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 Posted: Thu May 25, 2006 5:20 pm
Aruna closed her eyes, nearly grinding her teeth. "Astia," she called after the fleeing mare, "There should be soft path in the direction you're going. It'll lead you to my brother's teepee. You'll find him there, and my mother, too." She turned to Rahu, opening her eyes. "Sh... Shut up Rahu! It's all your fault I'm like this!" She was never like this. Why was she crying? Oh no. She shook her head, trying to keep the tears away.
She didn't cry. She never cried.
"Rahu, we have to talk. Now that Astia's gone, we need... to... talk..." she swallowed, feeling suddenly nervous. She tried her best to blink away her tears. She had never cried in her entire life... not even as a filly. She hated this stallion through and through... and she loved him too. Unfortunately. She really missed her father now. Hania was out getting treated because he'd gotten sick, and she hadn't been able to meet her brother and mother yet. ...Brother... She ached for her brother.
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Posted: Thu May 25, 2006 5:25 pm
Rahu stood, calm and cold. though seeing Aruna cry pained him on the inside. " oh really its my fault?? and what makes you think im going to stand here and talk?" still standing there, he was going to try his best at keeping his own emotions from showing. though he had harden his heart, it still seemed Aruna had a hold of it.
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Posted: Thu May 25, 2006 5:31 pm
Aruna was panting now, trying to calm down. "You... You jerk!" she cried, continuing to cry. She couldn't stop. "Yes, it's your fault! I've never cried in my whole life! But you... You just made me cry..." Her voice lowered, eyes blinking from time to time. "...I've..." she sniffled, "...never cried... ever..."
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Posted: Thu May 25, 2006 5:42 pm
Rahu snorted. " you explain to me how that is. and stop crying, it does no suit you." looking her in her eyes, he did not say anything else. he resited saying anything else, and awaited what else she would say. looking away, he looked up at the night sky to keep himself unemotional or atest he hoped.
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Posted: Thu May 25, 2006 5:54 pm
Aruna shuddered--in an actual good way--when Rahu stared into her eyes before he turned away. She blinked, sniffling slightly, trying to stop her crying. "You... you jerk... I know crying doesn't suit me. I'm saying it's your fault because I love you... I tried to stop it. Tried to get over it, really. But when you left from my first confession, you never said anything... so I clamped down on that... trying to... forget it... and then... I see you again..." She had finally dried her tears a little. But just a little.
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Posted: Thu May 25, 2006 6:03 pm
Rahu stoped looking at the night sky and turned to look at her calmly." its not my fault you love me. i never tryed to make you do that." flicking his tail, he stood there wonding what else to say. " you know as well as i do that i never ment to even see you again. so dont blam me for that. it shows your weak to blam others. you want to know the reason i choose to walk away?"
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Posted: Fri May 26, 2006 4:37 am
"Oh, for..." she said angrily, still blinking. "So I'm a weak mare because I blame others? That's an excuse, Rahu, and as far as I'm concerned, we're what we are because we're made this way! None of us can be cold like the moon, you know!" Her mind was starting to wither dangerously. She was also treading dangerous ground as well.
...Very dangerous.
The brook of water she had held so tightly sealed had been broken, just recently mended somewhat, but now she feared it to break once more. "No, you didn't make me love you--I would never even try it!--but it seems even without meaning to I did anyway," she retorted, finally under control slightly. "What's your reason to walk away, then, O great Rahu?" She was sarcastically angry now, she noticed. Good.
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Posted: Fri May 26, 2006 4:47 am
Rahu snorted and rolled his eyes. " dont make me laugh Aruna. and sinc eyou really want to know, i'll tell you." he glared at her and snorted again." its because i dont deal with emotions or mares very well. i choose to hate, dispise and be cold hearted to mares because when i was a colt my own mother abandoned me." he was visably shaking a little and turned away from Aruna. all the bad memories he had keeped hidden away, came back. shaking his head with a snort, he tryed to keep himself under control. " if you knew what i been through, you know know why im so cold."
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Posted: Fri May 26, 2006 8:19 am
Aruna knew he didn't want her sympathy or pity. "Well, take a look at reality, Rahu," she spat, although she felt she was being too harsh. "I can never hope to understand you. My father was like you, actually! He never had a mother or a father. He still turned out okay. But you? Why are you so... so... infuriating?!" Indeed, she felt sorry that his mother had abandoned him. But instead of living his life out the way he was now, why didn't he just try and find companionship in someone? Sheesh.
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Posted: Fri May 26, 2006 1:07 pm
Rahu turn to her and snapped in anger." you will never understand, and i wont explain myself to you." he already had said too much in saying something about himself." i have already told you too much anyways. if you can not understand, well then i have done a good job keeping others from knowing me." snorting he flicked his tail, and started to walk away. he was through with talking.
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Posted: Fri May 26, 2006 1:16 pm
Aruna snorted. "I... I hate you, Rahu!" She screamed at him, and huffing, turned away. She needed her brother. And her mother. And her father. Hell, she even wanted her sister. She wanted others who cared for her. Why did she love Rahu again? Oh, she didn't know. But now... Now... she hated him. Hated him to the core of her being. He had made her cry. He pained her her heart with his own heartless words, and he refused to allow anyone to try and understand him. He was... infuriating, impossible... Oh, she hated him. Her golden eyes flash angrily. "Fine. We're done talking, Rahu. Do as you please," she snapped, and then ran back to her home. She was already having a tough time enough.
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Posted: Fri May 26, 2006 1:20 pm
Rahu snorted at her words and keep walking. did not even bother to look back. " yeah well i actualy care, even if i dont show it." he whispered to himself. gaving a sight as he walk back towards the stream. it pained him even more to have done ,what he had done. but even if he wanted to, he could not change who he was, or what happened.
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Posted: Fri May 26, 2006 1:29 pm
((The End. For the moment. XD Here comes another RP with another encounter. I shall say it takes place four months afterwards, during the late afternoon.))
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Posted: Fri May 26, 2006 1:36 pm
Rahu snorted as he walked. it had been four months since his last encounter with Aruna. shaking his head, he had become a little unstable on the inside emotionaly. but you would never know it from his calm, cold heart demenare now. flicking his tail, he wondered what he should do about Aruna. in truth he cared about her, but then he did not want to let anyone close. still in thought, he did not notice anything around him.
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Posted: Fri May 26, 2006 1:44 pm
Bairn dragged his mother along as they walked. It had been a while since she left the home for anything other then food, and the stallion thought Mahiri definatly needed to get out more. "Come on mother." He protested as she looked at him with sad eyes. "The only way you'll get to see father again is if you actually make an attempt to find him!" The male chuckled, shaking his head at Mahiri.
The fox mare sighed, knowing her son was right. She just was so sad lately, Hania hadn't been around ever to visit her...it seemed like it been forever since they last saw eachother. She missed her mate so much, and finally stopped pulling away from Bairn. "I know, I'm sorry." Mahiri said, a whole lot happier now. "Let's go find your father."
Bairn nodded, happy his mother had finally given in. He also wanted to see Hania again, but truthfully, he longed see his sister. Something was wrong with her for the past 4 months. Even though he didn't see her, the stallion could just sense it. Something bothered her, so it bothered him. Aruna needed his help.
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