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 Posted: Mon Aug 03, 2015 12:59 am
Lol! That’s just great! I would have just hugged her and said I pick you, just to make her happy. I know I would have liked hearing that if it were me. I think my boss is gonna be amusing when he retires. The man makes working a lot of fun, though I think he is out of his mind. I come in and he’s all “you got to see this p***s” and drags me into to look at it. It’s rather funny. Yeah the pressure was a lot. Thanks, I enjoy hearing the vote of confidence. Taco bell was really a shitty place and it didn’t help me at all. I sucked at drive through and lobby. I did wonders everywhere else. It was just a mess. My next jobs were terrible too. Yeah death was taught to us at a young age too. But heaven was broken into three places and everyone goes to heaven. There was no hell for bad people. Strange huh? I rather not go looking for an answer just yet. Also this reminds me of a show I’m watching called proof that is about this topic. Finding out what is after death, I mean. You’re fine. I’m happy to have someone to talk too.
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Posted: Mon Aug 03, 2015 1:13 am
She has dementia so even when I said I loved her too and whatnot she'd go back and repeat the questions whether ill pick her or the other lady. I treated it as a weird video game where you can decide which route and start all over again.. like.. a visual novel? xD Lol omg your boss actually does that? whaat. Im always jealous of people's bosses who are so chill and funny like that. My boss only asks me to work more shifts and has nothing else more to do with me or the other people. No problem. I mean, it seems like that was a while back and I'm sure you've changed a bit to better yourself. I mean it might be scary but I believe in you can do it! ehh. I feel like fast food restaurants in general suck to work at. I'm one of those lucky people who had a nurse aid certificate right after highschool and so my first ever job was to work as a nurse aid at the nursing home i work at currently. Ive only been there one year and I actually feel kinda sad leaving so soon. Im really going to miss the reisdents and my coworkers there. Even though its a meh place to work, I've grown to like the people in the place. Mormons don't believe in hell? that's weird. I mean i guess we are all born good inately? Personally im not religious. I might place myself in the category of agnostic, so thats why i just kinda take in account everyone's opinion and make a mix of everything. lol thanks for bearing with my rants haha. What happened to the other people you were talking to? Went MIA? On a random tangent. We filled up an entire page too.
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Posted: Mon Aug 03, 2015 1:30 am
At least she gives you some amusement. Just don’t upset her too much. I know that she’ll not remember this but still it wouldn’t be cool for you to break her heart. Yeah my boss is cool like that. Very understanding with my condition, and everything I go through. He offers me to cry in the morgue if I need to. I tell him I’m good, though I have done it. That is too bad, more bosses should be chill. I have changed a lot. No more self harming or anything strange. I’m sure I can do it… just need to remember how to do math now. Yes, they do, but it taught me a lot. That is really neat that you got to go straight to working at your job now. Though, why are you leaving? If you don’t mind me asking. There is outer darkness where Satan and his followers live and heaven. Yeah something like that. I’m more agnostic now that I’m older, but people don’t seem to get it. I don’t know what happened to them. I was kind of sad to see them drop out. I feel boring kind of, like I’m not good company. Part of my anxiety thing. Yeah we did. I’m sure we could fill more too.
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Posted: Mon Aug 03, 2015 1:54 am
She was okay about the thing I guess. She didn't cry or get hurt. She had the same expressionless face and blank stares while speaking. It was a while back. Speaking of entertaining, There is this one resident who I always play with. I always poke/pinch her cheeks. She doesnt mind. Whenever I do poke/pinch it she'll just ask "what does that mean?" I'll reply with saying "nothing." and leave her alone. But whenever i poke her cheek or pinch it shes always smiling and she did ask me that one day. She asked it while i was pinching it. she asked "are you trying to make me smile?" And i always say "yeah. You look adorable when you smile" and she continues smiling until she forgets what happened. That's good. Bosses should be more like yours. He seems almost a father-like figure. I'm jelly. haha. but what can you do? Shes our boss and i just gotta deal with it. I try to avoid her as much as possible. Good! no more self injuries. Scars suck. i had my fair share of time when I did it too. Im alright now though. But hey, If you need some help with math, I might be able to help haha. Im trying to get to engineering so I need to be good with math. I guess we all start to learn life things somewhere. even if the workplace is shitty. I'm leaving my work because I'm renting an apartment with a friend in Chicago (I live in Illinois in the more north west suburb of the chicagoland area) and I go to school at the University of Illinois at Chicago (UIC) and for my first year I had to commute each day and the commute estimated took about 1.5 hours to chicago and another back so it was about 3 hours of my time a day and I had to wake up every day at 5 am. it was tiring. So im renting an apartment and taking a bus down to school which should take only about 45 minutes tops. walking to the stop and waiting and whatnot. So yeah. If i'm living down there, Im not going to go back every weekend just to work once and then go back. Its too time consuming. outer darkness. that sounds cooler than hell. even though its generally the same thing. the name just sounds more interesting. a disclaimer. ehh. i dont know there were a few you might have missed replying to. But i honestly don't think you're boring. I mean if i did i wouldn't be asking so much questions about you. and I like talking to you. Its the most ive ever talked to in gaia for so long its really nice.
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Posted: Mon Aug 03, 2015 2:11 am
Okay good, I mean that would just be depressing if you made her upset. I would have to punch your pixels man. As for the second story that is pretty cute. Old people are adorable about things like that. I’m sure it made her moment. Yeah, I guess he is like a father figure. Him and his wife are really sweet and most people don’t believe that they are morticians. I wouldn’t have guessed it either and I work with them. Though, his wife has this bad habit of pinching my cheek and calling me sweetie. It has ruined my liking of the word. I wish that your boss could be cooler about working with you guys. It would make everything a lot better. Good job, I’m proud of you for no longer hurting yourself. I understand that pain a lot and it nice to meet someone else that understands the whole thing too. Oh cool, I might have to take you up on that offer. I remember my sister-in-law asking about dividing fractions and I was all “umm… no hablo math.” It was really funny but very stupid at the same time. I suck at math… LIKE really suck at it. Yes, we do. I learned to respect all workers and yada-yada. I see that makes a lot of sense. My hubby lives in Singapore and his commute to school from home was about an hour and so he picked to live at school. I never had to deal with that kind of thing. Well once, but that was a trip to an old graveyard. Lol I guess it does… leave it to Mormons to think something cool for once. Hmm I should go back and check then. I’ll have to do it tomorrow because it like 3am and I need to sleep. But, I am glad you find me amusing. It’s nice to have someone other than my man asking about me. It’s like were becoming good acquaintances. Night man, talk to you tomorrow.
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Posted: Mon Aug 03, 2015 2:38 am
Not to be mean... Seeing old resident's upset have become nothing to me because honestly, I don't think these people want to be in these "homes" cooped up like prisoners and drugged up and have no will of their own. They dont look too happy. They all generally seem very lifeless. They seem so unexcited and generally unhappy. I mean I guess we can cheer em up for a little while but overall theyre very depressed. So when i see a sad resident(the long term ones). If theyre angry because of what I did, thats a different situation. aw. They treat you like a son/ grandson. that's adorable. theyre almost like a second family. its always good to have those people that are like second families. Eh. My boss is whatevers. lol Shes mean at certain individuals but Im not going to tolerate it. I hear rumors of her leaving and the new assistant director of nursing might take over. but its unconfirmed. until then, we shall see. haha thanks. Im glad you dont hurt yourself either. The scars that remain too are a sad reminder, but kinda reminds us that we braved through it and were okay now. Oh man. thats my case with calculus though. If you don't even understand fractal division then calculus is already no go for you haha. It'll help me understand my math better too xD we can be study buddies. don't worry. I've met people who just reaally take long time to understand a concept. i think i had to take half an hour with a friend to understand this one simple thing. it takes time. lol learning to respect someone is still something. ohhh. so he lives in singapore. i assume you live in western U.S.A or canada-- oh wait isnt it in your profile? I'll check again in the mire of words later lol. but yeah commuting sucks. its not fun. Whyd you go to an old cemetary, if i may ask? lol mormons seem like theyre pretty chill. are they? pfft. its 4.am here. i sleep late. but its alright go sleep. I really do think you're an interesting person though. im glad you're not terrified of talking with me either haha. Goodnight "sweetie" xD haha just kidding. Goodnight bro. take care I had to say sweetie to you. Sorry not sorry~!
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Posted: Mon Aug 03, 2015 3:38 pm
Omg I'm sorry I missed this. It was at the bottom and I just mentally skipped it I guess. Thanks, my avi has changed since posting thing. It was Red then back to Black and white. I hope we can still talk mew.
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Posted: Mon Aug 03, 2015 3:59 pm
I don’t think you’re being mean at all. You’re being honest. If it had been me seeing them lifeless and depressed because of the circumstances, I totally would have felt like there was nothing that could be done. Yeah, they are like a second family. I miss them but my health hasn’t been that well for me to be working there. I’m starting to feel better so I might start going back to work. I hope that something happens. After all, you’re work deserves a nice boss. You guys put up with a lot of bull to have a whatever boss. Thanks, I still think to do it but never pick up a razor. I don’t really have scars anymore they are all faded. It’s been years and I’m old. LOL I never thought about taking calculus… I’m just happy with regular math, no need for something fancy. Thanks for the offer though. I hope it doesn’t take me that long… OTL Yes it is. I live in nowhere Montana XD You need to look unless you want to. It’s nothing special on there and probably out of date… Not really… they are very judgmental, and serious. They seem chill but they aren’t. I hope you went to bed soon after I went. Sadly, I was up until 5:30 with my hubby because he’s worried about getting his wisdom teeth removed today. Me too, I’m glad I made a friend. Also, you’re pretty interesting yourself. Of course, you had too. At least you didn’t pinch my cheek while doing it.
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Posted: Mon Aug 03, 2015 7:26 pm
Non-Adult Situation Omg I'm sorry I missed this. It was at the bottom and I just mentally skipped it I guess. Thanks, my avi has changed since posting thing. It was Red then back to Black and white. I hope we can still talk mew.
You're welcome, and this Avi looks nice too mew mew. cat_3nodding
Hahaha, of course we can still talk. cat_3nodding
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Posted: Mon Aug 03, 2015 7:30 pm
Thanks of understanding. I didn't mean to do it. And thank you for the compliment. I just randomly picked items and tada. So how are you today?
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Posted: Mon Aug 03, 2015 7:35 pm
Non-Adult Situation Thanks of understanding. I didn't mean to do it. And thank you for the compliment. I just randomly picked items and tada. So how are you today?
You're welcome, hehehe and tha is basically how he makes Avis too. cat_xd
Today is certainly not his best day; medical owwies and needles and not fun, but tomorrow will most likely be better. cat_3nodding How are you today mew mew?
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Posted: Mon Aug 03, 2015 7:44 pm
You do nicely too for randomly putting something together. Aw, I’m sorry. I know medical days are never fun. Thankfully, I’m over most my medical problems. Today, I’m well I was doing okay until a moment ago. Now I’m just a wreck. I don’t even know what happened.
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Posted: Mon Aug 03, 2015 8:37 pm
Non-Adult Situation You do nicely too for randomly putting something together. Aw, I’m sorry. I know medical days are never fun. Thankfully, I’m over most my medical problems. Today, I’m well I was doing okay until a moment ago. Now I’m just a wreck. I don’t even know what happened.
Its kay meow, it is good tha you are almost finished with your medical problems, they really suck hu meow?
Awwwww... sorry mew mew, a good day gone bad in a moment he knows how tha feels. cat_sad *pets you gently* He really hopes tha your day gets better soon. cat_sad
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Posted: Mon Aug 03, 2015 8:52 pm
You're welcome. They do. I hope whatever is up with you'll be okay. It happens with me a lot. -accepts pets- Thank you I'll be okay.
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Posted: Mon Aug 03, 2015 9:20 pm
Non-Adult Situation You're welcome. They do. I hope whatever is up with you'll be okay. It happens with me a lot. -accepts pets- Thank you I'll be okay.
You are sweet meow, you shouldn't have your good days ruined you don't deserve it at all, especially as a common occurrence you tha is horrible. cat_sad
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