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 Posted: Wed Jan 18, 2012 6:59 pm
The next couple days passed as though in some graytone thick molasses like state. I have been trying to help Sylphae after the incident, cleaning her was the hardest part in my opinion. She numbly approved of my help and being her father figure i thought that she wouldnt mind....I was so very worried for her. I made sure the waters were comfortably hot and i had put the floral scented bubble bath in it for her, i told her to sit in there a while, to just relax before i gave her a hand. What was to worry about? Ive given her tons of baths before....but this was different. I heard nothing, after the water turned off...no ripples, not her humming like she usually did, just...nothing.When i knocked and let myself in she was sitting there like a zombie. Staring at nothing. "Sweetie? Ive come to help you...." I drifted off when i saw just how many bruises she had. I tried not to look at them but i just couldnt stop. She stayed still, not looking at me but tilted her head towords my voice.I figured, whatever she went through mustve done something even worse, her bright and innocent color was now darker something, sensually bad. I shook the thought out of my head for fear of what it might lead to.
I had a washcloth and very soft sponge and moved closer, rolling up my sleeves and staying quiet. Kneeling by the tub i held out my hand, she tentatively put her hand in it and i slowly went to washing the dirt and grime and blood off her arm. After a few moments of scrubbing, most of the dirt wasnt moving, for they were bruises as well. She refused to make eyecontact with me. I HAD to think of something to maybe...cheer her up...but what? thats when it hit me. "Syl?" I said softly, one of her cute ears perking my way,"how would you like to go visit berry and london sometime soon?" For one short moment she looked at me, like she used to, her eyes lighting up as if i offered the worlds largest library to her. I thought that maybe she was about to cry, but i guess it was just water in her eyes?
I assisted through washing the rest of her, trying to get her to wash herself though with little avail. Noticing her wings were folded a funny way i tried to move them, but she wouldnt budge them....i didnt press the matter so i let that area be. Eventually she would clean it herself if it was that important. "Im going to let you rinse off, i have some nice fluffy pajamas waiting for you." She nodded a thank you and i left her to finish. Some while later she came out hair now dry and shining emerald in the candlelight. However she wasnt in the pajamas i had prepared for her, she was in one of my big sweaters and my penguin pajama pants! I thought it was silly but i let her have her way.
Without any warning she looked up at the door leading to the attic. She pointed and told me she wanted to have that as her room from now on, i couldnt blame her so i spent a while cleaning it up in there and making it suitable, since i normally go up there for things there wasnt much preparing to do. She deemed it worthy and went up pulling up the stairs and closing the door.
that was all i heard of her for the rest of the night.~Entry:19~
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Posted: Sun Jan 22, 2012 12:29 pm
Well hello there journal, its been quite some time hasnt it? I actually found where Ry was keeping it and took it with me on my stay at berrys castle. Im glad to have found it, it means i can actually "talk" to someone. A many terrible things have happened to me....a few good things, a lot of strange things. Im trying to figure out how to accept them all.
Its hard to remember all the details, they seem blacked out and whenever i try to remember them clearly i feel very strange.
anyway onto more interesting things. Ive gotten older it seems, in body and mind and London has seemed to have noticed! I dont know why but i find him quite pleasing to look at. However, when i visited the castle i ran across Elliotte again! He didnt recognize me at first but thats ok, he seemed happy to see me again and well....theres something about that boy, I cant place it. Hes important, i just dont know how though. Something deeper and darker connects with him and it scares me....
London had let me go riding! It was so amazing!! although i felt very....strange with him sitting right behind me! He taught me how to ride sir Magic and i was doing great until I fell, but he caught me! I think it made me dizzy for the next thing i knew i was back on magic. Interesting yea?
anyways, Ive got to go. settling in and all!
Syl
~Entry:20~
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Posted: Tue Jan 24, 2012 5:27 pm
So.....ive been thinking. Ive been thinking about London and im not quite sure what he means to me exactly. It puzzles me for when i see him i get all aflutter and out of breath but i dont know why. Do i like him? For if i do like him what about the newly grown Elliotte? For some odd reason i have afftection towords him as well, but where could they have come from? My mind gets all fuzzy when i think about him, it doesnt feel the same with London and thats what bothers me.
Do i like both of them? I dont think its right to have affections for more than one, i think both of them would be hurt by it in some way. And I found out that London has quite alot of distaste for Elliotte! How rude! I mean i guess i cant judge their relationship, I mean he may do something to London that makes him angry....but.....OH i dont know!
To my own suprise ive been speaking again, I never thought i would again except for that time with london. But something inside me is telling me to keep speaking otherwise....my mind went fuzzy again. Darn it! I want to know what this is! but who can i go to??~Entry:21~
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Posted: Sat Jan 28, 2012 9:01 pm
I believe i enjoy living at the castle with Berry, London, Ara and Elliotte. Sadly though Elliotte got shipped off to berrys husbands house to start schooling. I wish i could go but im told no and they never say why. Anyways, London and I enjoy many adventures on horseback. He even took me swimming where we both tried flying for the first time! is was very exciting, I cant wait to try it again!! anyways late for tea time, ill write some more later!
~Syl~Entry:22~
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Posted: Wed Feb 01, 2012 6:41 pm
Well Journal, im quite sad. It seems the letters from Gabe have stopped. I wonder if hes mad at me or something. Father said that he was a very bad kid right after he grew. Apparently he dyed his hair and fur black and something that unnatural upset Ry, allthough i dont understand why....i mean it wont stay forever and hes still Gabriel. Father has been acting strangely at least when he visits, he sees berry and only her, i mean he will say hi to us but i think theres something wrong. He wont tell me and i dont really know how to ask him. I just wish to know why Gabriel doesnt want to write.....he doesnt visit for that matter...*frownyface*
~Syl~Entry:23~
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Posted: Thu Mar 15, 2012 10:15 pm
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Posted: Thu Mar 15, 2012 10:17 pm
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Posted: Thu Mar 15, 2012 10:21 pm
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Posted: Thu Mar 15, 2012 10:26 pm
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Posted: Thu Mar 15, 2012 10:32 pm
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Posted: Thu Mar 15, 2012 10:34 pm
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Posted: Fri Mar 23, 2012 7:05 pm
Recently ive been in despair.....my friends were leaving the castle one by one. I dont know what im going to do without them here, i mean master craig is nice and all but.....I....miss London.
Hes shown and taught me so much that I just cant bear not seeing him! And Ara! the bright little girl full of happiness and energy...I will miss her too. I just am so terrified of being alone...in the dark.
The dark scares me.....evil terrible things lurk in the dark. I dare not speak of it...
I had spent some time thinking about what i would do but nothing pleased me.
I wonder if i should ask berry if i could go with them?
I wonder if i would be too much of a bother?
oh what to do?
~Syl~Entry:30~
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Posted: Sat Mar 24, 2012 10:29 pm
Just when i thought i was going to lose my mind with boredom, lo and behold master Craigs lover arrived! Sir Charlie! Hes so cheerful and polite to anyone and everyone around him! I hear his family is rich too, which is interesting. Well the reason i know they are lovers is for one Craig told me, another reason is i was walking around the castle gardens and found them kissing. It wasnt gross it was...enchanting, they were so tender and sweet it was quite a spectacle. When they noticed i was there they both smiled and politely stopped. I didnt know why, there isnt anything wrong with loving someone of the same gender....love is love whatever it looks like.
Anyways he came to visit master Craig and afterwards he came to visit me!
we went for a walk around the castle, visited the horses and even went inside and played some games of sorts! Craig had made us tea and we all had a wonderful lunch together! I was quite sad when it was time for him to head home....I wonder if hed let me go with him?
that was when i sprang a crazy idea, tugging on his sleeve hoping he noticed I attempted to stop him before he left. Turning he looked at me with those baby blues. His eyes seemed to pierce right into my soul, i almost couldnt look away until his questioning tone snapped me out of it. I was so embarrassed i had to whisper in his ear like a child, he didnt scold me for asking him. Actually he smiled and agreed telling me that when he came to visit next he would let me stay with his family a while until everyone at Dicks got situated. I couldnt contain my joy! I hugged onto him so tightly! Excitement took me over and i planted a small kiss on his cheek, master craig daintily covered his mouth and giggled while charlie turned quite a gorgeous shade of crimson!
all is well and i shall sleep very good tonight...after i pack!
~Syl~Entry:31~
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Posted: Sun Jul 08, 2012 9:16 pm
I guess I mustve slept in so long that Sir Charlie was too overexcited, he came into my room as I slept and opened the curtains allowing sunlight to pour into my room, banishing the darkness from every nook and cranny. I didnt realize any of this until i groggily opened my eyes, his face inches from mine. I could feel his warm breath on me, those angelic lips nearly brushing mine. "Whaa?" I managed to get out while opening my eyes fully to stare into his blues. "HAHA sleepyhead!! Get up! Its time to go cuz we already took your stuff out to the car." He gave me such a boyish grin i just didnt know what to think. "I er...what? You didnt have to-" At that point i was cut off by his finger pressing my lips to silence my blathering. "Now now...i wont take any excuses...get yourself situated and meet us down there when your ready." And as quickly as that he skipped away....O.o
I was so flustered and excited and well i dunno....but before I left i visited the horses, the gardens and well...master Craig....I will miss him like a...well....father. I told him my goodbyes trying not to be upset, he came to me and hugged me. and so i cried....i couldnt help it, he WAS like a fatherish person to me and I would miss him so much. I told him id come and visit often if i could. I think that would make both of us happy.
Anyways...after all of my farewells I wandered over to what seemed to be a hotrod of sorts mostly black but with rainbowy accents. Charlie smirked at me and opened the door like a gentleman. I curtsied and stepped into the car that was a whole new start for me. I inhaled, put on my seatbelt and held on.~Entry:32~
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Posted: Wed Jul 11, 2012 8:49 pm
It was like a whole other world! I mean ive seen the city before but not like this! We sped along, Bassy music throbbing exquisitely throughout the car, I could feel it over my skin...it was....it was really.....nice, like it felt good. I just didnt know what to think. Charlie was so relaxed in his car it almost seemed like he was a part of it, that alone made me smile and he smiled back at me.
We drove into the heart of the city, it was beautiful and just so many things spoke out like speakers on their own. SO full of life and vibrance,colorful and mysterious! I wanted to go....and......play. I dont know why but I felt drawn, I dont know where....but when i get brave enough i will go find it! He was enjoying driving me around and watching my expression change. He was a silly kid! after a while we headed up a private gated drive and everything around me stopped. This home....was so.......alive it seemed. I wanted to cry. The cottage seemed bland and empty to me, gray almost. But looking at this ginormous house...i could sense it was full of life, love and happiness. "Is this it?" I blurted out, half believing. All i got was a chuckle as he parked, walked around and opened the door. "Mlady." He bowed.
And i stepped into the light....
~Entry:33~
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