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Shiningamisgirl

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PostPosted: Fri Aug 13, 2021 5:46 am


A Home is Where...


Returning had been a chore of sorts. Coming home after so long of being away - and he'd left nothing that would die without his immediate care. Still - it took some work. The lone trinket of a bracelet he'd gathered in the aftermath of the battle with the wisps gone nuclear - went in a drawer beneath a drawer. Little pop out of a hidden compartment, because he never wore such things. While powered or otherwise. Didn't want it looking out of place when he showed up adorned with a charm bracelet of unknown origin that buzzed with power - whether his students would sense it or not.

Began a series of notations - endeavored to make lists - to make himself enough work to keep his mind busy for the next few hours between dusk and true evening. He ordered new plants. Packed away anything from his travels - bare necessities and a light bag. Ordered takeout, consumed it, for the sake of survival because he barely tasted it. Cleaned up and then rifled through his journal and put away the newly procured gemlike seed he'd obtained from a trip to the rift.

Marvled at the thing and promised himself he'd find a way to deliver it to Iolanthe. Would raid his oldest of tomes and pull out the yellowed lined parchment that held a map to her den. Crudely drawn thing of his youth. When he'd been poor with his lines and terrible with his descriptivism. He knew well enough that it was near the castle's furthest borders, away from prying eyes and insolent others...

Figured he'd research the precious little seed first to see if it could bear any fruit. Maybe find someone amongst their rank and file who would be knowledgeable about the subject to be of some better use to him. No lieutenants - and he wasn't sure what the aversion was to 'newness'. Only that he didn't want to deal with it outright. Recruits, underlings, subordinates. None of it at all. It didn't belong near him, with him, he didn't wish to be responsible for it. Barely wished to be responsible for the molding of young minds through his place of employment.

The reminder of that - led him into his work - into sorting though online grading systems. Planning lesson plans, sending out online documents. A blessing of all blessings that the digital age was a true living thing - it gave him space from the enclosed walls of the academy. He didn't want to see those young smiling faces right now. Slews of bright minds..of dim minds..of children that may or may not be slated to be slotted into a place amongst the organization.

Not sure either when his cheer for that had died. He'd heralded it once. Thrilled internally at the chance to do - to do good - to put use to himself and his accolades in a productive manner. Would've kissed at lepidolites booted feet for the prestigious offer of being allowed to work on the stunning grounds. To make sure what came in was better than what had come before. Piss on Charonites legacy, his curse, bring in fresh things that would be less reckless - that would die and flee less often. That would not be disabused by the new system's being dragged into place by a kinder wave of General Kings and Queens.

Only later had it dawned on him that for the new to truly exist and be embraced. To flourish. The old had to be weeded out. Torn out of the foundation - torn down - like an old building. He'd realized he was part of the problem. Old guard embittered and for all that he may have wanted better, wanting did not magically make things so, didn't erase years of indentured differences - endemic mistreatments- long standing ingrained issues that had pervaded the Negaverse from before, since they were children. Mold in the cracks in the walls of the thing - webbing outwards and sucking out all life from its surroundings - leaving the hollowed mess that survived nutritionally deficient and sickly.

Reed closed out his work - closed out his grade books and his projects and his programs entirely - stared at a clock that ticked towards nothingness until his eyes itched. Wondered what the ******** he was doing with himself.

He thought of someone to call - and realized they were all gone - fled - dead - purified. If not all, then most. If not most, then some. Enough because he'd had so few people in his life before, that the absence of even one or two now felt like a gaping wound. He'd thought it'd scarred over, but sitting in the dark of his kitchen. Staring at a closed out screen. He realized it'd never healed at all. He'd placed distraction laden bandages over it, time and again. Fled facing the truth of it because the aloneness terrified him in ways he wasn't used to. In ways he refused to acknowledge - because he was fine - he didn't need - a n y t h i n g.

Thought of reaching out to Ochre again - of getting up and going out to find Ochre deliberately. To find Slate and beg his company, make a call, find that seedy dive bar and glue himself to one of the filthy stools therein until he became it. Stopped himself from doing even that much.

Aborted attempts at attempting to be more than an aborted attempt at being a person. One single outing with drinks did not a lifetime of missed opportunities make. Did not make up for those missed opportunities. Neither did a successful job, or appropriate promotions, or an equally measured influx of income that should have been a boon but felt more often like a burden because what was the point of money if he had nothing worth spending it on?

Not even himself.

Maybe himself - maybe himself in that moment - because he couldn't bear to think about anything else any longer. Opened the laptop again and started ordering plants. Fresh cut seedlings, clippings because he would grow a multi-tiered-fruit bearing hybrid in his lifetime. Invested in the one thing he knew and understood - topography, topiary's, and a variety of vegetation.

Knowing full well that if he didn't get himself something to invest himself in that was living - that was living in his home - even if it was something as small and pointless as a ******** fern. That he would go mad. Get up and run out and burn the place down behind him - except he couldn't do that a second time in his life - the arson trick only worked the once on unfortunate abodes when he was in a particular mood.

"I need friends" said alone in the dark seemed like the most foolish of things. He'd said it at least. Would maybe try to do something about it in the morning. Would maybe find that leather hided crocodile of a captain again...no..not him..or maybe him?

Would definitely reach out to Slate, as Reed, as an actual human being and not simply as a hollowed out extension of an organization. He'd liked that, in retrospect, being a person sitting across a table from someone else. Commiserating.

"Maybe there are groups..." not for self help, no, but for commiseration. Maybe a place for people embittered with life to join in and b***h about little meaningless things - b***h meaninglessly - venting - That was what he needed. "Oh, my dear sweet philodendron...I need therapy, I'm thinking about getting therapy, aren't I? Talking to an empty room about.." a huff of air that dissolved into a cracked sort of laugh as he pushed his own vibrantly indigo hair out of his eyes. Stared stunned at the low lighted screen before him. Struck dumb by his own interpersonal revelation.

That maybe...

Just maybe.......

He needed someone to talk to about - e v e r y t h i n g - someone professional even.

WC: 1,298
PostPosted: Fri Aug 13, 2021 6:12 am


After a Wisp Rain


What a joy it'd been, seeing the familiar goose downed Chibi child flitting about the battlefield. Foolish, stupid, girl - brave brilliant teenager - and he wondered that of all the faces there she'd been the most familiar to him. Maybe there'd been others but he hadn't bothered to see. None that immediately jumped out at him at least. No long braided senshi, no youmafied others who he'd met long ago..Enough powered order side energy signals, but his memory for whom they belonged to was generally spotty at the best of times. There'd only ever been one he'd truly despised - wished dead beyond measure of words and force - and it'd been years - a practical age - since he'd seen that one.

He would've known if they'd been there - the whips were as unmistakable as their weilder after all...

Prodded and poked at the trinket he'd swept up in the aftermath. Odd little charm bracelet, that in the moment ended up tossed on a counter in his bathroom while he stripped down - long since dropped the guise and dousing of power for all the good it'd done him while fighting something like that. Better than most, but he'd still had to get in far too close for his own liking.

He endeavored to go to the hospital later if the burns didn't subside. It felt so viscerally akin to an allergic reaction. To being splashed with a chemical irritant. A toxic burn from the glowing creatures vile blood - if it could even be called as such. Scoured himself of it and hissed the whole while through, aggravated that water seemed a poor choice to use against the burn. That none of his other typical remedies fared well - unless he sought something stronger - prescription wise.

He was definitely going to the hospital - would explain it away as some accident at the school, he dabbled in such things after all could come up with an excuse that was viable enough that his insurance would cover it. He worked in chem, with the earth, with toxic plants. The mixing of such, played with living things that were dangerous enough that he shouldn't have had them at all. Was granted access only through his position and degree.

-

He would learn later of the ploy - of how pleased he should be to be compensated for his suffering after going in for brief care. He would become increasingly exhasperated over it later - that the very hospital he'd gone to so shortly after the encounter with wispzilla had possibly been tainted with something far more deadly. Wondered at his lack of surprise for that. Laid up at home feeling worse than he had when he'd tollerated the wisps burning innards and wandered the halls of his memories in a haze. Enjoying rather much the pain killers they'd offered for the few days he spent more ill than the burns had warranted afterwards. Thought of old school halls and fierce battles - of tea houses turned hellish by hail - every little nuance of his life and how it was vibrantly punctuated time and again by the negaverse, moments in it, interference's from it.

Dead children enemies. Friends. The whole like....

Slept feverishly in-between those instances, and vowed to himself that the next strange happening that occured in the city. He would stay the hell out of it.

WC: 550

Shiningamisgirl

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Shiningamisgirl

Ruthless Consumer

PostPosted: Fri Aug 13, 2021 8:34 am


A Home is.....


"I need a roommate" - there, he'd said it aloud. Spoken it more than once even. To the empty air of his kitchen, to his bathroom mirror, to his newly blooming crocus; fresh bulb potted on his sill. Sweet little yellow and purple thing.

He - Reynard Michaels - Was officially putting the statement out there, verbally, if only to himself. It was a start of sorts. Admitting to needing things. A sort of manifestation - speaking it into being - and that line of thinking ran afoul of all his other lines of thinking and felt stupid to think at all; because thinking and speaking were merely functions. A thing all base beings did. Even plants. They equated to nothing unless actions were put behind them.

So he needed a roommate, and he'd said as much, and he'd said it more than once. The crux of the issue came when he tried to put it into action.

He needed a roommate, but he didn't want one. He'd thought of getting a gardener, a maid, a house guest? Having someone over for dinner even - a stranger to a gathering. Had recoiled and hissed at the very thought. The thoughts that arose at the thought of that - he didn't want people touching his stuff - he especially didn't want anyone other than himself touching his plants - gardening in his garden - eating at his table.

Black vitriol bile of a thought process and he didn't understand why, he just knew it irked him. Rankled something buried. He'd done these things before, surely. Just never in his own personal spaces. He could be social - could be polite society - acted as such even in his own home. It was just that the others stayed out there, and when he brought himself back it was only ever him - in his own spaces.

".......I still need a roommate...." more than a plant, because even with the plants he was still 'something' - lonely, alone? He needed something else living, alive in his home that wasn't a pet or a potted shrub. A shame that there were only two people in existence that he trusted with all of himself. With his very life, if only because those two singular individuals were the reason he was still alive at all. Had saved him, and he owed them a great debt, and giving of himself as part and parcel was hardly a burden because it was an earned thing.

"Maybe...maybe if...I just put it out there? Or put it on paper?" There were sites for such things - used for the sole purpose of this - finding people to put into rooms in their homes. Qualifications lists, and standards, and other such nuances and itinerary boxes that could be checked and unchecked, descriptors of what one wanted that could be put into those boxes. Lines of dialogue and likes added onto the ends of other lines.

Except Reed found that when he did that - the difficulty of doing it well enough to get his point across without sounding like a serial killer. Without being so overbearing that no other human would endure it - or so sparse with details that he'd surely invite in something wholly unhuman...

How other attempts made him sound like he was a man searching for a missing pet instead of another human being to share a space with.

Except when he tried to make it as though he were searching for another human being...the third, fourth, and fifth attempt at that came out sounding like a wanted poster. Like he was hiring a day worker. Like someone had wronged him and he wanted recompense. Like he was looking for the man who killed his non-existent dog.

"I don't know what I'm doing..." and that was upsetting. Frustrating beyond words, because he wasn't unintelligent. He was a grown adult man, he had ******** degrees, was well educated, he knew how to do plenty of things. That such a simple task escaped his grasp was just...

"I don't know why I'm doing.." phrasing it that way made him feel a little better, breathing at the end of it. Doing that. Sitting and breathing. At least it made those parts of him which were angry over nothing a little less upsetting. He wasn't going to sit and cry stupid hot tears out of anger over having a home with space in it and no people. He wasn't.

WC: 742
PostPosted: Thu Aug 19, 2021 1:12 pm


In the Dark of the Night


Living fires, looming luminescent eyes, pain. So Much Pain. Searing, beyond measure or thought or feeling. His flesh peeled into foliage. Delicate little leaf brocades and buds of flora, pale and slick until they became green, wilted into ashen beige with damage. Limbs hat grew spiked and piecing - that grew like vines and he knew anatomically that bones weren’t supposed to be able to twist like that - too much cellulose and water. Too much chlorophyll to be called skin, to loose to be called bones or limbs. The spikes were a nice touch at least. Sensible - of course he would’ve been a thorny thing….

His face leaked. Would’ve called the liquid attractive, if he could’ve called it anything.

Would’ve screamed - needed to scream - except he had no mouth with which to do so.

One instance to the next - buried in a dream, a reality (oh god it had been real) snapped awake and sucked air like he’d been drowning, winced as the movement jarred barely healed hurts. Sweat soaked and everything itched and blazed. Nearly wept as he realized he was alone for it, to deal with it. Was there even therapy for such a thing? How many humans could seek another being to discuss instances of transmogrification?

Thoughts that wandered and he forced them away from the darker corners of his vicious subconscious. Would not examine what lay within - wanted out - thought instead of his house, his rooms, breathed…..

Thought of An invitation sat in a lockbox in his study. Behind a combination lock, we’ll secured, the thing ornamental, but also nearly a safe for all that it could only be opened by himself - or someone very determined, with the right set of tools and time. A missive sat alongside that invitation in that box.

All calls to answer pouring in and he’d rather not have answered any of it. Wanted to curl up and sleep, but couldn’t even do that successfully.

Wanted his garden except now every time he saw a petunia, or a hibiscus, or a ******** snap dragon; he flinched, like some wounded sad thing, and thought of the muddy water that had been his blood.

Quick sand sludge for insides, tinted green, and black like healthy mulch; poisoned ichor and sweet, vibrant nectar that leaked like acidic bile from his face that wasn’t a face.

Something shattered, someone screamed. Him - a bedside lamp - and he was out from his bed like he’d been chased out. Out from his room and house and he cloaked himself in power and fled into the midnight air.

He would busy himself. Take himself to task under his own whip because what else could he do!? Thought of the handwritten note and made a decision. Made a choice. To handle things. Tired and beleaguered, but he would indeed handle them.

Hunt down the errant corrupt he’d been tasked to take in - came up with solutions on the way - didn’t bother to teleport because to waste the energy was foolish, but mostly? Because he needed the fresh air. To feel and love and ache in ways that were not his shoulder or his mind.

Let the wind eat his tears - dry his eyes enough that there’s be nothing left of them. Focus on anything, but himself. His therapist would chide him for it, soft thing that they were. Reed - no - prehnite, he only had so few coping skills to his avail, and his favorite one? Had been dashed, darkened by smatterings of trauma.

So instead? This, a mission, a hunt. Something simpler than himself would always be someone else’s problems - taking hers - Hatsyas, and making them his own so he didn’t have to deal at all with his problems in anything like a normal healthy way?

It sounded perfect.

WC: 648

Shiningamisgirl

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Shiningamisgirl

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PostPosted: Mon Sep 20, 2021 6:39 am


A Seed of Growth


Though the Rift is a timeless, season-less, place. The little burgeoning shrub seems to keep a tempo of growth that mimics those of its living counterparts in the world above. It keeps a season for itself, as if twinned somehow with the intent and innate knowledge of the gardener who saw it's strangeness planted in such a desolate place.

.:The Seed of Growth was used to Create:.
A Short and Stout Crystal Pomegranate Bush. The Bush has bloomed from the seed Prehnite planted. The plant is located in the Negaverse, specifically in the Rift near a cave that is an offshoot down along a winding path that leads away from the castle proper. Due to its strange crystalline nature, it does not seem to whither and die with the passage of time. The plant produces 3x fruits a Month between September and January. The rest of the time it produces strange glass-shard flowers. The fruits and flowers can be harvested - each player may only take one per month as a keepsake. Everything on the bush is inedible - entirely decorative in nature. The item's plucked from the plant make pretty gifts, and are completely crystalline all the way through. Better as a bludgeon or table ornament than anything else. If you bite it you will bleed!
Fruit Ideas - Visual Variants


At it's tallest point - the tip-top of it's upmost branch - the bush is nearly 8ft high - and 4ft across. Despite the care of the Youma that seem to inhabit the area around it (of which one of the primary habitants is Iolanthe herself), the plants season seems short. It's preciously infrequent with blooming and bearing fruit; and so it becomes something of a race against the ever shifting timelessness and the known dangers of the Rift, in order to venture down in search of the gemlike 'growths' (if they can even be called that). For some it may be worth it though, for the sake of story and having a flashy bit of oddity to show off. To bravely take up exploring the path into Rift in search of the secret crystalline garden, and the gems it holds.

- - -
'A Call Goes Out'


A call goes out briefly across the comm's. A message to all given in soft, droll tones. The cadence of speech that dissects the words as though they were the thousandth lecture of the day, is a passionless one.

"This is Captain Prehnite"

Followed by a parse of errant static - a pause as if to ensure that there was a chance for those on the other end to listen if they so desired.

"To any who are either inquisitive or daring, who've a love of horticulture, or geology. Who are in study of things that are crystalline or earthen in nature, and wish to test the potentials for success of the continued growth of such things within the confines of the Rift. I invite you to seek out the Garden of the Briar Rose...."

The details offered up on how to find the garden in question are beyond vague, and only seem to hold the castle as a sightline point. Told as if the map being read were something pulled from the memory of a person retelling how they reached their friends home during a summer adventure in their freshman year.

"This venture is not to be attempted by those who are unsure of their capabilities, nor by those whom find the dwellers of this place -- 'their home' -- to be lesser than themselves. The Guardian of the Garden would take up issue with any misbehaving in the garden proper, should it occur. As they are my partner in this endeavor, any who upset her ire? Will find themselves met with swift recourse."

No intonation as to whether the recourse would be provided by the Captain offering up the information, or be handled simply by the precarious nature of the creatures that lay within the Rift proper. The warning could be ignored as easily as the rest. For it was as if all verve for the topic had been smothered beneath bore in the telling of it. The offering of the information seeming no more interesting than a grocery list being read.

"I must insist that all who venture into this be cautious, selfless, and respectful. I cannot warn enough against greediness. I've found that this trait, when expressed within the confines of the Rift, often ends with those who ventured in leaving with far less than they initially came."

Though there was a heed to caution, though the words for it were there, there was nothing in the speakers inflection that implied anything threatening, everything uttered as if it were a recital of basic arithmetic solutions.

"That is all. Prehnite out."


- - -
'What Persephone's Fruit Bears is Strangely Barren'


I heard you all calling my name;
and my name was strange; and my friends were strange; strange the upper light with the square, pure white
houses,
the fleshy, multicolored fruits, pretentious and insolent...
Yannis Ritsos


Stunted though it was, not as true and grand as a thing could become if was of the Earth proper. If it were a real tree grown fresh and fragrant beneath an actual sun instead of a false smattering of imagined stars and purple hues. If it'd sprung up from dark soil that covered the world 'above'. Instead of ash layered upon ash of ageless detritus that drifted like topsoil within the world 'below'.

Still - - -

Still, the plant itself grew. Placed within a shallow hole, dug by soft claw and slender finger. Granted life seemingly by the same magics that dwelled not only within the capsulized bundle, but within the pocket of space that held the other crystalized flora and fauna. That held a stunning Briar Rose - thorned from hoof to hip - soft only at her petals, and yet if pressed -- Oh, how one would bleed on the p***k of it.

Danger belied in beauty - life imbued in stone.

All unnatural - yet all some sort of 'alive'.

Alive enough to bear fruits, however inedible. To reach up to the sky, shriveled, grasping, yet strong and sturdy as stone. Rooted deep - anchored into the earth deep with the teeth of its crooked vines. What sprouted out from leaf and bud. What spiraled out from stunning flower and cut of glass leaf was a familiar fruit - cruel mimic of juice filled rind, of ripe fullness and gorgeous lush skinned variants.

Some that were the hue of a garnet, the shape of a grenade. Others pitch black and gold that ran through, as if some of the rift had soaked into them, as if the thing when blown by the fires within the brush had tainted its growing and made it dark. Prehnite found that if the crystal glass was so cracked open, like an ugly geode beneath hammer and steel, that pearlescent seeds sprung forth, dainty and deadly as marble scattered across the tile by an errant toddler.

Prehnite could only laugh at the sight of it. Shocked sound cracked wide like pith from the rind, smattered with red and lace, like the fractures within the stunning thing he held.

Shocked as he was at the very idea that she- his reason for seeking to plant the very thing there - completely unknowing of what would bloom forth.

That it was of course, a woman, who had become his traitorous inspiration that begged he seek apology in the only way he knew how, with all that had spilt between them- that she would be his Persephone in this.

That he had played the role of Hades against her. With his destruction of her life, encapsulating her within his realm.

Prehnite laughed at the irony of it all, for all that he was trying to marry none. For all that he craved for all those things, cared little in the ways that others did - for 'human' things. Here a human thing was, influencing his very design in form. The fruit which that had sprung forth and reminded him so viscerally of 'her'. Of all the things she had - that he lacked.

Oh, and he held jealousy for them, that was undeniable.

Yet if given even a quarter of it, he'd do as gods oft did with playthings they coveted. Cause destruction, cause fractures and leave a wake of death behind. Weep and gnash his teeth over his lack of knowing how to do anything more than that. How it'd last, but for a moment, before fading back beneath the seas of poison that so easily coated all his thoughts and made them numb.

Better to stick with plants. With the denizens of the rift.

For none of those were people, and were easier to care for by far. There was no confusion to be had within the realm of a garden; where he was master and they, the things which grew within it, were his simple minded charges with simple needs.

It was with that knowledge that Prehnite lay tend to the garden in the Rift. Coveted the crystalline structures, poured energy and life into the soils around it, to ensure that the strange shrub which grew there would outlive him, would hold fast and bear fruit beyond his span of time. A stunning legacy, a mockery, a mirage of an oasis that held death instead of life. Branches that would bend heavy enough to creak with frond and fruit - yet starve any who attempted to taste of it - whose seeds would choke instead of save. The only juice that would be gotten from it would be the blood and tears of those who tried to get any at all...

WC: 1,603
PostPosted: Sun Dec 19, 2021 10:52 am


Hark the Harold
Quote:
Prompt 1 (Mysterious Carolers): Caroling has been a tradition for years, so it’s not really unusual when you hear a soft chorus from outside. What is unusual is that it’s three in the morning, and the moment they start singing you feel a chill in the air. Maybe it’s a holiday song, maybe it’s not, but whatever it is it’s a song you know before--from this life? From another?--and something about this version makes you go cold. If you move to the window, you will find no carolers, but the song is loud enough that you know you should be able to see them. They sing one song, and then there is silence. An eerie chill lingers, and your dreams are haunted by strange voices. You’ll probably never be able to hear that song again without feeling a chill.



Something from up on high, singing glory to another - how it drifted in on air and scattered across empty space. Far less empty now than he ever would've imagined, a month ago, two, three, four..Far more full then it should've been, for all that he didn't own an apartment complex, how he'd eagerly taken in four new souls and slotted them under his roof. For as long as they could stand it, until they had themselves settled and on their feet well enough to be comfortable. He would be shunting no birds from the nest early; needed them to spread their wings, to become people enough to soar without falling prey to - to whatever had made it so easy for them to corrupt.

He understood so little of what had taken place on the hill, and yet? He didn't loathe it. Could've, for once, offered thanks up to the visage of chaos for all the good tidings he'd been handed. Stumbled over the thought of that as the quasi eerie notes continued to slide through the cracks in the walls; rattled over a window pane in what had once been his study, but now was a room.

Noise that tripped hairs up the back of his neck and sent him taking the steps down to the first floor with careful ease...Even now that certain holidays had passed over, he wouldn't have put it past one of his teammates or another to be making noise, with the goal of messing with him even. To put in an attempt to spook him, to indulge themselves by singing in a shower. Except for how everything seemed peaceful and quiet; if only for the moment.

Sonia was out visiting her family, Mizuki was nowhere to be seen - likely bouncing between one place and the next. Possibly still within the kingdom, if he texted her, if he asked if she needed a ride home. Actaea was there curled up on a couch with Xyla, overlarge blue furs that matched the softly falling snow outside and made him wish for - oh - just all of the lint rollers that ever did exist. Hylonome was easy enough to find after that, doing something in the kitchen, picking up on one of the recipes taught to her by Sonia, maybe?

Regardless --- the sound came not from them - and the singing persisted in his own ears, until he was stood before his door, until he had it flung open to free all the heat trapped inside and loose it out to war with the cold. Was met not by ghastly carolers or spectral spirits singing, but by nothing at all. By winter air that screamed and bit, that blew up flurries and cast snow melt within his halls.

How quickly his door got slammed shut - holly and bough reef that jingled nearly off it's well placed anchor. He was loosing it - clearly - yet even as that thought hit, the song faded; the crescendo arched into something other and vanished entirely. As if his very searching for it had chased the sound off.

WC: 512

Shiningamisgirl

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PostPosted: Thu Feb 17, 2022 10:16 pm


The Cure for Root Rot


Ochre had died on the battlefield. Not even forty feet away. In his periphery, <********>, he’d probably even seen it. Blocked it out. Tucked it into a vault along with every other thing he’d ceased to care about. If he poked at it - that evening on the hill - or the moments after he’d left the bar and left Ochre - now Slate - to himself. He remembered thinking ‘Poor thing is a bit of a cracked cup’. Not in a pitiful way, even, but in a way that felt achingly 'same'. Because they were all cracked cups to some degree. Chipped, dented, broken the ******** open and superglued back together.

So long as they still held water, no need to throw them away? It was fine. Ochre was fine. Ochre was Dead, Jet had killed him, and Ganymede had caused it…

Hadn’t she?

She had to have….

That was a thing he should’ve known. He knew it. A thing he was going to ask. One on top of many on top of – Reed was already penning a list, but Prehnite was drawing in the margins, like winding vines full of poisonous flowers that’d overflowed. Honeysuckles, only black.

He’d been across from them, from the mess of Ganymede and her endless auras and all those others who’d flocked to her for the sake of finding….Whatever that winged b***h offered. He wanted to blame her for all of it, so badly. No, he did blame her. For this one thing - for pulling a stunt mid field, in view of – Except her stupid blond face and cracked laughs and pitiful teasing smiles didn’t stick.

He hated her like he hated a roach. A thing he didn’t want in his home, but none of it was personal. She was just another being who was living the way she’d been made to live. Princesses purified people. Led rebellions. Participated as figureheads and guiding lights in the midst of wars. That was what a princess did.

That was what Ganymede was. Dead, alive, it didn't matter. He didn't care about her so much as he'd cared about - Jet.

The hurt of that - a fellow person he'd put his horses behind - backed - he didn't know even remotely how to sort it, because he cared about Jet. Cared whether he lived or died. Was happy for him being a General King. Because Jet was better?

They were supposed to be better - they had to be - they'd die otherwise and nothing would change and ---- the pen in his hand snapped and spilled hot over his hand. Blood, ink, tears, every page in the margin was torn out and tossed. Became things worth stepping over and grinding into the floor like so much mulch.

The terrible winding thoughts welled up like a tidal wave of molasses. Slow moving, deadly, thick enough to drown. Ganymedes words, the briefest of conversations with Sylvite, a promise to come get her once -- after. He'd only meant to give her a medal, to see Ganymede and use her pain as a balm to sooth past hurts on his teenaged psyche. The rush of it all coming back to haunt him down – to hole him up in his office like some rabid, pacing thing.

'You're a terrible friend...'

In the midst of all the chaos, the absolute *high* of it - God, and it’d been so good, hadn’t it? He’d been merely a Captain, but he’d felt like a *King*. He had the only people he cared for at his side, beck and call, at his aid. Hatsya had been a brilliant pillar of fire - even if all she’d done was show up, was be there in support. He didn’t care, it was the act of it which’d moved his coal crushed heart so.

Iolanthe? Oh, sweetest Briar Rose, the guardian of his most precious garden. Her’s, and yet? How easily she’d loaned him a space in it. Singular kindest creature he’d met outside or within the negaverse (*save for one other*)...and he needed to bring her out more often. Needed to loose her on the masses of their huddled enemies and let her run them through – He needed to give her a garden full of starseeds, a whole damned *feast*.

Had he lost his mind? Had he really blocked it all out? Like some chaos induced hallucination? Like when one ate far too many starseeds and became...No.

Was Ochre – really – truly….

*No.*

Stranger things had happened, hadn't they? Faustite had come and gone from the dead like a ghost innumerable times - Hell - Wolframite was still around!? How many examples of beings with nine lives timesed by ten; nigh death defying and unkillable down to the atom did there have to ******** be?

Maybe Ochre was one of them. He was the Senshi of Pentacles afterall…

He could see things. He could be reborn. He didn’t have to be dead after months had gone by of-of—of not *seeing* him. Not seeing Ochre didn’t mean anything at all. After all? How surprised had he been to run across Slate on some errant rooftop in the most downtrodden ramshackle part of the city?

So very lucky!

Why, it was a ******** miracle any of them were alive, wasn’t it!? Miracles, those sorts of things happened! He was alive in the very moment of his cracked little spiral, purely because Ochre had been a miracle, for him, and oh - how he’d betrayed him in that.

Come and gone and had a drink and been an a** when he should’ve hunted him down immediately after…

He hadn’t done that though. No more than he’d chased down a princess to beg out of existing. As if maybe that was the line uncrossable for him. The one thing he couldn’t abide by, some ultimate form of cowardice.

Not that he hadn’t thought of leaving once, too. Twice. Three times. Not just the city, no. He’d thought of leaving the negaverse in its entierty a long time ago. Then he’d stopped thinking of it at all, because it no longer appealed to him. He was happy in his complacent numbness. After all the fear sloughed away, after all the years turned over on their heads, once he finally had people around? Who woulda ******** thunk. People made it better, made it good. He didn’t have to run, or fight, or wonder where he belonged.

There was freedom in not caring – more precisely? There was freedom in finding that people still existed who were worth caring for after so long of believing there weren’t.

His team – the small little group of thirteen - the shock of a hospital that meant ‘betterment’ after so many years of nothingness. Ochre should’ve been one of them. Should’ve been the first. Something he’d cared for enough to….

Papers ruffled in his wake, drawers burst open, little knicknacks and bobbles popped askew and scattered to the floor. He snapped, like a hurricane, so quickly out of subspace and onto an open and empty street in the dead of night. He kicked off car alarms and cracked nearby windows. He was careless with his power. He cared ‘too much’ even, and that was the new problem now, wasn't it?

The little void he'd lived his life in before had been comparably sweet by proxy. Oh - it'd been so very nice. Nice to commit atrocity's like some unhinged child playing with dolls, nice to be corralled with fear enough to whip him into it, and nice to give it all up! To reign his stupid youth in and grow enough to show more than blithe bitterness and banal boredom for all things he put his eyes upon. Now? Now he was angry; <********> he *cared*. It was like adding insult to injury.

It didn't matter...

He'd go to Slates home, find him in a shower, under a couch cushion, down a ******** drain. Maybe even sleeping on some errant park-bench along the way?

And if he didn't...Well, he knew who exactly he was speaking to next about such things.

WC: 1301
PostPosted: Fri Feb 18, 2022 5:14 pm


The Lights are On but Nobody's Home


Prehnite felt Crazy. Absolutely unstitched at the seams. He blew through his own energy like it’d wronged him, as if he could sustain his movements with spite alone. He glared down at bartenders over seething emerald green, and the bandings of a freshly broken nose. Spat demands, at patrons, at empty park benches - silent scathing retorts that chased his own reflection when he caught it, however briefly. He fell over familiar haunts like chasing the footsteps of a ghost.

No one had seen anyone, anything, not in months. Not sitting at degraded stools that belonged in a waste bin, not sleeping roadside. The last time Ocrhe’d filed anything like a report – turned in energy – how long had that been? Far further back than the incident on the hill. Eternals didn’t have the same demands as lower ranks. He’d get no help there. So he raked his memory for scraps of conversation held over fistfuls of vodka, and then?

He very carefully broke into Slates apartment. The door was simply pried with the flat edge of a serrated blade -- it hadn't taken overly much force, not as a General.

Not in rent controlled Negaverse housing.

Upon entry? It all became horrifyingly clear. No one was home. No one had been home.

He denied the evidence that sat before his eyes. He tore over *everything*, picked it apart with hyper-focused reverence that bled into mania. The proof of a cat, it’s bowls empty and collecting dust along with crusted bits of dried water. The fury creature itself was clearly long gone. Maybe taken in by a kindly neighbor? By – and the property was owned by Zinkenite himself – A stranger, animal control, someone? It wasn’t dead. He found no body, scented out nothing that led to that.

One small goodness amidst the turmoil of his mind.

There was a room that he had no interest in, female things, likely Xenotimes? The items within were left wholly untouched. A shrine awaiting a return. Well cared for - but unused for some time. If not for the errant bits of fur and occasional copper hair that permeated the place? He would’ve thought it a staged room, left for ghosts.

Any journals and books got run through, flipped open, hastily closed and put back. The spark of a name Porsha. Private. Something to do with business? None of his. He knew them to be Slates only because of the proximity to his room, but he wasn't about to pry into details the man hadn't revealed to him while still alive.

The couch became something to take his frustrations out on. It cut up nicely, became shredding's to slip his blade through and empty out around him. A crime had happened - the room should reflect it - there should've been a scene, there should've been a *body to bury.*

At the end of his little tirade he found himself sitting, cross legged in the middle of Slates living space; chest heaving with the effort. Face red and splotchy as he sat amongst tossed stuffing and ripped fabrics.

He wanted to weep -- he wanted to heave -- He settled for pulling the couch cushion into threads, and crying quietly over a man he hardly knew, because someone should have? Because Laurelite amongst all her announcements of accolades -- handing out medals and sparkly 'congratulations'. She hadn't noted Ochres death.

He bore her ******** medal, and she'd forgotten him?! In favor of - of what - a win?

Except for him, that wasn’t it either, was it?

It was the piercing knowledge that he and Slate weren’t actually friends. He'd met him. Once, twice, he’d only learned the man's actual god given name over a year ago. Learned where he lived, that his brother had died, that he mourned Xenotimes loss so strongly – simply vanished and gone as she was. That he was living like he didn't belong in his own home. Her home.

Waiting, waiting, waiting for nobody to come…

Clearly nobody had come.

A stark similarity that’d so eerily mirrored Prehnites own. Riled him up so much that he’d fled and moved to *fix it* even if he had to kidnap someone in order to get it done. Poor Sonia.

No, he and Ochre weren’t friends in the traditional sense. Ochre’d simply been nice to him. One of three other people in the whole of existence he could count as *nice to him* - besides Iolanthe's gentle entertainment and soft spoken ease that he'd coasted on greedily over the long stretch of years. It was the terrible revelation that he knew nothing of Slate as a person - as - that he’d let time go by and now no more years could be had, and there was no possibility of making up for it?

Because he was dead.

If he searched ever cobblestone - if he started a fire to burn the place down - if he hunted an Eternals Aura endlessly. It wouldn't matter, he'd find no one and nothing. He knew it. Surely as he knew the dishes that lingered in the sink: filthy, rinsed, left to collect dust - were Slates alone. That the few precious things that seemed like his: a closet full of simple outfits in Slates style, art supplies used, oils on canvases half finished that'd fully dried. A violin. The journals.

The singular shedding's of a dead houseplant gave him a better timeline than anything else in the home could've. It should've been alive and thriving, houseplants were hardy things.

Ochre was dead, that meant Slate was too, that meant...

And Ganymede had called him Shiekh? Did he honor that? Who did he confirm those things with, Shiekhs desires? Who knew him well enough that Prehnite could go to.

Jet - for starters - he would confirm it. Prehnite was so very sure, and he would give him the details he needed. Jet's side of the story, because if he didn’t have his side of it how could he stand to live with himself?

It mattered.

If they were going to be better? 'Because they were better, they had to be!' It had to matter.

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PostPosted: Mon Apr 11, 2022 6:46 am


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PostPosted: Thu Jun 16, 2022 1:03 pm


I have just this one thing and without it? What am I. Mortal, homely, human? Can't be!


Reed was ready to commit a murder - several murders - with his own shears in hand, broad daylight, the sun shining and birds singing it's heated praise. They'd find his neighbors strewn bloody across their own neatly pruned begonia bushes and imbedded inches deep in their freshly cropped yards; in *pieces*. Fingers and toes fertilizing their precious expensive, yet overwatered frontages.

If only he could've laid the blame of his waste stricken blooms on them. On some neighborhood youth that could've easily disappeared into the ether of the Rift never to bother a single blade of grass again!

Sadly, he couldn't....

There was news, of course. Oh yes, and he knew of this news - how could he not - the one single other benefit of being briefed on 'new negaverse dealings' even in some minor capacity? Meant that he knew. What was that saying though? He pondered through lines of useless dialogue scrolling rapidfire on the lower-third chryon of a screen that morning, as he hissed over his losses, desiccated hydrangeas, peeling vines. An actual Oak, decades old, that looked ready to dust - leaves rot and mulch fodder shedding all the ******** over the place - it was senseless! Oaks shed January through February, it should've been vibrant mid summer, and yet!?

He couldn't even look at it, sneered at some invisible enemy while he pondered over some tried and true bit of political diatribe for explaining things away. What'd the headlines read again? Not 'If it Bleeds, it Leads.' - no, no, n- “Whoever controls the media, controls the mind.” a lymric worthy of sheepworthy masses being herded wholesale to the edge of a cliff and over, beyond, meant to sustain some larger beast than the wolves at their flank.

Something meaner. Surely. Especially if it was murdering the entirety of his ******** garden!! Even the Greenhouse hadn't seemed to survive whatever vile bit of *disease* this was. Another thing Reed doubted with full scrutiny, ever the skeptic, even when sitting as close to the top as he ever imagined he could climb...

"Disease my skinny a**.." unheard of in the community at large, uncared of, likely, by those who only dabbled parkside in the livelyhood of the ecosystem that existed around them. Belatedly Reed wondered if..."Ohshit.." and Prehnite didn't care, broad daylight, the a**-crack of one in the morning. Hour of Day suddenly meant little to the General who usually had so much *care* for propriety and safety measures. Not when there was a chance his other garden was at risk to this -- blighted death.

He had to see -- better yet? To enter prepared to fend off whatever other-worldly thing could be causing this. If not neighbors, or bark beetles, or spore or fungi....

What else could he assume it to be? It was Destiny ******** City after-all, any number of mysterious things occurred there. Ruined a mans Thursday as easily as his entire week...month...year...

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PostPosted: Wed Jun 22, 2022 3:36 pm


Cry Me a River of Piss n Vinegar, All I want is Good Soil.


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Disappearances (14) : People are missing. Maybe they’re people you know, maybe you’ve just heard about it on the news. They’re just disappearing. In front of you one second, gone the next, sucked into some between-space. Into some hole that flickers out of sight once it’s swallowed them up. Maybe you got sucked in–right into a strange strange black expanse, with no access to anyone else or any exits. The pull would have been magnetic, almost unavoidable. Some might escape, but maybe you didn’t. Electronics don't work and characters cannot power down. There’s no way to reach the outside world. You might feel the sensation of creatures following you, you might run into obstacles or strange environments in the darkness. While you are in this strange location you may feel hungry but will not starve to death; you may feel tired but you will not need to sleep. Maybe you were lucky and got sucked in with someone. Maybe you’re trapped there and run into someone and team up. One thing is for sure, though–once you’re here, you can’t get out on your own.


His precious spaces, despoiled, and the Rift remained untouched (Thank God), never so quickly had he summoned Iolanthe and begged her on answers about how things were faring there - strange, everchanging space well removed from whatever magic graced the citadel. The Rift might has well have been another world entirely, another planet, another plane of sphere -- except Prehnite'd heard rumors about issues elsewhere too. Vague whispers about some great dying while he'd been out, which meant much or little depending on whether it was a wonder or a world - everything in space seemed dead, what was a little more decay and dying atop that which was already on it's way out? Which had already, a thousand years or more, been dead and gone and buried in ash and fire of wars well past remembrance

Prehnite cared far more about the *now*, his gardens, his parks, his plots of land and near pristine gravesite done up for 'friends'. His very living Earth. The planet itself, more than the actual people on it.

Which meant it was with much dismay that he found more of the same blighted rot creeping --- slow as a snails crawl and messier by far -- edging out living roots, chewing up ripe summer greens. Where he'd left plots of mint and basil that usually flourished like weeds -- death -- decay -- and as he'd followed that plodding path on further still?

Sparks of voids.

Blackness he'd seen in his periphery, over and over again, all month long, and now here; just past his clearing, into government owned land that was very much public property. He saw it again, ten times over, in thickets, in blinking lulls. He was drawn to it, mothlike, and then? Swallowed whole, like a rock sinking straight down to an oceans bottom, tossed about in blackness and spat out rough on the backend into some ichor-stinking gully.

Reed was unreachable -- every attempt to dispel the guise, to drop a form -- and then the skitter and scratch that started at the edges of space he couldn't see with his own limited human gaze. Suddenly he was glad to be a General with some bit of protection on his side, a blade at least, though who knew what it'd cut -- if it'd cut -- into beings that didn't seem to breathe but did seem to be ever near enough to get him moving.

Suddenly he had other worries than dead zones and pale grass, couldn't go about saving a garden if he became mulch right then and there. Prehnite started moving -- kept moving -- couldn't stop because if he did? Those eyes, tracking things, hunting visages, he knew damned well enough what that felt like after being at this so long.

So he moved.

WC: 505
PostPosted: Sun Oct 09, 2022 6:54 pm


A Medal of Noble Sacrifice


He could scarcely begin to remember how all the medals of his early days had been presented to him, was it a General, a Captain? A dispensary paid for by starseeds in a break room? Like some hideous amalgamated vending machine, only instead of dispensing with soda and snacks it dispensed with 'attaboys' and 'good girls' in the shape of shiny medals that eased the sickening slick of conscience down the morally gray drains.....

Not that it mattered for this occasion. His own ramshackle past filled to the brim with cobwebs and dust motes.

This was for Hylonome, a pretty box with bright veneer emblazed with white flower and green leaf, black velvet lining its innards to cradle the bit of medal oh so gently. He wouldn't pin it to her, had never worn his own no matter how many were presented his way; he envied those who could shoulder the weight of so many 'awards' --

This thing he would leave, unobtrusively, nearly as unobtrusive as she was in his home. Just a bright little token set quietly atop her work-desk while she was absent. He got the heebees doing so. For even though it was his home? He felt like it was some silent trespass, like he should've knocked before entering, even when he knew she was gone.

He hoped the medal in and of itself would be explanatory....

That if it wasn't? Well, he wouldn't have minded more of their quiet kitchen talks after hours. Certainly he looked forwards to them, being helpful in his own way, while she found the world in hers.

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PostPosted: Mon Oct 30, 2023 2:59 pm


Live a Life of Plenty - Not a Life of Peace!


Life in Stone (14) - An artist–or many–went to great lengths to make sure this place was covered in art. Sculptures and statues of all sorts have been put up around the cemetery. Some pieces look like they might have been in a set–beautiful women in long flowing dresses and faceless angels seem to be the most common figures. There are a few odd pieces–a handsome, but monstrous looking man lies in pieces in the ground, and little demonic figures are almost equally completely destroyed. There are no names or identifying marks on the statues, and the stone is heavy but difficult to identify. The statues watch over the cemetery with a solemn presence.

And, they move. You can’t prove it, of course, but more than once, a statue seems to shift position, or even drift to another part of the cemetery entirely. No matter where you stand, their eyes always seem to be on you. You never see them make a move, but they always see you make yours.


It wasn't long ago he was scraping encrusted graffiti that wasn't, monstrous, shadowy, imagined in its entirety; off the walls of Sonias establishment. There was something fond in the memory, to touch it while wandering wherever his feet dragged him that night. He loved the parks, their careful care matched by wild symmetries. The way people tried to tame everything they touched into something owned yet 'natural' looking in its ways. Ancient oaks -- tiny suffering bonsais and the way their miniature stagnation was a thing of hundreds year long beauty passed down time, again, again; the way anything could be made a bonsai -- given both care and a blade just sharp enough.

The scrape of stone didn't make him jump the way he would have years ago, something about being a 'General' beneath all the trappings of his civilian guise. a tweed jacket and matching hat and thin rimmed metal rectangular glasses that came from a vision-works instead of a Gucci store -- because whether or not the agents were getting 'paid' now, he still liked to live his life on 'teachers salary' level and not a single stroke higher than that. The niceties of a quiet neighborhood being 'faculty' to the school provided, a little bit of inheritance (that pittance of a sum claimed from dry insurance brokers at a local state farms -- apparently 'arson' was a covered thing for certain old residences!) spent sprucing not only that but his distantly owned and fall cultivated plot of land *up*.

Money well spent by his own minding, he had to keep the singular occupant happy and covered by seasonally appropriate greens and their wildness, while also making sure any visitors who passed by would enjoy the space *enough* to believe it owned, and not at all something to be vandalized. That desire was maybe what led him here -- to visit graveyards of old, pursue their outcroppings, their edgings, the things that lived within their designs. To spark new ideas that would encourage him to get back to work where he belonged--

Not in an office, or a lab, no -- the place he'd belonged since he was young enough to heft around brightly colored plastic toys and tools covered in 'playschool' logos while attended to by beyond bored adults and nannies and teachers alike.

*The Dirt*

The Earth was a thing to yearn for, everything green, the way all that was in mankind tried to dress it up with their own adornments as if they could possibly compare to the body of natures vast works!! Like a few hundred thousand years of human history could paint in matching strokes--

Infantile, the lot of them, himself too, he considered.

But!!

Reed had no desires for men of stone -- or handsome beasts -- or veiled maidens; virgins or otherwise -- living or otherwise. Didn't care for marble chiseled abs, clawed busts, nor where they lay scattered about on the ground. Clearly monuments to something timeless, but also unable to face the wrath of man. The earth and its bounty was where all his desires formed, lived, devolved into something else entirely.

And so the third -- fourth -- fifth -- time something in the shadows creaked, squeaked, and shifted past his vision. He was oh so very much done with trying to become inspired in this particular spot tonight! He ducked the nearest hedge, pulled power on like a greased pig sliding through filth. No regal, only speedy shifting and hasty steps to match it.

And then got the ******** out of there--

He'd been in Destiny City too long to tread around where he clearly wasn't wanted. Long enough to find he had less interest in probing all that moaned and groaned in the dark, than he did living.

Leave all that nonsense to the younger sort, he had tea at home -- and a juniper bonsai to prune.

WC: 615
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