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 Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2011 4:14 am
In her half awake state of mind, Sayre would almost say anything. "Im not one of those foxes..." She looked up at him. "I don't disgusIt you... do I?" She snugged closer to him. "I would carry your kits... and I would love them so much..." She wmiled a bit. "And they would be beautiful and handsome."
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2011 4:20 am
He blinked at her, shock on his face. "No, you aren't disgusting." He stated, however stared at her in complete shock, unable to say what he wanted to. Instead, out came: "You'd have my kids?" He whispered, eyes still wide.
"You'd love...t-them?" He whispered, nearly leaving her side in shock. "Even though they'd be...mine?" He whispered, then he stood. Suddenly he wanted to run.
She was to good for him. Him. The monster. She was perfect. She was everything he could ever want and need. And he didn't deserve this.
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2011 4:40 am
She nodded slowly against Jack's fur. "Of course I would. Why wouldn't I... and yes.. I would love them with all the part of my heart that isn't already taken." Aka... Aero's spot and Jacks spot. Sayre was slowly drifting away. But she wanted to answer Jack. "They wouldn't just be yours... the would be ours." As he stood Sayre watched him. Lifting up her head a bit. "Are you leaving me?"
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2011 4:45 am
Jack didn't know what to do, what to say. He stared at her, and then stepped backwards. "You deserve better." He whispered, eyes wide and afraid. "Better then what I can offer you, Sayre." He stepped back again. "I'm just some freak. I can't fly with you. Can't give you gorgeous kids. I have a hard time showing how I feel. Sayre, I'm not good enough." Another step backwards. "A-Aero's right, you need someone perfect."
That was when he fled. He fled to his old tree, ditching his new den to avoid Sayre. To avoid everything. He hid into the bark, curled into himself as his shadows left him, twirling around the area.
He liked her.... a lot. He wanted to be perfect for her. But he wasn't. He would never be perfect. He was some freak, some damn freak!
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2011 5:28 am
"W-wait! Jack!" She just couldn't get up fast enough. She felt like something inside was breaking. "Don't leave..." She stood up, what should she do now? Look for him? Leave him? She needed to tell him that he wasn't a freak. That he was perfect in her eyes, and thats all he shouldn't even care what others thing. Just to tell him to be himself. She wanted to say the three most difficult words to say... "Jack!" She darted from the cave. She needed to find him.
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2011 5:32 am
He heard his name being called, his shadows expanding further, drenching the world as he sulked.
'Monster!'
'You're disgusting, Jack! Look at you.... Just....'
'Stay away from my kids!'
Jack recoiled into himself, his shadows expanding further as he wallowed. He was a freak, the man with slanted eyes. The man with fangs instead of teeth, an aura of shadows. Hell, even if he'd glow it'd be better than this.... this filth!
s**t.... he was...
A freak.
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2011 5:53 am
"Jack!! Please! Come out..." She tried to pick up his sent. She looked by air. She couldn't find him... What was she going to do... "Jack! Please! Just... come back... I don't be with out you..." She stared out the ground. She felt like her words were falling on deaf ears. Was there no hope for her... for them? Sayre let out a deep sigh, maybe he just needed to be away from her for a bit... Maybe even forever. "I'm going home...." If he wanted her he'd come find her... right? Right.
Went back into her cave and curled up. Her eyes burned. Her throat was tight. Her chest felt empty. She hated this feeling. She just wanted to be where she was not to long ago. Laying against Jack. Happy. /but now she felt sick and broken... and for the first time in a long time she curled up and cried.
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2011 5:57 am
He heard her cries, curling up into himself. She'd deal. She'd get over him eventually. She'd stop feeling hurt. He knew it. She'd be fine. She'd find someone handsome and strong and with wings and she'd be happy. Probably have many children and live happily ever after.
While he sulked. This was his fault, but it was fine.... Right? It was okay... It was..okay...
Why did he feel himself wanting to....cry?
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2011 6:22 am
Two (depressing) weeks later...
Sayre couldn;t do anything right. Her hunting when down the tubes, she could barely fly, her sleeping was off. She looked like a wreck. She missed Jack. It was all she could think about. She stared out across the sand and to the jungle, often seeing marages of him. This wasn't goor her. She was getting frustrated. "JACK!!!" She yelled out into the desert. Not like it would do anything... She flopped down onto the floor. She was at the end of her rope. If she didn't see him soon... she would give up.
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2011 6:25 am
Jack hadn't eaten much in the recent two weeks. In fact, he had heard Sayre yelling, because he was in the desert. His eyes were glazed over as he walked, near to her cave. Without his control, his shadows leaked everywhere, his body was hunkered and practically dragging, and he looked pitiful. Why was he here? He was driven to her, again, as always. Just driven to her.
"Sayre." Was all he managed when he reached her cave, collapsing in-front of it seconds later.
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2011 6:34 am
"J-Jack..." Was that him... or the cruel mirages. She cautiously nudged what she hoped was Jack. "Jack!" She saw he was suffering, she needed to get him to water and food... fast. *she scooped him onto her back and pounded across the sand, she went straight for the underground oasis, careful with the precious cargo on her back. She slipped under ground and layed him near the water. She will go hunt when he was better. She back into corner, curling into herself, just watching him.
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2011 6:38 am
He barely heard his name, barely registered being lifted. When he opened an eye he saw water, managing to crawl to it, flopped himself in it, and curled into the water, allowing it to reach his chin. He began to lap up water, soaked, and when he was finished just flopped down, silent once more. Now he had water, something he hadn't had found earlier. His bearings were growing slowly familiar, slowly recognizing where he was.
Then the crippling pain happened. He hadn't eaten in how long? He curled into a tight ball, groaning slightly, his shadows curling around anything and everything, consuming anything it could reach.
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2011 6:49 am
Sayre snuck out of the cave, she had to focus. She had to hunt for Jack. She sniffed the air. Deer.... And it wasnt far. She flew into the air. She beat her wings hard and fast swooped down onto the deers neck, and killed it. Her self and the deer were too heavy to carry. So she dragged it back. She thrw it into the cave, which made the sand fall from hit. Ahe nudged it close to jack. "Eat... please..." She curled back into her corner. Worried.
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2011 6:52 am
Jack listened to her leave, ears falling against his skull. Then she returned, and it smelled like kill was with her. His body uncurled slightly, eyes locking on the deer before he began to eat finally. His shadows withdrew slowly, and as he ate he began to realize why he was here.
To apologize.
Did he want Sayre back? Yes. Would he ask her back? No. He was.... Still believed she deserved better. Yet he had left her with little words, other than stating how un-perfect he was.
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2011 7:11 am
When Jack finished eating she curled around him, a little tight. She didn't want him running agin. "Please... Just stay... with me. I don't care for perfection. Perfection is impossible... " That sick feeling was coming back to her. "I just want you..." A tear ran down her cheek. She could stay like this forever, she would let him go. The only way she would let go is if Jack would flat out said she hated her. But that would kill her inside.
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