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 Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2005 1:04 am
She sighed. a bit confused as she understood what he said but it didnt make sense to her." presious". she giggled to herself. her feelings all mixed up.
"....even if i were to tell you, what difference will it make....besides i wouldnt want your child's mother on my case about things...."
She was still hurt from Athaele and him. Even though it was the past, even time shes around T. her emotions take over for him. she just walked into her room placing the diary on the bed.
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2005 1:17 am
~Following Sai as far as the door, he watched her.~
You have no reason to fear Athaele. I am still deciding how I feel about everything, but...I don know. She, even with her new emotions, is still heartless and cold. I think that that is not the way I am to go. I have been having odd dreams lately. Settled down. Living quietly. Kindly. Causing a little mayhem now and then to keep my sanity, but over all, living out my immortal life in relative peace. These dreams greatly disturb me. Sure, they may turn out to be nothing more than dreams, but who can really say for sure. In truth I can't ever see Athaele settling down. It would kill her I think. Heh. Listen to me. Babbling on like I know what I'm talking about. As far as I know, these dreams will come true, but I will be utterly alone when they do. I perhaps will never know.
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2005 1:25 am
" you will never be alone, as long.....i'm here"
She didnt look at him, she kept her gaze on the diary on the bed. she sighed as she slowly glanced back at him. The thought of settling down was all she wanted. Focht still was on her mind and her heart ached for him. Something about T and the Fortress, has a way of blocking out everything else.
" i will be here T..."
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2005 1:32 am
~With a look of surprise, Truinthil looked at Sairys and opened his mouth, but not speaking. He just stared for a moment then shut his mouth and shook his head a bit, to clear his thoughts before muttering.
Cursed emotions....
~Blinking once he looked at her again~
You would stay and wait for me even in the chance that I might not take you into my...into my....
~He twitched a bit. Even with his new kind emotions, he couldnt make himself say some things. Not yet at least.~
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2005 1:42 am
She glanced at the bed as she sighed.
" you've chosen athaele to carry your child, died and was reborned.....yet i still stand before you.....doesnt that say anything?"
Her feelings for T would never leave, he was the one who took her in when no one did. Shared his home with her, she has a place to call home cause of him. she would wait till the end of thr world for him.
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2005 1:48 am
Hmm. You speak the truth....I....I cannot promise anything, but I can say this. Whatever feelings you have for me, I perhaps hold the same towards you. Unless you bitterly hate me and are only staying, waiting for a chance to stab me when Im not looking.
~He grinned at this last and chuckled a bit~
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2005 1:54 am
She couldnt help but giggle at his statement. Even though it was hard for her to believe he had feelings for her. she tried not to believe till she saw it. Like last time she thought he had feelings, then locking his lips with Athaele, tore her apart. she didnt want that to happen again. she sat on the edge of the bed glancing at him.
" i've learned to live without promises...so dont worry about it.... its not important"
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2005 1:57 am
~Nodding, Truinthil sighed. He saw something in her eyes though and suddenly, he counldt quite control what he was doing. He found himself standing in front of her suddenly, faster than the blink of an eye. Within his own mind he was running in circles, trying to bring himself into reign. It was useless. He sat next to her and moved towards her in what seemed to be the proposition of a kiss.~
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2005 2:01 am
She was quite caught off guard as T appeared sitting beside her. she saw him moving in closer. she couldnt react. she was confused. her heart was racing. she remained still.
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2005 2:09 am
~Truinthil gave in to his body and emotions and continued to move in, his lips moving towards Sairys', aiming to kiss her. Were she to accept it, it would be a full on and fairly passionate kiss. At the same time though his arms were slowly moving to begin to wrap around her waist.~
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2005 2:16 am
Sai closed her eyes, next thing she knows she felt his lips against hers as she moved in towords him. Her mind running in circles. she was lost and confused not knowing what was right or not.
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2005 2:21 am
~He arms pulled her even closer, his tongue attempting to find its way between her lips and teeth. His mind was swirling now and in a little corner of it, he was berating himself for losing control, but the rest of him didnt care and was enjoying this moment to the fullest.~
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2005 2:40 am
She responsed to his kiss, as she felt him pull her closer. she pictured focht in her mind for some wierd reason. after a few moments her eyes opened to see it was T that was kissing her. she was surprised and pulled back softly, not knowing what to say or do.
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2005 2:42 am
~As she pulled back, he was able to get a hold of him self and blinked~
I'm sorry. I...I shouldnt have done that.
~He blinked again then suddenly his face was blank and hard once more.~
Heh...Lost it there for a moment.
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Posted: Sun Feb 13, 2005 3:01 am
" yea you lost it...."
she pushed away from him, standing up not saying a word. she walked out of her room and into the hallway. she walked for a bit, before she closed her eyes and thought of the lounging area. she just wanted to be alone. everything was happening too fast for her to grasp. she opened a door to find the room. she walked in closing it behind her. she walked over to a couch and flopped down placing her head on the arm rest.
getting lost in thought. she coulnt stop thinking of focht, and of what happened not to long ago. what was she to do? she was confused and started getting a headache. she fell asleep on the couch lost in her thoughts.
((OOC: nighty, be back tomooorw))
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