendship basis?" He knew it'd come out horrible, but he had to know.
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Posted: Thu Feb 14, 2008 3:32 am
"I do love Leo too, and Aska, and all my brothers....but I love you way more than all of them." she looked at her shaking fist, wishing she didn't. she'd tried so hard not to fall in love with him, but it didn't do her a bit of good. "i'm sorry..." she mumbled. She was going to ruin their friendship, everything until now, she thought, but still she had to tell him. Sydney only saw her as his sister, but she had to say it.
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Posted: Fri Feb 15, 2008 12:05 am
((o_0; dun dun DUUN!!!))
"Shaon..." He started, not knowing what to say. "I..."
He'd never known what it felt like to have someone feel that way towards him...
So this is what it felt like...
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Posted: Fri Feb 15, 2008 3:59 am
(you surely should have seen that, she's liked him since forever. and dun dun duuuun indeed xD )
"You don't have to say anything..." she mumbled, sniffing. "I'm sorry, Sydney..." she glanced back toward the beer mug filled with wine and contemplated drinking more. her head hurt from all the stupid feelings.
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