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 Posted: Wed Mar 21, 2007 9:04 pm
Halloween's ears fell back against her head and she shook her head too. "No... I don't remember my parents or even know if I have siblings. I have no mate nor children. I'm just here taking up space." She replied with a sheepish grin and shrugs. She didn't wuite like to admit that she felt just like she was only a piece of flesh with no real purpose for anything at all. She really was just taking up space in her current track of life.
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Posted: Wed Mar 21, 2007 9:42 pm
"Awww.. Don't say that. You're not just taking up space in this world. I'm sure you have some purpose in life. You may not know what it is yet, but if you just wait it out and ride the wave a little longer, you'll know soon enough."
Smiling, Gingey looked outside, seeing the rain falling quite heavily now. Shivering some, he was actually glad to have Halloween along. Otherwise, he would of been stuck out there in that down poor, and boy, did he hate the rain.
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Posted: Wed Mar 21, 2007 9:50 pm
Halloween shrugged at Gingey's words. "I've looked everywhere to try and find my place but all I've managed to do is cause pain to others. I spend most of my time alone anymore. I like being alone but not all the time. I want to be needed, wanted by someone."
Halloween gazed at the down pour outside. It was coming down hard and in her state of mind now had she been caught in it she would have simply layed down and stayed there feeling sorry for herself.
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Posted: Wed Mar 21, 2007 10:01 pm
Starting to feel sorry for this poor mare, Gingey wasn't sure what to do. He wanted to comfort her, but at the same time, he wasn't too sure if he should get close to her. However, if he was the one who needed help, he'd want some comfort, so he decided to try and comfort her.
Slowly, Gingey looked at Halloween, nudging himself closer to her. Eventually, his side was right next to hers, his head next to hers as well. He had never been this close to another mare before, so it felt weird. Still though, he had to try to make her feel better.
"You have a purpose in life.. And you haven't hurt me yet. So, you must be good, in some way. I just know it....", he whispered, the rain continuing to fall.
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Posted: Wed Mar 21, 2007 10:13 pm
Halloween looked at Gingey curiously. She'd been this close to a stallion before so his close presense didn't bother her too much. Though she did not know for sure what his true intentions were she did not care. She craved affection and attention, the things that would come with love though love was not trully present now she craved even the slightest remenance of it.
Slowly Halloween nudged her head against Gingeys. "What is my purpose to be? Can I be good even with my past?"
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Posted: Wed Mar 21, 2007 10:20 pm
"Of course you can... Everyone can change their ways, even if their past life was the most horrible one ever. As long as you are willing to change it, it will change, and for the better or worse is up to you."
Feeling her head nudge up against his own, Gingey's eyes rolled slightly, not used to this feeling at all. It felt good, yet he was very worried, for he didn't want his body to lose control, like it wanted to. He just had to keep his cool. So, he didn't really do anything, except softly neigh.
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Posted: Wed Mar 21, 2007 10:31 pm
Halloween's heart remembered how wonderful loving had been and her body remembered the affection that had come with it. She itched to recreate those times and though Gingey did not return her soft affection she continued by nuzzling her head against his head and neck. As she nuzzled on him she slowly leaned her body as close as she could against his until her whole side was pressed against his.
"I want to change it and I'm willing to change. How can I do so though?" She asked in her own whispers.
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Posted: Wed Mar 21, 2007 10:38 pm
Ohhhh.. How his inside's ached. He wanted to just touch her, quite suddenly too. His heart was racing and his mind was spinning, a slight wave of dizziness coming over him. His stomach felt queasy too, and these were all very sudden feelings. He couldn't explain any of them, other than that the affection he felt from Halloween, he wanted to return.
Without thinking, his own head began to nuzzle hers, his white eyes beginning to glaze over. He wasn't sure what he was doing or why, but he felt he need and want to. Did he really like this mare like that? Or was it something else?
"You can change by just being you.. Don't try to be different... Be who you really are... For you will be amazed with the results in the end...", he whispered back once more, his cropped tail swishing around behind the two of them.
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Posted: Wed Mar 21, 2007 10:49 pm
"But if the real me wants something she cannot have... Something that could drive her insane if she doesn't get?"
Halloween began to nibble on the fur beneath Gingey's chin and along his neck in a fairly affectionate way. She could feel Gingey opening slightly and returning her affection. Perhaps he wanted to feel loved too? Even if for a simple instant in time.
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Posted: Wed Mar 21, 2007 10:56 pm
Now, she was pushing it. While Gingey loved the sudden feeling that this mare caused to him, he wanted to so badly break away from her. Yet, at the same time, he wanted to stay and enjoy it. What could he do?
"Well... If I may ask.. What does this 'real you' want? You can tell me.. I'm listening...."
Shivering slightly, the brown-speckled stallion tossed his head around some, the feeling of this mare's teeth slightly ticklish, yet it was comforting. Only reacting upon instinct, Gingey nuzzled the top of her head, licking it slightly, his muzzle brushing through her dark mane.
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Posted: Wed Mar 21, 2007 11:16 pm
Halloween stopped nibbling on Gingey's neck as she felt him shiver. She didn't want to stop as her urges were stronger then ever now. "The real me... She wants you now." Halloween spoke this before she could stop herself. This was weakness to admit her desires but she did it and there was no turning back. She gazed at Gingey awaiting his reply. What would he say? Was she going to be put down?
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Posted: Thu Mar 22, 2007 8:31 am
What? What had she said? Did she really say those words that Gingey had so longed to hear from a mare? She couldn't have... Who could like him? He was a dolt, and his mischievous nature could really be destructive, if he let it. Still though, the more he thought back to what she had said, the more he realized that she did indeed say it, and his ears weren't deceiving him.
"You.. Want me? But... Why? I am nothing... Or at least not the type of stallion you'd truly want. I'm a wanderer... And I don't want to be the one to have you fall in love with me, and then have me break your heart. Both my mind and body wander all the time, and that can be dangerous...."
He wanted her too... He honestly did. He was experiencing emotions that he didn't think existed, until now. Still though, just the thought of hurting her made him wince some, for he never wanted that type of torture to happen to this mare... For he really did care for her.
Looking back at her, his eyes roamed about her facial features, taking in all accounts. The small whiskers that she had really amazed him, for they were so unique. She was so beautiful.... Whether others thought she was or not. Neighing softly, he brushed his muzzle through her mane once more, loving the aroma that wafted from within it.
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Posted: Thu Mar 22, 2007 3:13 pm
Halloween gave a soft neigh that sounded much like a purr. She did not understand why she was so drawn to this stallion but she was and the urge was irresistable. "I want you to love me Gingey. ...Love me the way a stallion is meant to love a mare." Halloween kept her gaze on Gingey's eyes as he looked her over and she nuzzled his neck with her muzzle.
((Sorry brain fart. XP))
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Posted: Thu Mar 22, 2007 3:32 pm
Gingey blinked some, staring at both Halloween and nothingness at the same time. Had she said the l-word? Had she really? Geez... His mind had to be playing tricks on him. She couldn't have... Could she of?
"Halloween... I... I want to love you back.. But I'm afraid to...", he mumbled, loving the soft 'purr' and the nuzzle that she gave him. He really did want to love her.. But what would happen if he did? Would it be good or bad? There was no way of telling... Unless the two of them tried.
((It's all good. XD))
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Posted: Thu Mar 22, 2007 3:55 pm
Halloween began to lick Gingey's neck and kept licking as she moved up to his face and his muzzle. "Don't fear love Gingey. Embrace it. Take in the moment and enjoy it." She replied while going from licking to nuzzling and back again over and over. She was doing her best to get Gingey to let go of whatever was holding him and just be.
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