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Posted: Sun Aug 04, 2013 7:33 pm
For a while maybe it seemed like he wasn't going to answer, or hadn't even heard her at all. He just laid on the ground, eyes turned skyward, smoking like a chimney and saying nothing. Finally: "So why exactly haven't you told someone and had everyone with a big dark sword rounded up for questioning?" No sympathetic words. He didn't know any. Just a bewilderment at the lack of justice being doled out. Taym didn't get how Deus worked. Caelius specifically was going to be a huge shock, probably.
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Posted: Sun Aug 04, 2013 7:50 pm
"I thought about it." Honestly she had. She had actually marched right into Lucky's room when they'd gotten back so she could demand he tell her who did it, cause she was almost certain the Life hunter had seen. Problem was, Lucky wasn't there, apparently his room had flooded at some point and he'd had to bunk elsewhere. By the time she'd run into him again she'd sort of lost her nerve. "I don't know why it happened, and if I find out the why isn't some freak accident or something, I'm not sure what I'd do." She shrugged again. "For a little while after we got back I had nightmares about it, and about the spiders. But they stopped, so I just sort of assumed I was over it. I guess I'm not as over it as I thought." Though perhaps finally talking about it will do some good. Huffing faintly, the teen released her grip on her legs and pushed to her feet. "I'm sorry my personal baggage rained all over spar." She moved to grab her jacket and slipped it back on before small hands disappeared into her pockets. "I've got something back in my room though that should make up for it."
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Posted: Sun Aug 04, 2013 7:56 pm
He laid there for a second, gathering his thoughts, before unfolding--not unlike a spider himself, really, like he had too many joints and hinges--and getting up. He tried to think of something nice to say as he put his hands in his pockets. This wasn't actually something that came naturally for him. Cheap flattery was easy, if he had an endgame, but sincerity was hard and aiming it at someone he wasn't trying to trip into some sort of favor was harder. It just felt like an appropriate juncture to say something nice. "You still won," he pointed out. Even though he didn't want to point that out, because it stung his pride even though it utterly failed to surprise him. "Even with--emotional baggage."
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Posted: Sun Aug 04, 2013 8:11 pm
Now that she'd explained things it was easy to look at him again, and she watched as he unfolded himself and got to his feet as well. Waiting for him on the edge of the patchy grass before starting back towards the dorms. One shoulder rose in a half shrug as he pointed out her victory. It didn't feel like much of a win to him at the moment, not like winning usually did. "I guess, but winning like that wasn't the goal for the day." Informing, and practice, that had been what she was aiming for, and that was so not where they had ended up. Pink lips pursed thoughtfully for a moment, then a tiny, almost smile flickered to life. "I guess on the silver lining side of things you did get a very thorough lesson on fear shields, and you did learn what a charge was, and even if it didn't work properly, you still managed to use it. It doesn't always work, by the way. Sometimes you miss your target, or sometimes something happens that disrupts your concentration, or bond with your partner, or whatever." One small hand and emerged from her pocket and was waving vaguely as she tried to explain. "I dunno. Just sometimes it doesn't work, so you shouldn't let the fact that your's didn't do what it was supposed to do prickle your ego. At least your's doesn't have an automatic recoil whether you hit your mark or not."
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Posted: Sun Aug 04, 2013 8:38 pm
A moment of silence while he considered that. "Small blessings," he said finally. Stop beating yourself up, he said internally, and Fiona conveyed something like gratitude, even when he added: beating yourself up doesn't get s**t done. Take it from someone who knows. She actually seemed more pleased by the postscript. Pragmatism. He walked with Peyton in silence for a while, stealing a sideways look at her. Still felt guilty. Still felt stupid for feeling guilty. Still felt like he wished he didn't know why she'd been upset, still felt guilty about wishing he didn't. A better person would have felt sympathy instead of a cold, detached discomfort. Wouldn't have felt like it was her fault he'd done something to hurt her, which it clearly was. Except he knew it wasn't. A loop of blame. Don't beat yourself up, reminded Fiona gently, and he ignored her. "So what's waiting in your room? See," he added, a sudden, irritable aside, "before I came here that would have been an innocent question but now it sounds like you've got some lurking horror under your bed when I say that."
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Posted: Sun Aug 04, 2013 8:54 pm
The silence that followed them as they made their way back to the rooms was blessedly not awkward, so Peyton didn't feel the need to fill it was nervous rambling. She let it stretch on until he asked about what she had for him, his phrasing, and what came after, making her grin and snicker under her breath. "It's nothing unpleasant or weird, I promise." Honestly she felt bad for having unintentionally beat on him. If it had just been a spar she'd have been smug as hell, but she'd gone into this thing with the mindset of showing him the ropes, and it hadn't gone that way. So, to make up for it, she was going to give him the extra carton of cigs she'd bought for the inevitable moment he ran out. Really, it didn't matter when she gave it to him, he was going to smoke at whatever pace he wanted anyways, and holding onto them wouldn't make him ration them anymore then he likely already was. Besides, it'd probably make him happy. Or.. well, maybe not happy. She wasn't entirely certain happy was a an emotion that came all that naturally to Taym. Whatever, maybe he'd grin. It'd be something, at least.
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Posted: Sun Aug 04, 2013 9:03 pm
Beejoux oh no peyton you sweet creature i am so sorry he is a d**k i am so sorry let me hold you baby he is not gonna grin "I hope it's not a cupcake, either," he said, after another long pause. He held the dorm doors for her again, absently, unthinkingly, and stooped to put the cigarette out on the ground when he did, butt going into his pocket. The lining of the thing was probably filthy with nicotine and ash stains already. "I have had more sugar in the past couple of days than any one person ought to have in a lifetime." Of course, if it was a cupcake now he'd feel like a d**k for saying that. Good work, Taym.
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Posted: Sun Aug 04, 2013 9:08 pm
"Naw, I don't bake." She could cook alright, for the most part, but baking was a whole different thing. That did remind her though. "Thanks for the cupcake you left for me, by the way. It was great." It had had pink frosting over a chocolate cake, and come to think of it, where the hell did that even come from? She was aware he could cook, he'd made a pretty amazing grilled cheese, but she didn't really see him making cup cakes, and especially not ones with pink frosting. These thoughts had her giving him an odd look as they reached her room, and her hand paused on the doorknob. "Where did it come from?"
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Posted: Sun Aug 04, 2013 9:11 pm
"Molly Finn," he said. "Incredibly sweet girl," he added, with more enthusiasm than he'd had for basically anything they'd done all day. "Brought me more than I could eat. Foisted one off on her and another off on you." And had to resist the urge, that old habit, to hide the rest away like a squirrel, just in case. Just in case. It was hard to remind himself that there wasn't a "just in case" any more. Food would be there tomorrow, and the day after. And showers. And roofs.
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Posted: Sun Aug 04, 2013 9:18 pm
"I don't think I've officially met her yet, but I've seen her around." She opened the door now that he'd answered her and walked straight to her closet. "She sounds nice." Really nice. ******** home made cupcakes. All Peyton had to offer was another couple weeks worth of smokes to feed a harmful vice. Hmmm... After a maybe a minute of rummaging around she produced a tied plastic bag, and then from that a carton of Camel lights, in the box. "Here we go." She held it up grinning. "Saved it for just in case you ran out but didn't have any leave days, or couldn't find anyone to grab some for you. But whatever, you can have them now."
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Posted: Sun Aug 04, 2013 9:23 pm
He didn't grin. He took them and examined them like he was expecting a prank. "Holding out on me, I see," he snarked, all dry and faintly irritated. He was already turning for the door when he reached out to distractedly ruffle her hair like she was a child, or maybe a dog. "Thanks for your help today." He hesitated, already back out in the hallway, god bless tiny rooms. Maybe he ought to say sorry. No. Too hard. "Text me if you need anything." Well, that was a faint improvement. Faint.
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Posted: Sun Aug 04, 2013 9:34 pm
Lavender eyes narrowed as she took the cigarettes without so much as a twitch of his lips. Instead she got sarcasm. Nice. Frowning, she followed him to the door, thin arms raising to cross over her chest before the sudden and unexpected hair ruffle had her reaching up to push curls out of her face as the bottom of his pant hem disappeared out her door. "You suck at goodbyes." She called out to him, taking three swift strides so she could hang off her door frame just in time to see his door close. "That's okay, I was tired of looking at you anyways." Just like last time, her voice was raised enough to drift through his closed door, as well as their immediate neighbors. At least she'd gotten a thank you. Not for what she'd expected, but it worked. And the hair ruffle, while annoying, was taken for passive sign of not-affection she suspected it to be. So she grinned, maybe a little impishly, before shouting again. "See you later, Buddy!" Then slipped back into her room and closed the door.
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