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 Posted: Tue Jun 20, 2006 5:06 pm
Saa atchd him with the growl still in her throat. This male had hurt her so much in the past and this wasn't helping. "Why would you care who's pups I would have. You certainly didn't care enough to work through your confusion." She starred at the ground for a moment trying to think of something to say. For once she was trying not to sound angry but the b*****d deserved it didn't he? "For all you know they could be Usu's. You deserve it enough considering that you left me after telling me all those things. After getting me pregnant. You got what you wanted Zingatia and now you can be pleased with yourself."
Saa watched in horror at the scene before her. "Get off of him." She would have lunged at the white wolf but her stomach was so precious that she couldn't risk hurting the pups inside. "If this is how you act around others then I don't want you around my pups or me for that matter." She didn't care how much that hurt him but she was dead serious.
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Posted: Tue Jun 20, 2006 5:56 pm
Great....how did the Usu-being-the-father come up? Wait a minute, Zingy is the father and Saa is the mother! They both even admitted that they mated! That Usu thing is out the window.
Usu took a breath of relief when Zingy started to leave.
Zingy suddenly attacked him, threatened him. However, Usu showed not much fear, he grinned. "Fine, go ahead, kill me." he provoked.
"Kill the God-father of your pups, Zing."
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Posted: Wed Jun 21, 2006 8:29 am
Zingy stepped back in shock, giving Usu room to get up. He flattened his ears and his tail was between his legs. "W...what?" He said, taken aback. "God....father. Godfather..." He said, rolling the word around in his mouth a few times. No matter how he said it, it burned. He felt ashamed, of course, but still angry. Why couldn't Saa just come back to him? He would have still loved her, he would have taken care of the pups. But...she made it seem like she was in love with Usu. And that wasn't fair...Wasn't fair at all. "Yeah..." He trailed off, looking from Saa, to Usu, and then to Saa again.
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Posted: Wed Jun 21, 2006 9:16 am
Saa was desperately confused. This was such an odd situation that she had gotten herself in. Zingy acutually seemed to carebut he certainly didn't act like it when he ran after their encounter. Usu would have been a better father in her eyes but would it be fair to Zingy. Her head was spinning as she dropped to haunches.
"Oh god...what have I done?"
Tears rolled down her muzzle as sh migrated against the back of his den and away from the two. This was all her fault in he eyes.
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Posted: Wed Jun 21, 2006 11:11 am
The older orange wolf, black marked wolf got off him, obviously shocked at his statement. The word just seemed to spew from his maw, maybe somwhere in him he was considering it.
Usu let out a sigh of relief. The two mates were having mixed feelings and this wasn't a place he should be.
Now what do I do? He thought. This wasn't right, it's not something should happen in relationships. This must be fixed and as soon as possible.
"Zingy, tell me what happened." Usu said sternly.
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Posted: Thu Jun 22, 2006 3:09 pm
"I love her. I really do." He said, not exactly sure of what to tell Usu. It had all really been a blur anyways. "We...told each other we had feelings, and she was in season. She told me it would be alright, so we mated." He said, hanging his head a little, feeling ashamed for it. "I knew it was the right thing to do, but I got so confused, I didn't want to lose her like....like my family." He reclined to his haunches, tears rolling gently down his muzzle. "I lost them, and my heart aches for them still. But they're never coming back." He said, giving a small sniffle, then continuing, "I didn't want to love Saa, because I don't want to lose her. I can't help my feelings though, and they say I love her. I know that I love her..." He said, stumbling over the majority of the words. It pained him so to even think about his family, but to talk about it brought back the horrid memories, the stench of death...
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Posted: Thu Jun 22, 2006 3:24 pm
Saa whimpered as she listened to Zingy. She didn't truely care about what happened to hiss family. The only thing that should have mattered to him were the pups within her. "What you did doesn't make sense. What if I had died giving birth to them? You never would have know...you probably wouldn't have even come back." The tears in her eyes caused the bright yellow eyes to glow in the darkness of her posistion. She wanted to stay hidden and away from him even though she did love him.
"What made you think that I would ever believe that you love me?"
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Posted: Thu Jun 22, 2006 3:34 pm
"You usually never got here did you, Zing?" he asked, hinting there is something to follow up. "That is because you never let others close enough to do it." he said sternly.
Zingy loved Saa and she him, but their relationship is complexed to him. She loves him, he loves her, she wants him but he doesn't want to 'love' her. Both of these two were having a extremely hard time. Saa is pregnant, her heart pains for her lover who doesn't love her. Zingy is a soon-to-be father, however he doesn't want to hurt the pups nor Saa. To do that he had to reject them, lost in the midst of mixed feelings. Both shared the confusion.
"Zingy, what makes you hink you could hurt them or lose them? The only way you could do that is if you run away." he spoke.
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Posted: Mon Jun 26, 2006 1:48 pm
"I don't want them to end up like me....Insane, on their own. But, no, I have Saa. Well, I did. And...ahhhhh." He said, stumbling over his words, not really sure what he wanted to say. He hung his head and laid his ears back, confused. "I do love you Saa, even if you don't believe it. I'm sorry, what else do you want me to say? I got scared..." He said, starting to sob a little, tears flowing more heavily down his muzzle.
((Short...o.0))
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Posted: Mon Jun 26, 2006 2:01 pm
Saa whimpered as another pain went through her belly. This was too much excitement for the pregnant female and it was aggrivating her pups. Zingy hadn't planned on finding her here with Usu. If she hadn't been there then would he ever have come back to her...ever? A soft shiver ran through her. She was still thin even though she was pregnant and the slight draft was making her weary.
"Please...just stop. I don't want to hear it." Her head buzzed lightly as she pressed it against the back of the den. She felt cold as her sobs began again.
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Posted: Mon Jun 26, 2006 2:15 pm
Usu looked at the other two wolves. This was obviosuly something he could not deal with, especially with someone such as these two. Sure he had his problems, but this was a whole different matter.
Usu rose to his feet and started for the entrance, "Saa, Zing. I can't help you with this. You two will have to sort this one out if you truely desire to save this relationship then you two must do it without my help." with that he left the two alone.
Outside was the same he left it before the two came. The moonlight and the leaves of the Acacia. Suddenly, his shoulder pulsated with pain that caused him to collapse.
"----, why don't you understand!?"
"Because, I------" the voices were strange, this time the voices were sort of messed up as if the vocals changed ever other second. But what was it?
Usu laid on the, eyes closed. He was lost inside his vision. "....uh...."
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Posted: Fri Jun 30, 2006 10:35 am
Zingatia looked at Saa as she sat shivering and sobbing against the cave wall. "Saa, are you....What's wrong?" He asked worriedly, not really noticing that Usu had left, and was laying in the dirt outside. "I'll go get Usu, maybe he can help..." He said, taking a few steps towards the entrance, then looking back at Saa. "I'll be right back, okay?" He said, taking off through the entrance, then stopping in his tracks and just looking at Usu. "Usu....Are you alright?" He asked, nto sure what to do. Both of them looked sickly, and he had no idea what was happening.
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Posted: Fri Jun 30, 2006 1:12 pm
Saa whimpered again as another pain wracked through her. The female had no idea what was going on. She was in so much pain that her eyes had begun to cloud over. She fell to her side, her muzzle against the back of his den. More pain went through her causing her to yelp. The aggitated female got back to her paws circling slowly in place. This was odd to her.
"Usu...Zingy...someone please..." Her voice was strained as she fell once again to her side. Her breath was laboured and the pain was getting worse with each breath.
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Posted: Fri Jun 30, 2006 1:22 pm
"Push!" a familiar voice waxed as a sob followed.
"----, I can't! -----...help me..." Something about this vision was bad. The crying, the groans, and the yelling. What was this?
"Usu...Are you alright?" a faint voice reached his ears.
"uh...." Usu moaned, his eyes slowly parting. Suddenly his lanky body jumped up. "Saa!" he cried out strangely. He pushed pasted the worried Zing and back into his den.
Saa was collapsed on the ground, breathing deeply, and sobbing. Saa was ill, very ill....or....
"ZING!" he called out.
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Posted: Sat Jul 01, 2006 12:18 pm
Zingy couldn't help but be confused. Usu knew something he didn't? He rushed back into the den and looked at Saa, laying on the ground, breathing heavily. "Saa?" He said, voice small. She looked like she was dying, and that wouldn't be good...But then something in the back of his head pushed the idea forth. She's having the pups! "Saa, don't worry, you'll have them just fine lovely, I'll make sure of that." He said hurridely, helping her to her feet. "Sorry Usu, but we need to get back to her den, she has to have them there." He said, instinct and adrenaline kicking in as he helped her towards the entrance.
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