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i fell in love with a girl, and we were together for awhile, then we fell apart. and i thought i would die. but i woke up every morning to make it through another day. seriously suicidal over this, i was.
but i lived.
then mom went through my s**t, and pulled out an envelope that was hidden in my room full of over 100 hundreds between or from me and her.
i got GROUNDED the whole summer break for it, and im still forbidden to talk to her (******** that, i call her on the phone all the time), and had all my music taken away, since that was somehow "inspiring" it.
then i got in more trouble when i said my parents were homophobic.
and got put in therapy and counseling to "talk me out of it".
which was a waste of time.
so now i just lie about being bi and hope they dont find out.
i have to be AFRAID of who i am for their sake.
and im not ok with that.
but its something i have to do.
but i lived.
then mom went through my s**t, and pulled out an envelope that was hidden in my room full of over 100 hundreds between or from me and her.
i got GROUNDED the whole summer break for it, and im still forbidden to talk to her (******** that, i call her on the phone all the time), and had all my music taken away, since that was somehow "inspiring" it.
then i got in more trouble when i said my parents were homophobic.
and got put in therapy and counseling to "talk me out of it".
which was a waste of time.
so now i just lie about being bi and hope they dont find out.
i have to be AFRAID of who i am for their sake.
and im not ok with that.
but its something i have to do.
