Twitter DM / America / 'Children' / August 15 2014
AMERICA JONES <******** never left a kid and harrison has a point that this place is pretty dangerous but i think things are improving and getting better too
AMERICA JONES <******** youd want this to be a place where kids n normal folk could live then its just a matter of making this a good n safe place for them
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable I agree - the improvements have been somewhat gradual, but each is tremendous in its own right.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable I have mentioned my interest in the refurbishment of the school, but if you should require any assistance in projects that would improve the quality of the island in this way, please contact me.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable Did you experience an existence with children as well?
AMERICA JONES <******** be sure to smile
AMERICA JONES <******** yes i did
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable I am sorry.
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Twitter DM / Robert / 'Infinite Babies' / August 15 2014
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable You always have my attention.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable I am presently working in our underground facility. Where are you?
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom And you have mine especially right now
What got you thinking about all that stuff you been talking bout on twitter here?
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable Are you angry?
Angry? Course not baby I'm just curious! Maybe a little worried. No reason to be angry!
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable Why are you worried?
Cause this is a really specific and kinda sad topic. I'm worried about what inspired it
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable I am not pregnant, if that is your concern.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable I do think that I might like to be if we were not here, however.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable I think that Alice was a good daughter.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable I think that she did not cause our love to deteriorate, but enriched it instead.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable Please do not worry.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable As always, I would rather live as a civilian with you, but I am still happy and am still capable of enjoying our home here together.
Well OK that is a relief I was a little worried! I would too though. I would have loved to have a kid with you. Or ten!
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable Ten children?
MAYBE WE WOULDA HAD 20
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable Twenty!
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable We would require a much larger home.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable And an impressive reservoir of names.
I would have made a home big enough
You got all the brains to think up fifty names
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable I would insist upon your assistance, in this case. Perhaps we could find time between the expansions of our home.
To think up names?
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable Yes. To collaborate on names and the creation of more children.
Uhhh
We can't really make kids though
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable No, but our theoretical existences can. They can make twenty. Or more!
Oh ok they can make infinite babies
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable I am pleased to confirm that this is indeed a possibility! I hope that you will not tire of constructing more rooms in our castle.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable I would very much like to collaborate with you in other capacities in this existence, however.
I want to collaborayte with you every single minute of the rest of my life
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable Wonderful!
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable I have one question in regards to our initial topic that I cannot simply discard. I apologize for asking at this juncture.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable Would your love for me be even stronger or greater if I were capable of bearing your child? Or might it be lessened to share it between us?
It wouldn't be stronger or weaker because I love you infinite, it doesn't and can't change for anything or anyone
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable Oh!
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable I understand now!
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable I have not previously comprehended your ability to produce an infinite quantity of love to this extent!
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable My prior experiences and observations all indicated that love is a finite resource that can be depleted.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable It did not correctly occur to me that you possessed the capacity for infinite quantities of love instead of an incalculable limit!
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable Are you currently at our home?
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Twitter DM / Cami / 'Daughters' / August 22 2014
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable Please excuse my intrusion, but I am afraid that I have grown much too curious. Did you know my parents well?
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable I am specifically interested about my father, Victor Kercher.
Cami Ryland@chromaticore No, I only knew your parents through the picnics. My mother knew yours though, very well, from what I have gathered over the years.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable Could you explain how? What information did she provide, if you do not mind my asking?
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable My mother did not speak to me at length. She did not speak to me much in general.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable It is my understanding that it is my fault that she withdrew from everything, and I am interested in learning more about these events.
Cami Ryland@chromaticore My mother spoke to me frequently but it was never anything very positive. Everything I know is mostly conjecture rather than fact.
Cami Ryland@chromaticore However I think our mothers were involved in some kind of relationship at some point in time before we were born. Romantic.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable A romantic relationship? How did you conclude this? Do you think that it ended at the time of my birth, or did it continue in some way?
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable Do you know if my father was involved?
Cami Ryland@chromaticore Knowing my mother my whole life I know her moods. She only gets angry the way she does when your mother is mentioned when she's hurt.
Cami Ryland@chromaticore The only way I can think of that your mother would be able to hurt my mother so much that it lasted for 20 years is some kind of romance.
Cami Ryland@chromaticore I don't know if your father was involved or if it was before or after your birth. I do know it was before mine and if it lasted after
Cami Ryland@chromaticore It did not last long after my birth. We moved to Antigua very early in my life.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable I see.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable I am having difficulty comprehending why my father exempted this information. I thought that he shared all possible knowledge with me.
Cami Ryland@chromaticore Logically he either did not think it was relevant or he did not know.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable I suppose that it is relevant now.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable Would it make you uncomfortable if I accessed the history of our lineage? Is this information that you would like for me to share, if I do?
Cami Ryland@chromaticore Please. Anything you can tell me about my history and potential family is appreciated. No matter what I consider you my sister, however.
Posted: Fri Aug 22, 2014 7:12 pm
Twitter DM / Robert / 'Concern' / August 22 2014
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable Jordan is not all right.
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom What's wrong? ???
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable I am uncertain.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable He explained that he had consumed whiskey, and he began to converse with Rep, who is also intoxicated.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable It appears to relate to their relationship. Harrison became involved in the conversation and it declined very quickly.
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom Oh...they finally having it out huh. Shame they're doing it in public though ugh
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable Is this typical?
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable Is it okay?
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable I would never say that you are a stupid dog. I do not want to insult you. This seems counterproductive to a marriage.
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom It is baby. It really is.
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom Them three they don't got their heads on straight when it comes to love, especially not when drunk. Just gotta let em hash it out.
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom So long as Jordan ain't talking bout killing himself its fine
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable I am relieved that this is not correct behavior.
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom Not even remotely. These guys are being terible
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable Jordan requested that I inform you that he is sorry, and is repeating something regarding the fact that it 'will not be long'.
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom Okay
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom That worries ne
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable Yes. It does seem quite worrisome.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable He is no longer responding to me.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable I think that we should attempt to locate him.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable The last location that he referenced was his room.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable He says that he is going home. I am under the impression that this is not literal.
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom Ok
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Twitter DM / Jordan / 'All Right' / August 22 2014
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable Please contact us if being alone does not feel like the correct solution. I am confident that you will be all right again.
Jordan Miller@AlphaHammerTime not ofr long
Jordan Miller@AlphaHammerTime it wn't be long.
Jordan Miller@AlphaHammerTime please tell Robert I'm sorry
Jordan Miller@AlphaHammerTime it'snot his fault.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable It will not be long? Until what?
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable There is nothing to apologize for. There is nothing to fault.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable Jordan?
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable Are you in your room at the present?
Jordan Miller@AlphaHammerTime I'm going home
Jordan Miller@AlphaHammerTime it's not theuir fault
Jordan Miller@AlphaHammerTime I'm sorry
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable Please do not go.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable We will find you.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable It can be all right.
Posted: Sat Aug 23, 2014 10:37 am
Twitter DM / Melvin / 'Cute' / August 23 2014
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Melvin Wood@SciFiScientific See. Tigers in a box.
Melvin Wood@SciFiScientific Sure, they can rip your face off, but that doesn't mean they can't be cute.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable Oh! I think that I may now comprehend the reasoning.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable Is it due to the fact that they are acting in a way that smaller, more typically 'cute' creatures behave?
Melvin Wood@SciFiScientific Yes! Even animals who can kill you can do harmless and "cute" things that a otherwise harmless animal would do.
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Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable That is very interesting.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable Thank you for the examples. This has cleared a great deal of confusion!
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable This more closely resembles what I would define as quite cute, prior to this conversation:
Melvin Wood@SciFiScientific How is THAT cute??!!! That's a spider! A SPIDER IS NOT CUTE!
Melvin Wood@SciFiScientific This is cuter than that. A tiger looks soft and fluffy, like a big cat. You want to hug it.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable Oh. I apologize! I did not foresee this reaction.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable I suppose the objective portions that equate to 'cute' in this instance would be:
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable its numerous limbs, the length of its appendages, its small eyes, and its rapid rate of motion.
Melvin Wood@SciFiScientific Cute has to imply you want to touch it. Hug it. Show it affection. That you want to have that impulse to like - I don't know.
Melvin Wood@SciFiScientific Hug it to death. That it might be enjoyable. Like tigers. They seem soft and warm to hug. Like a giant stuffed animal. Enjoyable.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable Can creepy not also be cute?
Melvin Wood@SciFiScientific Creepy generally makes your skin crawl and makes you want to do anything BUT touch it.
Melvin Wood@SciFiScientific So no.
Melvin Wood@SciFiScientific Didn't you have a pet cat or dog growing up?
Melvin Wood@SciFiScientific Or stuffed animals?
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable No.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable I had a pet tarantula! His name was Space Captain Teslarachnid.
Melvin Wood@SciFiScientific While I can't imagine having a spider in the house, I do like the name.
Melvin Wood@SciFiScientific I had a family cat named Pepper.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable Thank you!
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable He did not survive for the entirety of his lifespan after the damage he sustained from Clerise, but he was a worthwhile companion.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable I see! Perhaps the interactions with creatures in our childhood dictate certain preferences in adulthood.
Melvin Wood@SciFiScientific I suppose so. My interaction with bugs was not a good one.
Melvin Wood@SciFiScientific I do miss pets.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable Do minipets not suffice for you?
Melvin Wood@SciFiScientific Minipets are made of fear. They are the disease of this world we are trying to eliminate.
Melvin Wood@SciFiScientific Cuddlying up to a creature made of Fear is like getting friendly with a sack of Ebola.
Melvin Wood@SciFiScientific I'd rather just experiment them and use them as the tools they are.
Melvin Wood@SciFiScientific The only one I tend to is Rin's minipet, and that is only because she likes it.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable While my opinions regarding the toxicity of their composition differs vastly, I understand. I would not have kept a pet if not for Robert.
Melvin Wood@SciFiScientific It's best I don't, I suppose. I tend to use up my specimens too quickly with my work.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable Their durability is certainly a concern.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable I perceive it much like the distinction between a rodent who is a pet and a rodent who is a specimen.
Melvin Wood@SciFiScientific Yes, I can see that. I see minipets as specimens. Everyone else seems to want some as pets. I can see why since we can't have pets here.
Melvin Wood@SciFiScientific And the vast array of minipets means you can get something that LOOKS generally close to a pet you had.
Melvin Wood@SciFiScientific Or a smaller version of one.
Melvin Wood@SciFiScientific I can say I've been tempted.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable I preferred the option of robotics. My robotic tarantula is quite realistic in its movements, albeit lacking in organic material, naturally.
Melvin Wood@SciFiScientific I would want something a bit - warmer and softer. Never studied robotics. I was more into organic chemistry and biology.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable I see.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable It may be a possibility in the future, considering the rate of the island's progress in the absence of the protective shield.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable Flora has already begun to survive impressively well, after all - perhaps it is only a matter of time.
Melvin Wood@SciFiScientific I would like that. A cat or even a dog would help until my girlfriend's return. I think she would like a pet, too.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable Perhaps the state of the island upon her return will allow the opportunity to select a suitable pet together.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable It would be optimal for this to be sooner rather than later, of course.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable Despite any addition of a cat or dog, I am sure that she will be thankful for your care of her per in the interim.
Melvin Wood@SciFiScientific Yes. I know she would be angry if I let her "pet" die.
Melvin Wood@SciFiScientific And I do wish sooner rather than later.
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Twitter DM / America / 'Hopes' / December 1 2014
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable I hope that I have not upset you. It was not my intention to do so, if I have.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable My emotional investments are few, and my defense of them can elicit ill-mannered reactions that are not well considered.
AMERICA JONES <******** okay i know you two got a lot of sharp words and feelings pointed at each other i thought he was talking like that about not having kids
AMERICA JONES <******** that upset me a lot
AMERICA JONES <******** he meant a science thing and that still isnt okay but thats different
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable I see. I understand. I am sorry nonetheless.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable It is my failure to achieve the hopes which I was once wholly capable of achieving that creates such difficulty in accepting
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable that I hope for something that I cannot ever achieve through normal, human means.
AMERICA JONES <******** you ever get mad at other yous that managed it
AMERICA JONES <******** hate mine
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable Yes. I envy and resent them. It is difficult to presume that I can be capable of believing I have done anything correctly, having seen them.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable And though I inexhaustibly identify and calculate the variables of change between our universes, I can find no solution for us.
AMERICA JONES <******** it feels like the problem that needs solving is me and the person i am and i hate that too
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable While I do feel similarly, and am troubled by the knowledge that I am simply incapable of truly being ideal--the problem is not you.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable In fact, you are the only constant within the equation. All other variables may change, and not all will result in the output of
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable a universe with children. In the absence of you, the equation has no existence in any capacity.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable This removes the presence of all negative values, but removes the presence of the positive as well.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable I am grateful for the positive results of my present equation. It is a positive value higher than I ever would have otherwise achieved.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable It is worth this positive despite the knowledge that I can produce no offspring and have married a man who wants to be a father.
AMERICA JONES <******** you i only understood bout half probably but i think i needed to hear that half from somebody who understands it like you do
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable I regret that you are also experiencing this. I cannot claim to be skilled with comfort, but I will offer what support I can.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable You are welcome in our home at any time, and I am available by any method of contact otherwise.
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Twitter DM / Jordan / 'The Eye' / January 26 2015
Jordan Miller@AlphaHammerTime The Eye was the mark of the Night Watch in Blue Kingdom.
Jordan Miller@AlphaHammerTime Not fully comfortable telling everyone that, but I trust in your discretion.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Thank you for clarifying, and for extending your trust. I assure you that it is not misplaced. Is this an uncomfortable subject to discuss?
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable I must confess that my counterpart resided within another kingdom, so I am regretfully uninformed regarding much of your court.
Jordan Miller@AlphaHammerTime I'm less comfortable discussing it publicly. Blue Kingdom took the form of a criminal syndicate.
Jordan Miller@AlphaHammerTime My other was one of three running the show. I'm sure I don't need to tell you who the others were.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable I understand. Am I correct in inferring that the three of you were the components of the Night Watch?
Jordan Miller@AlphaHammerTime The leaders, yes. Part of the reason I prefer to explain this privately is the continuing uncertainty of the relationship in this world.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable I hope that my inquiries will not create and further complications for you.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable The remnants and residual effects of other universes can be troubling when associated or compared to our reality.
Jordan Miller@AlphaHammerTime What I find most troubling, ironically, is how little it troubles me.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Ah. I am familiar with this conflict, though I suspect that the circumstances varied drastically. Nothing else has been quite so damaging.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Granted, the eventual results were unanticipated in their immense positivity, but it was no less difficult in the moment.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable You are respectably strong, and I am optimistic for your own results.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable That said: if you recognize the aforementioned difficulty, are you all right at the present?
Jordan Miller@AlphaHammerTime I am. My other was/is a criminal and a killer, but better at self-control and focus of will and purpose. I may be able to use some of that.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Yes, I agree. I will admit that I am somewhat startled at the implication that you lack focus in purpose, however.
Jordan Miller@AlphaHammerTime I'm flattered. But comparatively, certainly.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Did you find that the sacrifice of other pursuits occurred to account for it, comparatively speaking?
Jordan Miller@AlphaHammerTime Yes. But he chose his sacrifices carefully.
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Twitter DM / Robert / 'Irrational Love' / February 4 2015
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Do you find it more rational to hate me than to love me? If not now, have you ever? I will not be angry if the truth is unfavorable.
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom I don't know what could possibly be rational about hating you even a little bit, I love you too much to even think about it
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom Its impossible to hate you, you're made out of everything perfect
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable I love you too!
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Do you really believe that I am wholly perfect? The fact that I am dangerous is perfect?
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom There is nothing and no one, in this entire world that is perfect like you. And that's why I'm never giving you up never ever.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Even if I do something bad? If I hurt someone? If I kill someone? Will it still be easier to love me than hate me?
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom It's always going to be easier for me to love you Mimsy, because it's impossible to hate you. I ain't got it in me.
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom don't matter what you do, Im gonna love you 100% for the rest of my life
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom Are you really worried I'd hate you for s**t like that?
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom or anything really
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom I thoguht you knew me better
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable I know you exceptionally well!
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable It isn't an unfounded fear. Why did you inform me that I cannot cut people open, for instance?
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom Because you can't! No cutting. But if you did I would still love you. I'd just tell you no more pls it would make me happy if you didn't
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Oh! I think that I may be confused. Is this correct: I can't perform these actions because my doing so would make you unhappy?
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom Yeah I would be sad if you hurt someone. Who didn't deserve it
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Of course. That should not be a problem, but I will be mindful of your happiness.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Both you and your happiness are of paramount importance!
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom You always are. And I'm always gonna be thinking about making you happy too. Every day!
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable To clarify, my incorrect assessment was that the consequence indicated by 'can't' would be the loss of your love.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable I'm admittedly finding it increasingly difficult to uphold rules or guidelines that apply to anything but you or us.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Nothing else is comparable in importance, and the gap between grows wider each day. Is that all right? Is that normal?
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom Idk what's normal anymore and I don't give a s**t
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom That's WAY ALRIGHT WITH ME
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Then it is all right with me as well! (:
Posted: Fri Feb 06, 2015 8:11 pm
Twitter DM / Horace / 'Apologies and Difficulties' / February 6 2015
Horace@nokoni_island I apologize if I distressed you the other day.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable It is all right. I presume that was not your intention in the moment. Correct?
Horace@nokoni_island It wasn't. I was being emotional because Jan was flirting with someone else. Sorry.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable I understand. The thought alone is quite distressing. I would not be in a state of mental clarity if I witnessed such an action either.
Horace@nokoni_island I don't think you have to worry though - Robert is fixated on you alone. :) It's very sweet.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable He is. (: I love him very much, but his love for me is immeasurable.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable I would not anticipate intentional flirtation with someone who is not me. In the beginning, however, we encountered accidental incidents.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable A discussion of what was and was not allowed was deeply beneficial to us.
Horace@nokoni_island Jan and I have different interpretations of what flirting is.
Horace@nokoni_island It is not easy to love someone, Dr. Morris, is it? :/
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable No, Horace. It is not. Even when it is easy it is difficult. Love is oddly paradoxical. I could never have anticipated as much.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable It seemed so effortless and intuitive before Robert gave me his love.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable But this difficulty does not mean that it is not worth it. An absence of love is a far greater trial.
Horace@nokoni_island I had thought I loved before too, but it was different. Like the befores were paler, more washed out feelings.
Horace@nokoni_island I am going to keep trying. Trying to learn to love right and be worthy of love.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Ah, I should clarify - I never experienced love prior to meeting Robert. I was neither the recipient nor the provider.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable I encourage you to continue your diligence nonetheless.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable I am very familiar with both facets of such a pursuit, and reiterate the difficulty I experienced, but would never have chosen differently.
Horace@nokoni_island Thank you, Dr. Morris. It's a bit forward, but may I have your advice later on if I happen to run into other issues regarding love?
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Of course. It is not a forward request in the slightest. The only subject that I have studied more than love is physics and its disciplines.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable I will gladly share my notes on any relevant occasions in addition. Some were left behind, and some were lost to fire, but some remain.
Horace@nokoni_island I really appreciate your help, Dr. Morris! :) It's a shame you lost some to a fire, though.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Yes, it was most certainly a shame. We were fortunate not to experience any irreversible loss.
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Twitter DM / Cami / 'A Place To Go' / February 8 2015
Cami Ryland@chromaticore Mimsy are you home? Please be home. I need...I need my sister right now.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable I am home. Would you prefer to visit here, or would you rather I come to you?
Cami Ryland@chromaticore Your home, please. There's...well. It's complicated but there's not really a place for you to come right now.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable There is always a place for you in our family. I will await your arrival.
Horace@nokoni_island You do not seem like a monster, Dr. Morris.
Horace@nokoni_island If you are a monster, and all monsters were like you, perhaps it would be easier.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Of course. Monsters who appear to be monsters cannot survive among humans. They scarcely last very long out of hiding.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable What would be easier?
Horace@nokoni_island Then it would be easier to love a monster.
Horace@nokoni_island Have you asked Robert how appealing it is to love you?
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable You misunderstand. It is not easy to love me. I require Robert specifically. No one was capable of loving me prior to him.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Those who attempted were quite rapidly repelled. They made the reason very clear: they could not love a monster with no capacity for love.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Robert insists that I am not a monster, and that I should not believe those who claim otherwise, regardless of importance or expertise.
Horace@nokoni_island No capacity for love? But it is quite clear that you -do- have that capacity.
Horace@nokoni_island Do you only wear the mask of love?
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable I believe that I now have the capacity. I previously attempted to mimic observations of the appearance of love. It does not feel the same.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable I am capable of love because Robert loves me, no matter the difficulty or challenge I present to him. He never loves me less. Only more.
Horace@nokoni_island Sometimes I do not think love is enough.
Horace@nokoni_island You are very lucky, Dr. Morris.
Horace@nokoni_island How-
Horace@nokoni_island How long did it take for his love to reach you?
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable It may not be in itself, but with the correct conditions, parameters, variables, operators, etc., it supplied the formula for the solution.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable I suppose that depends entirely upon what you would perceive as the point of origin.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable He has loved me since we first met, and I observed him as a candidate in turn.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable After a period of fifteen months and sixteen days I accepted his love, and began pursuing the ability to love in return.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Forty days following this transition marked my first admission of actually feeling love.
Horace@nokoni_island Robert is persistent.
Horace@nokoni_island I fear this may result in my eventual death, but I suppose to give up now would be weakness.
Horace@nokoni_island The timeframe perhaps puts things into perspective.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Yes. He loves me. I persisted in turn, because I need him. Now we both love each other.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable You do not have to perish. Robert was prepared to die for me to be capable of comprehending love, but it was not necessary.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable I did not require his heart quite as I hypothesized I might.
Horace@nokoni_island As you hypothesized?
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable It is a theory created by a monster who was alone and exceedingly desperate, Horace. It may be best left unconsidered.
Horace@nokoni_island Please, Dr. Morris.
Horace@nokoni_island I am... I am trying to understand the things that have happened to me. To understand why I am not enough.
Horace@nokoni_island Your context is helping me, so
Horace@nokoni_island please
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Perhaps it is a matter of perception. Robert's patience and vigilance has been of paramount importance in times of misunderstandings.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable For instance: I was quite certain that I must remove and examine his heart so I might replicate the indicators of love inside it.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Robert was quite certain that this was not the singular option.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable He was correct, of course, but neither of us perceived the other as correct until it was proven and verified as such.
Horace@nokoni_island How did you discover you did not need his heart in that manner?
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable I loved him without it.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable I have since acquired evidence that seems to indicate the physical presence of something within one's heart, but cannot verify what it is.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable I do not require it now regardless, so my research is less active.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable May I inquire what happened to you, as you referenced a moment ago?
Horace@nokoni_island I think it would be interesting to read your previous research, though perhaps not beneficial to me.
Horace@nokoni_island I asked for too much from Jan and received too much in return.
Horace@nokoni_island I don't know his eventual aim because he was stopped, but he took the ring finger from my left hand and left me with a whole not in my chest
Horace@nokoni_island That is why I asked if it was hard to love a monster. Especially if the monster cannot love back.
Horace@nokoni_island * a whole note, a semibreve. Excuse my typing errors. I had typically done this more often two-handed.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable You are welcome to. I have since assigned exclusive rights to the data and research to Robert as a gift, however. He may grant permission.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable I am afraid that I cannot grasp the concept of asking 'too much' of a partner.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable In regards to what you have described, I note a resonance with my own attempts at sentiment. I did not recognize it as harmful.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable I have learned that the actions that I associate with affection are not always conventional.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Robert and I have faced similar misinterpretations in the past.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable In this sense I would claim that it is very difficult to love a monster. It is dangerous and can be uncomfortably unfamiliar.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable But Robert seems to find loving me unquestionably worth all of this.
Horace@nokoni_island Jan told me specifically that I asked too much of him. That I aspired too far. These things were what I got for doing so, what I deserved.
Horace@nokoni_island I wonder if it might be easier to find that piece inside my heart and cut it out as per your research.
Horace@nokoni_island But it's not about what's easy after all.
Horace@nokoni_island Sorry, I'm babbling.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Is a statistically minimal possibility for him to be capable of love more valuable than your life?
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable I did not always intend for my relationship to be permanent. I once relied upon Robert's willingness for sacrifice.
Horace@nokoni_island Do you recall the exact turning point?
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable I do not. It diminished over time. I suspect that the critical point and the point at which I took note of it were separate occasions.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Approximately seven months after we began our relationship, perhaps? I cannot say with certainty.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable I was quite frightened upon making this discovery. How silly of me.
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Twitter DM / Dwight / 'Respect' / February 17 2015
ProDiddy@ProDiddy1 You're favoriting of Rep's post implies that you don't feel that Robert should respect you, and I find that worrying.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Why? I do not understand.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable I want his respect, and have his respect, of course - but I needed to earn the right to deserve it.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable It is this way with everyone I respect and trust to guide me: Robert, Dr. H, you. Previously my father. Men who define me.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Is this not correct?
ProDiddy@ProDiddy1 They're supposed to earn your respect in turn. Do you respect them because they have qualities worth respecting, or because they are men?
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable What would I be expected to do prior to their earning it, had they hypothetically not already? Where would I find direction?
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable My answer is somewhat complicated, I think.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable It is primarily due to respectable qualities, but I encounter difficulties/inabilities placing another woman in this position of importance.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable I remain somewhat competitive, and it detracts from my implicit trust.
ProDiddy@ProDiddy1 Sounds like you have some internalized misogyny to sort out. Society creates biases that impact our ability to be objective and logical.
ProDiddy@ProDiddy1 That you don't see men and women as competitive equals should be a sign of things to think through.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Can you help me? Is that allowed?
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Please?
ProDiddy@ProDiddy1 Of course but remember that the things I say are things for you to think about and come to your own conclusions.
ProDiddy@ProDiddy1 Maybe start by asking Robert his opinion on men, women, and respect.
ProDiddy@ProDiddy1 And see if you agree.
ProDiddy@ProDiddy1 If you don't, we can talk about it.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable All right. I will remember.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Thank you.
Posted: Tue Feb 17, 2015 8:42 pm
Twitter DM / Robert/ 'Women' / February 17 2015
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Do you have a moment to talk? I have encountered a puzzling misconception and need your help to fix myself.
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom You found a puzzle? LETS DO IT I got time hit me
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Not quite a puzzle. Sort of a puzzle.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable If you are excited for a puzzle then it is a puzzle!
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom Puzzle me up buttercup
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable You respect me, correct?
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom Absolutely
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable I know. (: I could never doubt that.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable With that fact established - do you believe that I needed to earn the right to deserve your respect?
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom You did earn the right.. I mean we both did. Its kind of a mutual thing I guess. idk this is hard
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Perhaps it will be best to speak more generally. We are an exception to most things.
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom yeah thats true
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Are women inherently more or less deserving of respect than men, or are they equally deserving?
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom Holy s**t nah theyre totally equal in all the things maybe they even deserve it more
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Can you explain why?
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom uhhh
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom Why women deserve respect???
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Yes.
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom I guess a better question is why wouldnt they? Men and women all humans why would one sex not deserve respect?
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable I don't know.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable That is the puzzle. I don't know.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Do you think that men define women?
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom Huh, thats a hard one
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom Oh not that
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom the puzzle is a hard one, that question is easy
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom Nobody defines nobody but themselves
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom dont matter what you are
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable How do you know how to define yourself? How do you know what to do, and which direction to go in?
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable How is this done without something external?
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom I never really thought about how to define myself.. thats the kind of thing smart people do I guess
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom if I needed to define myself Id just do it, like. I'm Robert. I'm Irish German and I'm a hunter and I like my wife and sandwiches and dinos
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom Im a good guy but I got a temper
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom thats it
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom nobody tells me who I am but me
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable What if someone instructs you in how you should behave? Or tells you what to do, or what to think?
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable I am supposed to listen to you, aren't I?
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom Supposed to sounds wrong. I dont think youre supposed to listen to anyone but I think you can trust me enough to listen to me
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom its all about that earning respect thing from before you know?
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom We earned each others respect together, and that means we know we can trust each other with eveyrthing.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable If I didn't listen, wouldn't you be angry? Would there not be consequences if I broke your rules?
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom Which rules
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Any rules. Anything you have informed me that you do not want me to do.
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom Like.. cheating on me rules?
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable I suppose. Or if I committed murder, alternatively.
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom I'd be angry. Hell I get angry when I burn my toast. And I guess there would be consequences, sure.
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom But I'll still respect you
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom I'll just be mad and sad and mopey
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom And hurt
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Doesn't this mean that these are things that I'm supposed to do or not do, then?
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable No! I don't want that! No more hypothetical!
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom See there's you're answer :) you don't wanna do it. Not because of respect. Because of love.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable That may be, but I think that you may be the exception again.
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom In that case I sure do hope so
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable What about Dr. H, for instance? Am I not supposed to follow his directives?
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom That's hard for me to say. Truth is I wish you wouldn't but he's our boss so I guess for the basic stuff you should
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom Maybe when he's asking you to do something that isn't typical you could all my opinion first if you want
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Why did I follow the rules of my father? There was no love. I was supposed to nonetheless. Is this similar?
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom Well when you're a kid you don't know better. Gotta be an adult to make all your own decisions
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable But the consequences of defiance lasted into adulthood, and existed beyond him. I was supposed to behave as instructed. Why?
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom I don't know, it's part of why sometimes I wish I'd known you as a kid I could have understood
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Sometimes I wish you had too. I have always needed you.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable We could go to the location where I grew up. I could show you. I think that it would help us understand.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Then you would be a part of my childhood too.
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom I'd love that
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable I would too. (: I would like for you to be present in all facets of my life, and this would allow for that.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable Would you prefer for us to be there alone, when it will be unoccupied?
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom Yes definitely
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable All right. I'll plan accordingly. I think that this will be very beneficial in solving the puzzle.
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable I'm excited! (:
Robert Morris@sofukinawsom I'm so glad! ! I wanted to help
Dr. Mimsy Morris@mimserable You are very helpful!
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Twitter DM / America / 'Okay' / March 8 2015
AMERICA JONES <******** okay miss mimsy
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable I am afraid that I do not know how to answer that question, or how I am supposed to.
AMERICA JONES <******** just dont see you upset at him often and youre one of the most invested folks when it comes to relationships ive ever met so i get a bit
AMERICA JONES <******** seeing that cause it seems a little upset for someone else might run a lot deeper for you
AMERICA JONES <******** dont think theres a wrong answer to my question though
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable I am bothered, I suppose.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable I don't understand how another Nora learned something about him before I did. I did not know that I was missing information.
AMERICA JONES <******** know one of my fondest ******** wishes with taym thatll never happen is that id gotten to know him forever and have all the past of him
AMERICA JONES <******** ill probably get real jealous when other people get those pieces before me or even after me im kinda selfish about him gotta say
AMERICA JONES <******** its gonna happen and probably lots of times
AMERICA JONES <******** been with robert long enough its likely happened before with you noticing
AMERICA JONES <******** its any help youre the one who its gonna matter to most though and I bet he knows that
AMERICA JONES <******** any a*****e can find something out first but youll know it best and appreciate it longer
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable I see. This is a wish that is very familiar to me as well, as you might have realized.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable But I am afraid that someone else might give their piece of knowledge a significant importance.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable They might cherish it and hope for more as I remain ignorant of its existence.
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable I am afraid because I did. I cherished our secrets, and I fear that someone will be tempted to use them to have more too.
AMERICA JONES <******** you think someone else could love robert as much as you do in the same ways
Dr. Mimsy K. Morris@mimserable I want to believe that no one could, but my knowledge of love comes primarily from Robert. I cannot independently claim more than a hope.
AMERICA JONES <******** wouldnt that mean you have a unique understanding of him and loving him
AMERICA JONES <******** think you can claim a whole bunch mimsy
AMERICA JONES <******** the sound of it you took him from someone else and thats not great but its also in the past and it also sounds like knowing him has
AMERICA JONES <******** you things like love and that changes a person
AMERICA JONES <******** maybe have faith in the you and robert of right now instead of the past you and robert and someone else
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