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Posted: Sun Mar 04, 2007 1:46 pm
After sometime of patting his shoulder did Elea retract her hand, the guy needed to be alone. Turning her head to the side a little did she lightly glare at Dallas. He just HAD to say it, even though it was true--things could’ve been far worse as Ryan put it--right now wasn’t the time to hear it. To compare one’s misery to some hypothetical person’s misery wasn’t the best of ideas. In truth it only made one feel even more down. A strand of her hair fell out of the loose make shift bun, without thinking did the rebellious strand come to rest behind her ear.
At the suggestion of learning each other’s name, the once reporter for the National Inquirer had to shake her head gently. Honestly, did he think this was time for introductions? What was next? Tea time? Or was it time to break everything that was breakable in the room? When Noah launched himself at the mirror, the automatic reaction from the girl was to step back from the soon to be flying glass.
She watched somewhat in horror at Noah’s one sided fight with the mirror. Though she couldn’t help but silently analyze just what might be going through his head. Going through such a change would cause anyone’s mind to alter for the time being. By breaking the reflection maybe Noah thought he would revert back to human self. Sadly such things wouldn’t come true, instead of trying to kill off the person he saw, Noah only managed to hurt himself in the process.
‘Time to earn more brownie points…’ She thought stoically, trying to block out the cries from the mouse man from her mind. Sighing more to herself than anyone else did her orbs look around for something to bandage the wound with. She had some tissue in her pocket but it wouldn’t do much…nor did she have anything like a sedative to calm Noah down.
The tissue, she decided would have to do. “Easy there…calm down…shhh.” She tried to make her voice sound something along the lines of motherly but it came out more monotone than anything else. Why weren’t her maternal instincts kicking in? ‘Guess Eve received all the maternal instinct genes.’ The thought mildly amused Elea as she reproached Noah again, tissue in hand. “Anyone see something better than tissue to bandage his paw with?” She asked Ryan and Dallas, her eyes steady on Noah in case he tried to do anything else.
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Posted: Sun Mar 04, 2007 9:35 pm
The glare the girl gave Dallas right after he'd spoken sent a chill down his spine. Girls were just so creepy sometimes. Instead of running away to cry in some little cave, like he had thought of doing for the briefest moment, he just gave a little half shrug and mouthed, "what?" It was just a question, she didn't have to go shooting him death-glares like that.
When the armadillo-man, Ryan, introduced himself, Dallas just mentally shrugged it off. Even he, with his bizarre logic, knew that this really wasn't the time to pick up an idle conversation. Suddenly, his train of thought was interrupted by a loud bang, followed by a weird, animalistic howl.
Dallas' head swiveled around fast enough to catch Mr. Fuzzy launch himself against his mirror and start punching it. Like Monty. Dallas thought in wonder, remembering the crazy, disillusioned alcoholic that had worked at the circus when Dallas was still a child. Dallas became frozen in that memory until he heard the weird-other-normie (AKA, that weird girl) ask for a something to fix up Mr. Fuzzy's messed up paw.
He quickly looked around and locked in on a jacket. Okay, a little big for the injury in question, but it was all Dallas could think of at the moment. He grabbed it and ran towards the w.o.n and Mr. Fuzzy, glancing down enough to see a little name tag labeled, 'Noah O. Volgan'. Oh, so that was his name?
How nice.
When Dallas reached them, he threw the jacket at the girl, knelt by Noah, took hold of his shoulders, and shook him - hard. time to make this guy stop being so crazy.
"Look," Dallas said rather loudly, "I know your in pain, I know you think you look butt-ugly, and I know you're thinkin' about how unfair it is that your here. But, dude, you have to wake up and face your situation. Beatin' up a poor old mirror aint gonna solve any of your problems. You think any of us like being here? You think any of us would rather be here than at home, with our families and livin' the regular life? What makes you so special, eh? what gives you the damn right to act to act like you are?"
By the end of his little speech, Dallas felt more angry than he had in a long time. Angry at the damn island, angry at the damn scientists, angry at every single damn person in the room. He let go of Noah, stood up, and walked back towards the entrance of the duplex.
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Posted: Sun Mar 04, 2007 10:50 pm
Ryan wasn't asking their names for no reason. He'd been trying to relax the situation. Much good it had done.
He was surprised by the attack on the mirror, and had to resit the sudden urge to dig into the bed and hide. He wasn't going to give in to instincts.
Finally the mouse seemed to calm down, or at least run out of energy. Now he was curled up on the ground, his crying not exactly human.
The normie-guy's reaction was the first thing to really get to Ryan that day. Everything else had been water over his armoured back. This normie though, just sounded so damn arrogant. He walked up to the retreating man, placing a clawed hand on his shoulder and spinning him around.
"The hell he's gone through gives him the right. You fracking normies can't understand yet. It's one thing to say suck it up, but just wait until it's not you in the mirror anymore." He spat on the ground. "You'll find out."
With that, he walked back to the mouse, studiously ignoring the guy he'd yelled at.
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Posted: Sun Mar 04, 2007 11:22 pm
Noah lay trembling for awhile, still mindless to his surroundings until the Unchanged one shook him rather roughly and yelled at him. His first instinct had been to exposed his front teeth and hiss- or rather, make that awful chirring screech mice made when threatened- but....but for some reason, nothing happened. He just allowed himself to be shaken and yelled at, his entire body trembling fiercely. He didn't like to be touched unexpectedly to begin with, but being shaken...well, that just took the cake. Somewhere, his synapses in his mind were firing off impulses, vague memories of the heavy smell of alcohol and being shaken and yelled at playing back in his mind.
The words that the human slung at him stung too, and he felt himself flinching, squeezing his eyes shut and shrinking back in the man's grip, heart hammering inside his chest. To him...it had seemed that Dallas had more compassion for the mirror than for the mouse.
His teeth chattered audibly in his nervousness and even after the man had released him, he sat there numbly, rocking back and forth slightly. He slowly shook his head back and forth, opening his mouth and closing it a few times, though no words came out. He couldn't make himself talk. He wanted to justify himself...to try and make coherent sense out of his action...to explain what happened...but he couldn't. Even if he could have managed to say something...he wasn't sure he could explain what just happened. The reasons were all a jumble in his head right at the moment, though little by little they were falling into place.
He was still shaken, but finally he managed something. "I'm...sorry." he said, pushing his jacket away and instead taking the tissues from the woman beside him and pressing it gently to his cut paw- for all that good THAT did. There was probably glass in his paw as well, judging by the sharp pain he felt. He shook his head again and looked at the armadillo and the Unchanged female. "I'm sorry. That was...I'm just so sorry." he whispered.
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Posted: Sun Mar 04, 2007 11:54 pm
Why in God’s name was that youth still walking around was bothering Elea. Just how could someone just shake another person and basically tell them to ‘get over it’ with ease still be walking around this Earth? There are some people in this world that one just wants to punch in the face, and God help the poor boy if Elea decided to at least b***h slap him across the face. Did he have no compassion--whoa wait, Elea(the anti-social on)have compassion herself? Or was she just for the moment being nice to get interview s and such before finding a way off the island? If so, that would make her a big fat hypocrite. Then again, everyone was a hypocrite once in a while.
Still, that gave no reason for Dallas to shake the poor man. And he just had to throw the jacket at her…wonderful. But ‘Noah’ it seemed wanted her tissue instead--which she gave freely. Elea remained quiet after Ryan’s rant of being ‘normies’ and through Noah’s cries of apologies. ‘Best to keep my mouth shut for the time being.’ The thought went through her mind while she paid attention to just how Noah was trying to clean his wound.
The unchanged woman shook her head, followed by making a small ‘tsk’ sound. Years of watching her baby brother mess up, accidents and other sports related injuries came flooding back to the surface of her mind. “Here…” She mumbled, gingerly taking his paw into her hand. Removing the bloody piece of tissue from his hand did emerald orbs examine the wound. Nothing too sever for heavy stitching but, there was some glass still inside--thank god for having long nails.
Slowly and as gently as she could did the girl pull out little fragments of glass. Though if she had tweezers it would be much easier than working with manicured nails. “You don’t have to apologize. It’s only a mirror, it can be replaced.” Again her muttering was soft followed by a small sigh. At the rate things were going, it would take an entire year before she could get anything done--let alone try to escape.
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Posted: Mon Mar 05, 2007 3:35 am
When Ryan spun him around, Dallas supposed he should have felt instantly ashamed and curled up in a little ball somewhere; he could tell that to some degree, even Noah wanted to. It was so easy to figure out what the girl and Ryan were thinking. Noah, he seemed transfixed by the shaking.
Oh, wonderful. So this guy either came from and abusive household or he had really actually gone crazy. This did not help Dallas' justify himself at all. Though Noah's reaction was probably genuine, it only made Dallas seem more the bad guy. They probably think I'm such a grade-A a*****e. He reflected bitterly. How could you Dallas? How could you openly berate a poor, innocent man like that? He sarcastically mocked himself. It was easy for Ryan to shout at him here; here, he had no past. How could they even begin to fathom what he had seen in his lifetime? Every single one was older definitely than him, but he would be a hundred bucks that neither Ryan nor the girl had ever seen what he had. Maybe Noah had - maybe.
"Listen," Dallas addressed the group, speaking in a normal voice; just louder, "You think I'm being so unjust, don't you? All of you probably want to see me dead, or run over by a damn car. I'm not going to say I'm sorry, I'm not going to feel any regret for what I just did. If it makes you feel any better, I can start 15 different damn monologues right now expressing my condolences and shame, if you really want. You probably think I'm some damn arrogant kid who is just being so unfair and doesn't know what the hell I'm talking about. But how do you know what the hell I know and and what I don't?"
His voice was really loud now. Not angry, just loud. "Let me ask you guys. How many of you have every fallen from 50 feet in the air and landed on nothing but concrete? How many of you have broken every single damn bone in your body? How many of you have seen someone burned alive because of a botched magic trick, eh? You think I have no idea what I'm talking about when I tell him to grin and bear it. Yes, I know he's going through pain, no, I don't have more compassion for the damn mirror than I do for him. I know he's turning into a animal. We all are. But he can still walk. He's not confined to a wheel-chair for the rest of his life, needing someone to feed him and push him around and take him to the bathroom and clean his drool of his shirt! He's not burned on 90% of his body!" It was good to rant. He didn't care if they still didn't understand him after this. He just wanted to let everything out, all those years he had spent by in the hospital because of a teammate's accident in a show.
"I know he's going through a lot of pain. How long will he be in pain though? Two days? A week? Two weeks? I know it won't be anything compared to 2 years of therapy and constant hospital visits! As for the the fact that he's turning into an animal, well, the way I see it, if he was the only damn person turning into one in the whole entire world, then I would understand. Even if he was the first person on this island, I would still understand. But there are 70 plus people right outside this door who went through the same thing. I'll go through it, you'll go through it. On this island, it's a fact of life. We'll all turn into animals eventually! I just don't get why he thinks he's such a monster! How long has he known that he was turning into an animal? How many islanders does he know who have changed completely? Is he growing any extra limbs or eyes or mouths that I don't see?"
((Dallas likes ranting much more than Michel did...))
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Posted: Mon Mar 05, 2007 9:23 pm
Ryan did his best to console Noah, kneeling next to him. "It's okay, at least you got that out of your system. And you don't need to apologize, either. That may be me in a few weeks for all I know.
He listened to the normie rant. All it did was make him angrier. The guy acted like he was the only one who had it bad. He turned his head around, glaing at the guy, his ears back, his voice very quiet and even. "So what? You think you're the only one who's taken some hits in your life? Have you ever seen a woman get her face ripped off by a Jaguar, knowing it's your fault that it happened? Whatever happened to you before you came here, it pales in comparrison. Even after your first change, it's hard to tell if the thoughts your having are one's you would have without the instincts. You don't just change outside here, you lose who you are."
He'd forgotten about the girl and the mouse. That was probably something neither of them wanted to hear right now. Whoops.
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Posted: Mon Mar 05, 2007 10:13 pm
Noah winced, his hand jerking slightly as the woman picked the glass out of his paw. It was probably better he got it out- it would just pain him and possibly get infected if he left alone. And it was also probably a good idea to let someone else do it too- he probably would have been too squeamish to do it himself anyways. Even though the woman and the armadillo-man told him he didn't need to apologize, he still felt bad. Felt bad for erupting like that. Felt embarrassed for acting like a toddler having a tantrum. He kept his head hung wincing only slightly at the woman's ministrations.
His ears pricked up at the sound of Dallas' rant, and they quickly drooped once more at the content. But yet...the more he heard, the more irritated he got, despite the fact Ryan had jumped to his defense. By the end, he pulled his paw away from the woman's grasp, and stumbled upright, staggering towards the Unchanged boy, leaning heavily on the wall for support. The fur on his back and chest was bristled, and his wide front teeth were exposed irritably. Those displays of irritation weren't repressed like before.
"Was fickten Sie?" he said in a somewhat sardonic manner. Politeness...was not on the mouse's mind at the moment. "Just vait until you change. See if you can manage zhat same attitude. And by zhe vay, you are not ze only von who has had a hard life before coming here, circus boy" he said, all the while limping closer to the man until he was a few feet away. Although the last part had been spit as a hasty insult- after all, where else will you encounter things like that- Noah really didn't know much about where Dallas had come from or what he did. Of course, he didn't care about that right now.
"Just vait until you change." he repeated. "It is nothing you haff ever vent zhrough. I hope...I hope you turn into somezhing painful...maybe somezhing vith no spine or bones...or somezhing big and lumbering zhat vill humble your pretty face. Let's see you smile after zhat. At least if you go zhat vay, you von't haff to vorry about falling from 50 feet ever again...it's hard to fall vhen you can't climb."
By the end of his rebuttal, he was panting wildly. Normally, the meek mouse man would have whimpered and stayed where he was, head hung low. But he was unstable right now. Irritable. In no mood to go curl up in his nest and hide. He stared at the man with his blood red eyes and spat on the floor. "Fick dich. If you don't like it, leave."
His hand was throbbing with pain- a more sharp and defined pain than the kind that wracked his body- and his head spun. He knew in the back of his mind, this wouldn't help, that two wrongs wouldn't make a right, that he should feel a little bad for the boy's story at least, and that he should go back and explain to the armadillo and the woman why he had went ballistic and attacked the mirror, but that was all on the back burner. He'd deal with that all later. He was angry now.
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Posted: Mon Mar 05, 2007 10:53 pm
No matter how hard Elea tried to ignore the ramblings of the male species currently in the same room as her, they still managed to get a reaction out of the poor girl. Here she was, trying to be nice to Noah--figuring the poor guy needed as much as he could get--then all of a sudden it becomes a contest of whose life was the shitiest. Honestly, did the male gender contain half a brain or was it because she was the only one who reframed from making a sound?
When Noah pulled back from her--just as she was about to get the final piece of tiny glass out of his wounded paw--did he launch his own attack on the circus boy. First it was Ryan to attack then Noah…was it her turn now? Clenching her fist for a moment--irritation leaking into every cell in her body--did she try to calm herself down. No use to get angry like the rest of them--and act the same way too. However, to just slap some sense into the teen would provide the best way to calm herself down.
But, then things would only escalate from there. Which meant, more people would be injured, meaning Elea would be forced to play the part of nurse. Something she didn’t want to do for a good long while. Still, that left the question of what to do. Preferably before Noah decided to have Dallas for lunch--or at least that’s what she was observing. Being ‘weird’ as she was, Elea simply clapped her hands for a few moments, slow and steady claps. As if she had watched a performance and paying due to the performers for such a wonderful job.
“All of you are acting like children. You…” She looked over at Dallas, emerald orbs seemingly staring into the very core of his being. “Especially.” Elea tried to keep her voice calm but still her words were laced with anger or hints of the emotion.
Getting up from kneeling down did she walk over to Dallas, standing closer to him than Noah--possibly putting herself in between them was a good idea or maybe she just wanted to slap some sense into him. She side stepped a little to be at Dallas‘s left side. “Watch your mouth before my hand strikes your face Kid. Pissing off three people in one room isn’t the wisest thing. Considering two of them could probably break you in half and all I can do is offer mental abuse. Calm down.” Her last words were stern as if she was ordering him to instantly pop that bubble of anger brewing inside of himself.
At least with Elea she didn’t yell at him how her life was harsh, nor did she provoke Noah or Ryan. Nope, all she did was input her own two cents before backing up a little incase something else were to happen.
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Posted: Tue Mar 06, 2007 4:56 pm
Dallas felt dead tired now. All his anger and drive to try and defend himself were gone. He didn't want to argue anymore, nor did he want to get yelled at anymore. After the girl said her short piece, he just turned to look at her. Though he faced her, he addressed everyone in the room when he said monotonously,
"Fine. You wanna hit me? Wanna slap me? Go ahead, if its gonna make you guys feel better. I don't care. Just make sure I don't don't have any permanent disabilities after." He let that sit for a little, just to make sure that everyone knew he was dead serious and continued. "I'm sorry I'm such an a**, and that I've been acting like a jerk or a all snooty or whatever. Really I am. But I guess I can't help it. It's always like this, 'cause I know that I'm just a kid. I always say the wrong things. I didn't want to get all wrapped up like this, I didn't wanna make everyone all angry, okay? I don't want to be the bad guy, a-an-and I'm sorry if the words coming out of my mouth are making you even angrier. So just go ahead and hit me, okay?"
Then he just relaxed and waited to see what would happen next.
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Posted: Tue Mar 06, 2007 5:16 pm
He sighed, and scratched the hair around his head-plate again.. "Look, I don't want to hit you. I can understand why you're upset, you just need to understand that what we've gone through is very different from physical pain."
He walked forward, putting a clawed hand on Noah's shoulder. Come on, settle down, you've been through a lot. Maybe go take a nap in your nest.
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Posted: Tue Mar 06, 2007 9:10 pm
It had only been a few short minutes, and Noah's anger hadn't fully faded away, even with the woman's intervention. He backed up a few steps when she came up though, even if she did stand closer to the Unchanged one. His head was spinning and he was just so stressed and deeply unhappy that he didn't know what to do. He wasn't ready just yet to forgive the boy for saying those things and be all happy again, though. His anger had faded a little bit, but yet it still remained, smoldering like a small fire in his chest. Part of him did want to deck the boy, but he couldn't. It just wasn't in his nature. Plus, he couldn't hit worth beans, so what was even the point?
"I can't hit you." he said honestly. His paw hurt too much for that anyways. "Plus, the change will eventually leave you enough disabilities in the end as it is." he added in a low voice.
No, he wasn't ready to accept the apology just yet, but he did acknowledge it. It was just hard to except it as earnest when the boy was using that tone of voice.
His hackles lowered as the tension diffused, the muscles in his tail relaxing, allowing the appendage to lower once more. He ran his paws over his arms, and hair, and the back of his neck as he tried to flatted the fur and finger-brush it into order once more.
He looked tiredly at Ryan, shoulder stiffening at the touch. What was it with people touching and shaking (the thought of that again brought back a numb chill racing along his spine) him? He had been through a lot. Nesting sounded very good right now...
Oh, the nest! He looked at his bed, which was in a terribly messy state and groaned a bit. He was big on having everything in order, especially if (or just in case) people were going to be over. He felt a blush stain the skin under his fur and he sighed. Well, this was great. His duplex was a mess between the nest and the mirror.
He...he should probably clean things up before he laid down. "I need to...the glass...I should pick it up first." he mumbled.
He stumbled away toward the mirror again, kneeling down by the mess, careful not to kneel on any glass. He delicately started to pick up the bigger pieces first, feeling almost as if he was picking up the shattered remnants of his life. He did want to sleep and rest to escape the pain and stress he was in, but he wouldn't be able to get comfortable knowing about the mess and disorder only a few feet away from his bed. Unbeknownst to most (presumably, anyways), he weeping silently to himself.
He wasn't sad...he was just very stressed and all his emotions- shame, anger, depression, to name a few- were surging and threatening to consume him. It had been a very overwhelming day. As he picked up the shards, the anger faded fast, becoming replaced with shame. God, he had acted like an idiot today, broke a mirror, and completely spazzed out on everyone. He wanted to just sink into the floor and vanish- though not before he got things cleaned up first.
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Posted: Wed Mar 07, 2007 7:00 pm
Elea remained silent for a while, appearing to debate over hitting the youth or not. His gaze was matched with hers, if he wanted a staring contest then Dallas could bring it on. As time elapsed and Noah finally calmed down did emerald orbs avert their gaze. The ‘staring contest’ was over and the guy did apologize. ‘Though he really should think clearly before opening that trap of his.’ The thought went through her mind as she shrugged her shoulders slightly.
“Why waste energy?” Was her response, sighing briefly before going back to Noah. Her petite form kneeling down near his to help him pick up the broke bits of glass. With her emerald orbs focused on the floor did her hand accidentally brush lightly against his paw but she paid no attention to it. “Just go rest, I can get the rest.” She muttered, biting back a side remark of ‘I’m helping the stereotype of how women are suppose to be. Cleaning up after males, great.’
If she said what was about to slip off her tongue would things become a bit more tensed around each of them.
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Posted: Wed Mar 07, 2007 8:06 pm
Dallas almost offered to take the girl's place after she took Noah's place, but for some reason, he had this feeling that he would just cause another mess. What was he going to do now? He didn’t really want to say anything, or else he’d be risking another argument… He couldn’t just leave either, seeing as that would probably also leave the wrong impression with the rest of the…uh, people. Finally, after much deliberation, he decided just to play it safe and ask them what they wanted him to do.
“So…” he started saying in a rather unsure tone, “um, do you guys need me to help or anything? I have some Neosporin in my duplex, Noah. I could go get it for your cut or something. Or I could help you clean up if you wanted…” He waved n the general direction of the girl, whose name he still didn’t know. “miss. Or I could go grab some real bandages, or…” he just trailed off. He was really, really trying just to shut up so they didn’t get annoyed at his ramblings.
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Posted: Wed Mar 07, 2007 9:33 pm
Ryan would have bent down to help, but his spine didn't exactly work that way anymore. Sure though that the girl was attending to it, he turned his attention to Noah. "Look, you need some rest after what you just went though. Once this is cleaned up, we'll all get out of your fur and you can get some sleep. In fact, I wouldn't mind a little more sleep myself. We're both nocturnal, right?"
At least the other guy was trying to be helpful now. "I wouldn't worry about it. The Doc's are probably going to check him out anyways." The last bit was said in a hushed undertone, though Noah may have been able to hear it.
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