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 Posted: Mon Feb 23, 2009 4:54 pm
Everyone kills themselves in my head becuase I make them somehow.
I am currently in a sad state because my dog's favourite squeaky ball just had to be thrown away and it made me miss the dog we had before him becuase it was hsi. crying I've been crying for a while... cry
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Posted: Mon Feb 23, 2009 6:10 pm
In my head a lot of people kill themselves becuase of something I do, however indirectly.
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Posted: Tue Feb 24, 2009 4:50 pm
I had an injection today! And remember me saying that medical stuff going into me (especially a disease-filled glass knife, or a needle as they are more commonly known) freaks me out due to OCD? No? Well, it does. Big time. So I just closed my eyes and held my breathe until it was done. 2 seconds later, it was. I'd survived my first injection in 10 years without any majoir incidents!
Almost.
You see, once my mind registered that I had just been stabbed viciously with a disease-filled glass knife, I went into shutdown. Right there, in front of 20 classmates waiting for their turn, my body started freaking.
I had a panic attack. I hyperventilated. It felt like no amount of breathing would calm my need for air. I could actually feel my heart beating against my ribs. I basically fainted, and was helped to a bed in the medical centre, where I collapsed. 20 minutes later I was okay again. However, I'm the only one in the school to have reacted at all to it.
Which means that, as rumours escalate, 50% of the school believe I'm in a coma. Hurrah!
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Posted: Tue Feb 24, 2009 5:28 pm
Yikes. The same happened to me, but I'm deathly afraid of bees, and we had to go capture bees in grade 3. Oh, the joy...
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Posted: Tue Feb 24, 2009 5:48 pm
I love rules but over half of them don't apply to me anymore... just mention my name and you can get out of anything. Always kinda been Special Needs right down to the special Aspergers camps, never normal. Good on that last part.
I had my first psychologist at age 9 after my first midlife crisis. She says she's had patients with cises at four, though....
I was diagnosed with Aspergers' Syndrome then and there but was not informed until age 14 becuase my dad disagreed and made it need to know basis. Boy did I need to know... I self-diagnosed the OCD before all the shrinks agreed.
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Posted: Tue Feb 24, 2009 5:53 pm
She's had patient who had a crisis at four? Wow.
Let's see, I was diagnosed with ADD when I was 5, but then a couple years later at 8, they told me I had ADHD. Doing without my medicine for the past three months has driven everyone, including I, into a black hole of annoyance.
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Posted: Tue Feb 24, 2009 5:55 pm
I AM SPECIAL!!!! FEAR ME!!!!
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Posted: Wed Feb 25, 2009 7:25 am
Lumanny I AM SPECIAL!!!! FEAR ME!!!! Why? All of us are special and in wierd way since we are all bi-products of the same capitalist modern society we are all the same.
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Posted: Wed Feb 25, 2009 11:25 am
angelic elf Lumanny I AM SPECIAL!!!! FEAR ME!!!! Why? All of us are special and in wierd way since we are all bi-products of the same capitalist modern society we are all the same.
[citation needed]
(Man, I need to get out of Wikipedia more often)
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Posted: Wed Feb 25, 2009 1:26 pm
Depressed today. sad
Time... it moves too quicly and people won't let me be. I just can't.... Spiritual Funk. I cried and hugged a math book like mine a few years ago while in school today. Sad.
Did you know the stereotypical Aspergers person has more imtellectual maturity but only 1/3 of the emotional maturity of someone without it?
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Posted: Wed Feb 25, 2009 1:33 pm
I did not know this exclaim
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Posted: Wed Feb 25, 2009 1:37 pm
It would explain sooo much....
By the way, my teacher pardoned me from 'Ever,' as I am typically honest.
Ughh.... sad Stilll not bettter yet; soon...
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Posted: Wed Feb 25, 2009 3:14 pm
The best way for me to get out of the depressive cycles is to listen to music. Listen to something upbeat for a few hours if you can. It'll cheer you right up for a while.
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Posted: Wed Feb 25, 2009 3:23 pm
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Posted: Wed Feb 25, 2009 3:25 pm
However, most of my depressive fits last less than 12 hours anyway, so it may not grant total happiness. It'll help, though.
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