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 Posted: Wed Oct 27, 2010 1:37 pm
Guys, really. I appreciate the attempts to make me feel better, but nothing is going to work. I’ve been crying over this a*****e longer than I dated him. He left me empty, broken, and pathetic. But I love him. Bottom line. I would give anything and everything that I hold dear to me, if it meant that I would be allowed to spend one last day, one last hour, in his arms, if I would be allowed to hear him whisper those Three Little Words. It kills me inside that I can’t hear that from him anymore. He always told me that he loved me as if it were a secret, an immense one.
And according to him, it was such an immense secret that it didn’t exist. He never loved me.
So I told him this morning that “it would be nice if [he] could handle this like an adult. It would be nice if [he] pretended that I was a human being and actually existed, rather than treating me like dirt.” His response? And this is a great one. “******** you, you b***h. Sherry gives me everything that I wanted and couldn’t get from you. I never loved you. I dated with you because I got paid to, and because I needed to get laid. I didn’t get any, so I ended it.”
That’s my life. The fact that people are that I care about are being hurt by people that know nothing about me absolutely breaks my heart. I can’t deal with that, guys. I’m sorry if it has to be this way. I love you all dearly, and I wish the best for you.
Yes, this includes, but is not limited to:
Misa, Tammie, Akura, Minty, Kay, Hinote, Greg, Lance, Ronnel, Kaze, Sosay, Kurg, LT, Storm, and Zane.
I will come back. Someday. I can promise you that. I don’t know when, but I promise you: This is not permanent. It could be two years from now, it could be five years from now, it could be two weeks from now, but I will come back to POTS.
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Posted: Wed Oct 27, 2010 1:50 pm
Misa and Koizumi is going to miss you shay. both cuz your like a daughter to us,you deserve better than him, we all deserve prince charming
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Posted: Wed Oct 27, 2010 2:34 pm
Allegra Kori no Tamashi Koizumi watched in awe as the monster was destroyed"wow" was all that she could say, until she looked around,and ssighed, then heard some one talking and steathily walked to Marlene and watched not wanting to untervene until she was needed. Called it! Muahahaha, I am psychic! Hinote Tosatsu Oh, she wasn't under Cloverfield. She was under both the giant lightning bold, and the giant ball of crushing doom. But yeah, you're right. She was right there, but she'll probably survive anyways. Most likely with no reference to how she escaped either... I would call that overwhelmingly crushing though. But you already thought of that. /sadface
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Posted: Wed Oct 27, 2010 2:45 pm
Hinote, you're only a pyschic if you predict that something out of the ordinary will happen. If you just predict it based off of past data, you're a statistician.
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Posted: Wed Oct 27, 2010 2:47 pm
I PREDICT THAT THIS COMMENT WILL POST!
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Posted: Wed Oct 27, 2010 2:47 pm
Snuff that Muffin I PREDICT THAT THIS COMMENT WILL POST! hot s**t! I'm psychic too!
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Posted: Wed Oct 27, 2010 2:57 pm
Gtack Hinote, you're only a pyschic if you predict that something out of the ordinary will happen. If you just predict it based off of past data, you're a statistician. Oh fine, ruin my fun. Meanie.
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Posted: Wed Oct 27, 2010 4:04 pm
iShayera Guys, really. I appreciate the attempts to make me feel better, but nothing is going to work. I’ve been crying over this a*****e longer than I dated him. He left me empty, broken, and pathetic. But I love him. Bottom line. I would give anything and everything that I hold dear to me, if it meant that I would be allowed to spend one last day, one last hour, in his arms, if I would be allowed to hear him whisper those Three Little Words. It kills me inside that I can’t hear that from him anymore. He always told me that he loved me as if it were a secret, an immense one. And according to him, it was such an immense secret that it didn’t exist. He never loved me. So I told him this morning that “it would be nice if [he] could handle this like an adult. It would be nice if [he] pretended that I was a human being and actually existed, rather than treating me like dirt.” His response? And this is a great one. “******** you, you b***h. Sherry gives me everything that I wanted and couldn’t get from you. I never loved you. I dated with you because I got paid to, and because I needed to get laid. I didn’t get any, so I ended it.” That’s my life. The fact that people are that I care about are being hurt by people that know nothing about me absolutely breaks my heart. I can’t deal with that, guys. I’m sorry if it has to be this way. I love you all dearly, and I wish the best for you. Yes, this includes, but is not limited to: Misa, Tammie, Akura, Minty, Kay, Hinote, Greg, Lance, Ronnel, Kaze, Sosay, Kurg, LT, Storm, and Zane. I will come back. Someday. I can promise you that. I don’t know when, but I promise you: This is not permanent. It could be two years from now, it could be five years from now, it could be two weeks from now, but I will come back to POTS. Ok. Where is this b*****d? And does anyone else want to join me in a public flaying of this sorry piece of s**t?
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Posted: Wed Oct 27, 2010 4:06 pm
My body hurts.... 4 1/2 half hours of shifting boxes and boxes of archive material... Auggie must've moved at least 300kg of stuff which for a slovenly bum like Auggie is alot.
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Posted: Wed Oct 27, 2010 4:12 pm
@G: Indeed. I may be a jerk, but that's beyond even that.
@Auggie: Meh. I've probably moved twice that in a day. It's no fun at all is it?
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Hinote Tosatsu Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Oct 27, 2010 4:14 pm
No it isn't D:
Still not as bad as that time I had to move all the sound and lighting equipment for a gig up 8 stories of stairs to a rooftop party because the lift had broken.
Auggie is so out of shape D':
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Posted: Wed Oct 27, 2010 4:15 pm
Can someone convert that for the poor ignorant American?
@Hinote:
I know he lives somewhere in the US. That's a start. And I have access to, and own, several dull blades. Also a start.
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Hinote Tosatsu Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Oct 27, 2010 4:31 pm
I have access to, and own, several different types of gun, lots of pointy objects, dull and otherwise, along with the necessary supplies for sharpening. I also have access to many different types of blunt instrument, and a plastic spork.
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Posted: Wed Oct 27, 2010 4:33 pm
Hinote Tosatsu I have access to, and own, several different types of gun, lots of pointy objects, dull and otherwise, along with the necessary supplies for sharpening. I also have access to many different types of blunt instrument, and a plastic spork.This is the single most intimidating weapon in that arsenal. FEAR THE SPORK!
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Posted: Wed Oct 27, 2010 4:44 pm
Gtack Can someone convert that for the poor ignorant American? @Hinote: I know he lives somewhere in the US. That's a start. And I have access to, and own, several dull blades. Also a start. 2.2 pounds to the kilo
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