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Posted: Fri Nov 05, 2010 7:32 pm
Shane smiled "You're Welcome" he said. "You should." he paused, almost forgetting what he was going to say. "Should, do all three" he finished. Shane's shaking was starting to slow down as his body was getting used to it again. He shivered as she moved closer and played with his hair. It was the closest he's been to a girl in a while. Shane nodded listen to her. Relax, it's not like you're hurting anyone but then reason pops into his mind and argues Except himself. That thought alone was almost enough to make him stop. But his alcoholic habit was slowly regaining the control it had once had over him. Shane almost grinned as she whispered into his ear. He smiled his thanks and took the flask for a longer swig. Shane had finally stopped his shaking. His body was now used the the drink. Shane's eyes went from her hair to her eyes, and then the rested at her lips for a while. He swayed back a bit and brought his eyes back to her hair. What--- what kinda counselor would ya be, if you kissed your teen on the first-- first day here?. Shane asked himself. Of course, his alcoholic side was slowly taking over and he said. "usted tiene los labios muy completo y hermoso" not realizing that she probably didn't know what he just said.
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SPANISH___ENGLISH usted tiene los labios muy completo y hermoso___-> __ you have very full and beautiful lips ___->__ ___->__
ITALIAN___ENGLISH ___->__ ___->__
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Posted: Fri Nov 05, 2010 7:53 pm
xxxxxx•○• Maybe I need some rehab xxxxxxOr maybe just need some sleep xxxxxxI've got a sick obsession xxxxxxI'm seeing it in my dreams xxxxxxI'm looking down every alley xxxxxxI'm making those desperate calls•○• xxxxxx•○• I'm stayin' up all night hoping xxxxxxHit my head against the walls xxxxxxWhat you've got boy is hard to find xxxxxxI think about it all the time xxxxxxI'm all strung up xxxxxxMy heart is fried xxxxxxI just can't get you xxxxxxOff my mind•○• xxxxxx•○• Because your love, your love, yourlove xxxxxxIs my drug xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love xxxxxxI said your love, your love, your love xxxxxxIs my drug xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love•○• xxxxxxxxxxxx◊ H e i d i H a r i s s o n ◊xxxxxxxxxxxx Party'Animalxxx
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♫Heidi smiled at him as he spoke in Spanish. She thought for a minute as she went back into her memories to remember what she learned in her spanish class from her sophomore year. She took a while to put the words together and finally figure out what he said. She laughed and giggled as her smile only brightened. "Now, I did always love a guy with an accent. And if you think my lips are so amazing then I guess you'll really enjoy this." she said as her hand moved to the collar of his shirt as she pulled him in and kissed his lips passionately. Her one hand stayed in his hair as she enjoyed every second of the kiss. Even though she knew she was drunk, she also knew deep down that she secretly wanted this. But she still wasn't sure if the alcohol was what made her act this way. Right now all she wanted was a little fling, but she knew it would ruin things for him. Why should she care? That's exactly what she wanted, to make his life a living hell.
Yet, she couldn't do that. So she broke the kiss and looked him in the eyes. "Don't worry, I'll keep this a secret too. And if anyone does find out well then you just tell them I kissed you. That way I'll be the one who gets in trouble. I'm used to taking the blame." she said as she still held onto him, keeping his body pressed against hers. She loved this moment right now, but she knew this couldn't last. And she was fine with that. She could always try to get Gail or one of the other counselors. Anyone really. Though she wondered if she would really find someone here.
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❝ Give me a good reason to stop. ❞ Crazy ♣ Wild ♠ Rebellious xxxxxx•○• Won't listen to any advice xxxxxxMamma's telling me I should think twice xxxxxxBut I'm left to my own devices xxxxxxI'm addicted, it's a crisis xxxxxxMy friends think I've gone crazy xxxxxxMy judgement is getting kinda hazy•○•  xxxxxx•○• My status is gonna be affected xxxxxxIf I keep it up like a love sick crackhead xxxxxxWhat you've got boy is hard to find xxxxxxI think about it all the time xxxxxxI'm all strung up my heart is fried•○• xxxxxx•○• I just can't get you off my mind xxxxxxBecause your love, your love, your love xxxxxxIs my drug xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love xxxxxxI said your love, your love, your love xxxxxxIs my drug•○•
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Posted: Fri Nov 05, 2010 8:15 pm
Shane smiled as she pondered what in the world he just said. "You know Spanish then?" he said. "Well, what I mean--." she cut him off with the kiss. Somewhere deep in his mind Shane knew it was the alcohol that made him smile and kiss her back. Shane left her hand in his hair. He hadn't been this close to a girl in a while. And a girl hadn't kissed him, or shown any affection to him in an even longer period of time. Shane looked at her when she pulled back. "Why?... Why would you do that forme?" he asked, letting her lean on him. Shane wrapped one of his strong, muscular arms around her. are you really enjoying this? Shane asked himself mentally.
Why would she care what happens to me? And why am I still doing this? It could ruin Everything for me. And I wouldn't be allowed to come back here. And my mom would be dissapointed and My dad.... My dad would... Shane didn't finish that thought. He backed away and slid down the trunk of a tree. From the ground he said "m yo no estoy seguro que puede hacerlo" Shane looked up at her. "i podría arruinar tanto" He sighed. "tal vez si cuando vuelva sobrio. Si aún quieres estar conmig. tal vez podamos tratar"
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SPANISH___ENGLISH m yo no estoy seguro que puede hacerlo___-> __ I'm not sure I can do this i podría arruinar tanto___->__I could ruin so much tal vez si cuando vuelva sobrio___->__maybe if, when you're sober si aún quieres estar conmig___->__If you still want to be with me tal vez podamos tratar___->__Maybe we can try
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Posted: Fri Nov 05, 2010 8:30 pm
xxxxxx•○• Maybe I need some rehab xxxxxxOr maybe just need some sleep xxxxxxI've got a sick obsession xxxxxxI'm seeing it in my dreams xxxxxxI'm looking down every alley xxxxxxI'm making those desperate calls•○• xxxxxx•○• I'm stayin' up all night hoping xxxxxxHit my head against the walls xxxxxxWhat you've got boy is hard to find xxxxxxI think about it all the time xxxxxxI'm all strung up xxxxxxMy heart is fried xxxxxxI just can't get you xxxxxxOff my mind•○• xxxxxx•○• Because your love, your love, yourlove xxxxxxIs my drug xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love xxxxxxI said your love, your love, your love xxxxxxIs my drug xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love•○• xxxxxxxxxxxx◊ H e i d i H a r i s s o n ◊xxxxxxxxxxxx Party'Animalxxx
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♫Heidi looked at Shane and kept herself calm. She was used to this sort of thing and she knew how to hide her emotions. She tossed the flask to him and nodded. "Fine. If you don't want me then that's ok. I'm not going to be sober and I'm never going to change. I guess that means this was nothing more than mixed up drunk feelings. Whatever." she said as she ran her fingers through her hair. She simply sighed as she remembered him asking her why she would help him out. She shrugged her shoulders and looked at the ground. "I-I don't know why. I guess it's just because maybe I really don't want to hurt you. I can tell that you really tried hard to get to where you are now. And well I guess I didn't want to ruin that for you. See unlike me, you have a future." she said as she rolled her eyes at the thought.
"Just forget about it ok. As far as you're concerned, none of this ever happened. And you'll go back to being a counselor and I'll go back to being my normal obnoxious rebellious self." she said as she walked away. She wasn't going to change or at least, she knew she didn't want to. Though as she thought about it, she realized that she wasn't really happy with this life of hers. That's really the whole reason she started drinking in the first place. At least things didn't make sense when she was drunk. But now her buzz was fading and she felt horrible.
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❝ Give me a good reason to stop. ❞ Crazy ♣ Wild ♠ Rebellious xxxxxx•○• Won't listen to any advice xxxxxxMamma's telling me I should think twice xxxxxxBut I'm left to my own devices xxxxxxI'm addicted, it's a crisis xxxxxxMy friends think I've gone crazy xxxxxxMy judgement is getting kinda hazy•○•  xxxxxx•○• My status is gonna be affected xxxxxxIf I keep it up like a love sick crackhead xxxxxxWhat you've got boy is hard to find xxxxxxI think about it all the time xxxxxxI'm all strung up my heart is fried•○• xxxxxx•○• I just can't get you off my mind xxxxxxBecause your love, your love, your love xxxxxxIs my drug xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love xxxxxxI said your love, your love, your love xxxxxxIs my drug•○•
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Posted: Fri Nov 05, 2010 8:48 pm
Somebody caught you off guard xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Everyone knows what it feels like
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBut that's not what you were made for Slipped your wings and broke your heart xxxxxxxxxxxcccccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx When they tell you, you don't measure up xccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxCause' you were made for the sky Told you, you'll never get out of here xxxxxxxxcccccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx You just weren't meant for the bright lights xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBut that's not what you were born for and you believed it all these years xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx But lovely is as lovely does
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Anyone who makes no mistakes......Is not trying HARD ENOUGH  Shane jumped up "Heidi!" he called as she was leaving. Shane looked at her, flask in hand. "You have a future too" he said, but stopped when he realized how cheesy that sounded. He understood. Shane had tried exceedingly hard to get where he was. But that one drink had already ruined it for him. He sighed as he realized he'd have to stop all over again. Shane groaned inwardly. He reached out a hand for her. But she was already too far away. "yo sólo quería saber si era algo más que sentimientos borracho" Shane said, knowing she didn't hear him. Shane took one last swig from the flask before tossing it into the trash. He slowly made his way back to Camp "Sunshine"... yeah right. Right now, it felt more like what Heidi said. Hell. why does it matter anyways? It's not like she liked you. But I ALMOST got to her. So close. and I blew it. Shane jumped as his phone rang. "Hola?" he answered. Shane almost gasped when he heard his mothers soft voice. "Hola sweetie. How's it going to far? Nate said you met your teen... Heidi right?" Shane swallowed "Yeah, it's Heidi. Look mom, right now isn't a good time... Settling in and all, you know? I'll call you later...... Bye" Shane sighed and closed his phone. By the time he made it back to the open camp. He was completely sober. But already itching for another drink. He groaned at the thought. ((Out Of Cats: ))
SPANISH___ENGLISH yo sólo quería saber si era algo más que sentimientos borracho___-> __ I just wanted to know if it was more than just drunk feelings ___->__ ___->__ ___->__ ___->__
ITALIAN___ENGLISH ___->__ ___->__ x x x x x Love is much deeper than beauty xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Even if we are all broken  xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBeautiful bird, fly and beauty much deeper than skin xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx We are each a reflection of God
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBeautiful bird, fly there in the eyes of your mother, your father xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Living with your dreams wide open
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxLove is the angel who's wings help you soar is where it begins to sink in xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Spreading your wings to take off
↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭And... When Shane is drunk...↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭ He's... Like this
I can't escape this hell So many times I've tried But I'm still caged inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I can't control myself! So what if you can see the darkest side of me No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal!
The "darkest" side, is when he's drunk
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Posted: Fri Nov 05, 2010 9:02 pm
xxxxxx•○• Maybe I need some rehab xxxxxxOr maybe just need some sleep xxxxxxI've got a sick obsession xxxxxxI'm seeing it in my dreams xxxxxxI'm looking down every alley xxxxxxI'm making those desperate calls•○• xxxxxx•○• I'm stayin' up all night hoping xxxxxxHit my head against the walls xxxxxxWhat you've got boy is hard to find xxxxxxI think about it all the time xxxxxxI'm all strung up xxxxxxMy heart is fried xxxxxxI just can't get you xxxxxxOff my mind•○• xxxxxx•○• Because your love, your love, yourlove xxxxxxIs my drug xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love xxxxxxI said your love, your love, your love xxxxxxIs my drug xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love•○• xxxxxxxxxxxx◊ H e i d i H a r i s s o n ◊xxxxxxxxxxxx Party'Animalxxx
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♫Heidi had heard what he said about her future and what he said in spanish. She didn't know how to answer that. She didn't know if it was drunk feelings or if there was really something there. And maybe there was or maybe she had feelings for someone else. She couldn't be sure. She stood there in the middle of Camp Sunshine, waiting for him to get there. She saw him talking on the phone and waited for him to hang up before she walked over to him. She swallowed whatever pride she possibly had and ignored the pounding in her head as the hangover was beginning to happen. She looked him in the eyes and crossed her arms. "Look, I just met you. So I don't know if I really do feel anything. But maybe I do." she said as she shrugged her shoulders and bit her lip. "And even if I did, you would have to get used to me being this way. It's who I am. Who I've always been. And this is probably all I'll ever be." she said as she scuffed her foot against the ground before looking back up at him. "Just don't get your hopes up for me ok? I'm just going to be a disappointment." she said with a soft sigh. Like always. she thought to herself before shaking off those thoughts.
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❝ Give me a good reason to stop. ❞ Crazy ♣ Wild ♠ Rebellious xxxxxx•○• Won't listen to any advice xxxxxxMamma's telling me I should think twice xxxxxxBut I'm left to my own devices xxxxxxI'm addicted, it's a crisis xxxxxxMy friends think I've gone crazy xxxxxxMy judgement is getting kinda hazy•○•  xxxxxx•○• My status is gonna be affected xxxxxxIf I keep it up like a love sick crackhead xxxxxxWhat you've got boy is hard to find xxxxxxI think about it all the time xxxxxxI'm all strung up my heart is fried•○• xxxxxx•○• I just can't get you off my mind xxxxxxBecause your love, your love, your love xxxxxxIs my drug xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love xxxxxxI said your love, your love, your love xxxxxxIs my drug•○•
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Posted: Sat Nov 06, 2010 10:59 am
Somebody caught you off guard xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Everyone knows what it feels like
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBut that's not what you were made for Slipped your wings and broke your heart xxxxxxxxxxxcccccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx When they tell you, you don't measure up xccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxCause' you were made for the sky Told you, you'll never get out of here xxxxxxxxcccccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxccdxxxxxxxx You just weren't meant for the bright lights xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBut that's not what you were born for and you believed it all these years xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx But lovely is as lovely does
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxccccccxxxxxxxxxxYou were born to fly.
Anyone who makes no mistakes......Is not trying HARD ENOUGH  Shane shook his head and looked at her "no, no eres una decepción" he said. "Heidi, don't settle for less than you are" Shane said. "Let me ask you something, okay? eres feliz? es éste, que desea que se? un borracho?" He paused. "Heidi, I can easily get used to you... drinking. I can be used to that. In fact, I am. But you don't seem to know who you are, and you are settling for WAY less than you deserve." Shane sighed. "I should probably let you meet the other kids and counselors. But when you're ready to, believe what I've said. Or just talk to me. Without getting pissed at me. That's what I'm here for. Just come find me when ever you're ready" Shane rested a hand on her shoulder before walking away. He paused and turned back to her "And By the way, I can get my hopes as high a I want" He joked, trying to lighten up the mood a bit. Maybe make her laugh. Shane sighed and walked to Casey and Todd "Hey... Am I interupting anything?" he asked. hhmmm. OH idea Shane looked at Casey "Do we need anything? Like for food or anything. Or do we need anything picked up? I could go get it if we need anything?" he offered ((Out Of Cats: What do you guys think of the posting layout... is it too big?))
SPANISH___ENGLISH no, no eres una decepción___-> __ No, you're not a disapointment eres feliz?___->__Are you happy? es éste, que desea que se?___->__Is this who you want to be? un borracho?___->__ A drunk? ___->__
ITALIAN___ENGLISH ___->__ ___->__ x x x x x Love is much deeper than beauty xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Even if we are all broken  xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBeautiful bird, fly and beauty much deeper than skin xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx We are each a reflection of God
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBeautiful bird, fly there in the eyes of your mother, your father xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Living with your dreams wide open
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxLove is the angel who's wings help you soar is where it begins to sink in xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Spreading your wings to take off
↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭And... When Shane is drunk...↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭ He's... Like this
I can't escape this hell So many times I've tried But I'm still caged inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I can't control myself! So what if you can see the darkest side of me No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal!
The "darkest" side, is when he's drunk
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Posted: Sat Nov 06, 2010 3:02 pm
A flight risk with the fear of falling Wondering why we bother with love if it never lasts XXXXXXXThe broken clock is a ҁℴɱʄℴɾϯXXXXXXXXXIt helps me ʂℓℯℯρ tonightXXXXXXXXXXXMaybe it can ʂϯℴρ tomorrowXXXXXXXXXXXXXFrom ʂϯℯαℓɩηℊ all my timeXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXI am here still ωαɩϯɩηℊXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXThough I still have my ʠℴʊɓϯʂXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXI am ʠαɱαℊℯʠ at bestXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXLike you've already ʄɩℊʊɾℯʠ outI'm ʄαℓℓɩηℊ apartXXXXXXX I'm barely ɓrℯαϯℎɩηℊXXXXXXXXX With a ɓrℴkℯη heartXXXXXXXXXXX That's still ɓℯαϯɩηℊXXXXXXXXXXXXX In the ραɩη, there is healingXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX In your name I find ɱℯαηɩηℊXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX So I'm ℎℴℓʠɩηℊ on, I'm holding onXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX I'm barely holding on to ӌℴʊXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX ▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄ ℕɩҁℴℓℯ Ӄαϯℎɾɩηℯ Sɩℓѵℯɾ  ╔════════════►☪◄════════════╗
Miss Cautious ┇┇ Shy, Cautious, Strong
A Careless Man's Careful Daughter
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xxx☪ Nicole walked out of her cabin and glanced around. It seemed that some of the teens were already here. She wondered if her teen had arrived yet. She partly hoped not, it would give her more time to prepare. Nikki wasn't a people person, she didn't trust anyone outside her family and even trusting them was hard. Her mother was dead and her father was a drunk. So she couldn't always trust that he would be able to talk. Part of her wondered why she was here if she didn't trust people, but she hoped that maybe this summer she could start to trust people a little more. She knew it wouldn't be easy, she had been hurt a lot in the past, but she wanted to try. Besides, she wnated to help these teens. Though, Nikki was nervous about meeting her teen, since she didn't know what to expect. She began to walk through the camp and spotted Shane, Casey, and one of the teens. She walked slowly over to them and smiled shyly. "Hi, has my teen arrived yet?"" the tall brunette asked, putting on a more serious face. Nikki was good at hiding what she was truly feeling and was glad about that. Over the years, she had felt walls build around her to keep people away from getting too close. With a sigh, Nikki nodded to Shane and pushed her brown hair behind her ear. She smiled softly at the teen sitting next to Casey.
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Seems like I was walking in the wrong direction I barely recognize my own reflection Scared of love but scared of life alone Seems I've been playing on the safe side, baby Building walls around my heart to save me But it's time for me to let it go
I'm ready to feel now No longer am I afraid of the fall down It must be time to move on now Without the fear of how it might end I guess I'm ready to love again
Just when we think that love will never find you You runaway but still it's right behind you It's just something that you can't control So come and find me I'll be waiting up for you I'll be holding out for you tonight
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Posted: Sat Nov 06, 2010 3:09 pm
 「 Ҁ a s e y 」││ 「 Ϻ i s s Ѻ v e r l y Ʌ c t i v e 」 Put your f a i t h in what you most b e l i e v e in XXXXXXXXX Two w o r l d s, one f a m i l y XXXXXXXXX Trust your h e a r t, let f a t e decide XXXXXXXXX To g u i d e these lives we s e e XXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXX A p a r a d i s e untouched by m a n XXXXXXXXX Within this w o r l d blessed by l o v e XXXXXXXXX A s i m p l e life, they live in p e a c e XXXXXXXXX Softly tread the s a n d below your f e e t now XXXXX XXXXXXXXX▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ X X X X X XTwo worlds, one f a m i l y X X X X X X X X XxTrust your heart, let fate d e c i d e Casey looked over her shoulder at Shane, who had come up unexpectedly behind her. The tall brunette pushed her bangs away from her face, revealing sun kissed skin. She thought for a moment, then nodded. "Yeah, actually. It's going to just be pizza tonight, but we need to have it picked up. If you wouldn't mind, could you head downtown to the pizza parlor? Please pick up three pepperoni, three cheese, and three sausage, all in large. We have a fully stocked fridge for drinks, so we only need the pizza," Casey asked, her blue eyes darting quickly back up to Todd, then back to Shane. She held his gaze evenly. Her father always taught her to make eye contact, and it had become a habit. It didn't matter who she looked at; she always looked them in the eye. Sometimes people didn't like it. Some people were creeped out by it. But hey, this tall sporty girl was straight up and honest. She'd tell it to you like it is.
Casey nodded toward the parking lot. "You got your own ride? If you don't you can borrow my truck," Casey offered, her eyes looking at a large Dodge Ram 3500 Dually, in silver. Her dream car; her wealthy father had given to to her. Casey remembered who had suggested her coming here to her father; it was a friend about her age. Casey smiled; the doctor had been her first crush. But he'd been indeed a very good friend to her- especially when she had cracked her skull in a cross country race. She had been running and tripped when a skunk ran out in front of her. She tripped over a log and landed on the curb head first, cracking her skull and recievng the impact of a concussion. She'd been in a coma for weeks, and people thought she'd die. But that one doctor had rescued her, doing some immedaite stitches that saved her life. Casey smiled at the memory. It was definitely something good to dwell on. But nonetheless, Casey turned to Nikki with a bright smile.
"Okay,we have Gail, Heidi, and Todd. . . Where's Alec? He must not be here yet. Nikki, he's not here yet. Hey, actually, since Alec isn't here yet, would you mind going with Shane to pick up the dinner? It's pizza for the first night. I was thinking pizza and some movies, maybe? Get to know one another?" Casey asked, her take charge personality taking hold of her. She was always a leader; and that's why she was actually pretty good at running the camp. She was trustworthy and soft, yet firm and was able to rin things smoothly. Casey smiled at Nikki, then turned back to Todd. "Todd, this is Nikki and Shane. They're another two of the counselors here. You can come to any of them if I'm not here if something's wrong," Casey said. All the counselors at the camp seemed to be pretty good with the teens, so the tal brunette was aware of all the new things going on.
(( Hey, is there a head counselor? If there wasn't, can Casey be it? >.< )) ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂ ▂XXXXXXXXX X X X X X XR a i s e your head u pXXXXXXXXX X X X X X XLift h i g h the loadXXXXXXXXX X X X X X XTake s t r e n g t h those that need y o uXXXXXXXXX X X X X X XTwo w o r l d s, one familyXXXXXXXXX
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Posted: Sat Nov 06, 2010 6:23 pm
xxxxxx•○• Maybe I need some rehab xxxxxxOr maybe just need some sleep xxxxxxI've got a sick obsession xxxxxxI'm seeing it in my dreams xxxxxxI'm looking down every alley xxxxxxI'm making those desperate calls•○• xxxxxx•○• I'm stayin' up all night hoping xxxxxxHit my head against the walls xxxxxxWhat you've got boy is hard to find xxxxxxI think about it all the time xxxxxxI'm all strung up xxxxxxMy heart is fried xxxxxxI just can't get you xxxxxxOff my mind•○• xxxxxx•○• Because your love, your love, yourlove xxxxxxIs my drug xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love xxxxxxI said your love, your love, your love xxxxxxIs my drug xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love•○• xxxxxxxxxxxx◊ H e i d i H a r i s s o n ◊xxxxxxxxxxxx Party'Animalxxx
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♫Heidi chuckled at his last comment and she smiled to herself. Though the questions he asked were really starting to get to her. Her buzz was already fading and he wasn't cheering her up the slightest. She sighed and headed back to her cabin. She knew with the hangover she'd probably only feel worse later so she decided to take a nap for a while. She looked over at Gail and smiled at her. "I really didn't think coming here was going to be so complicated. And exhausting." she said to her as she plopped down on her own bed. She kicked off her converse and ran her fingers through her hair. "At least now I know it's going to be an interesting summer. What about you? You met your counselor yet?" she asked her as she rolled onto her side and rested her head on her hand so she could look at her.
Surprisingly, she was actually starting to like it here. She pressured her counselor to get drunk with her and she even got to kiss him. Her roommate was a lot like her and she had to admit, she was pretty cute. She could only imagine what the other teens were going to look like. Hopefully they'd help her rebel against the counselors too. She could picture it in her hand. A bunch of obnoxious teens causing nothing but destruction in their own little rebellion. It'll be written in history books every where! Ok, so maybe it wouldn't be that bad. But she knew she was going to make this summer horrible for the counselors and fun for her. No matter how she felt for them.
{{OOC: You can be the head counselor if you want Leo. I can tell you're already good at it. Lolz.}}
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❝ Give me a good reason to stop. ❞ Crazy ♣ Wild ♠ Rebellious xxxxxx•○• Won't listen to any advice xxxxxxMamma's telling me I should think twice xxxxxxBut I'm left to my own devices xxxxxxI'm addicted, it's a crisis xxxxxxMy friends think I've gone crazy xxxxxxMy judgement is getting kinda hazy•○•  xxxxxx•○• My status is gonna be affected xxxxxxIf I keep it up like a love sick crackhead xxxxxxWhat you've got boy is hard to find xxxxxxI think about it all the time xxxxxxI'm all strung up my heart is fried•○• xxxxxx•○• I just can't get you off my mind xxxxxxBecause your love, your love, your love xxxxxxIs my drug xxxxxxYour love, your love, your love xxxxxxI said your love, your love, your love xxxxxxIs my drug•○•
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Posted: Sat Nov 06, 2010 8:04 pm
Somebody caught you off guard xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Everyone knows what it feels like
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBut that's not what you were made for Slipped your wings and broke your heart xxxxxxxxxxxcccccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx When they tell you, you don't measure up xccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxCause' you were made for the sky Told you, you'll never get out of here xxxxxxxxcccccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxccdxxxxxxxx You just weren't meant for the bright lights xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBut that's not what you were born for and you believed it all these years xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx But lovely is as lovely does
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Anyone who makes no mistakes......Is not trying HARD ENOUGH  Shane grinned his amazingly cute grin. "Three Large Peperoni, Three large cheese and Three large sausage...? Got it" Shane was still smiling, his alcoholic side secretly hoping no one knew what he was thinking. "Yeah, I've got my own car. My dad bought it for me. Well, kind of" Shane chuckled. "I have a very odd family". NO!!!!! Shane yelled in his head as Casey told Nikki to come with. "But what if Alec show's up and wants to meet his counselor, and she's gone picking up things? Wouldn't he think she didn't care enough to wait around to meet him?" Shane said softly. "After all, one of the most Important things, is letting the kids know we care, right?" he said, hoping she'd fall for it. He REALLY wanted to go alone. On his way here he saw a place you could by a drink. It wasn't vodka... something else Shane used to love. But then Casey proabbly knew about his past. It was probably in his profile that he used to be an alcoholic. That alone made parents, mom's especially, NOT want him to be their kids counselor. If they got him. They'd request a change. Shane wondered why Heidi's family didn't do that. Shane smiled and started heading for his car. He stopped and turned around. "So am I going alone, or are we going to risk Nikki making Alec think she doesn't care?" Shane queried softly. ah è chiamata Jager Shane thought, remembering the drink's name. He REALLY hoped that Casey didn't suspect anything. He would be SO embarassed. Heidi managed to get him to drink on her first day here. That alone was humiliating. Shane shook his head. What was he doing?!. "Nah, we can risk it. Come on Nikki. We can talk about our teens if you want. or just have the whole ride quiet. Although. Music will be in the background, hope you don't mind" Shane said, returning to his sweet self. He was not going to let alcohol control him again. Little did he know how weak he REALLY was. ((Out Of Cats: What do you guys think of the posting layout... is it too big? @Leo: Yeah Casey has that Leadership... 'thing' in her =D))
SPANISH___ENGLISH ___-> __ ___->__ ___->__ ___->__ ___->__
ITALIAN___ENGLISH ah è chiamata Jager___->__Ah, it's called Jager ___->__ x x x x x Love is much deeper than beauty xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Even if we are all broken  xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBeautiful bird, fly and beauty much deeper than skin xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx We are each a reflection of God
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBeautiful bird, fly there in the eyes of your mother, your father xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Living with your dreams wide open
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxLove is the angel who's wings help you soar is where it begins to sink in xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Spreading your wings to take off
↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭And... When Shane is drunk...↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭ He's... Like this
I can't escape this hell So many times I've tried But I'm still caged inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I can't control myself! So what if you can see the darkest side of me No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal!
The "darkest" side, is when he's drunk
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Posted: Sun Nov 07, 2010 7:12 pm
A flight risk with the fear of falling Wondering why we bother with love if it never lasts XXXXXXXThe broken clock is a ҁℴɱʄℴɾϯXXXXXXXXXIt helps me ʂℓℯℯρ tonightXXXXXXXXXXXMaybe it can ʂϯℴρ tomorrowXXXXXXXXXXXXXFrom ʂϯℯαℓɩηℊ all my timeXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXI am here still ωαɩϯɩηℊXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXThough I still have my ʠℴʊɓϯʂXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXI am ʠαɱαℊℯʠ at bestXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXLike you've already ʄɩℊʊɾℯʠ outI'm ʄαℓℓɩηℊ apartXXXXXXX I'm barely ɓrℯαϯℎɩηℊXXXXXXXXX With a ɓrℴkℯη heartXXXXXXXXXXX That's still ɓℯαϯɩηℊXXXXXXXXXXXXX In the ραɩη, there is healingXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX In your name I find ɱℯαηɩηℊXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX So I'm ℎℴℓʠɩηℊ on, I'm holding onXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX I'm barely holding on to ӌℴʊXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX ▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄ ℕɩҁℴℓℯ Ӄαϯℎɾɩηℯ Sɩℓѵℯɾ  ╔════════════►☪◄════════════╗
Miss Cautious ┇┇ Shy, Cautious, Strong
A Careless Man's Careful Daughter
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xxx☪ Nikki nodded as Casey said Alec hadn't arrived yet. That was good, it meant she had some more time before she had to meet him. She sighed and pushed her brown hair back. Her eyes darted up as Casey suggested she joined Shane to get pizza. No way was she going with him. She wasn't comfortable being around people and didn't want to spend an entire car ride in awkward silence. She opened her mouth to says something when Shane started talking. Nikki tilted her head and looked at him. Was something up? She felt the urge to ask but refused, it wasn't her business anyways. As Shane re-invited er to go, Nikki shook her head. "No thanks, I think I want to stay and wait for Alec," she said calmly. Her brown gaze turned toward todd and she smiled softly at the boy.
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Seems like I was walking in the wrong direction I barely recognize my own reflection Scared of love but scared of life alone Seems I've been playing on the safe side, baby Building walls around my heart to save me But it's time for me to let it go
I'm ready to feel now No longer am I afraid of the fall down It must be time to move on now Without the fear of how it might end I guess I'm ready to love again
Just when we think that love will never find you You runaway but still it's right behind you It's just something that you can't control So come and find me I'll be waiting up for you I'll be holding out for you tonight
╚════════════►☪◄════════════╝ ▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄▀▄ XXXXXXXThe broken locks were a ωαɾηɩηℊXXXXXXXXXYou got ɩηʂɩʠℯ my headXXXXXXXXXXXI tried my best to be ℊʊαɾʠℯʠXXXXXXXXXXXXXI'm an ℴρℯη book insteadXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXI still see your ɾℯʄℓℯҁϯɩℴη inside of my eyesXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXThat are looking for a ρʊɾρℴʂℯXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXThey're still looking for ℓɩʄℯI'm ℎαηℊɩηℊ on another dayXXXXXXXXX Just to see what you ϯℎɾℴω my wayXXXXXXXXXXX And I'm hanging on to the ωℴɾʠʂ you sayXXXXXXXXXXXXX You said that I will be ℴɮαӌXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX The broken ℓɩℊℎϯʂ on the freewayXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Left me here αℓℴηℯXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX I may have ℓℴʂϯ my way nowXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX I haven't ʄℴɾℊℴϯϯℯη my way homeXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Brace myself for the goodbye Cause that's all I've ever known
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Posted: Mon Nov 08, 2010 1:58 pm
Somebody caught you off guard xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Everyone knows what it feels like
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBut that's not what you were made for Slipped your wings and broke your heart xxxxxxxxxxxcccccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx When they tell you, you don't measure up xccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxCause' you were made for the sky Told you, you'll never get out of here xxxxxxxxcccccxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxccdxxxxxxxx You just weren't meant for the bright lights xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBut that's not what you were born for and you believed it all these years xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx But lovely is as lovely does
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Anyone who makes no mistakes......Is not trying HARD ENOUGH  Shane felt his skin start to go hot as Nikki looked at him. Could she tell what had been on his mind? Shane nodded politely when she declined "Alright, If you're sure". he smiled "Hope I don't scare you" Shane added jokingly. He had started walking again when a thought crossed his mind. should I ask someone else to come?. It's not like he couldn't handle it alone. He could, well, before today he wouldn't have given it a second thought. Before today... He would've been able to walk past that one store. But now...? no. Shane headed to his car and unlocked it. Checking his pocket to make sure his wallet was in there. He looked up at Nikki "Hey, when Alec get's here... If he get's here before I get back. Tell him Shane says hi" and opened the door. The thought of inviting someone to come along crossing his mind again. ((Out Of Cats: ))
SPANISH___ENGLISH ___-> __ ___->__ ___->__ ___->__ ___->__
ITALIAN___ENGLISH ___->__ ___->__ x x x x x Love is much deeper than beauty xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Even if we are all broken  xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBeautiful bird, fly and beauty much deeper than skin xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx We are each a reflection of God
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxBeautiful bird, fly there in the eyes of your mother, your father xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Living with your dreams wide open
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxLove is the angel who's wings help you soar is where it begins to sink in xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Spreading your wings to take off
↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭And... When Shane is drunk...↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭↭ He's... Like this
I can't escape this hell So many times I've tried But I'm still caged inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I can't control myself! So what if you can see the darkest side of me No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal!
The "darkest" side, is when he's drunk
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Posted: Mon Nov 08, 2010 1:59 pm
XXXXXҬℴδδ GɾαӌʂℴηXXXXX
Long l o s t words w h is p e r slowly to m e Still can't f i n d what k e e p s me h e r e When all this t i m e I've been so h o l l o w i n s i d e I k n o w you're s t i l l t h e r e ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● Pull the trigger and the nightmare Sϯℴҏʂ ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● So go on and screamScream at me, I'm so far away Todd arched an eyebrow at Casey. She was the first that had wanted to talk and get to know him in a long line of people. "New York. Shitty," he replied flatly. Then his gaze darted to the other brunette, the one called Nikki. He ignored Shane. "And I'd rather talk to my subconcious. Thanks anyways," he replied coolly, taking another swig of the caffinated drink in his hand. He said nothing more. I won't be broken againI've got to breathe I can't keep going under ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● Now I will t e l l you what I've d o n e for y o u 5 0 thousand t e a r s I've c r i e d S c r e a m i n g, d e c e i v i n g and b l e e d i n g for you And y o u still won't h e a r m e Don't want your h a n d this t i m e - I'll s a v e myself M a y b e I'll w a k e up for o n c e Not t o r m e n t e d daily d e f e a t e d by y o u Just when I t h o u g h t I'd r e a c h e d the b o t t o m I'm dying again I ' m going u n d e r D r o w n i n g in y o u I'm f a l l i n g f o r e v e r I've g o t to b r e a k through I'm going under B l u r r i n g and s t i r r i n g The t r u t h and the l i e s So I don't k n o w what's r e a l and what's n o t Always c o n f u s i n g the t h o u g h t s in my h e a d So I can't t r u s t m y s e l f a n y m o r e Going under XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX ℳɩʂϯℯɾ Iηʂℴɱηɩα {{Made by Memories in the Mist -- Sorry, short post. I'm dying.}}
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Posted: Mon Nov 08, 2010 2:07 pm
XXXXXÅʃϵҁ Dɩ'ΑЪʃѻXXXXX Ӎɩʂϯϵɾ Dαɾϵʠϵѵɩʃ I'm t i r e d of being what y o u want me to be Feeling so f a i t h l e s s lost under the s u r f a c e Don't k n o w what you're e x p e c t i n g of me Put under the p r e s s u r e of walking in your s h o e s C a u g h t in the undertow, just caught in the u n d e r t o w Every s t e p that I take is a n o t h e r mistake to you
Can't you s e e that you're s m o t h e r i n g me Holding too t i g h t l y afraid to lose c o n t r o l Cause e v e r y t h i n g that you t h o u g h t I would be Has f a l l e n apart right in f r o n t of you Caught in the u n d er t o w just c a u g h t in the undertow E v e r y step that I take is another m i s t a k e to you And every second I w a s t e is more than I can t a k e ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● XXXXXXXXXAnd I know I ɱαӌ ϵηʠ ʊҏ ʄαɩʃɩηɠ ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● Before the 450 F-Ford Super Duty could even stop, a handsome brunette with amazing eyes jumped out of the passenger door. He yelled, "F*ck you, too!" at the driver when his bag was tossed out the window. In the blink of an eye, the champagne truck drove the hell outta there. Alec cackled, his blue eyes wild. He brushed blood, dirt and rocks off a gash in his arm and one in his cheek, just at his cheekbone, below his eye. Alec Di'Ablo lived for the thrill. Whether it be roller coasters, drugs or just a sugar high. Anything to help the blood pump through his veins.
He turned in a sneakered foot and walked towards everyone. His eyes darted to every girl in sight. Then, they rested on Nikki. After moments of staring, the pervert grabbed a piece of paper from his jacket pocket and read it to himself. When someone mentione dpizza and movies, it hit him. Dark room. Orgy! His subconcious mind cackled as he walked into the cabin, threw his duffle bag on the bed and walked out to join the party. ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●● You were just like me,XXXXXX with someoneXXXXXXXXX Dɩʂαҏҏѻɩηϯϵʠ ɩη ӌѻʊX ●●●●●●●●●●●●●●●   XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX I've become so n u m b I can't feel you there I've become so tired so much more a w a r e I'm b e c o m i n g this all I want to do Is be more like me and be l e s s like you
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