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Posted: Wed Sep 10, 2008 5:32 pm
-You want what kind of lessons? - Keres slid the worn-out, brown canvas bag off her shoulder and held it up close to her face. She gave a quick peek inside before she thrusted her other hand in and rifled around. Keeping her eyes ahead of her as she walked, she drew out a scallop shell, but returned it a second later. She then pulled out some sort of round shell, but that one was tossed back into the bag as well. Again and again she pulled out her shells and then dropped them back in until she finally found whatever it was she had been looking for. But as she held it up to the sun to admire it, she suddenly stopped mid-step with her hand in the air. A curious sound tinkled in her ears and she blinked and cocked her head. It sounded like music… No, it was music, but where it was coming from, Keres had no idea. It was close-by, though. Very close – in one of these houses along the street… Keres lowered her arm and dropped the shell back into her bag, and then slowly she slung the strap over her shoulder. She lowered her head slightly and hunched her shoulders before she started to walk down the sidewalk again, peeking through windows to try and find the source of the music. She looked like a lurk. A lurk on a mission. Lucky for her, though, it didn’t take long to find the music-making house. It stood two houses down from where she had initially stopped. It was small, white, and had a little second level. Hedges and a short wrought iron fence lined the property and a brick path lead up to the open front door. Keres stopped in front of the latched gate and stared, just stared, and listened. She could see a girl sitting at a piano, all dressed up with her hair curled. She watched as the girl moved her arms and hands up and down the keys. When she finished, she stood up from her stool and bowed, and an unseen audience gave a round of applause while one said, “That’s my girl!” By the time the Piano Girl took her seat again and started another song, Keres has already made it down the block, running at full speed towards Anya’s bar. ------------------------ “Anya! Anya!” yelled Keres as she ran towards the bar’s front door. It was still early and the dirt lot in front had yet to be filled with motorcycles and trucks. The front door was open, though, and Anya was already standing ready from behind the bar. “Yes, Keres?” Anya asked, slightly exasperated though not completely annoyed or unwilling to give the girl her complete attention. Keres ran up to the bar and slapped her palms down on its surface, which caused Anya to do little more than blink and tilt her head. “Anya!” “Keres.” “Piano.” “Pian—“ “I need to learn it!” announced Keres, her tone forceful and her face completely serious. She stared unblinkingly at Anya and watched as the Sven tried to fully understand what she had just said. “Uhh…” Anya drawled as she opened her mouth, but she closed it again and resumed a confused expression. She placed her hands on the bar and splayed out her arms and thrusted out her bum so that her shoulders were hunched up around her cheeks. She tilted her head and furrowed her brows quizzically before she tried to talk again. “This… this isn’t a school thing, is it?” she asked, blinking. Keres threw back her head and let out an over exaggerated sigh while her hands slip off the bar like globs of Jello. “UUUUUUUUGHHH, NOOOOO! Anyaaaa….” “What?! I wouldn't be surprised if it was – you’re always bustin’ in here when you have crazy school stuff to do!” Anya stated quickly in defense. She snapped up from the bar and stood straight once more, her arms crossed under her chest. Keres smacked her tail on the ground like how a little kid would stomp his foot. She crossed her own arms and stared up at Anya with her chin out. “I do not,” she retorted, “not all the time anyways. And I’m serious – I want to learn how to the play piano! I saw this girl playing in her house while I was walking home from the beach and it was so prettyandcoolandeveryoneclappedforherbecauseshewasplayingforpeopleand ANYAAAA!!!” She moved her torso up and down and contorted her face a little as she let her whining voice rise and fall. “Keres, you start that whining tantrum and you’re going to get a smack upside the head and whatever it is you want to do is never going to happen,” Anya warned sternly. The child immediately cut the whining and she stood stock still, a blink of her eyes clearing her contorted face. “Ok ok ok…” she said quickly, hoping to make up any lost ground. “But Anya… can I please get piano lessons? Pleeeeeeeeeeeaaaassseeeeeee!” She put her hands together in prayer and held them out towards Anya. “Pleeeeeaase!” “Keres, how do I even know that you’re serious about this? I’m not going to go spend money on a teacher just to have you complain and quit three lessons later?” Anya asked. Keres’s mouth immediately opened, but Anya held up a finger and continued. “Besides, how are you even going to practice? We don’t have a piano at home. …AAAND where are we going to find a piano teacher?” “Anya, I’m serious and I really, really, REALLY want to do this! And you have the piano in the back room with all that other junk! I’ve seen it! Anya please, I’ll do anything!” Keres pleaded, her hands still clasped and held out to the Sven. She was dead serious about this. It was something she had to do – something she WANTED TO DO. “Keres…” “Ah Anya, she said she’d do an’thing,” came a voice from the back room. Rann walked through the door with an inventory list and pen in her hand. Keres and Anya both turned and looked at Rann in surprise. “You’ve been lurkin’ back there this whole time?” asked Anya, her face showing some disbelief. “Yeh, I was doing your inventory! Not my fault you forgot!” retorted Rann. She set the inventory book down on the bar. “Besides, I think I may know a woman who will give piano lessons.” “REALLY?!” exclaimed Keres immediately. Her golden eyes widened beyond all belief and she slapped her palms back on the bar-top again. Her face fell, though, when Anya piped in. “Wait, what? Who’s this woman and how do you know her? And you’re not helping this situation any, you know…” Rann waved a hand at Anya and dismissed her last comment before she spoke. “Ya ya, whatever. But an’ways, as I was sayin’, I met her after doing some fashion shoots with her. She’s actually a tattoo artist; the same one who you and I went to at the time, remember, Anya? Anyways, I know she plays the piano and that she’s quite good… so maybe she’ll agree to something.” Anya looked at Rann skeptically, but Keres once again was beaming. “I don’t kno—“ “Oh come on, Anya! Can we at least try?” interrupted Keres. “Yeah, let me at least call h—“ “You guys!” Anya barked, holding up her hands to silence both Keres and Rann. “You guys, what makes you think she’s going to even have time to give lessons? If this is the same woman from the tattoo place, then she has a full-time job as an artist there, apparently does some modeling stuff from time to time, and Rann, she has two three year-old kids! WHO HAS ANY FREE TIME WITH THAT SCHEDULE?!” Keres kept quiet for a minute as she stared at the ground, but she eventually looked back up at Anya and let her shoulders fall. “Anyaa… why can’t we at least ask? Try? Why are you so against this? PLEEAAASSEEE, ANYAAAA!” she pleaded. Anya let out a sigh and turned her head to her sister, who only stared back critically with her arms folded over her chest. Anya then looked back at Keres and gave one more sigh. “OK… OK—“ “YEEAAAAAA—“ “Now hold on! Don’t go jumping about just yet. There are some things that YOU are going to have to do, OK?” Keres nodded, her full attention on Anya. “Keres, you have to do inventory here twice a month and clean the house once a week. You also need to find me a good piano tuner… dude and give me his number, then you need to get that piano out of the back and clean it up –“ “OKOK, I’ll do it!” “No hold on, I’m not done. When Rann calls this woman, I want you to also talk to her on the phone and ask her very politely to do this and explain to her why you want to etc. AND, whether or not she says ‘yes’ or ‘no,’ I want a written letter to her that thanks her and all that. Got it?” “AYE AYE CAPTAIN, I GOT IT. I’LL DO IT! Thank you, thank you, thank you!” Keres exclaimed happily. She could do all that stuff easily! It’d be SOOOOO worth it anyways! THIS WAS GOING TO BE SO AWESOME. Both Rann and Anya nodded. “Alright, then,” said Anya, “piano lessons for you. Maybe…”
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Posted: Wed Sep 10, 2008 5:33 pm
-Let's learn a melody- Keres sat in her room and just…. sat. And waited. Today was the day of the numero uno piano lesson and all the earlier “Nah, I’m not worried/nervous/panicked/ flouncing” came to an abrupt halt in her stomach. Seriously, her stomach felt like a train had just derailed inside of it and all the flames and people were scrambling around and making her jittery and slightly sick. “Yeah… this is great… I get landed with the burning train and frantic people in my stomach instead of goddamn butterflies,” she muttered to herself, her face in a pillow that she hugged to her front. She hesitantly glanced at the clock above her door and gave another shudder. Five minutes. Fiiiiive effing minutteeesssssssssss. UGH. She sighed and lowered the pillow. With the ticking clock still echoing across the whole room, she looked to her dresser absentmindedly. Mascara bottles, small dishes and compacts of eye shadow and blush, lip glosses were scattered about and both lipsticks were on the ground – the whole surface was drizzled in poofs of fallen blush and concealer, and the mirror had black flecks from sloppy take-outs of the mascara wand. Blinking, Keres glanced down near the edge of her bed and picked up her hair brush. As she ran it through her hair a couple times, her mind wandered to the random idea of what “Ms. O’Neill” looked like. She apparently worked at a tattoo shop… so she probably had like, piercings on her face, maybe a pink Mohawk? Most definitely tattoos that covered her arms, right? Keres screwed her eyebrows and put her hair brush back down and re-took the pillow to her front. She had talked to the woman on the phone, and she sounded nice enough. A little… terse at times, but she didn’t say anything mean. Besides, she had ag— “KERES.” The sphinx-child jumped a little in place when Anya’s voice rang down the hall and under the door. Immediately Keres’s eyes flicked to the window, then to the clock and then finally to the door. Her heart raced, but she plucked up her courage and forced away the train wreck and the frantic people running about in her stomach and she left her room. The image of a woman with a pink Mohawk and tattoo sleeves and chains still danced around in her head as she made her way down the dark hallway to the entry, but the woman she saw standing in the door was… definitely NOT what she had expected. Alessa O’Neill, or “Ms. O’Neill” as Keres was supposed to call her, was a medium-tall woman of 28 years of age with THE straightest, prettiest red hair Keres had ever seen. She was freckled, had no visible tattoos and was dressed in what looked like a rather pricey, high-fashion leather jacket and she had the sleekest boots with the skinniest heels imaginable. She had no hidden… claws or whatever else Keres had imagined her to have, and she looked like she was definitely “human,” which…. in all honesty, was a type of person that Keres didn’t encounter all toooo often, which was somewhat understandable. However, upon further inspection by Keres as she stepped forward between Anya and Rann, the girl noticed that Ms. O’Neill had not blue eyes, as she had previously thought, but purple. … Was that even POSSIBLE for a human-human to have? As Keres was busy re-assessing Ms. O’Neill as being human or not, she was suddenly jostled out of her staring stupor by Anya’s hip. Blinking, she stumbled over her own mouth, giving a few, “Oh! Uh… um,” s before finally regaining her lost ground and realizing what she was supposed to be doing. “Hi!” she exclaimed quite suddenly, and she extended her hand to Ms. O’Neill. “I’m Keres.” Ms. O’Neill regarded not the hand, but Keres herself for a moment, but not out of speculation or anything else negative, just mild curiosity. After giving a few blinks, she finally smiled and took Keres’s hand and shook it well. “It’s a pleasure to meet you, Keres. I’m Alessa.” “O’Neill,” Keres stated almost matter-o-fact a second later. “Hmm?” “O’Neill. … I was told to call you Ms. O’Neill…” Ms. O’Neill raised a brow and looked at Keres for a second once more before her lips moved into a some-what sly smirk. “Already scoring points now, are we?” she questioned, all in good humor. But Keres had her shnappy come-backs all ready, and so she let one fire. “If I said ‘Yes’ will I get something out of it?” “Perhaps.” “Then yes, Ms. O’Neill, I’m scoring points. ” Ms. O’Neill gave a small laugh and Keres gave a cheeky grin, her wings flaring slightly all the while. It wasn’t long after did Ms. O’Neill some-what dismiss Anya and Rann and then follow Keres into the living room, her keyboard in its case hanging from one shoulder. Keres fetched one chair from the kitchen at the keyboard was set up, then sat down next to the red-headed woman. She was situated directly in the middle, and it wasn’t long before Ms. O’Neill was explaining something along the lines of the alphabet. “Wait wait… what does the alphabet have anything to do with the piano, Ms. O’Neill?” “It has everything to do with it – you have to know the basic names of the keys before you can start playing.” “But…” “You know the whole Do Re Mi Fa So La Ti thing?” “Yes…” “Same concept, really, just replace to Do Re Mi Fa So La Ti with A B C D E F G – with those, you can sing and play most anything…” “Oh god,” Keres suddenly exclaimed in some-what false horror. “Anya has infected you with her movie-quoting! “ And with that there was much laughter from the two, something neither had actually done in quite some time. There was more learning, including the beginnings of “Twinkle Twinkle Little Star,” believe it or not, and the first lesson went off without much of a hitch. There was a sudden onslaught of homework, however, which damped the mood slightly for Keres, but otherwise she stayed quite chipper, even after Ms. O’Neill had left. Oh yes… she’d learn this stuff in no time.
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Posted: Sun Nov 16, 2008 10:06 am
News: The type that no one ever wants to get Anya picked up the phone, said a few words, and then placed it back on the receiver. There was nothing special in the way the action was performed, and Anya hadn’t exclaimed an “OH ********” or any other obscenities that would make Keres pause in her lesson and look up from the piano. But Anya then called Ms. O’Neill away to her, and the sphinx-girl finally looked up from the black and white keys to watch the two as they murmured at the other end of the bar’s building. Both women looked a little stony, not much emotion showing on either of their faces. Keres continued to watch them while her hands went up and down in her piano exercises, but soon she began to skip keys or hit the wrong ones, and then Ms. O’Neill and Anya broke from their meeting. “Keres, we’ll continue this later. Practice your new warm-ups and the songs from last week,” Ms. O’Neill said evenly as she came back to the piano and gathered her coat. Keres stopped her hands by then, and gave the red-haired woman a confused, quirky look that had some natural attitude. “Al…right?” was all she managed to say and she watched her teacher go back across the building and out the bar’s front door. She then shifted her gaze to Anya, who hadn’t moved, and who stood there with her arms folded. “Anya, what the Hell? Did I just lose my piano teacher?” she girl half-barked. Her gold eyes narrowed a little and her wings puffed up slightly, her body readying for some sort of show-down argument. “Anya, I swear to God, if –“ “You didn’t lose your Piano teacher,” Anya said. Keres shut her mouth, but her eyes were still screaming with the question of ‘What’s going on?’ as the Sven walked over to her. “But I think you might have lost someone else…” Keres suddenly whipped all the way around and was on all four paws, her eyes suddenly wide with realization and fear. “Oh god – Diana!?” she squeaked and threw her hands up to her mouth. She looked at the ground, then back up at Anya. …but was severely taken aback by the woman’s utterly confused face. “What? Diana – no! Keres, your cat’s fine –“ “Oh, thank GOD!” A mighty sigh of relief billowed from the girl as she lowered her hands and tried to calm herself. “I thought she had been killed – hit by a car, thrown in the trash, locked in the washing machine…” “Washing machine?” “ANYA IT HAPPENS! IT DOES –“ “Keres! Keres. This isn’t about Diana, it’s about Harper.” Keres recoiled her head and gave a very high arch of her brow, part of her lip going up with it. “Harper?” she questioned outloud, and searched the floor with her eyes as if she’d find the answer lying there while Anya talked over unhearing ears about the boy that she knew Keres knew. “Anya! Of course I remember Harper! God, it was one meeting, but still, my memory isn’t as shitty as yours. What does he have to do with whatever’s going on?” “He’s dead.” It was two words. Two simple words, and Keres felt -something- break inside. She didn’t know what, or why, but something hit her and it hit her hard. She blinked up at Anya, mouth moving but nothing coming out, and then she looked back down at the floor, again as if she would find something there that would offer more clarity. But all there was was dirt. “How’d it happen?” “House fire.” Keres nodded her head, though she still didn’t understand. She hugged her shoulders, head now hanging. Her body felt cold. She had met that boy once, and the conversation hadn’t even been a good one since the boy had been doped up on medicine… but still, the doped up boy was now gone. “It’s alright to cry, Keres,” Anya said calmly, as if not too bothered by all this. Her words fell on half-hearing ears, and the girl looked up at little, but her wings fully drooped. “Anya, how can you be so… calm. Don’t you CARE? Don’t you ******** CARE?” Her voice was cracked as the tears suddenly began to flow, and Keres became more angered by this since her previous anger hadn’t been able to be fully voiced. She glared at the Sven, her face red and the bridge of her nose wrinkling, but no matter how many death-stares she sent at Anya, the woman’s demeanor didn’t change. “I care, but this isn’t the first time death has been upon me, nor the first time I’ve had to tell someone that someone they know is now dead. It’s how the world goes, Keres. People are born, and people die. I’m just sorry that it had to be a kid who died, and someone you knew.” “…Well… what now t-then?” “The funeral’s in four days.” “Will you go?” “No. It’s not my place. I didn’t know any of them well enough.” “What should I do?” “I can’t answer that, Keres, only you can figure out how you want to grieve.” "I'll go..."
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Posted: Fri Sep 04, 2009 6:33 pm
I Sticks and stones can't break my bones, but words can hurt me “Oh my god, just look at it.” “I know. It’s sooo hideous – I wanna barf.” “Seriously, I can’t believe it even exists. Whoever created it should be shot.” Keres cast a sidelong glance over her shoulder at the two girls who were snickering about something at a near-by rack of clothes. She gave no concern to whatever it was they were talking about, after all, the clothes on that rack WERE hideous in all ways. In fact, the clothes she was looking at herself were ugly as well. Damn, the whole store was ugly. Why she had even come in was beyond the sphinx’s memory. So she flung the what-ever-it-was she had been looking at back on its rack… table… thing, hitched her purse up on her shoulder and moved towards the store’s door. “Annnnd there it goooes~” snickered one of the girls, a mean smirk and glare glued to her pasty face. If Keres had been walking faster, she wouldn’t have heard the comment, but …that didn’t end up to be the case, and the sphinx had indeed heard. It was only then did a spark of realization occur in the back of her brain, and she whipped her head to the side to stare fully at the two girls near the racks. Their sudden burst of laugher sealed it all. The average being would’ve kept walking, would’ve been the bigger man, but Keres didn’t believe in that philosophy and she preferred being bigger by using physical force. This tactic usually worked. Usually. …It just didn’t work today, though. While the two girls stopped their raucous laughter, their smirks and glares of disgust never ceased as Keres stormed up to them with wings flared and tail lashing as much as space would allow. “Oh, Susan, watch out! IT’S going to infect you,” snickered the tallest girl. She recoiled her head as Keres moved up close, but she didn’t back down, and neither did Susan. “Oh no, Olivia, I think she’s singled you out more,” replied Susan, who moved closer to Keres. She extended a stubby hand to try and touch one of the girl’s wings, but Keres thwarted off her hand with a slap from her own. While Susan snickered at the slap to her hand, Olivia gave Keres a sudden, meaningful shove at the shoulders. “Don’t you DARE TOUCH US!” she screamed, her tight face contorting in serious, disgusted rage. “You disgusting FREAK.” While the shove did little to disturb Keres’s balance, she was caught almost off guard to the shove and had a moment’s worth of shock in her feral eyes before they narrowed once more. “******** off, you tight-faced, flat-chested whore!” she snarled, smacking her tail on the floor and shoving Olivia into the wrack behind her. The girl’s face was shock, pure and simple, and Keres swelled a little with pride as she dropped her arms to her side. When it looked like nothing else was going to happen, she turned to leave once more. But she only got so far. “You-you goddamned FREAK!” came a scream from the clothes rack, and Keres turned to look over her shoulder. She saw Olivia up on her feet and walking towards her, Susan at her side. By the time Keres got fully turned back around, they were all face to face. “Freak seems to be your favorite word, you skank!” snapped Keres. “It’s fitting for one of nature’s ******** ups like yourself! What happened – did you mother ******** a dog, and that’s how you were born?!” Olivia retorted, once again shoving Keres at the shoulders. Meanwhile, Susan had slunk around to Keres’s side and was once more trying to grab at her wings. “Maybe she ******** a chicken too,” Susan added. She was slapped away once more by Keres, but in the process, the sphinx was once more shoved by Olivia. “You got a thing for ******** cats or dogs too, Beastie? I bet you do, you ugly disgrace!” A fourth shove by Olivia. Keres tried to hit back, but Susan had gotten to a wing and ripped a clump of golden feathers out. Another shove and another, followed by another rip of feathers. “You sorry piece of meat. You should be shot, hung by you little p***y toes, wings stripped like a chicken’s.” By this time Keres was actually crying. Her shoulders were bruised and there were feathers littered all around. She slashed her tail, but only hit a rack of sunglasses, and that went falling to the ground with a smash. “Look what you did, you ugly a** beast!” Keres hardly heard the girl, though. She turned to the best of her ability and ran, Susan grabbing one more fist-full of her feathers before she got out the door. It was then that mall security finally showed up, and Keres could hear Olivia scream after her, saying that she had stolen stuff and hit her. She didn’t care, though, and she ran as fast as she could back home.
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Posted: Mon Sep 07, 2009 2:14 pm
II It's not koser, but it works
The front door slammed against the wall at its edge and then trembled as it rebounded, flecks of paint falling to the floor. A few golden feathers drifting lazily down to the carpet were blown violently back up into the air as a second door was shoved open, and then slammed shut with a jaw rattling crack. Inside her room, Keres whirled around blindly with tears pouring down her puffy cheeks. With one great sweep of her arms, she sent everything on her dresser flying through the air, and what goes up must come down, and soon bottles of nail polish, tubes of mascara and compacts of eyeshadow and blush, along with a curling iron, hair dryer and other loud things, came crashing to the ground. Some things broke, and their contents oozed, others just sent poofs of colored dust into the air. For a second, that loud crash seemed to have sobered the hysterical girl, but a few seconds later, and after staring at herself in hanging dresser mirror, sobriety went out the window. And so did the mirror. Mostly. Half the mirror’s glass remained inside the room and on the window sill that Keres had smashed it against, while the rest of it and its now battered and broken body lay outside the window in a hedge. But the death of the mirror did nothing to calm Keres, and she whirled back around through the glass shards. But her tail smacked against the wall, and her anger turned on it as she gave a resonating scream of “******** TAIL!” as she flared her wings. She whipped her tail back, but there was too much power behind it and it smashed into her dresser. She gave a cry of pain and even more wrath, and didn’t hear the knocking at her bedroom door. Her tail whipped back around and this time it smacked into the mattress of her futon, and with her fury still rolling, she turned awkwardly and lost her footing. With an ‘oof’ she landed on her low bed, but immediately grabbed a downy pillow and sent its contents flying. Another knock came from her door, this time paired with Anya’s voice. Keres grabbed another pillow, but then grabbed a handful of the strings of one of the two bead curtains that hung against the wall space at the head of her bed. She yanked them down hard, and soon the whole thing fell with a clatter. Momentarily startled, she gave a flap of her wings, but they were entangled in the beads. Her hands whipped back, and she pulled at her feathers until both goose down and her own down –also complete with primaries – were falling slowly around her. By this time she started to tire, and soon her scrunched face smoothened and tears of rage once more became tears of sadness and hurt. Her tangled and botched wings fell, as did her arms and her head. She couldn’t see Anya open the door, but she gave a loud sob when she heard. “Keres…?” Keres said nothing and only sobbed more. Anya gave a long sigh and left the safety of the doorway to make her way through the battle field and onto the girl’s bed. There she began to untangle the bead curtain from Keres’s wings, and noticed the flecks of both wet and dry blood. After smoothing the feather that were still attached, she then went about picking the other feathers, both white and gold, from her hair, and noticed the small bruises on her shoulders. “Keres, what happened?” her voice was concerned and a little stern, and while it wasn’t demanding at first, it became so when she had to repeat herself. “KERES. What. Happened?” “I-I’m a freak,” came Keres’s broken reply from between choked sobs. She put a hand up to her face. “What?” “That’s what they said –“ “Who sai—“ “They said I was a freak, and ugly, and that I should be dead. …They pulled my wings. …They called me a beast, and said I would infect them.” A new wave of sobs shook the sphinx-girl’s shoulders after she choked out the last words, and Anya looked at her with the most sympathy she could muster. Anyone who knew Keres knew she was tough physically, and that she could punch and fight and swear just as good at the next person, but not many knew how she was mentally. Anya did, though. She knew Keres’s primary weakness was her vanity and self-esteem, and it seemed that whoever had put her in such as state as that knew that too. “A couple of girls did this, didn’t they?” Keres gave a small nod and a loud sniffle. Without glancing up, she held back her sobs long enough to ask, “how’d you know?” “Because most girls, and women, fight mentally – they know the most painful ways to hit others. You and I are a little different, though. We like to hit.” Anya brightened a little as Keres gave a flicker of a smile. “You don’t get called things, though, Anya.” “That’s just bullshit, Keres. When I left Abruna, and before I came to Gaia, I got called so many things, and I got so many nasty looks. People are afraid of things or people they don’t understand, or things that are new and different.” “But…you don’t…” “Seem bothered by it? No, not anymore.” At this, Keres finally looked up. Her face was puffy and red, and her mascara had finally run and was smudged around her cheeks and eyes, but she seemed momentarily brighter. “How?” “I got thick-skinned, hit a lot of people, and got sneaky just like other women. So when someone says something nasty about you, you hit ‘em, and if they keep at it, get sneaky and find out where their vulnerable, mental spots are.” “Hit them with all I got?” “Hit them with all you got. Always worked for me.”
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