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 Posted: Wed Aug 03, 2011 9:16 pm
Giesta Razor, Razor shinning bright Sliver and cold you shine for me, Blue and silver your shine does show, And pale and bland does my countenance now show, Though I be pale and turning a shade of lightened teal, Crimson, Crimson in the light of morning shown, The roses and vines growing now and grown upon the ground, They radiate with there own zeal with pools so bright they reflect the light, I slowly see the light peak threw the opened window sash, And wonder in amazement does God control even the light that it shines upon me but is a chill instead of a warmth? And of course with a sigh I think now why does that matter anymore?
Please forgive me for saying this, but this almost sounds erotic to me. I am not saying that it shouldn't have been posted, because it was a pleasure to read it. I think that I am just saying that I have issues... rofl
but my soldiers stay eternal.
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2011 12:19 am
Sergeant JJ Giesta Razor, Razor shinning bright Sliver and cold you shine for me, Blue and silver your shine does show, And pale and bland does my countenance now show, Though I be pale and turning a shade of lightened teal, Crimson, Crimson in the light of morning shown, The roses and vines growing now and grown upon the ground, They radiate with there own zeal with pools so bright they reflect the light, I slowly see the light peak threw the opened window sash, And wonder in amazement does God control even the light that it shines upon me but is a chill instead of a warmth? And of course with a sigh I think now why does that matter anymore?
Please forgive me for saying this, but this almost sounds erotic to me. I am not saying that it shouldn't have been posted, because it was a pleasure to read it. I think that I am just saying that I have issues... rofl
but my soldiers stay eternal. Its okay, it was kinda weird when I wrote it I was feeling sort of down but at the same time thinking about a friend who wont acknowledge me very much when I am around sadly. sweatdrop
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2011 12:20 am
[Comic.Explosion] Oh no! Is Harvey on vacation? I dont think he is, but he maybe very busy right now though. 3nodding
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2011 12:32 am
Giesta Its okay, it was kinda weird when I wrote it I was feeling sort of down but at the same time thinking about a friend who wont acknowledge me very much when I am around sadly. sweatdrop
I have so much that I could say at this time, but it all seems to be flooding to my head at the same time and it is getting jumbled. I know how it is to have somebody completely ignore you when they are supposed to be your friend. I have had people who called me their best friends turn around the next minute and pretend like I didn't even exist. If you want somebody to talk to or to vent to please feel free to contact me. I can be very good at listening.
but my soldiers stay eternal.
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2011 12:34 am
Sergeant JJ Giesta Its okay, it was kinda weird when I wrote it I was feeling sort of down but at the same time thinking about a friend who wont acknowledge me very much when I am around sadly. sweatdrop
I have so much that I could say at this time, but it all seems to be flooding to my head at the same time and it is getting jumbled. I know how it is to have somebody completely ignore you when they are supposed to be your friend. I have had people who called me their best friends turn around the next minute and pretend like I didn't even exist. If you want somebody to talk to or to vent to please feel free to contact me. I can be very good at listening.
but my soldiers stay eternal. Thanks, it is okay in the end Cosmos has actually already decided this one for me before I could act on it. She is going to be going to another Job soon and I most likely will never see her again. 3nodding
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2011 12:47 am
Giesta Thanks, it is okay in the end Cosmos has actually already decided this one for me before I could act on it. She is going to be going to another Job soon and I most likely will never see her again. 3nodding
You never know, things could end up going a lot different than you are thinking that they will. I am not going to tell you to get your hopes up when it comes to this in the least, but I will say that things aren't always as they seem. Maybe she is to be moved out of your life for the rest of it... Then again, maybe she is meant to be moved out of your life for the time being and then moved back into your life at a later point, or maybe she isn't even meant to be moved out of your life at all. You never know what might happen in this world during your lifetime.
I wouldn't recommend burning any bridges that you don't have to burn... including holding this current situation against her either now or in the future. The fires from burning bridges can spread pretty quickly and those that you feel can be contained often end up being uncontainable. I have burned a few bridges that ended up taking out villages.
but my soldiers stay eternal.
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2011 12:54 am
Sergeant JJ Giesta Thanks, it is okay in the end Cosmos has actually already decided this one for me before I could act on it. She is going to be going to another Job soon and I most likely will never see her again. 3nodding
You never know, things could end up going a lot different than you are thinking that they will. I am not going to tell you to get your hopes up when it comes to this in the least, but I will say that things aren't always as they seem. Maybe she is to be moved out of your life for the rest of it... Then again, maybe she is meant to be moved out of your life for the time being and then moved back into your life at a later point, or maybe she isn't even meant to be moved out of your life at all. You never know what might happen in this world during your lifetime.
I wouldn't recommend burning any bridges that you don't have to burn... including holding this current situation against her either now or in the future. The fires from burning bridges can spread pretty quickly and those that you feel can be contained often end up being uncontainable. I have burned a few bridges that ended up taking out villages.
but my soldiers stay eternal. Thanks for the advice, perhaps I may yet meet her again at some point in the future though she is on a different shift at my work than I am but then again we will see. She is a friend and if nothing else she will at least still be a friend in the end and I wont hold it against her because she has had odd relationships from what she has told ever since she could remember.
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2011 1:50 am
Giesta Thanks for the advice, perhaps I may yet meet her again at some point in the future though she is on a different shift at my work than I am but then again we will see. She is a friend and if nothing else she will at least still be a friend in the end and I wont hold it against her because she has had odd relationships from what she has told ever since she could remember.
Have you thought about kicking it up a notch with her? I just feel the need to ask because of the way that you said something. I could be reading too far into something, but you said it about the same way that I would say it if I had thoughts of getting together with somebody.
but my soldiers stay eternal.
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Posted: Fri Aug 05, 2011 3:33 am
Sergeant JJ Giesta Thanks for the advice, perhaps I may yet meet her again at some point in the future though she is on a different shift at my work than I am but then again we will see. She is a friend and if nothing else she will at least still be a friend in the end and I wont hold it against her because she has had odd relationships from what she has told ever since she could remember.
Have you thought about kicking it up a notch with her? I just feel the need to ask because of the way that you said something. I could be reading too far into something, but you said it about the same way that I would say it if I had thoughts of getting together with somebody.
but my soldiers stay eternal. Its fine, It wont ever be is all. She is about 33 or 35 or so and has a daughter about half my age right now and she is also seeing people to and I am not her type but she is friendly with me and will on occasion laugh and be happy around me but sadly its only a "Pipe-Dream". xd She is a flirt to. LOL
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Posted: Fri Aug 05, 2011 9:23 am
Giesta [Comic.Explosion] Oh no! Is Harvey on vacation? I dont think he is, but he maybe very busy right now though. 3nodding Well I will try to update the poll as often as I can! But I will probably not be able to every day like he has redface
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[Comic.Explosion] Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Aug 05, 2011 8:47 pm
Giesta Its fine, It wont ever be is all. She is about 33 or 35 or so and has a daughter about half my age right now and she is also seeing people to and I am not her type but she is friendly with me and will on occasion laugh and be happy around me but sadly its only a "Pipe-Dream". xd She is a flirt to. LOL
I don't think that you would really want to get into a relationship with a flirt. I know that I would not want to get into a relationship with a flirt. I would be too worried that a flirt would end up being too easily swayed from a real relationship (of course, not all flirts are breezy). Flirts tend to be too busy flirting with people to really reveal their true selves to the person that they are with. (I lost myself a long time ago because I chose the path of the flirt and lost the plot of my life. I was probably one of the most loyal flirts that anyone could find, though.)
I don't see why you are selling yourself short when it comes to whether or not you could get together with this girl. I am sure that you are a great guy outside of Gaia just as you are on Gaia. It isn't always about the looks, and sometimes our imperfections are not as evident to others as they are to ourselves. Some people are attracted to the things that we may not particularly like about ourselves.What we view as being negative traits or features may be seen as positive features to other people.
but my soldiers stay eternal.
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Posted: Sat Aug 06, 2011 2:11 am
[Comic.Explosion] Giesta [Comic.Explosion] Oh no! Is Harvey on vacation? I dont think he is, but he maybe very busy right now though. 3nodding Well I will try to update the poll as often as I can! But I will probably not be able to every day like he has redface Thats okay, we are all friends here and I am sure everyone understands when Life comes into play that life is more important. 3nodding
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Posted: Sat Aug 06, 2011 2:13 am
Sergeant JJ Giesta Its fine, It wont ever be is all. She is about 33 or 35 or so and has a daughter about half my age right now and she is also seeing people to and I am not her type but she is friendly with me and will on occasion laugh and be happy around me but sadly its only a "Pipe-Dream". xd She is a flirt to. LOL
I don't think that you would really want to get into a relationship with a flirt. I know that I would not want to get into a relationship with a flirt. I would be too worried that a flirt would end up being too easily swayed from a real relationship (of course, not all flirts are breezy). Flirts tend to be too busy flirting with people to really reveal their true selves to the person that they are with. (I lost myself a long time ago because I chose the path of the flirt and lost the plot of my life. I was probably one of the most loyal flirts that anyone could find, though.)
I don't see why you are selling yourself short when it comes to whether or not you could get together with this girl. I am sure that you are a great guy outside of Gaia just as you are on Gaia. It isn't always about the looks, and sometimes our imperfections are not as evident to others as they are to ourselves. Some people are attracted to the things that we may not particularly like about ourselves.What we view as being negative traits or features may be seen as positive features to other people.
but my soldiers stay eternal. Thanks for the compliment, ^8^ I will see but I dont think she was really all that into me so much, she is somewhat particular and I am not sure if it is part of why I dont think it would work out between me and her or if it is just the way she seems to act around people as well. 3nodding
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Posted: Sat Aug 06, 2011 10:09 pm
Giesta Thanks for the compliment, ^8^ I will see but I dont think she was really all that into me so much, she is somewhat particular and I am not sure if it is part of why I dont think it would work out between me and her or if it is just the way she seems to act around people as well. 3nodding
I am quite particular and most of my friends (what few I have left) realize this. I am not going to go after just anybody. Some people don't realize that I am attracted to them or that I would even consider being attracted to them for several years. I think that they just assume that I am too particular about who I will date to think about dating them... and in doing so they sell themselves short. I am looking for somebody unusual, though. I am looking for somebody that the average person would probably overlook. Maybe the girl that you are interested in is looking for somebody different, as well. You seem pretty different in quite a few good ways... Maybe she is looking for somebody like you. (Then again, maybe she is just supposed to be somebody who is here today and gone tomorrow and there is somebody so much better just waiting to meet you.)
but my soldiers stay eternal.
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Posted: Mon Aug 08, 2011 12:14 am
Sergeant JJ Giesta Thanks for the compliment, ^8^ I will see but I dont think she was really all that into me so much, she is somewhat particular and I am not sure if it is part of why I dont think it would work out between me and her or if it is just the way she seems to act around people as well. 3nodding
I am quite particular and most of my friends (what few I have left) realize this. I am not going to go after just anybody. Some people don't realize that I am attracted to them or that I would even consider being attracted to them for several years. I think that they just assume that I am too particular about who I will date to think about dating them... and in doing so they sell themselves short. I am looking for somebody unusual, though. I am looking for somebody that the average person would probably overlook. Maybe the girl that you are interested in is looking for somebody different, as well. You seem pretty different in quite a few good ways... Maybe she is looking for somebody like you. (Then again, maybe she is just supposed to be somebody who is here today and gone tomorrow and there is somebody so much better just waiting to meet you.)
but my soldiers stay eternal. I think that I am of a similar kind of person as you in reguards to who I am interested in. I am a particular guy as far as who I would like to get to know and possibly go out with but I am sadly a bit shy and I have been told that I can be clueless sometimes when someone is trying to "Come On" to me. sweatdrop I tend to go for someone who is somewhat similar to my likes and dislikes and tastes per-say, though it would not bother me if the person was a bit eccentric because I am a bit eccentric myself in some things like like and would accept . lol But yes in general I am like you that I have people around me daily that I have feelings for but I have not told them I have feelings for them or that I have had those feeling for a while in some cases and have not told them or only just hinted at how much I like them and they just didnt think I meant it for real maybe only as a joke perhaps. (I get nervous I tend to make people laugh by telling jokes or being a sort of clown sometimes.)
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