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 Posted: Thu Aug 19, 2004 12:06 am
He looks up as he thinks of all the reasons he is leaving. None give a goo excuse to leave. With four numbs on his back from cutting all four angelic wings off. Looking at his numbs he says softly " .. i didn't deserve being a Seraphim.. " He looks down. Knowing hes no more than just a person that is not important and has nothing in life he walks to the door.
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Posted: Thu Aug 19, 2004 12:17 am
Symphiona: *nods with respect to Draeken* I pray for their success as well. *turns to Phia and sighs sadly* I'm sorry dear.... there really isn't that much left about the old hylden gods. However if you wish I can look into it for you. It's...the least I can do to repent for Mastema's actions
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Posted: Thu Aug 19, 2004 12:19 am
::he nods then looks to the floor as if in thought::
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Posted: Thu Aug 19, 2004 12:20 am
please could ye? *she bowed a bit* 'cuse me *she walked to the door to follow after jay* Thank ye so much Ma'm *she put her hand on jays shoulder Jay* 'ey...Wha's wrong?
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Posted: Thu Aug 19, 2004 12:24 am
"... i told you it and im just not able to deal with it anymore.. im not going to deal with my foolish wreck of a life.. im just a dumb unhelpful member everyones done one thing and when i try to help i do.. help i make matters worse or im not to be involved so im doing you all a big favor and leaving.. soon later i will be with my family.. "
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Posted: Thu Aug 19, 2004 12:30 am
Symphiona: *smiles softly* You're most welcome. I will return sometime later if I find anything. Fare well and good fate to you all. And may you have wonderful child *There was obviously a hint of sadness in her voice... maybe she regretted something with Mastema. Before that could be asked she vanishes in a soft white light*
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Posted: Thu Aug 19, 2004 12:32 am
*forms in the shadows of a corner that noone is in and looks around at all the people that I've never seen before*...
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Posted: Thu Aug 19, 2004 12:38 am
*she looks at him sadly* Jay...please don't do what im thinking your gonna do....what evers wrong just try to start anew your not useless...
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Posted: Thu Aug 19, 2004 12:42 am
".. Phia.. .. i know i am and i have no purpose to stay here anyways.. my life sucks.. All my time here i had a little fun but nothing to complete me.. when i finally do.. my life my goodness.. goes down as fast as it came back putting me in a lower pit than i orginally was in.. im just gonna live in a pit and die in a pit alone.. "
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Posted: Thu Aug 19, 2004 12:45 am
::he stands and walks over next to Phia::
i thought that too once. i came here a wreak. i was quiet, never spoke to anyone unless spoken to. i kept to myself. i felt that i had failed my line. my father would kill the other sides of my family and destroy the line and i, having sworn to stop him, would have failed. then i met 9 and Aeris and go to know them well. heh we were all even an item almost. but then we drifted apart and i was left alone again. i reverted back to my quiet miserable self. but now look at me. ive met and married the love of my life and am about to have a kid. all by coming here and finding it all. c'mon. lifes not all bad. we have a few rough spots so what? those rough spots are no reason to leave here. stay a while longer and see what you find. how bout it?
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Posted: Thu Aug 19, 2004 12:46 am
if yer life 'as no mean'n then start over!....Mastema wiped out Ireland and everyone on it...my family, friends, everyone was gone...But I didn't give up...stay 'ere please I don't want someone do die when I could do something 'bout it
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Posted: Thu Aug 19, 2004 12:54 am
"D you have a life i don't.. i have a wife and child.. as well but my child i barley see she is know a teen.. and my wife is she at one point was caring a nother mans child while we were married.. how you feel after hearing that? All my happiness i ever had was gone in one flew swoop im nothing and thats all i deserve.. "
Looks at Phia. " ... .. well i know how that feels and i know im being selfish and a a*****e.. but my family killed each other i have fueding blood in my veins.. im never gonna be at peace.. And you didn't weither i was convinced out of this or not in about a month nothing change and i leave and carry out what i m planning to do anyways.. ..."
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Posted: Thu Aug 19, 2004 12:57 am
jay...please dun throw yer life away...*she looked at him sadly* please...ye throw away yer life an then yer daughter wont 'ave a father....Its 'orrible...dun do tha' to 'er
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Posted: Thu Aug 19, 2004 12:59 am
::he shakes his head::
then move on and find someone new. if she cant love you and must go to someone else maybe it wasnt meant to be? just get over it and move on. don just give up on life. if you give up on life you never give what may be a chance. and you never know. perhaps if you give life another chance you will find something or someone that will make you eternaly happy.
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Posted: Thu Aug 19, 2004 1:00 am
" .. .. Phia.. i know but she understand im in a dead state if i don't die or leave i might as well be a pleage just infecting your peaciful lives and ... killing them.. im afarid i will be like that with my daughter.. so .. im sorry.. " a tear rolls down his cheek and tapes the borads.
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