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 Posted: Tue Oct 26, 2010 6:57 pm
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Posted: Tue Oct 26, 2010 6:59 pm
iShayera Lament_of_the_lonely :l I'm super sorry you and Shira feel that way. If I could...I'd take that away >.<' Though...I must ask...can I have ur number x.x It’s not your fault, Jade. I promise you that. It is not your fault. I really don’t want to go, is the only thing. I want to stay, but I’m so ******** scared of getting hurt again. Sure. I’ll message it to you. @Tam: You know that I love you more than anything, and that you're like the awesome little sister that I always wanted, but my dad's girlfriend was too selfish to have. But if whatever happened was bad enough to drive Shira away, I'm terrified that I'm going to get hurt. I can't deal with anymore pain, Tam. I can't do it. My ex got a new girlfriend. You know what she is? A freshman whore. She's ugly, she's a b***h, she's a slut. She is everything that I am not. Do you know how that makes me feel about myself? He basically is saying to me "You didn't give me exactly what I wanted, so I'm going with a girl that is everything that you would never sink low enough to be. And you have no chance of getting me back." Tammie, I'm scared. I'm scared that the pain is going to kill me. I don't want to die. I want to live. I want to be happy. I want to be numb. I'm so scared that I don't know what home is for me right now. I feel void. I feel empty and it just won't go away. Getting hurt again would kill me, and that's a fact. Look at what he wants compared to you. Why would you want this fool? This incoherent moron? If he can't see that you are twen times better than anything he has now, then why should you waste time opening his damn eyes? You can't leave! Shira made me effin cry! If you go It might tear me away too. If you leave you take away a piece of all of us. WE ALL LOVE YOU! And if anyone hurts you we hurt them no matter who they are. And I hate that you want this idiot so much. I hate that he is acting as a catalyst to this inert fear you have of being hurt. I dnt want you to leave shay!!! crying crying crying
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Posted: Tue Oct 26, 2010 7:02 pm
uGH... fck my pride not letting me cry... TT^TT
No one wants Shay to leave, she's just awsome, all I had to tell her i pm'ed her... hopefully she reads it all... I'ma miss her TT^TT
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Posted: Tue Oct 26, 2010 7:03 pm
Six_Paths_God iShayera Lament_of_the_lonely :l I'm super sorry you and Shira feel that way. If I could...I'd take that away >.<' Though...I must ask...can I have ur number x.x It’s not your fault, Jade. I promise you that. It is not your fault. I really don’t want to go, is the only thing. I want to stay, but I’m so ******** scared of getting hurt again. Sure. I’ll message it to you. @Tam: You know that I love you more than anything, and that you're like the awesome little sister that I always wanted, but my dad's girlfriend was too selfish to have. But if whatever happened was bad enough to drive Shira away, I'm terrified that I'm going to get hurt. I can't deal with anymore pain, Tam. I can't do it. My ex got a new girlfriend. You know what she is? A freshman whore. She's ugly, she's a b***h, she's a slut. She is everything that I am not. Do you know how that makes me feel about myself? He basically is saying to me "You didn't give me exactly what I wanted, so I'm going with a girl that is everything that you would never sink low enough to be. And you have no chance of getting me back." Tammie, I'm scared. I'm scared that the pain is going to kill me. I don't want to die. I want to live. I want to be happy. I want to be numb. I'm so scared that I don't know what home is for me right now. I feel void. I feel empty and it just won't go away. Getting hurt again would kill me, and that's a fact. Look at what he wants compared to you. Why would you want this fool? This incoherent moron? If he can't see that you are twen times better than anything he has now, then why should you waste time opening his damn eyes? You can't leave! Shira made me effin cry! If you go It might tear me away too. If you leave you take away a piece of all of us. WE ALL LOVE YOU! And if anyone hurts you we hurt them no matter who they are. And I hate that you want this idiot so much. I hate that he is acting as a catalyst to this inert fear you have of being hurt. I dnt want you to leave shay!!! crying crying crying Spoken like a true man... try turn that into a rap or something and we could all become famous!!!!!
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Posted: Tue Oct 26, 2010 7:04 pm
Nice one Black ^^
* Sigh *
This sucks...
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Posted: Tue Oct 26, 2010 7:05 pm
Im going to miss you,please don't go, if you go, i ... wont be me anymore ill just be an empty shell of a person
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Posted: Tue Oct 26, 2010 7:06 pm
*Holds Akura and Black in an absolutely unbreakable BEARHUG that wil crush them if they try to leave* YOU WILL STAY... or say uncle
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Posted: Tue Oct 26, 2010 7:09 pm
Substitution! *gets replaced by a log and eery voice floats about area* Kay, I will not, and I repeat, WILL NOT say uncle. So that means I'm staying... I guess...
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Posted: Tue Oct 26, 2010 7:09 pm
* Is bearhugged yet doesn't feel anything *
TT^TT
* Breaks a wall like Tsunade did when Kakashi "died"*
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Posted: Tue Oct 26, 2010 7:10 pm
Alright, I wasn't going to intrude here for the simple reason that I suck at emotional crap, but I think this needs to be said.
Shay, if you feel like someone here is trying to hurt you, you don't need to run from it. Just let some of the crew members that you trust know, and they will deal with it. If this is just a preventative measure though, you shouldn't be so worried. I don't want to believe that anyone here would purposely make an attack on anyone else. If they did, they would be swiftly dealt with. If someone hurts you on purpose, report it. If it seems like an unintentional thing, just tell them, and hopefully it can be corrected. We're all human, and we all make mistakes, but if we just from away from it all, we can never learn and become stronger for it.
And guys, don't try to guilt her into staying. If she feels the need to leave, don't make her feel guilty for it. That's one of the worst things you could do in a situation of this sort.
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Hinote Tosatsu Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Oct 26, 2010 7:12 pm
Uh.. .I;m not trying to make her feel bad.. hell she isn't even online.
I'm trying to feel bad myself... which is kinda working... but yea...I'm not good in this emotional crap either Hinote...
Edit: wow... can't believe I let out the word emotional before crap...
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Posted: Tue Oct 26, 2010 7:13 pm
Ya know, Hinote. As much as you say that you're not good at this "emotional crap/giving advice on one's social life" you're surprisingly good at it...
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Posted: Tue Oct 26, 2010 7:16 pm
Well, the computer lab proctor has finally noticed that I'm not doing homework, so I have to go... yes, I'm still at school cuz it's only four o' clock... Good night to you all...
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Posted: Tue Oct 26, 2010 7:18 pm
Yeah, not really sure how that works. I can be good at it sometimes, but the rest of the time I'm just downright offensive.
And remind me to find out what time zone you're in sometime... It's 10:18 here...
Edit: And when I say I'm bad at emotional stuff, it's not really referring to stuff like giving advice. It's more a case that I don't really understand feelings and stuff, so half the time I'm more prone to upsetting people than helping them.
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Hinote Tosatsu Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Oct 26, 2010 7:31 pm
i wasnt either its just that shay was like a daughter to me, so ill be devasted if she leave
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