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 Posted: Fri Aug 13, 2010 8:57 pm
I find it better to come to terms with your emotions than ignoring them ^^ Tell the person how you feel (the truth) let them tell you their's then move on. The past has passed and they were a stepping stone along the way to something better. You cannot change what happened but you can learn.
The best way to get back at them to me is put on a big smile and show them "Hey I am just as fine with you than without", cause giving them the knowledge that they caused you trouble only gives them power over you
(I am already over my problems to the point I can talk freely with my ex and not break down [yes I get over things that fast][haven't forgiven him though])
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Posted: Fri Aug 13, 2010 9:09 pm
Lunar-Heartbreak I find it better to come to terms with your emotions than ignoring them ^^ Tell the person how you feel (the truth) let them tell you their's then move on. The past has passed and they were a stepping stone along the way to something better. You cannot change what happened but you can learn. The best way to get back at them to me is put on a big smile and show them "Hey I am just as fine with you than without", cause giving them the knowledge that they caused you trouble only gives them power over you (I am already over my problems to the point I can talk freely with my ex and not break down [yes I get over things that fast][haven't forgiven him though]) Thank you all. Kagome, like I said, Im a hybrid, King of my people. I need all emotions to keep in balance, and rule them. Fae, thanks again. Honestly, tho, it just seems more and more that I should give up on my ideals, my perfection, my heaven. And conform like all these sad sobs of the world. Give up my powers, my throne and kingdom, and just become.... Lunar, I did just that. But I cut her out of my life. Ive grown to see it as "one less lying, cheating, filthy, nasty, skanky ho in my life"
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Posted: Fri Aug 13, 2010 9:13 pm
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Posted: Sat Aug 14, 2010 12:18 am
You should always try to forgive those who hurt you, but I know from experience that it isn't easy. And I don't think as humans we are capable of doing it right away.
I had a boyfriend (who I was "promise ring engaged" to) who cheated on me with at least 2 different girls when he went off to school. I found out through a letter I found by his bed when I went to visit him. He denied it for about 2 weeks before we broke it off.
But my friend put cheating in perspective: "Cheating is like crumpling up a piece of paper. It's still whole and still capable of being used, but no matter how much you flatten it out, it will never be perfect again."
My ex is married to some other chick now and they have a baby. I wish them happiness even though the memories hurt. I found someone who really loves me and wants to be with me. And I know that you will find someone too.^-^
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Posted: Sat Aug 14, 2010 12:51 am
Thank you for that. But I fear my person like that has passed from this life. She and I were as one, but Death took her from me in the prime of life. Im left with naught but sadness and despair since...
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Posted: Sat Aug 14, 2010 10:27 am
Well King do what you feel is best but I think you should stay true to yourself and not change, there is someone out there who will love you for all that you are. As long as you are happy though that is all that matters.
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Posted: Sat Aug 14, 2010 10:46 am
I guess so.... Staying true to myself means being a poly king, and finding those who would bear royal seed. But like Ive been saying, this isnt the old days. Few women are fine with that
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Posted: Sat Aug 14, 2010 11:33 am
No One No Thing King I guess so.... Staying true to myself means being a poly king, and finding those who would bear royal seed. But like Ive been saying, this isnt the old days. Few women are fine with that by poly king do you mean more than 1 girlfriend? cause I can understand that part, maybe just change that 1 thing there. Settle for 1 woman to take your seed.
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Posted: Sat Aug 14, 2010 11:52 am
Yes, thats what I mean. And thats what I mean when I say conform. My dream was to have multiple offspring, each one as strong as the next. One woman would not be able to take bearing as many as I wanted. Not to mention multiple births run rapid in my family. Some family members have barely survived at times. Thats why I became a poly king. Multiple brides = multiple births. Plus, they will each be unique in their own way.
A bit pigheaded, Im sure. But it was my dream. To have to give that up now... -sigh-
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Posted: Sat Aug 14, 2010 8:13 pm
No One No Thing King Lunar-Heartbreak I find it better to come to terms with your emotions than ignoring them ^^ Tell the person how you feel (the truth) let them tell you their's then move on. The past has passed and they were a stepping stone along the way to something better. You cannot change what happened but you can learn. The best way to get back at them to me is put on a big smile and show them "Hey I am just as fine with you than without", cause giving them the knowledge that they caused you trouble only gives them power over you (I am already over my problems to the point I can talk freely with my ex and not break down [yes I get over things that fast][haven't forgiven him though]) Thank you all. Kagome, like I said, Im a hybrid, King of my people. I need all emotions to keep in balance, and rule them. Fae, thanks again. Honestly, tho, it just seems more and more that I should give up on my ideals, my perfection, my heaven. And conform like all these sad sobs of the world. Give up my powers, my throne and kingdom, and just become.... Lunar, I did just that. But I cut her out of my life. Ive grown to see it as "one less lying, cheating, filthy, nasty, skanky ho in my life" Well I can't say I never have loved, but the one I truly love, and the one I will show my true self and feelings to may or may not exist in this world. In other words I lost my soulmate when I was forced to leave Cavonia. So until I ffind him, I won't truly love or show my feelings to anyone. It's kinda crazy, but I made a promise...that one day I find him again and that I wouldn't stop ever loving him. And I am happy that you were able to move on from your ex...not a lot of people can do that...so kudos.
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cupcake_ninja08 Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Aug 16, 2010 12:49 am
No One No Thing King Yes, thats what I mean. And thats what I mean when I say conform. My dream was to have multiple offspring, each one as strong as the next. One woman would not be able to take bearing as many as I wanted. Not to mention multiple births run rapid in my family. Some family members have barely survived at times. Thats why I became a poly king. Multiple brides = multiple births. Plus, they will each be unique in their own way. A bit pigheaded, Im sure. But it was my dream. To have to give that up now... -sigh- I can understand that but I can also understand that for example I myself could never share my man with anyone else. He may not be an object but I am selfish and sometimes envious and want someone who wants only me in return.
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Posted: Mon Aug 16, 2010 3:26 am
Fareru No One No Thing King Yes, thats what I mean. And thats what I mean when I say conform. My dream was to have multiple offspring, each one as strong as the next. One woman would not be able to take bearing as many as I wanted. Not to mention multiple births run rapid in my family. Some family members have barely survived at times. Thats why I became a poly king. Multiple brides = multiple births. Plus, they will each be unique in their own way. A bit pigheaded, Im sure. But it was my dream. To have to give that up now... -sigh- I can understand that but I can also understand that for example I myself could never share my man with anyone else. He may not be an object but I am selfish and sometimes envious and want someone who wants only me in return. But of course, I do understand this. However, on my own accord, I was royally screwed over many times. What this last girl did? A drop in the bucket. I mean... Ive been used, abused, cheated on, lied to, kicked to the curb and left for the trash bin. The most famous incident? Christmas Day, 2003. I walked into my then gfs house. Heard strange sounds, and honestly, thought it was porn. Open the door. She is riding two guys, while giving deep head to a third. And because of how the room was built, you cant see the door open in their position. So, unable to move and in shock, I had to wait and watch 5 mins longer then they HAD been done. And when they finished, she turned to me, swallowing and wiping her lips, and said... "Oh... Hi baby..." Needless to say, this shattered my very psyche. And put me on the path I am on now -shrug- Sorry if that story was a bit... graphic
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Posted: Mon Aug 16, 2010 11:50 pm
No One No Thing King Fareru No One No Thing King Yes, thats what I mean. And thats what I mean when I say conform. My dream was to have multiple offspring, each one as strong as the next. One woman would not be able to take bearing as many as I wanted. Not to mention multiple births run rapid in my family. Some family members have barely survived at times. Thats why I became a poly king. Multiple brides = multiple births. Plus, they will each be unique in their own way. A bit pigheaded, Im sure. But it was my dream. To have to give that up now... -sigh- I can understand that but I can also understand that for example I myself could never share my man with anyone else. He may not be an object but I am selfish and sometimes envious and want someone who wants only me in return. But of course, I do understand this. However, on my own accord, I was royally screwed over many times. What this last girl did? A drop in the bucket. I mean... Ive been used, abused, cheated on, lied to, kicked to the curb and left for the trash bin. The most famous incident? Christmas Day, 2003. I walked into my then gfs house. Heard strange sounds, and honestly, thought it was porn. Open the door. She is riding two guys, while giving deep head to a third. And because of how the room was built, you cant see the door open in their position. So, unable to move and in shock, I had to wait and watch 5 mins longer then they HAD been done. And when they finished, she turned to me, swallowing and wiping her lips, and said... "Oh... Hi baby..." Needless to say, this shattered my very psyche. And put me on the path I am on now -shrug- Sorry if that story was a bit... graphic ...s**t.....how could someone do that to someone else? just...s**t...I'm sorry to hear that, you deserve so much better than any of that.
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Posted: Tue Aug 17, 2010 4:14 am
Fareru No One No Thing King Fareru No One No Thing King Yes, thats what I mean. And thats what I mean when I say conform. My dream was to have multiple offspring, each one as strong as the next. One woman would not be able to take bearing as many as I wanted. Not to mention multiple births run rapid in my family. Some family members have barely survived at times. Thats why I became a poly king. Multiple brides = multiple births. Plus, they will each be unique in their own way. A bit pigheaded, Im sure. But it was my dream. To have to give that up now... -sigh- I can understand that but I can also understand that for example I myself could never share my man with anyone else. He may not be an object but I am selfish and sometimes envious and want someone who wants only me in return. But of course, I do understand this. However, on my own accord, I was royally screwed over many times. What this last girl did? A drop in the bucket. I mean... Ive been used, abused, cheated on, lied to, kicked to the curb and left for the trash bin. The most famous incident? Christmas Day, 2003. I walked into my then gfs house. Heard strange sounds, and honestly, thought it was porn. Open the door. She is riding two guys, while giving deep head to a third. And because of how the room was built, you cant see the door open in their position. So, unable to move and in shock, I had to wait and watch 5 mins longer then they HAD been done. And when they finished, she turned to me, swallowing and wiping her lips, and said... "Oh... Hi baby..." Needless to say, this shattered my very psyche. And put me on the path I am on now -shrug- Sorry if that story was a bit... graphic ...s**t.....how could someone do that to someone else? just...s**t...I'm sorry to hear that, you deserve so much better than any of that. Thing was, we said we were savin our virginities for each other. We were going to christen our love and life together, on Christmas Day, doing that. So... yea... I mean, I still think its my fault. Maybe if I tried harder. Paid more attention then all the time at school, and goin home, and callin on the phone and stuff. I unno...
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Posted: Tue Aug 17, 2010 5:51 pm
No One No Thing King Fareru No One No Thing King Fareru No One No Thing King Yes, thats what I mean. And thats what I mean when I say conform. My dream was to have multiple offspring, each one as strong as the next. One woman would not be able to take bearing as many as I wanted. Not to mention multiple births run rapid in my family. Some family members have barely survived at times. Thats why I became a poly king. Multiple brides = multiple births. Plus, they will each be unique in their own way. A bit pigheaded, Im sure. But it was my dream. To have to give that up now... -sigh- I can understand that but I can also understand that for example I myself could never share my man with anyone else. He may not be an object but I am selfish and sometimes envious and want someone who wants only me in return. But of course, I do understand this. However, on my own accord, I was royally screwed over many times. What this last girl did? A drop in the bucket. I mean... Ive been used, abused, cheated on, lied to, kicked to the curb and left for the trash bin. The most famous incident? Christmas Day, 2003. I walked into my then gfs house. Heard strange sounds, and honestly, thought it was porn. Open the door. She is riding two guys, while giving deep head to a third. And because of how the room was built, you cant see the door open in their position. So, unable to move and in shock, I had to wait and watch 5 mins longer then they HAD been done. And when they finished, she turned to me, swallowing and wiping her lips, and said... "Oh... Hi baby..." Needless to say, this shattered my very psyche. And put me on the path I am on now -shrug- Sorry if that story was a bit... graphic ...s**t.....how could someone do that to someone else? just...s**t...I'm sorry to hear that, you deserve so much better than any of that. Thing was, we said we were savin our virginities for each other. We were going to christen our love and life together, on Christmas Day, doing that. So... yea... I mean, I still think its my fault. Maybe if I tried harder. Paid more attention then all the time at school, and goin home, and callin on the phone and stuff. I unno... o.o whoa
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