31. Mel's Room
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[ Name ] - Mel o'Mar
[ Nicknames ] Mel, Mars, Melo, Mels, Mel-Mel, Psycho, Maaa (or Mom ^^; that'll be derogatory)...
[ Type ] - supershortSeme!xp
[ Breed ] - Demon (dragon)
[ DoB/Age ] - 22 November...19...2006.
[ Parents ] - Undisclosed
[ Siblings ] - Undisclosed
[ Mate ] - None. Opposed to close relationships outside of family.
[ Children ] - None, unless you count the Residents.
[ Friends ] - None. Okay, Shelby? Needs more! Feed me Seymore! D<
[ Petpet ] - None. Lots of pets tho... >>


-[ Basis ]-
Mel is an avatar!anthro. Me. Me is me, this is me. I am no one else. Do I really need to talk this way? Ahem. The blue dragon was a creature that came time and again, not just as a result on those little personality tests, but in simple everyday life. It is not reflected by my avatar because frankly, I had lost hope long ago in ever being able to look like a dragon on Gaia. ^^; This anthro's name is a personal pun, and if you get it, you are a stalker and need to be shot. ;>> The nicks are ones I've picked up along the way though.

-[ Abilities ]-
Besides the ability to annoy the hell out of just about anybody, that or scare the hell out of them? He has a certain affinity, love, or simply feels some kind of pull anyway, to the forces of water, storm, and fire (the latter to stare at, sit by, etc. but not to use). There is also an affinity with animals and small children and often bonds with them in only sort periods of time.

-[ Attitude ]-
Oy. Bipolar? Nah... I prefer to call it 'unbalanced.' Or maybe you're axis is the tilted one? O8 Yes, random rules. In general, when happy or excited about something, he can be a chatterbox, give a direct opinion, and tell bizarre jokes. Does not hesitate to set people straight, but if they need a hug, showers them with glomps, shares a bit too readily (though it may not be much ^^; ). On the other hand, he may go through long periods of depression where creativity and inspiration goes down the drain, leaving everything to rot, which goes for anything from sci-fi/fantasy "opera" novels-in-progress to experiments in art. In general, plans are centered around the family ("my boys" - the inhabitants of the 'Pocket of Nullspace'), though easily distracted by profound ideas, stray thoughts, and immediate problems so much of the time. He often prowls the halls, say on a mission ("from GAD"), or out of boredom, or simply because of an idea and not really paying attention to where he's going. OH. The swords, did I forget the swords? He carries a pair of katana. Even Sian is wary of pissed-off-Mel (or defensive as the case may be) and keeps his distance. He tends to black out and attack without realizing what he's doing, though preferred methods of revenge and punishment lean toward the slow, painful, and memorable. 8D <3

-[ Likes ]-
Wearing lime-green socks and arm socks at home (though the feet would probably have to be toe-less socks) is common. A vast love of books has lead to an awe-enspiring collection though only about half have been read, probably due to a love of anime and manga. Favorite subjects are meshable (and "realistic") sci-fi and fantasy, and the occasional horror flick with good plot. A total pack rat when it comes to collections, loving shiny things including silver jewelry and pewter figurines. Loves green fire and often sits in to watch the necromancers.

-[ Dislikes ]-
Bigots, two-faced know-it-alls, icy stairs, getting up in the morning, going to bed before morning, being in large bodies of water, smothering, being short, compromising (does it a lot anyway), feeling emo abandoned or like feelings of emotional d00m, mob mentality and sheep, being that which he hate, and some others I can't think of off the top of my head.

-[ Hidden Self ]-
Internal weeping is common. External weeping comes once or thrice in a blue moon, and is hidden by smiles, friendliness, jokes, and inbred stubbornness.

-[ History ]-
Too much to tell, never enough trust to convey it. Short yet stormy, wrought with love, betrayal, and much angst.
(Much like my real life.) Or a soap. XD; Kept a few close friends and family, pushed the others away. Oh yes, both Mels are loners, yet surprisingly friendly, unless caught on a very bad day. Sadly, we won't talk much about it except to very close friends because of all the bitterness. Er, so... who wants some cocoa?! 8D

-[ Current Events ]-

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shh. I've always been here. >>


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Within each heart is an alotted number of beats,
its soul an can bear so many scars, and behind each eye their number of tears...
before a body feels it must certainly die.
Birthday on the 22nd and a quarter-century old.
I feel disillusioned, yet less wise. More eloquent, yet powerless.
More lost in this world than ever before...
...and bitter at the ease which people stoop to do harm.
The anguish of others screams through my mind.
Is this why I feel so old?