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 Posted: Sun Sep 17, 2017 3:59 pm
He shook his head slowly, eyes transfixed on Nash as the sound of rain became less clear and his mind going This is happening became louder. As the casual conversation moved to a slow intimacy of subtracting space, his perception shifted as his eyes coasted over Nash, to the layers of his clothes, the vague outline of the shape of his body, to a soft jawline and the multicolored hair of coal black to toxic green swept to one side. The air was cool outside, but under the umbrellas and tarp, warmer and trapped the damp air.
"No. I'd rather use our time wisely." He said smiling, setting the bottle aside and moving over. Time was a mistake. Time left chance for second guessing. For doubt. For excuses and reasons why something like this shouldn't happen - or why something like this wasn't deserved.
He needed this not just for sex. He needed this to know. He needed to close a chapter and move to a next one.
Moving into Nash's lap, he took off his glasses and set them aside before dipping in close to his lips, hovering a moment before pressing in.
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Posted: Sun Sep 17, 2017 4:14 pm
He did like the look Melvin was giving him; it was something of hunger mixed with eagerness mixed with a lot of other things that weren't really any of Nash's business right now. Really, he only cared about the first two of those emotions, especially right now.
He held open his arms as Melvin moved, giving him space to settle down onto his lap before he lowered them again. The weight of someone else felt pleasing; it had been a while since Nash had been the one to initiate anything. Melvin was clean and comfortable, and as he leaned in, Nash's eyes fluttered shut, one hand sliding up to tangle in Melvin's hair. The other came to rest on Melvin's upper thigh, not grabbing, but just holding for the time being.
It was a slow kiss at first, not cautious, because Nash was not a cautious person, but exploratory and deep, testing the waters. Several long moments passed before Nash pulled back, breathing uneven, though he didn't go far. The hand on Melvin's thigh slid up higher, pushing lightly under the hem of Melvin's shirt.
"Still good?" he said, sounding amused, fingers brushing ever so lightly over the bare skin of Melvin's waist.
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Posted: Sun Sep 17, 2017 4:23 pm
It was nice to feel warmth, inviting and accepting, and the sense of someone close by and not just at arm's reach. Far from platonic, but a settling of limbs around his and moving fingers that he could feel ghosting over the fabric of his clothes before he felt the contact of fingers upon skin that made him take a moment to breath around the lips he pressed into, tasting someone different than before. His own a mingling taste of spearmint and lingering to something earthier and tingling with a kind of toxicity.
His hands rose up, moving to hold the back of Nash's head into his warm hair, the other around him at his back as he leaned in more, pressing into him and into the wall, feasting on sensation and devouring as much as much as he could consume in moving mouthfuls.
As they pulled, he felt drunk more on the taste than the whiskey, eyes half open as he breathed in the rain-scented air. "I'd be better if you had less on." He said, both hands moving to the hem of his sweaters, wanting more.
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Posted: Sun Sep 17, 2017 4:49 pm
So far, Nash had only been with one person on the island - multiple times - but he'd kissed a fair few, even if that had only been the dare night. Contact and intimacy was a warm, welcome thing, and Melvin was yielding to it in the best possible way.
He did very much enjoy this. Nash grinned against Melvin's mouth, hands curling around the hem of Melvin's shirt.
"You first," he said, and tugged.
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Posted: Sun Sep 17, 2017 5:01 pm
Nash's own eagerness was fuel to a quick spark that ignited a bombfire, and he kissed him hungerly once more before allowing the motion, breathing in to the cool air rushing in against his chest. Articles of clothing cast aside, peeled layers, and where one protective warm was removed, bought on the welcome of another.
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He rested there, eyes up at the sky as the rain continued, lighter now than before, his own breathing slowing as he lied against Nash, mind muddled on the physical high and drunk with satisfaction, muscles still twisting and other parts sore. Not knowing the time, he knew it was some kind of blessing no one else had arrived since they started, and he felt himself never wanting to leave the quiet little fort away from everyone and everything else.
Starting out, looking at the tiny shadows of beads of rain move down the tarp to collect in little pools of water, he felt the tight, cold restriction in his chest twisting at his insides and strangling with each beat of his heart.
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Posted: Sun Sep 17, 2017 5:55 pm
It had been, Nash thought, quite a successful night.
It was some ridiculous hour of the night, probably closer to the morning than the actual evening now. He was both thoroughly exhausted and thoroughly satisfied, Nash on his back with Melvin beside him, each one of them breathing heavily; Nash's arms were stretched beneath his head to pillow it, the very picture of relaxation.
"Well?" he said lightly, voice still a little hoarse. "Feel better now?"
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Posted: Sun Sep 17, 2017 6:55 pm
His attention snapped like a violin string when Nash spoke, and he breathed in, turning to look over and smile. "Yeah. I feel great." He said, eyes welling up with tears.
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Posted: Sun Sep 17, 2017 7:01 pm
Nash gave a laugh.
"Relieved some of that tension in you, did it?" he said, sounding amused. "I told you sex was a healthy thing for any person whose into it."
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Posted: Sun Sep 17, 2017 7:21 pm
His laugh was weaker in response, and he pressed a palm of his hand against one eyes as he turned away a moment, the sudden weight of something final coming to a close. Years of loyalty to one person. Years of continuing to give your heart away to one person over and over again, only to see it mishandled over and over before being tossed. Years of hoping things would improve. Years of trying to improve so things could get better. Years of pain. Years of wanting. Years of heartache and romance and boundless hope and crushing betrayal. Years - and now. Now he wasn't with anyone anymore. Now he couldn't say he was with Lawr. Now after all those years of being with one person forever and always, was ended. He slept with someone else. It was done, and he and Lawr were done.
Suddenly a rush of things came at him at once, and he wiped his eyes away and again, feeling sillier and sillier with each passing moment.
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Posted: Sun Sep 17, 2017 7:37 pm
Nash was not an emotional person; and in fact, sentiment was something he actively avoided, especially when it came to sex and everything involving sex. He did no strings attached fun, and anything more was just - too much.
But, well. He supposed that Melvin needed to let it all out in one way or another. And they'd spent the last several hours cheerfully and eagerly exhausting themselves in a way that had released all sorts of tension of one kind, but perhaps hadn't been enough in another way.
Nash shifted a little, half turning. His hand came out, a hand pressing against Melvin's face, tipping it towards him so that he could press a long, lingering kiss to his mouth; not to start anything, but more to finish it.
He drew away after a few moments, letting go and relaxing back against the blanket.
"Now you can keep going and get what you want," said Nash.
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Posted: Sun Sep 17, 2017 7:49 pm
He was startled by the touch, looking up as he stared deep into Nash's lime-green eyes, and was about to apologize. It hadn't been him, and the time spent had been amazing, and in a moment he felt a soft, reassuring kiss. It wasn't hungry like before, but a soft-spoken act of comfort.
When he settled beside him, the tightness in his chest settled, and he breathed out. Biting his lip, he nodded and looked back at him before, rising up on one elbow, he bent down to kiss him back. "Thank you."
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