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So, laying in bed last night, Joe decides to share a scheme he's been planning. Keep in mind that I'm a little upset with him at this point (I got home from work and had 5 guys in my house that I didn't know would be there). He tells me that he's been planning to use his tax return money to buy my engagement ring. He then expected me to curl up and go to sleep. What girl is going to be able to sleep after that? Especially after he had me pick a ring out?? I was awake until 4:30 am, and my alarm went off at 7am. I'm still wide awake and feeling excited <3 I don't know when he'll propose, but the day is coming! * jumps up and down*

✿ We're a very laid back country, so it makes a great holiday place. ^o^ Although, like any place in the world, you should never go anywhere alone.
It is. It's basically one of the reasons I come online, to try to make a change to other peoples lives and encourage and inspire them to follow their dreams.

✿ I like to think that she will come to her senses, otherwise that nasty little thing called fate is going to bite her on the backside and leave her with nothing. And although she has hurt me so bad, somewhere deep inside of me, I don't want to see her left with nothing. Let us just hope that they will have a realisation, come to their senses and make amends for their wrong doings.
I think that's how other people see me as well. And it's hard, because how are we meant to make ourselves look unspoiled and selfless? I already wear a smile on my dial wherever I go. And just because I spend hours just to look decent, doesn't make me spoiled, you know?
Wow, that must make it so hard for you, but I'm glad to hear that you're trying to make a difference within yourself so you can overcome it. I almost lost my temper one day at the supermarket. My father was going shopping with me, and I asked him to take the trolley to the register whilst I went to grab a few other things that I forgot. Anywho, I got them and brought them back as he was putting his things through (we shared a trolley) and this lady comes out of nowhere and says "excuse me! I was behind that man! How dare you push in!" and I just looked at her like 'what in the heavens, it's my trolley!' So I said, "um, that's my trolley" this was about the time that my dad was asking me what was going on and I think the lady must have realised we were together because she said "oh, nevermind!" Goodness, I could have lost my temper at her. I was so furious! She didn't even apologise to me for harrassing me.
Haha, I've been planning for years, I know what kind of dress I want to have, what colours gthe flowers will be and all!
How did it turn out? Does it look good? I'm a huge fuss pot when it comes to things like that. I'd be scared that I would stuff it up and ruin the photos.

✿ Funny little things. Maybe they could smell the trap a mile away.
So how have you been? <3

✿ OH MY GOODNESS! Congratulations! Haha, I bet you couldn't get any sleep at all. What sort of ring do you have in mind? I'm so happy for you~ How are you feeling? Still jumping up and down?

Lucky! xD I had to have my boyfriend walk me through step by step while also doing my own thing because he didn't completely know what to do, so technically we set it up together. xD
I've never really heard anything like that; for my boyfriend I'll probably always call him that, maybe eventually it'll just become my lover because it's been so long, until we're married, and then husband. xD
Sometimes in Summer they somehow run out, I guess from all the requests, and the machines break. x3
I remembered that too after I thought about it. Huh. xD

Indeed, karma is not pretty o.o and definitely - she's your sister, you still care about her and hope that she changes. I have a couple siblings that are a bit rotten at times - and even though I get annoyed by them, I care about them, too 3nodding it'd be nice to see a change.

That's good that you can smile whenever ^_^ that's something I'm working on because I tend to look upset or angry when I'm not smiling. I guess my neutral face looks sad - at least that's what I've been told. I notice the difference in other people's attitudes towards me when I can smile more. Wow, people make the assumption that if you spend time to look decent then you must be spoiled? Wow, that's ridiculous o_O perhaps they are only jealous? Sometimes looking good can help us feel better about ourselves and our appearance. I used to go out in sweats a lot because I didn't care and because my mom was usually like, "You can't go out dressed like that!" So I'd do it to make her mad. Plus, I love being comfy, but I understand how people treat a person depending on their dress. I notice if I'm in sweats - there's a difference with how people perceive me than when I'm in perhaps slacks and a nice blouse. Society is interesting like that xD and sometimes a pain, too.

I can understand almost losing your temper there because some people assume things too fast. I know a few times when people have cut me in a grocery store line, I thought, "Hey!" but didn't say anything, and noticed they were with someone ahead of me either way so I was glad I didn't get upset razz or else I would've made a fool out of myself.

Awesome! Picking out a dress is such an interesting thing...there are so many dresses out there and once the perfect one is found, it feels like such a feat razz I remember looking for my wedding dress. I went for a traditional all white, although I thought it would be cool to have a different color. I found a beautiful white one on sale that was beautiful and adjustable so it worked because I was still trying to gain weight.

If you're asking about the scrapbook - it's looking great so far smile I think I could've done better on one of the pictures but it doesn't look too bad razz I try to keep each page simple with some decoration and not over do it and make it look all ugly. Thankfully I'm good at simple. However, sometimes if there's too big of a blank space, I scramble to find something that would fit when nothing would go there and it drives me crazy xD