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Posted: Mon Feb 17, 2014 7:59 pm
She had a point. And he wished he could just give up. But... "Maybe I'm just stupid, or I don't know how to give up." The whole thing was depressing. He never did get anything from his efforts. Maybe it was her presence simply draining him by osmosis, or maybe she was making him realize how fruitless it was to keep on trying. He huffed, his posture deflating. "I honestly wish I could just stop caring." Life would be so much easier.
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Posted: Tue Feb 18, 2014 1:34 am
"Oh." Maebe turned her gaze down, examining her nails. "It's not hard, you know. You're making it hard. But to care takes up so much energy. Aren't you tired, right now?" Her eyes gazed up at him through her eyelashes. "You look tired. And look at me? You know I could go all night." Her lips pursed in a smirk that - for once - held no sarcasm. She was helping him."You've really got to learn to let it go. Like, everything that doesn't matter. I'm sure there are still things that matter to you, just like there are things that matter to me. Whenever something else is pissing you off, or riling you up, or getting you down, just remind yourself of what matters. Suddenly, people like me don't affect you." Her movements were sudden, hands resting on his shoulders to turn him to face her. They snaked over to wrap around his neck intimately. Her body pressed flush against him, in a lovers embrace. "Try it." She whispered. "Try it right now. I dare you."
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Posted: Tue Feb 18, 2014 8:05 am
She was right. It was true. He was exhausted just from letting her get to him so much. It tired him out with each stupid fight he let himself get a part of. Her advice was sound, but he wasn't entirely sure why she was actually trying to help him now. Maybe that was it right there. he kept wondering why? Why this, why that? His mind kept questioning everything. Every motive. His own mind was a menace to itself. So he took what she said to heart, quietly mulling it over when suddenly? He had a very irritating but attractive woman wrapped around him. His blue eyes widened slightly, his brows furrowing as he stared into her much too close face. "Try what?" He asked in disbelief. She was still talking about letting things go, right?
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Posted: Tue Feb 18, 2014 2:55 pm
Maebe's expression flashed with something close to anger, but it faded before it could ever blossom. Instead, her eyes lidded heavily as she glared up through her eyelids. At best, she looked irritated for how dumb he was.
"Not. Caring."
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Posted: Tue Feb 18, 2014 2:58 pm
"You want me to try not caring that your boobs are pressing against my ribs? Right. Sure." He sassed at her with furrowed brows.
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Posted: Tue Feb 18, 2014 3:02 pm
She couldn't help but find that response just a little enticing. "Well. I like that you care about that. I mean don't get angry. You can be turned on all you like, though. I promise I won't bite."
Another lie.
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Posted: Tue Feb 18, 2014 3:05 pm
" Oh." He replied, once again showcasing for all his sass, sometimes he really was just a dumb boy. "Well... fine." He'd be turned on and not angry about being turned on. Easy. Yeah, easy.
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Posted: Tue Feb 18, 2014 3:12 pm
He was doing a horrible job of not caring, and Maebe was enjoying it far too much. She felt like she was being given a free pass to do her worst, and wanted to take advantage of the opportunity for as long as it lasted. She wanted to see how far he would go. "We could go back to my room, if you want." Her lips lifted in a smile too innocent for the words she was saying. "See how long you can last." The pause before she spoke again was pregnant with meaning. "Before you start to care again."
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Posted: Tue Feb 18, 2014 3:21 pm
His mouth parted as his jaw seemed to drop. She wasn't serious. She was teasing him again. It didn't stop his face and ears from turning red, despite his mind fighting against it. He was supposed to not care. Well, damn, he cared. He grimaced and turned his head away from her alluring gaze and complicated smiles. "You know it's really mean to tease a guy like that, right?" He tried to keep his temper from flaring again. Besides, even if she was actually offering what his mind kept coming back to, it wouldn't be right to accept it. Morals and complicated feelings were at war in his brain. She was making things very difficult for him. She could be twisting words to mean one thing and catch him in perverted thoughts, or she could be using him for her own devices. Whatever it was, none of it was pure.
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Posted: Wed Feb 19, 2014 1:12 am
There was a difference between learning not to care, and learning to control your primal urges. Maebe did not want him to learn the last one - she would give anything to see him lose that particular sort of control. "I have been called many things, by many people, Otto." Her voice had lost the sultry smoothness of seduction. She was just speaking to him frankly. "But a tease should never be one of them. I'm surprised at how many boys need to be reminded that women like sex. Let me assure you, just as I assured them - I do not let my personal feelings get in the way of getting laid. If for some strange reason you managed to set aside your standards to take me up on the offer, I can promise you. I am not a tease." But just as she was with Noah, she was confident Otto's answer would always be no. And that was just as it should be, despite how important it always was for her to be clear about her intentions. "You know what, though?" Her lips twisted up in something that almost looked like pride. "You did manage to stop caring enough to let me lie on you like this without flipping out. Maybe there's hope for you after all, sweetheart."
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Posted: Wed Feb 19, 2014 8:35 am
Otto gave her a sidelong look, appraising the truth that came from her mouth. So she wasn't just making fun of him? He wasn't sure if he fully believed her enough to take her up on such an offer, but.... Duly noted."Maybe." He replied in disinterest, though he wasn't convinced tolerating her flirting was considered an improvement. He tolerated a lot of things. "Then, d'you wanna get off of me now? I ain't in the mood." His life and circumstances were much too complicated for dealing with these feelings. He had Nevada, but if things went south she may not be around much longer. He'd never been one to simply throw himself at a woman just so he could get some. It never felt right. Whoever ingrained these stupid morals, feelings and cares into his brain ought to be punished.
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Posted: Wed Feb 19, 2014 7:25 pm
"If that's what you really want." She murmured, slowly disentangling herself. "But I can't help you learn to stop trying so hard, if you don't let me give you a little practice." Her eyes might have flickered down his body at the tail end of her sentence. Distracted. "And, I can't help you, if I leave you alone forever. But I did promise. So.." Her eyes focused hard, and narrowed, up into his own. "It's up to you. Is this the end for us, Otto? Will our story never get it's happily ever after?" She always did think she was meant to be a Prince Charming.
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Posted: Wed Feb 19, 2014 8:24 pm
It was increasingly difficult to reject her advances and alluring words. And well, despite how irritating he claimed she was? She was also hotter than a desert sun. His brain told him he shouldn't just give in to his desire without some emotional attachment. Even that voice was increasingly fuzzy. Oh right. The promise. Otto felt the warmth of her arms and body leave, suddenly making him feel a bit chilly. He rubbed his arms, casting his gaze aside. She was being silly again, teasing him with her dramatic words. He sighed heavily, "You don't have to leave me alone forever. I guess you ain't quite as annoying as I thought."
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Posted: Wed Feb 19, 2014 8:42 pm
Otto: 0 Maebe: Score.The smile that lifted her entire face looked a little too happy to be hers. "I probably am as annoying as you thought. But you are getting better at tolerating people. Which is good.. because I really don't want to stop." Her hand reached out and fiddled playfully with his collar. Her lip disappeared, bitten playfully behind her teeth, as she edged just a little closer. Not quite pressed against him, but just enough to feel the brush of her shirt against his. A subtle reminder of presence. "We should build up your tolerance levels slowly. Maybe, some other time. Maybe, somewhere private." Her smile disappeared, and her fingers stopped fiddling with his collar. Her hand fell flat against the hollow of his neck, just lying there. Something had changed. It was subtle, and slow, but still tangible. She'd stopped trying to seduce him for a moment. "Slowly." She repeated, as a reminder. Though, to whom, it was unclear.
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Posted: Wed Feb 19, 2014 8:48 pm
Her close proximity, the hand on his collar, the change in mood. It was making Otto feel a little too self aware. His face flushed again. Why was she so interested in him? Was he her little project? At this point it was fruitless to argue. Maybe it would all be for the better anyway. Yeah, this would be good for him. "Right.. slowly." He murmured back. His heart beat picked up again, and his nerves ran wild. Softly he pushed at her shoulders to back her away. "I need to go." He managed to say, eager to make a hasty getaway. He wasn't sure why he felt scared of her suddenly. Unsure why he needed to rebuff her advances or her help. He just needed to run, and run now.
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