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 Posted: Wed Mar 28, 2007 7:53 am
Tomorrow I meet with someone from the government employment thing. If I have to begin the job search process and document it for them immediately, I have to remember to convey that I need a job that keeps me mentally engaged or interested. I can find any job in the service industry if I really need it, and I truly do not wish to go back to that. I also need a job that will pay me more than minimum wage, and perhaps with room for promotions because I really want to get myself somewhere in life and it's very difficult to do that if I'm stuck in a dead-end job.
I hope I'm not met with "LOLOLOLOL J00 lyk REEL LYF? YUSS J00 MAEK GOOD FER US!!! MUNNIES!!1!!!oneonelololol"
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Posted: Wed Mar 28, 2007 8:20 am
Ligier the Green Sun "LOLOLOLOL J00 lyk REEL LYF? YUSS J00 MAEK GOOD FER US!!! MUNNIES!!1!!!oneonelololol" ahem.... good luck to you!!!! Please translate the above for the non english speakin' community into easy english wink
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Posted: Thu Mar 29, 2007 7:19 am
oboleia ahem.... good luck to you!!!! Thank you biggrin oboleia Please translate the above for the non english speakin' community into easy english wink "Do you like real life? Yes, you make good for us! Money!" rofl gonk
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Posted: Fri Mar 30, 2007 1:50 am
@ Jizo: Thanks for the translation wink
Yesterday i went to a little Modern art museum. There is a business man, who built up an world empire of selling screws, and from his money he buys art and builds museums where people can go for free 3nodding It's great, I saw a picasso and sculptures by Moore and other cool stuff pirate There is an other museum, he built, I hope going there soon
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Posted: Fri Mar 30, 2007 7:00 am
Yesterday...
Not too long ago I wrote that I re-applied to the T.E.A. program, or at least that I was going to call. I did call and after they took my application over the phone, I was asked to meet with someone today to discuss my application. I showed up for the appointment this morning to discover that instead of being enrolled in T.E.A., I was instead put into S.A.P. (Social Assistance Program). Tomorrow I'm supposed to pick up my first cheque. I guess because I'm seeing a couple mental health professionals I was put into S.A.P. instead because I'm not considered to be employable at this time. This comes as quite a bit of a surprise to me.
At least while I'm looking for work while under S.A.P. I don't have to keep a written record of what sites I go to every day, and who I ask about jobs, et cetera. There's far less documentation because I'm not expected to look for work. I'm also not so sure if I want to go back to University. I want to be in an abbey in ten years, and finishing my degree, finding work and working long enough to pay back my loan will take considerably longer than that.
Today ...
Last night my brother was beaten and stabbed just outside his house. He's presently in the hospital and is expected to make a fully recovery. Apparently he was taking the bus home when a little man tried to sell him drugs, my brother kept refusing and that led to an argument. When he got off the bus, a few others got off with him. This morning there was a knock at my bedroom door, and my mom was doubled-over crying. Calming her down was rather easy, but she's still very angry and upset and I can understand that.
I wish my brother a speedy recovery not just from his physical injuries, but from the emotional trauma that such incidents leave in their wake. I know that it took me years to deal with what happened to me ... but it may not take that long for him to deal with it. I also wish that those who caused harm to my brother and, by extension, my family to be free from the deluded minds that think doing that to another person is okay. I wish them freedom from their drugs and the money it generates. I wish their possible clients freedom from their drugs as well. In short, I wish all all beings to be free from suffering and its causes and to have happiness and its causes.
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Posted: Sat Mar 31, 2007 9:00 am
I went a whole week without the internet thanks to Drama. I still have to do the play today and tomorrow.
I'm in a mood, not exactly sure what kind.
A couple days ago I was in Biology and my friends and I were having a discussion on Cannibalism. Or at least me and the teacher were. And some kid thought I was insane because I thought it was fascinating. So he started making rude remarks about me loud enough that I can obviously hear.
And at first I did nothing, but he kept going and I just snapped at him.
I snapped at him asking if he had a problem with me, and he said maybe, to which I told him to come directly to me if he did and not talk about me like the way he was doing, and he said he didn't want to get yelled at, and I was like 'Exactly, then just shut up before you get hurt.'
The Biology teacher didn't care I'm suspecting. He was somewhere in the back of the room. This is like...the third time...no...fourth time I've blown up at someone in school. I can't really help it, but then again I don't want to. I dislike everyone there besides a few selected.
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Posted: Sat Mar 31, 2007 9:05 am
hey jordan you're here again xd already thought you got lost somehow. Sorry to hear about that stupid kid at your school. How is your dog doing?
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Posted: Sat Mar 31, 2007 9:07 am
Well, its either school holding me back or I'm dead, expect one of those two if I'm not on.
And my puppy is doing fine. I got him a new collar, its pretty spiffy.
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Posted: Sat Mar 31, 2007 9:11 am
*hugs the doggy!*
Today i was searching again for a room, but sh*t I can't find one, they are too expensive, too gross or someone else keeps getting them. It's jinxed gonk Term starts on the 16th and I might have to travel then 1,5 hours there everyday...
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Posted: Sun Apr 01, 2007 11:54 am
Donatellothedog I went a whole week without the internet thanks to Drama. I still have to do the play today and tomorrow. I'm in a mood, not exactly sure what kind. A couple days ago I was in Biology and my friends and I were having a discussion on Cannibalism. Or at least me and the teacher were. And some kid thought I was insane because I thought it was fascinating. So he started making rude remarks about me loud enough that I can obviously hear. And at first I did nothing, but he kept going and I just snapped at him. I snapped at him asking if he had a problem with me, and he said maybe, to which I told him to come directly to me if he did and not talk about me like the way he was doing, and he said he didn't want to get yelled at, and I was like 'Exactly, then just shut up before you get hurt.' The Biology teacher didn't care I'm suspecting. He was somewhere in the back of the room. This is like...the third time...no...fourth time I've blown up at someone in school. I can't really help it, but then again I don't want to. I dislike everyone there besides a few selected. I can empathize with you there. Once I was in English class and I was talking to someone, and a guy (one of the "jocks") walks by and he mocks what I was saying in an irritating tone. I replied sharply, "Shut the ******** up, John, or I'll remove your other arm and beat you with it!" He was an amputee and only had one arm, the other being a prosthetic. At the time I didn't care because I don't think being in that state is any reason to be so callous and cynical toward someone who wasn't doing anything directly or indirectly toward him. oboleia Today i was searching again for a room, but sh*t I can't find one, they are too expensive, too gross or someone else keeps getting them. It's jinxed gonk Term starts on the 16th and I might have to travel then 1,5 hours there everyday... I hope your search yields a satisfying result soon! 3nodding
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Posted: Tue Apr 03, 2007 7:06 am
Today my mum said I am online too often... I hate staying at home, they always keep an eye on me.... like I am still five .... domokun
My avi is not doing well in the arena... should have submitted my other one... gonk Does anybody know if there is something like a mermaids tail? not those squid pants, I should look like a fish tail, would be so cool with the new character I created...
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Posted: Wed Apr 04, 2007 9:25 am
I'm not aware of any mertail-like items yet. Though I know there is a demand for some.
Today I go to see my psychiatrist again for a follow-up session from February. He'll ask me how I've been feeling, and if I want drugs. I'll say "fine" and "no". Then I'll go home. Whee! whee
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Posted: Wed Apr 04, 2007 10:11 am
xd Hey Jizo, great to hear that!
I searched all tektek items, but there isn't something I can use for a mermaid sweatdrop Hope they release a fish tail soon...
Tommorrow my parents go on vacation, yeah, then it's only the house and me whee Whee!
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Posted: Wed Apr 04, 2007 3:42 pm
Actually there are these one pants that if you wear them sitting down they look like a mermaids fins. They were like, bright orange....if I see them I'll give you the name. And over the past few days I have been carving into my skin. It's fun. I did a Z and decided to put Zexion just for the hell of it. He's my favorite Org. XIII member. http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y272/Ratcleaner/extra_goo/cut.jpgpicture for any who want to see such a lovely thing. And yes, that's my rug and pink carpet underneath.
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Posted: Thu Apr 05, 2007 8:44 am
So yesterday my psychiatrist had that short discussion, then he asked me if I meditate, to which I replied, "Every day." Then he asked, "Are you Buddhist?" And I was all, "Why yes. Yes I am." We then proceeded to have a very casual conversation about Hinduism, Buddhism, Jainism, India and various historical sites within India. He's originally from India, from a city called Hyberajad (I think). We spent most of the time looking at photos on the internets of that city and of the nearby Ajanta and Ellora Caves. It was very interesting! biggrin Donatellothedog And over the past few days I have been carving into my skin. It's fun. I did a Z and decided to put Zexion just for the hell of it. He's my favorite Org. XIII member. [ LINK ]picture for any who want to see such a lovely thing. And yes, that's my rug and pink carpet underneath. That actually looks really shiny! 3nodding
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