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 Posted: Sun Feb 06, 2005 3:48 pm
HaWkGiRL Sometimes I wonder if life is worth living. I mean, how am I supposed to continue living when I can't even get good grades. I won't make it in college, I don't know if I'll make it all. I don't even know if I know what I'm talking about! My poor grades just won't get me anyway crying ! I'm so jealous, my brother's grades are so good, but I'm stuck with bad ones. He used it against me once. He said I get F's. I JUST WANT HIM DEAD! I have all D's in my most important classes right now. Two regular D's, and Two D+. No one understands me! I do. I used to get bad grades, and now I have: A's: 2 B's: 2 C's: 1 (it's a 79 sweatdrop ) F's: 1 So.....yeah. Just apply yourself and do some homework (that's what got me sweatdrop ) and you will do better. And you never know how much good can come from study guides (I used to make 75's on American History tests, and now that I do the study guides, I make 95's!!!) This might sound like crap to you, and you might think that you just "aren't smart enough" but really, appling yourself really does help. It would take me forever to do homework and all that fun stuff and it was because I was distracted often and now I have pills for ADD, maybe you have that if it takes FOREVER to do homework. If you focus, most of it can be done quickly. (Estimate of previous report cards: A's:1, C's: 2, F's:3
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Posted: Sun Feb 06, 2005 3:54 pm
I need a job. I'm only 13, I know, but my friend who is 15 got a job at a deli by playing his guitar and singing. I wish I could do something were I would have a steady income. All I can think of is selling comics and doing pictures, but that isn't garunteed to make much money. At least he (the 15 year old) Is garunteed money for that night. PLEASE PM ME ABOUT MY SKILLS THAT I HAVE THAT COULD MAKE ME $$$! gonk I'm tired of mowing lawns and cleaning my house for money. I want to do something that could gain me experience in a possible career crying -depression-
Another thing to b***h about. I know no one here can help this but...I NEED a boy friend (in real life). This isn't one of those "everyone is going out with someone and I want one too." This is a "I feel empty and I need to feel loved and cared for." thing. I wat to lay in someones arms and be told that I am loved. I need to be held crying I am lonely
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Posted: Mon Feb 07, 2005 12:03 am
To HaWkGiRL:
My grades are doing fine. Last year, my overall average was 94.4 and this years first semester is 91.2. But what I really want are worse grades. Which I just cant seem to let myself do. Everyone I know is always praising me about "oooh you're so smart" and all that crap, but not about anything else. So if I start letting my grades slip, then I'll have nothing. I'll be nothing. I mean, Im constantly busting my a**. And for what? Some "numbers" that make it easier for the world to just label me with. It's all just too much trouble. I don't think alot of people are happy with the way things are involving education, but dammit, just go out there and do your best. That's all anyone can ever ask.
Now as for Keebler:
....be a paper carrier? I was for 5 years. Got me lots of money, and in turn many videogames and other electronics whee . In my experience, many employers won't hire you when you're 13. Hell, your friend was even lucky to get a job if at 15. Many jobs involve a higher level of responsibility and therefore "irresponsible" new teens arent hired for many. I think the fact that alot of 16 year olds have a license and are legally responsible enough to drive is appealing to employers. If you're really desperate, go to some burger joint. McDonalds in particular seems equally desperate to hire people.
As for finding someone to share something meaningful with and fill a void in your life. Well, I'd like to help. But. Yeah. Im not so successful in this department myself. Uh... I find, it helps if you've got a certain someone in mind already. Then it's just a matter of showering them with affection. At times, it may seem like things are impossible. But you wouldnt really want things to be too easy. Afterall, working hard at a relationship really gives it more meaning and makes it more worthwhile in the end. Speaking of the end, you may want to get other aspects of your life set up before the beginning. You mentioned earlier your lack of a job. A job too is a big part of your life in the amount of time and effort you put in, which may throw some complications into any relationship. Just something to think about I suppose.
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Posted: Mon Feb 07, 2005 1:00 am
Oh, thank you Enigma. That was the most helpful comment I've gotten so far (I've posted that in 2 threads and on my blog). But there is one problem. I'm 13 and in Texas. Not man people are secure about being gay at 13 if they are. And the fact that I live in more conservative part of Texas doesnt help either. sweatdrop I'll just have to wait for high school. But here is this one guy....he might be gay, and he is really sweet. Ill probe his brain and opefully he is someone I can connect with.
Thanks so much! You helped uber amounts.
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Posted: Mon Feb 07, 2005 2:33 pm
Just glad my insight could help in any way. Yeah I mean, it's hard enough finding someone regularly but your situation would be a helluva lot tougher I'd imagine. I wish you the best of luck!
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Posted: Mon Feb 14, 2005 5:44 pm
corrupt divinity ^_^ at least none of you have been directly threatened by your sister who held up a butcher knife from across the room- and at least your parents would care if they threatened you like that. she's 11 by the way. i win.
Uh, my brother did that to me over a video game. ~_~ I was so scared, but I told mah Daddy and he got mad. ^^;
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Posted: Mon Feb 14, 2005 7:19 pm
I got to tell you, some boys drive me completely mad.
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Posted: Mon Feb 14, 2005 8:40 pm
Punk Elf I got to tell you, some boys drive me completely mad. Why's that? Want me to eat 'em? domokun domokun domokun domokun domokun
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2005 8:09 am
xxscatterxmyxheartbeatxx corrupt divinity ^_^ at least none of you have been directly threatened by your sister who held up a butcher knife from across the room- and at least your parents would care if they threatened you like that. she's 11 by the way. i win.
Uh, my brother did that to me over a video game. ~_~ I was so scared, but I told mah Daddy and he got mad. ^^;
my parents didn't give a care... "you should be more nice to her. take care of her, she's your little sister." =_= ugh.
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2005 2:35 pm
The Skoo Punk Elf I got to tell you, some boys drive me completely mad. Why's that? Want me to eat 'em? domokun domokun domokun domokun domokun no, I'd like to eat them tho.
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2005 3:55 pm
Punk Elf The Skoo Punk Elf I got to tell you, some boys drive me completely mad. Why's that? Want me to eat 'em? domokun domokun domokun domokun domokun no, I'd like to eat them tho. Some guys are jerks. And they should be fed to The Skoo and Punk Elf.
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Posted: Sat Feb 19, 2005 7:47 pm
my parents are now on the verge of divorce. =_=
mum thinks she's right tht my dad is the prblem.
everyone knows my mom is wrong and that SHE is the problem.
SHE wants me to speak up against my dad... "if you REALLY care"
damn. help?
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Posted: Sun Feb 20, 2005 1:56 pm
Blue expressing my sorrow. Some people think you can just do something, but that isn't going to apply for a person like me. I'm different and only a few people understand that. My friends think I should just 'do' the work. But it isn't like that for me. I'm the type of person that can't go on without a friend, yet I always seem to survive that kind of loneliness when I can't get online to get comfort. I don't know, it's weird. I think I'll make this a journal entry. ~runs off to go do that~
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