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 Posted: Mon Apr 20, 2009 3:03 am
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Posted: Mon May 04, 2009 9:27 pm
Rp with Jay
Meeting up with Adriel
It had been a long time since he had seen his brother and during one of his wanderings Ciaran had finally met back up with him and explaned things to him about there mother. He still blamed her for what she did but didn't blame Ves for not comming to visit when he was forbidden to even doing so. But todays wandering was trying to find a nice place for him to live with room to spare when friends came to visit.
From what Ves had told him that there mother was sorry for what she did and didn't blame him for his feelings so she was the one that was going to pay for a place and so he could chose where and what he wanted and have one of his mothers aquantices live with him and teach him how to live on his own.
He didn't like adults all that much still and was avoiding them as much as he could as he walked around town and found that he was starting to get hungry so he heading to where there would be places to eat.
Adriel felt a sigh of relief escape his lips as he came to sit on the bench quite heavily. He was trying to get some excercise...being stuck int he house was driving him crazy. So he thought a short walk could help him get some of the antsyness out of him...but he ..only foundhimself tired...a block down from his apartment. Hungry he had bought icecream from a man who had stared at his hug stomach and he in embaressment now had a icecream cone he was licking on the bench. A hand on his stomach the baby was squirming around a lot more often now. He hoped the sweet treat could help calm it down.
Comming around the conner and looking around trying deside on what he wanted eat or just to get a snack. When he spottted a familar person sitting down on a bench. Ciaran smiled as he knew that Adriel had seen him at one of his lowest points of his life and now he did feel better and knew how to control his insanity from rearing its head. Running up to the bench to see his friend.
"How are you doing, Adriel?" Ciaran asked as he came up to the bench looking a lot better and happy.
Adriel looked up suddenly the icecream smearing across his chin. he blinked looking a bit surprised ad wiped the mess with a napkin he had in his hand. Chii and Fuu reached out to want hugs and Adriel smiled as he reconized the child.
"Oh! Wow Ciaran! You look great." He commented though he didn't try and get up. He knew better than to try and flail around in the attempt.
His bulging stomach was very noticeable. And the way he had his hand laying on it heavily suggested his pregnancy.
"Thanks, I feel better too," he said. As getting revenge with the techs by shocking them helped alot to make them sorta feel like he did and meeting other people, learning new things had gotten his mind off his problems but knew he would have them for the rest of his life he would just have to manage them the best he could.
Watching his tenticals reaching out and he remembered on how
friendly Adhara's were and sat down next to Adriel and started to pet one of them. But as he looked his friend over, he cocked his head to the side as he saw Adriels belly and to the fact that it looked just like Adhara's. Then he thought that only females got pregnate, but then he thought that they were different than humans and there DNA parents so it could happen he thought,but nothing could excape his attentions for long at least.
"Just wondering are you pregnant?" he asked with a smile and his own tail wagging.
Adriel's face went bright red at the question. It was easy to see he was still getting use to the idea.
"Uh...yeah..I am..." he responded as he licked his icecream cone some.
"I guess its kinda ovious now isn't it?" he asked with a bit of a chuckle. "Though it came as a surprise to me." He continued with a sigh. He then scooted over some and offered the boy to sit down.
"It is, but its cool none the less," he said as he gave a little chuckle. "Don't be imbarrenced. I fine it neat. I did see Adhara pregnate when she found me like you did. But once you do have your kid could I come and see it once its born?" he asked as he was excited has he had only seen them in books or was told about them and he wanted to see them for himself.
Feeling a little aquard asking abou asking his question as he did have a feeling on who it might be, and gave a little blush of his own for asking the question as he didn't want to up set Adriel on thinking of him as the mother, but it was how his brain was thinking it right now.
"Who is the father, and sorry if the questiong sounded a little weard. I just cant figure out any other way of saying it," he said as he was smileing and still blushing all the same.
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Posted: Mon May 04, 2009 9:50 pm
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Posted: Tue Jun 02, 2009 8:54 am
Journal entry: 2
~6-2-09
I don’t think that I can ever forgive my mother for what she had done. She was suppose to protect me. But all she does was panic and sent me to the labs to see if they could help me. But they did nothing for me except to make sure that I lived. Once I got out of the darkness I finally saw what the techs didn’t do for me even tho my mother thought they would. Every time I go there I will make sure each tech gets a little shock for all the pain that I had. I’m thankful for those that did care for me as I would have never found the light to find my way back. For I’m eternally grateful to them and for caring for me. Now I just have to find some new clothing that won’t remind me of the labs and a place to stay.
~Ciaran
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Posted: Tue Jun 02, 2009 8:54 am
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Posted: Mon Oct 05, 2009 9:44 pm
Rescued
Ciaran and Luthor
After the dream he'd had that starred one of his two best friends Luthor had left the safety of the shelter and found himself standing at the end of the walkway looking left then right then left again then right again... and he sighed. It all looked the same didn't it? A lot of pavements, lots of tall buildings, lots of people... and he had no idea which way would lead him back to the Labs though he wasn't quite sure that he wanted so much to go back there as he wanted to find Pepper, the real Pepper and not a dreamed up version of him. He spent a good five minutes debating on which direction he wanted to walk before picking in an arbitrary manner and turned to the left and started on his way again. He had a bad feeling he wasn't going to find the shelter again so he knew that the best way to go about this was to walk slowly, try to find landmarks that would help in his journey back, and he mentally berrated himself for not doing the same thing when he left the Labs. Then again that day he wasn't really in a state where he would be able to easily make such choices.
He hadn't been traveling all that far or all that long before the dark clouds that had been hovering over head seemed to grow darker and darker but instead of heading back he kept going. He felt as though he might be going in the right direction so he didn't see a reason for why he should go back now, not when he was on a trail... and then the rains started to fall. He couldn't help but give a little, grumbling curse as in no time he was soaked to the skin and his once pretty hair was plastered down around him. He gave a glare at nobody in particular and a soft, sighing sound. The only thing that could be said for the rain that was good was that it was cold and the cold rain seemed to make his back feel better even if the rest of him felt bad. He could only hope that he didn't end up with a cold he thought to himself as he rounded a corner.
As if to add insult to injury... or perhaps more injury to injury a woman with an umbrella who seemed to be in so much of a hurry that one lost brat seemed more in the way then anything else crashed into him and just kept going. As she left Luthor's eyes seemed to roll up into his head for a moment as he collapsed to his hands and knees, gulping for a breath as pain started to radiate from where he'd been hit by her... and then the muscles in his back started to spasm something fierce. Given the weather and the lack of people really caring about those they didn't know most just moved around Luthor or stepped over him on their way to their destinations.
Sokan loved rainy days as he could forget his worries and just wander the city without people staring at him because of how he look. He even more looked like a tentacle monster as the water released his water-breathing 'tentacles' from his back fins and gave him a slight glow of white from his back and he didn't care with one set of his eyes closed. Not really looking to were he was going as the rain made him very forgetful as it reminds him of home that he want to return too but couldn't. He entered part of the city that he normal wouldn't enter alone as it was too near for him to the labs even tho it was some ways off. Slithering on he watched a woman walking very fast to get out of the rain, he thought it was a shame she wasn't enjoying it. As slowing down would so distress and make her life a lot more happier. Glancing down the street the way the woman just came and just out of the corner of his eye he thought he might spot someone he knew. Turning his head with both sets of eyes now open and saw Ciaran's friend Luthor in pain, down on the ground and others not caring. Slithering fast as he could and flaring up all his fins and hissing at the people to get out of his way as he made his way to Luthor. "Are you ok," he asked as he got to Luthor with a very concerned look on Sokan face and other people making sure to go wide around them as Sokan's tail was twitching as he was aggravated and wondered to why he was out alone, but was going to wait to ask that question as soon as he knew Luthor was ok.
Luthor lifted his head when he heard a hissing sound, not sure what the sound was or who it belonged too, half thinking that it might be some sort of animal... then he found himself gazing up at someone he knew. He blinked his eyes a couple of times before he found himself looking around as though he thought Ciaran might be present. Given the rain though he wasn't surprised when he didn't spot the other spawn. He lowered his gaze and nodded, "I... I will be alright..." He murmured, wrapping on arm around his middle so his nails could dig into his back through his shirt before he tried to regain his footing. He didn't mean to worry people, especially someone that had been rather nice to him when they'd first met.
Eying Luthor from head to toe, Sokan could see that he didn't look all that way. His top set of eyes narrowed as he saw Luthor in pain and knew that Ciaran wouldn't want to see his friend like this. "You don't look to be alright," he said as he made up his mind to take Luthor with him. He might not know what happened but he did know that it wasn't very good. "I might not know what happened to you but from what I can see you don't look so good and I don't care if you protest but your coming with me. Anyways Ciaran will be happy to see you despite on how things are." he said as Sokan got closer and being much bigger than the pre-teen and picked him up in his arms not caring if he struggled, puffed out a little to make sure other people wouldn't get in his way as he slithered towards home.
Luthor was a little more then shocked as he was swept up into the arms of the snake being and instead of giving any protest he seemed instead to lean against him, hiding his face. It was less due to embarrassment and more due to the fact that he'd been rather hands off since he'd run away, especially when he wasn't feeling well. The last thing he wanted was to be question to highly or sent to a hospital to be tested on. This was nice though, this man was going to bring him to his friend... he relaxed a little bit and despite the pain and the rain he was feeling... happy and kind of light inside.
Once Sokan had Luthor in his arms and felt that the pre-teen was cold and hot at the same time and he knew that might not be a good thing. So he wanted to get home as fast as he could and get his charge warm and happy. A slightly different 'tentacle' came around from Sokan's back that was almost the same color of his fins but slightly lighter in color was glowing giving some healing warmth to Luthor as Sokan hurried to get home. Slithering faster as he saw the small house and opened the door quickly to get Luthor out of the rain. "Ciaran could you put several towels in the dryer to get as quickly as you can," he said yelling to make sure Ciaran heard him. "There are a few in there right now, but I could put a few more in there for you," he called back as he ran downstairs with a pattering of feet. A few second later he came to the door with two large warm towels in his hands to see that it was Luthor that need the warm towels and not Sokan as he thought it was weard that he himself would need them. "Its good to see you, Luthor," he said as he opened the towels together in his arms as Sokan put Luthor down. Ciaran came up and gave Luthor a big hug with the towels to make him warm and dry, with his tail waging a mile a minute.
The brightly colored eyes of the young spawn opened up as he felt the warmth the tentacle was giving off and he found himself starring at it a bit, glad to see that it was friendly. He'd seen stuff like that before on other spawn that had Lust Blood in them only they didn't offer warmth like this one did. He gave a little smile a he lifted his hand up and brushed the tips of his fingers over the small limb. It wasn't long before they were heading inside out of the rain and he was never happier then that, he didn't much like the rain he'd decided after being caught out in it twice thus far since running away from home.
He turned his head quickly to look around for his friend when he heard Sokan call out for Ciaran go get towels and his eyes got first wide then a little watery when he saw the other spawn. He was so glad to see one of his friends in this manner instead of just in a dream. He smiled when he came over with the towels to wrap them around him along with a hug. It felt good but it also caused him to wince in pain as Ciaran's hands moved over the strange, aching lumps on his back. His eyes fluttered closed before he lowered his head, "I... it is good to... see you, Ciaran..." He murmured, trying to push the pain aside so as not to worry the other boy.
Ciaran was happy as all could with his friend and started to purr. Sokan shut the door and moved to a spot near the door were he laid to have the water on his skin dry naturally. "Ciaran it might be a good idea to get Luthor in the warm bath up stairs," he said as he laid down. "If you need anything just holler," he added. "Ok, I will if I need to," he answered has he lead Luthor up to the stairs and up to the second floor. Once up there Ciaran when to the right and down the hall towards his room. It was a large room with with a bed in the center and not too much more as Ciaran was still decorating his room. Taking Luthor into his walk-in closet and to the door inside that led to a wooden Japanese bathhouse style bathroom with a large tile tub taking up the middle of the bathroom with a wall separating two halves the bath with another opening to another side of the bathroom that was the bathroom for the room on the other side of hall, as both rooms shared this very large bathroom. "Come on lets get you out of those wet clothing and get you warm," Ciaran said to his friend as he rummage through the linen closet for a small towel Luthor could cover himself up when he took of his clothing. "Wrap this around you once you have your clothing off and hop into the bath, its not too hot," he said handing the towel to him. "I'm going to leave for a second for you to get undressed and get you something to eat," he added.
Luthor followed along after his friend, eyes widening when they went into the large ad strangely laid out bathroom, it was like nothing he'd ever seen before but the idea of getting to use it was rather exciting... it had been to long since he'd gotten more then a quick shower when he could get in at the shelter so this was like a gift from above... or at least as close to one as a half demon could get, 'I can... really use your tub? Wow..." He murmured before he took the towel that was held out to him. He looked it over before nodding and set to shrugging out of what he was wearing and set it aside after the other headed out. He folded his clothing up and set it down before he wrapped the towel around his waste and tucked it into place. When he had himself arranged he moved forward to inspect the bathroom while waiting for Ciaran's return.
The way he was wearing the towel it was a bit like a simple, terrycloth skirt which left his back bare to the view of anyone that might happen to see it. It was a strange sight to behold, that he had strange but simple bone structures under his skin and muscles of his back. Ones that seemed to be shifting and slowly working their way toward the surface. It was cause of the spasms that he was having, the bones working their way free of his flesh... a painful experience for him but he was doing his best to ignore the pain.
Once down stairs he looked to see if the front door was locked and it was with Sokan a sleep by the door as he was reabsorbing the water on his skin and the the tentacles retracting as they started to dry out. Leaving him be and went to the kitchen to find a tray with some warm food for two and something to drink as well. Ciaran spotting a note from Sokan stating that on the tray was food for the both of them as well as some pain killer for Luthor if he wanted to take it as it was good there was some as Ciaran would have done so even if Sokan hadn't as he knew his friend was in pain despite trying not to show it. He also added some Icy hot to the tray as well and some ice packs as well if needed.
Coming back into the bathroom with his tray as he was kicking a stool as well, with one last kick near the bathtub Ciaran set the tray down on it. "Here is some food if you want to eat as there is some pain killer if you want take it and yes you can use the bath. I don't mind, you need it more than I do." Ciaran said smiling as he sat down on the edge of the bath.
Luthor starred at all of the stuff that Ciaran had brought in with him and then looked over at the bath then back again. Food, painkillers for his back, and a bath? Faced with the choice he really wasn't sure what he wanted first so he ended up sort of moving back and forth between the tray and the tub a moment before pausing in place. He stood there for a moment to shake his head to clear it before he he finally decided on the tub. The other stuff could wait he thought but getting clean would be like a dream come true. Having spent perhaps far to much time with Pepper who hadn't believed in pants for the first part of his young life, had him removing his towel, folding it up, and setting it aside before he got into the tub. Walking around sans clothing meant very little to him. He sat down in the water first before he sank under it completely. He floated just under the surface, enjoying the feeling of warmth wrapping all the way around him. He stayed under for as long as he was able to do so before he pushed his head up out of the water for a breath, his long white hair falling down farther then was normal when it was wet due to the water winning against the waves in his hair for at least the moment.
Just smiling bigger as Luthor couldn't make up his mind on what he wanted. But once Luthor took of his towel, Ciaran blushed brightly with his tail feathers spread in shock and turned around giving Luthor some privacy to what he thought. Getting up from the tub edge to a small closet and took out a small tray with a cup holder that was destined to float in the bath. Setting the food on the tray and a drink in the holder and set it to float towards Luthor. "Here you go," he said indicating to the tray of food floating his way and he also reached over to hand Luthor the pain killer for him to take.
Luthor was, before running away from home, a bit on the spoiled side. It was because of this that he was rather delighted by Ciaran's help, he wasn't exactly the best when it came to taking care of himself and his friend was helping him in that aspect. To bring him food, stuff to help him with his pain, and even allowing him to use the bath here, "Thank you." He murmured, taking the pain killers before he washed them down with the drink that was on the floating tray in front of him. It didn't take long for a combination of the medicine and the hot water to ease the pain in his back almost nonexistent level which had him relaxing greatly.
"Your welcome," he said with a purr as it had been sometime since he had seen his friend. But deep down he knew there was something else was troubling his friend beside the pain in his back. Taking a drink from his cup as he thought on why Luthor was wandering in the rain, he knew that his friend needed him was a feeling he was having. There weren't many of the other spawn that he felt close with and would do anything to keep Luthor happy as it would make him happy. "Well if you need a place to stay, you can stay here if you want," he said to Luthor as he was slightly blushing as he didn't know if Luthor need a place to stay or not, but it didn't hurt to ask.
"This place... it is a lot nicer then where I have been staying." He murmured, thinking about the over crowded shelter he'd taken up residence in after running away from home before he set to eating the food in front of him, "I was... thinking about going home but I really don't even know where that is." He admitted, he saw Ciaran as one of his two best friends so he didn't see why he couldn't admit to him that he was quite lost and had absolutely no sense of direction. It wasn't as though he thought his friend would mock him for it.
He glanced over at the feathered boy before smiling, "If I could stay for a little while? At least until the rains stop then I can go back to trying to figure out where I am supposed to be going." He had told Pepper he would go home, wanted to see his friend again in person but found himself comfortable here. Maybe staying for a little while while he built up his courage would be okay? He chewed on his lower lip in a thoughtful manner as he debated over it.
Ciaran didn't want to pry on what was plaguing his friend, but knew he would tell him when he wanted to, so Ciaran was just going to wait and comfort his friend. " You can stay as long as you want. Through the brake in the bath wall leads to another bathroom just like this and another room like mine, with a bed and everything." he said and he was never going to mock his friend about getting lost. His own first couple of outing by himself he had gotten lost and only his brother finding him did he get back to his other place of living. "Once your ready to go home, I can take you there if you want me to." he said smiling as it was nice that Luthor was staying close in which made him very happy about even if it was for a little time.
Luthor glanced over toward the other room that Ciaran spoke up and he tilted his head to the side, "Mmm, never slept alone before." He said in a thoughtful manner, "When I was at the Labs Pepper and I shared the bed and at the shelter there were others in the same room as me." He wasn't sure what he thought about having a room to himself. It was a novel idea but at the same time sounded a bit lonely. He finished up his food before he moved over to where Ciaran and his towel were both located.
"I... would like that, an escort back home. Once I am feel up to it... I get the feeling I will be in a lot of trouble when I go back... I've... been away from home for a while now." He said in a near whispering tone, as though it were a secret that he wanted for only Ciaran to know about. It had been a couple months now that he'd stayed at the shelter and he was glad to be here with his friend and even the prospect of going home to where he would surely be punished were both better then staying among strangers.
"Its not to bad, but then I have been sleeping by myself ever since I was young. But if you don't like sleeping by yourself my own bed is big enough for two or I could set up a cot in my room for you. Wondering how its was like to sleep with another in the same room was a very different concept for Ciaran to fathom but something that he wouldn't object to.
"I can do that." he answered. "I can also stay with you as well," he added not really knowing what type of trouble his friend could be in. "Also the door is always open here for you to stay as long as you want and when ever you need to," he said as in Ciaran's mind right now Luthor was the only one that he would extent that offer.
Luthor seemed to perk up a little, "Really? That would be nice." He murmured, it was still strange to him no matter where he slept not to have Pepper either nearby, with him, or under the bed... the idea that Pepper was still sleeping there despite his not being home made him miss his strange friend a little. He gave a smile as he lifted the tray out of the water to set it on the edge of the tub before he allowed himself to sink back under a moment and ran his finger through his hair to rinse it out a second time before he stood up and set to squeezing out his air before he climbed out of the tub and scooped up his towel and set to drying off.
"Yep, you are always welcome here," he said. He turned to give Luthor his privacy when he was drying off and got another towel for his hair. "Here is another towel for your hair," he said and handed the towel to Luthor. "So do you have any preference to what color your clothing is?" Ciaran ask as he picked up Luthor's old clothing and then sent them down a shoot to get washed.
He wrapped the first towel around himself like a skirt before taking the second one, carefully wrapping his hair with it but made sure that his horn didn't chance to pierce the cloth as he didn't want to ruin anything when Ciaran was being so kind as to let him borrow it, "Any color is fine, thank you." He murmured, moving to follow along after his friend much like a small duck would follow along after its mother. He'd spent to much time with people he didn't know or alone that now he just wanted to stick close to his friend even if he were going to end up a bit underfoot.
He just nodded to the answer as he turned and walked back to the closet with Luthor not all that far behind. In which Ciaran didn't mind. He loved his friend being here, it would be lots of fun while he stayed here.
Once in the closet it was very large but it was half empty but at least a good selection of clothing. Ciaran looked Luthor over and decided that he would fit most of the clothing that he had. "Well I mostly have pants," he said as he showed Luthor what he had. "I have a few shirts, right behind you and chose what you want and a some other outfits as well," he added as he moved over to let Luthor chose what he wanted.
Luthor looked the clothing over before he reached out to run his hands over the cloth of the pants, some of the material was rather soft and he gave a smile of a smile as he drew out a pair to look them over, "These should work." He said, rather liking the color of blue that they were. He looked over his shoulder for a moment as though he were trying to look at the part of his back that caused the ache, the strange bone structures under the skin there, "Wonder if I'd be best without a shirt." He mused, he wouldn't have the cloth rubbing against his back then.
"Well its up to you, but it might be best," he said as he looked at Luthor's back and felt bad for Luthor to be in pain. "Well I do have some rub that soothes pain and it feels good for aches as well." Ciaran added as it was one of the things Sokan did add to the tray but he left it in the room.
"Oh? Do you mind putting some of that one my back?" He asked, wondering if his friend would mind doing that since he couldn't reach his own back. As he asked he set to pulling on the pants that he'd been allowed to borrow before he removed his towel skirt and set to folding it up, "Is there a laundry basket? Or somewhere to put the towel I used?"
"Nope, I don't mind at all." he answered and smiled as he looked over some of the other clothing and knew that soon he would have to get winter clothing even tho he hating anything that covered up his arm and chest. But knew to stay warm he would need them and thought to get some winter things for Luthor too, but from his guess it would have to be sometime after his wings came in. "I will take it and if you go lay on the bed with your back up as its easier that way why I go put his down the laundry shoot that is in the bathroom. Also you can take as many baths as you want while you are here too," he said as he took the towel to the bathroom and then out to the bedroom.
Luthor gave a nod of his head, walking over toward the bed while he set to work rubbing his hair dry or at least try enough that it wouldn't drip all over the place. He look around Ciaran's room as he made his way to the bed and laid the second down down so it would be under his hair since it was still a bit damp. It was a trick that his Daddy had shown him... he paused for a moment in place before he shook his head and started forward again. Surely but now he was so mad at him... he wouldn't be happy at all when he returned home since he'd run away without a word and never went back.
He gathered his hair into his hands and set to braiding it quickly so that it wouldn't be in the way and laid down on the bed as Ciaran had instructed him to do. The white haired spawn crossed his arms on the bed and rested his head on them, letting his eyes close as he felt himself relaxing. This place was so much nicer, felt so much safer then even the safe house had. No doubt because he was with a friend instead of with strangers.
After getting the towel into its place and he also wiped up the little water on the floor of the bathroom and when into the bedroom. He picked up the the icy melt off a near by table and he had also washed his hands just to be on the safe side. Getting to Luthor's side he squirted a large glob on Luthor's back and started to rub it in gently to sooth his pains way.
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Posted: Mon Oct 05, 2009 9:46 pm
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Posted: Tue Oct 06, 2009 8:26 am
Journal entry: 3
10-6-09
I know that it wasn’t all that long ago that I had written to you, journal. But I have thought about a lot of things. I might hate my mother now, but I think given time those wounds to heal I just might start talking with her. But never to the extent to what they once were as it might stress me out to the point that I might go insane again, that is one thing that I don’t want to happen as I don’t know if I would find the light. The other day I ran into my friend Duncan it was nice to see him, but I was slightly embarrass to the fact that I had slightly gone insane and hurt myself. It was very nice of him to help me out and brought be to the light and bandaged my wounds. I never did tell him how much I cared for him and how much he and Adriel me to me. For it was Adriel that ‘recued’ me and helped find my way back to the light. I don’t even know if I will tell them how I feel as I would be so embarrass to say something like I appreciate them for saving me. I don’t even know if I could tell Luthor the same thing. I think I keep a good chunk of my feeling hidden deep within, I think were I can’t get hurt again. I don’t think I could survive insanity that very deep again.
Anyways I don’t even know how I would start to tell them, I don’t think it is something guys would tell one another, or at least I think. Everything is just so confusing I know who I care about but I just don’t know how to truly tell them. They know we are friends and I would think that they would care for me in return. I just might have to think about more and see where it leads me.
I just don’t like the rain it makes everything so wet and I worry if I discharge any of my magic accidently I might hurt others and I just don’t like hurting people that don’t deserve it. So most of the time I just stay inside and watch it, its very soothing to watch and I know it gives life to everything which is good but I just don’t like getting drenched in it. One day that Sokan was out he found my best friend Luthor wandering around the city alone. I don’t know why he was alone wandering around, but I think something happened to him up were he lives in the labs. I know when he is ready to tell me I think he would tell me. I also think its very cool that he is living here with me and Sokan for at least a little time, which is nice. Maybe I will get the guts up to tell him that I appreciate him for help saving me from my insanity. I know that I’m going make him some sorta trinket for just the heck of it, but I have to find the right materials in making it and I don’t know what to make. I think it just might have to come to me when I go shopping around.
It just seams that the spring had just started even tho I had gotten out of the labs in the summer as winter now is approaching. In the labs it seamed like time stood still and out here it seams everything is in fast forwarded. I wish it would slow down, but that is impossible. Sokan says ‘If time seams to slip past you. You just need to go a little more faster to catch up to what it once was.’ I know I have a lot of time to make up and I’m not going to worry to much. I do need to get some winter clothing; even now I hate to wear shirts, jackets or anything that covers my upper body from having to wear a straight jacket. But its cold without maybe if I get it big enough I can trick myself in thinking it was something else to keep me warm. I also wonder if Luthor is going to need something warm, I have a suspicion that he had wings growing under the skin on his back and Sokan thinks all the pain he is having is them getting ready to come out. Sokan told me if his wings do come out here that Sokan is going to make him very, very comfortable until they are less likely going to hurt as much as they are when the wings come out. So Sokan had been keep a good eye out. I will of course be there to help in anyway I can to help my friend.
~Ciaran
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Posted: Tue Oct 06, 2009 8:26 am
Solo Rp - Trying to understand...
All he knew is that he had to get out of the labs as it was doing nothing good for him. He was wondering why his mother wanted to bring him back to a place like this. Ciaran knew that she didn’t like the place, but he knew they just might know what to do to help him. Well she was so very wrong in that thinking as it had only gotten more worse to the point to where he didn’t know if he would come out of the sea of insanity. What had brought on his insanity was that he was never going to get wings which broke his deep desire plunging his mind into the darkness. Not thinking clearly he cut himself in attempts to make himself more beautiful, to make up for the lack of wings. He wasn’t ashamed of what he had done, but he thought his mother would help him from pain but in turn made him travel farther into the darkness and pain.
Ever so thankful that he had friends and new friends that would talk with him to make him feel that he wasn’t forgotten. That was one reason he couldn’t himself come out of his insanity as he had thought he was forgotten by everyone he loved. He cared dearly to those who first came to his cell and broke the cycle of insanity and brought his mind to the light. Ciaran knew very well that that he could very well slip back into insanity with a lot of stress. Knowing that he was never truly going heal completely all the way as his scars was proof that he was bound by his sin. Ciaran wasn’t going to let that pain consume his life again he had friends he loved and wanted to live for.
Ciaran’s brother Ves had found him wandering around town one day and told him that there mother wanted to take him back, but Ciaran refused. Ves took that information back to there mother and she set up a bank account for Ciaran were he would have money to live on and her attempts to try and make aments to what she had done. But she respected his choice and was waiting for him to come back on his own time. Also she had a friend meet with Ciaran and Sokan came to live with Ciaran as he also need a place to stay as he was kicked out of his own home for his safety. Ciaran very much liked Sokan as he was nice and taught him lots of things so until Ciaran was old enough to take care of himself Sokan sort of became his guardian.
Ciaran had taken sometime to find a place that was large enough for him and Sokan to live and have all the things they wanted and needed. Finding a split level house with a good size basement, the both of them took days in shopping to make the house comfortable. Ciaran had take the second floor for himself to do with what he wanted and Sokan had take a good chunk of the basement and one room on the first floor for his office/study.
There were day that Ciaran just laid in bed thinking on what he was going to do with his life. He was so lost before his insanity he clearly knew what he wanted to be, but now wasn’t so clear. But the one thing that coming up was his magic. He loved his magic as he thought it was cool, even tho it was a double edge sword. Setting his mind to it that he would learn everything he could about his magic and become a good magic wielder.
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Posted: Tue Oct 06, 2009 8:28 am
Solo Rp -Trying to practic magic...
Breathing in and out as this was the first time he had used his newly acquired magic. Well he had used his magic for small things or when he accidently discharged when he was nervous. Trying to calm his mind as with all his experiences with using his full magic than from the little shocks he loved to give the techs at the labs. It hurt to use, but his teacher had told him that he must have a target to then have the electricity to arc to or it would just come back on its user. He so wanted to have complete control over his magic were he could use it to protect his friends and himself if there was any trouble to sprout its head in his path.
So far he hadn’t told anyone about what element his magic was, except for those that had witnessed to its use. Ciaran knew that he wasn’t ready to show anyone as he knew it would be a danger to them and to himself but it would mostly be him in pain.
His reason for wanting to have complete control over his magic stemmed from him being insane for a time and could potential still slip back into it. In which he feared returning to it. So many things were so warped and disconnected from the reality that he lived. Ciaran if was asked he would truthfully admit that it was nice to be insane as it was very nice to forget all pain and suffering. Then tell the person that he wouldn’t want to lose himself as he didn’t want his friends to worry or to be forgotten by everyone he loved. That was his ultimate fear to be forgotten. He could control his demon of envy for the most part but he knew deep in his heart he truly wanted to be free to fly to were his heart would be unburden. Knowing all well that could truly never happen, but it still burned there as he was earthbound as to be sinbound even before his birth. This flicker of deep seeded envy he would never tell a soul as he wouldn’t truly even admit it to himself.
Shaking his head a little to get his thought back on practicing his magic, Ciaran had chosen a very remote place well outside of town and the Laps. A forest meadow that had a small lake in the middle of the clearing, he found this place not to long after he left the labs as he was walking around trying to clear his head and tried to figure out what he was going to do. This place was so peaceful that he did finally did get his thoughts straight and thought that it was a perfect place to practice.
Clearing his thoughts and just thought about the lake as he looked into himself looking for the part of him that was his magic. Sensing that familiar tingle he got when the electricity start to flow and grasped for it. In return for grasping it he got good sized shock. Opening his eyes and breathing heavily to control the pain. As soon as the pain subsided he tried once more but instead of grabbing it he just watched. Doing this for sometime but not really knowing it he learned that his magic was just like unto a wild animal hard to tame and hated to be confined. When released in large quantities it rushed out to the target indicated and if no target it would consume him with pain and sometime even if it hit its target there was always a chance of recoiled.
Breathing in deeply and exhaled, as it was going to take sometime to tame his magic as well as more classes to learn more of what he could do with it and prevent backlashes. Not really wanting to go back to the labs but Ciaran knew he would have to go back to learn what he didn’t know. But after all of that was done he wouldn’t have to return and live his own life to how ever he wanted.
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Posted: Tue Oct 13, 2009 8:22 am
Solo Rp -Places to visit
Out running to get things that were needed for the household, Ciaran was also enjoying the last days of the warm weather before it turned into winter. One of his least favorite times of the year and it was just so cold and he just hated covering up just to go out. The first thing on his list was to get the thinks that Sokan wanted from the herb place or what Ciaran like to call it the strange smell place. The small shop was in part of the town that Sokan would never visit, but he did know that Terrien did make a few trips to the house to meet and have long talks about what can be made with what and what it would be produced. It would be interesting to listen to but he didn’t know what most of the terms they were using and gave up trying to figure it out.
It was true that he never minded the visits to the shop as he would learn so many different things when he did visit. Walking on he wondered to what he would learn today or if it would be a continuations to what they were talking about next week. Getting to the shop Ciaran saw that the stuff in the front window had changed to match all the things that grew or were harvested in the fall. Getting to the door and opening it up and spotted that it wasn’t the owner, Terrien at the counter for his customers. But someone new that Ciaran has never seen and the young looking guy looked like he knew everything and belittled everyone else. His tail stopped it eager wagging as he got nervous with this new guy as he walked up to the counter. The guy finally spotting Ciaran approaching the counter as he put down what he was working on with a small huff at being interrupted and have to serve Ciaran. “I need to pick these up,” he said stuttering a bit and he could slightly hear his magic start to arc on the feathers of his tail as he put Sokan’s list on the counter.
The guy looked over the list and then back to Ciaran as he took a very long look over him. It seamed that the guy was trying to decide something and all the stares make him even more nervous as Ciaran didn’t like strangers all that much especially if they wanted to touch him. “Well most of the stuff on this list are way out of your price range,” he said all stuck up.
“Most of what is on the list is already paid for; I’m just here to pick them up.”
“It doesn’t say that,” he replied in the same manner.
“It does too and it also states that I have permission to pick them up for Sokan,”
“I don’t know anyone by that name so you need to leave as this isn’t a place for you to be in, as you are just so different,” The guy said as he waved Ciaran off.
Now getting a little angry with this person as he stomped on the ground and folded his arms as he wasn’t going to leave without getting what he came here to get. “I’m not leaving until I get what is on the list. So you might want to go talk with the Terrien to get the things I need.”
The guy didn’t like being talk backed to especially a weird looking kid that wanted herbs that were very expensive and rare. “Get out, I don’t know what your talking about and I will not bug my boss over something like this,” he said very angrily and got out of his chair to physical take Ciaran out of the store. At this point Ciaran was angry, but seeing the guy leave the chair and coming nearer just make him much more nervous and now you could feel the electricity in the air around him. Just as the guy was going to grip his shoulder Ciaran fell backwards to prevent the guy from being shocked as he released the magic that make the air crack and leavening a good sized scorch mark on the floor and Ciaran in a little bit of pain.
Hearing the loud sound coming from the front part of his shop, Terrien came out of the back to see his new apprentice towering over Ciaran with a very shocked look on his face and he could see that Ciaran in pain. Quickly walking over to where they were standing and shoveling his stupid apprentice out of the way. He bent down to see if Ciaran was ok. “Are you alright, Ciaran?” he said with a consered look on his face.
“Yes I’m ok and sorry about the scorch mark on your floor,”
“It ok and don’t worry about it. It just gives the store some more character.” He said to Ciaran and then he turned to his apprentice.
“That is not how you treat the customers, Tay.”
“But he isn’t a customer he just want some of the rare herb in the store for free…” he said and Terrien glared at him and stopped midsentence.
“He is most defiantly is. Ciaran is picking up stuff for his friend Sokan that ordered those herbs and paid be before hand for them. I left you a note that he was going to be picking them up today.
“I didn’t see that note,” he lied and Terrien saw though that lie and knew what he was up to.
“Get out Tay and never return. I will not teach someone who treats the customers like you have and I will not tolerate my wares being stolen by those I teach,” he said angrily as he pointed to the door.
“Well who wants to be taught by a stupid old man,” Tay retorted.
This did get Ciaran angry as he heard that this Tay wanted to take Sokan’s stuff for his own and didn’t like the fact of what he said to Terrien and gave Tay a little shock he also gave the tech to help him hurry on his way. Tay yelped a little but got out of the shop as fast as he could and didn’t look back.
“Sorry about that,”
“No worries. He was very lazy and I think he might have been trying to get me out of business. The last few days he was getting on my nerves and I’m glad he is gone. I want to teach willing people to my trade,” he said as he looked at Ciaran.
“Me?” he said and pointed to himself.
“Yes! You are always excited to learn and stay for a long time listening to what I have to say when you come to pick up Sokan’s stuff. I haven’t seen that when I’m over that you are interested in what we have to say, but half the time you don’t know what we are talking about. Am I right,” he stated as he smiled as he like Ciaran on how he looked now impressed about his magic too.
“You are right about that. Its just so fascinating on how much you can do with them besides cook with some of them,” he said excitedly.
“Well why don’t you come to the shop once a week and I will teach you all you want to learn and once you know more and grow older would you want to work here with me?” he asked as he was seeing if Ciaran wanted to become at least a part-time apprentice.
“That sounds like fun!”
“Well go to the back while I close the shop and we can continue were we left off last week. Don’t worry about Sokan he was hoping that you would want to do this.”
All Ciaran could do was smile as Sokan was so very nice to look out for him and give him a chance at something he could make a living with when he became an adult.
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Posted: Tue Oct 13, 2009 8:24 am
PD- Looking for something shiny -Part one
Ciaran and Dritan
Ciaran decided to take a walk as it seamed to him that Luthor had decide the same things. Which he didn’t mind as his friend need to learn how to get around the town and what best way to talk a walk, but he just hoped that Luthor wouldn’t get lots and was have fun. He had decided to take a walk to the art store as he wanted to make something up for his friend before he wanted to go home.
It seamed it was his turn to go to art store to get supplies for the studio. Dritan when over a list he was carrying and saw that most of the supplies that studio need was a whole bunch of supplies for glass making. Dri got all excited as this would mean that his mother was going to teach him how to make those very nifty glass beads and other things as well. His wings were for now behaving but one of them was trying to get into the little belt pouch that he had treats and it was failing as they had yet got the grasp of zippers and Dritan was very thankful for that.
Once he stepped into the art store he was just plain lost of what he was looking for and even to what he even wanted to do. There was so much here, Ciaran didn’t even know were to start looking. Thinking it would be best to start looking over the how to books to see if he could find any ideas he liked.
Walking into the store not really seeing Ciaran looking over the entire how to books as his mind was geared for one thing and that was getting home and seeing if it was true that his mother was going to be teaching him soon. Reaching the counter and was greeted by the familiar clerk. “So what will it be to day?” she asked.
“Just whats on the list and I think I might get something but it will be with my own money and not be put on my mother’s account.” He replied as he handed over the list to her. She looked it over and saw that some was a resupply and more. “I see here that Val is going to be teaching you how to do glass now,”
“That’s right and I’m excited about it.”
“Well I don’t have everything on the list, but do you want me just to have it all delivered to your house once I have it all here,” she asked as she went over a mental list in her head.
“That is what she wants you to do. I think she knew that you might not have everything here,” he answered her and one of his wings started to look around and smelt something that wasn’t normal for the store, but Dritan didn’t pay attention to it.
So very lost and looking over the books wasn’t helping very much, as it just making him much more confused. All he wanted was something very different and beautiful at the same time. So in defeat he walked over to the counter to see of he could get some help. On his way there he saw that someone was ahead of him and he politely waited. But then he started to look over the boy that was in front of him as he wasn’t all that much younger than he was and he just loved the other spawns wings they were so beautiful. But as one of them turned to look at him it had startled him as he wasn’t expecting the wing to have a head. Looking closer at the other wings he saw that all the wings had heads, mouths and ears just like the one that was looking at him and just giggled.
Hearing a giggle as a little chirp from one of his wings, Dritan turned around to see who was giggling and to what had gotten his wing all interested. He spotted Ciaran and looked him over and thought that his skin color and thought it was weird but nifty that Ciaran had feathers on his tail. “I see that one of my wings like you,” he said as he walked closer but just stopped short to were his wings wouldn’t be able to reach the other spawn. Then all of his wings started to chirp excitedly and Dritan was just stunned.
“I have never seen wings quite like yours before, but how they look somewhat reminds me of another person I met, minus the head on the wings,” he said as then the wing got all excited about something he didn’t know. As they sorta reminded him of Adriel tentacles, but different in the same sense, maybe it was because they were wings and had mouths that could bite you. Then it dawned on him that is why the younger spawn wasn’t getting all that close as he didn’t want his wings biting him.
“Well I haven’t met anyone with wings sorta like mine, but then I haven’t met everyone at the labs either and I take it your from the labs as well?” he asked as his wings just want to go and check out Ciaran. “I hope you don’t mind a nibble or two as it looks like my wings want to check you out as you are a new person to them and its rarely I see them interested in wanting to meet other people.” He said as he thought that there were just a handful of people that all his wings liked. “By the way I’m Dritan,” he said and he wings all chirp there one introduction.
Ciaran just had to giggle at the site of Dritan’s wings introducing themselves as it was very cute. “No I don’t mind at all if I get nipped. It’s nice to meet you and I’m Ciaran,”
Getting closer to Ciaran and his wings checked out Ciaran and he did get some soft nibbles and one of them also had pulled out one of Ciaran feathers and was eating it. Dri saw that. “Bad wing, you don’t eat other people feathers or even pull them out,” he said to the wing and gave it a little bat to the nose. “Sorry about that and it’s nice to meet you too,”
Ciaran winced a little as a feather was being pulled out; it wasn’t too bad from the other pain he had experienced. “It’s ok as long as it doesn’t happen again,” he replied but it was more for the wing than it was for Dritan.
With now all the introductions done Dritan’s wings did seddle down and the one that had pulled out the feather gave a lick on Ciaran’s hand as its way of being sorry. “So anyway what bring you here, I have never seen you here and I’m here very often,” he asked.
Ciaran blushed a little. “Well I wanted to make a gift for a friend and I thought it would be a good place to start but I’m so lost to what I want to do I don’t even know were to start. All I want is something different and beautiful,” he answered.
Dritan just had to smile as this was his place and he knew almost anything and if he didn’t know his mother would. He thought on what Ciaran had said and thought of the glass beads as yes he had glass on the brains. “Is this something that might be what you’re looking for?” he asked as he pulled out a glass bead from his pocked that was red and orange and looked like flames.
Looking at the bead as it was very beautiful and it was the think he was looking for. “That is beautiful and yes at least something like that, but in different colors.” He said as he thought of the colors he wanted. “Also were did you get that?” he said indicating to the bead.
Just beaming at the comment about the bead, as he knew his mother stuff was just the best. “My mother made it,” he replied with pride.
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Posted: Tue Oct 13, 2009 8:25 am
PD- Looking for something shiny -Part two
Ciaran and Dritan
“Is there in anyway I can get some of them?”
“Yes there is and I will take you to her,” he said as he took Ciaran’s hand had they were out of the art store in a flash as his business was done here and he didn’t mind that he hadn’t gotten anything for himself as he took his new friend home to get some bead made for him and Dritan just love watching her make them. It didn’t take them long to get to his house as it looked normal on the outside, but it was very different on the inside as there were doors that led to other places than the house and one had to be careful about all the visitors that would just literally pop into the house and the leave by the same way. “I will warn you that it’s a little weird inside my house, but its all good,”
Very shocked that he was being taken to his new friend’s house just for him to get some beads for a gift. “Ok, I will watch my step,” he replied as he didn’t know what to expect.
Dritan took him inside and knew that his mother would be in the studio as that is were he left her as she was working on some designs for a project. “Mom I’m home and I brought a friend home that wants some of your glass beads,” he yelled once inside the house. “Well why don’t you bring your friend down and watch as I’m working on more of them right now,” she replied yelling too. “Come on its this way,” he said pointing to the stairs that led down to the studio.
“Ok,” he replied as he just listened and just followed his new friend to were he indicated.
Once inside the studio there was all type of art things around and Dri saw his mother working on some red hot glass beads. She looked up from her work as the boys came into view to were she was working. “Hi I’m Dri’s mother Val.”
“I’m Ciaran.” He replied as he was looking all over the place looking at all the beautiful things especially the glass work as he could sell these works and make very good money. “Everything down here is just so beautiful and you could sell a lot of it,” he said as he thought on what his own mother like to collect. “Also it’s nice to meet you,”
“Thanks.” She said and blushed a little as she really hadn’t sold all that much of her work as they didn’t look perfect enough to her mind to sell. “I really haven’t sold all that much as I just haven’t gotten it out there yet. I’m still working on a lot of things to making it look better. It’s also nice to meet you as well,”
“Don’t be so modest, Mom your work is beautiful,”
“Well I don’t know…” she was going to say but Dritan just glared at her.
“Ok, ok I give. So what color of bead were you looking for?” she asked.
“I am looking for, one that is the color of my feathers, one that is a light gray with purple in it, one that is purple and one that is white and blue,” he said not really knowing if it could be done.
“That is no problem, those colors can easily be done,” she answered and got right to work. Dritan set to watcher her as he wanted to know how it was done.
Ciaran watched as well and it was very neat to watch.
After sometime Val had gotten all of the bead done and were already to go and she had even wrapped them up and gave the box to Ciaran.
“Thank you so much, so how much do I owe you?” he ask as he took the box from her.
“Nothing,” she replied. “I had fun making them and that is all I really care about.”
Dritan just giggled as he rubbed his eyes. “Well I think its getting late and it looks that Dritan is tired,”
“But I want to play with Ciaran some more.”
“Another day hunny, it’s getting late and I think that Ciaran has others that might be worrying about him as well too.”
“Ok,” he answered his mother and turned to Ciaran. “Do you promise to come over another day and I can teach you how to string up those beads all neat,”
“She is right, I think the people at my house might be wondering to were I have gotten, but I promise that I will come over soon for you to teach me how to string them up,” he replied to Dritan.
“Ya, I can’t wait,” he said as he showed Ciaran the way out and he and his mother waved good bye to him as he left to his own home.
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Posted: Tue Oct 13, 2009 8:27 am
Back Pain
Ciaran and Luthor
Ciaran sat by the window in his room as earlier in the day it had been a nice day and he wanted to go lay out in the sun on his deck. But now it look as it was threating to rain and he wasn't all that happy about it. With winter fast approching he wanted to enjoy all the warm days he could. So walking past a bookcase and took a book of the shelf and layed on the bed to read it. He wondered to were Luthor was but Ciaran did know that he wasn't all that far as he love the company of his best friend, but he did have his idea to where he might be.
Luthor was in what had become his favorite place to be which was the tub, soaking under the hot water. It normally helped at least enough with his pain that it became little more then a dull ache but tonight wasn't the same. In fact it seemed to be worse... he came to the surface before he moved over to the edge of the tub to drag himself out. He leaned his head forward, one hand reached back to clutch at his back then gave a hiss of pain as the tips of his fingers brushed over some sort of swollen... bump? He gave a shiver before he looked back and forth, the pain was more then what he was used to, more then he thought he could deal with.
He reached over to grab up his towel, wrapping it around his waist before he dripped his way across the bathroom to peek into the bedroom that he'd been sharing with his friend to see if he was there before he slowly went in search of him. Maybe he could rub more of that stuff onto his back? It had been a strange, tingling sensation that went around with the salve but it had been nice last time.
The book that he had picked up was boring and wasn't all that happy with it and just very frustrated and chucked the book hard on the ground to get some of his frustration out. Well some of his frustration had been that it could possible rain, but for the fact he was still having trouble telling his best friend for how thankful he was. Sitting up in the bed he saw Luthor come out of the bathroom and he had been right that he had been in the bathtub. "So do you want me to rub some of that icy hot on your back?" he asked as he reached around to the nightstand to were it currently was.
Luthor blinked a couple times before he smiled, "You... read my mind." He murmured, walking over toward Ciaran, not realizing for the moment that he was sort of... swaying as he walked. He crawled up onto the bed and flopped down next to his friend, "I'm... sorry... I'm getting everything... kind of wet." He murmured, feeling bad for that but didn't think that he could get up and dry himself off quite yet. Instead he reached a hand up to pet his hand over the feathers on his friend's tail.
Ciaran had to giggle and smiled. "Well the last time you enjoyed the stuff and it works very well after a bath." he answered his friend still smileing and purred slightly. Watching Luthor walk over to the bed swaying got Ciaran a little concerned and thought something might be wrong. "Its ok everything dries and its all washable too. So don't worry," he answered as he ruffled Luthor's hair. Sensing that his friend was petting his tail he moved to were it was much easier to pet and for him to rub the stuff in. Looking at his back and saw that it didn't look the same as it had earlier. Ciaran didn't want to touch the swollen bumps on his back as they looked very painful. "Your back looks a little more swollen, but I'm going to try to put a little on first," he said as he squirted a little of the gel on his hand and gently started to put it on one of the swollen lumps.
Luthor's eyes went wide and he gave a gasping sound, his body went tense, and his eyes squeezed shut as his friend set to rubbing the stuff onto one of the lumps. He felt... a little dizzy and a bit ill as the pain radiated from the bump. He turned his head to bury his face against the blankets and his hand stilled over Ciaran's tail where he'd been petting it. He didn't want his friend to know that he was hurting him so he didn't say anything, just remained as quiet as he could in hopes that the icy hot would help to dull the pain.
Hearing a little gasp and for the fact that he felt Luthor's body tense up. Ciaran stopped rubbing the ice hot in as a few of his feathers of his shoulders fluffed up. Once he had touched one of the lumps it was very, very warm to the touch sorta like a fever. Ciaran's tail wrapped around Luthor's wrist as he moved over to have Luthor look at him. "If I hurt you. You should have said something, Luthor. As I don't think the icy hot is going to work as the lumps on your back are very warm to the touch. I just might have to get some painkiller for you and some ice to cool them down."
"I didn't want... you to think you were hurting me... its not you my back is just hurting." He murmured, not having wanted to worry the other but it would seem as though that was just what he was doing... His eyes got a bit wide at his friends next words. The idea that the miracle salve wasn't going to help scared Luthor a little bit. He lifted his head a to look up at him for a long moment and then then lowered his head again, "No... no... I should be alright, just... don't go Ciaran." He murmured, he was hurting and he didn't want to be left alone with the pain even if it were for his own good.
"Still you need to tell me, I don't want to make it worse just to rub this stuff in to make it feel better. I would never hurt you and tell me that I hurt you unintentionally won't make me mad, I just wouldn't want to repeat it," he said gently and calm. He was just going to get up when Luthor's words stopped him. "I won't go anywhere," he cooed and moved closer to Luthor. "I would never leave you, you mean so much to me," he said finally with a little blush. "But I do think that its a lot worse that you think. I will call up Sokan to bring some stuff up and could you try to put these on." he said as he brought out a pair of soft flannel pants that were hiding under the pillow. "I think these would be a little more comfortable than staying wrapped in a towel." he said handing over the pants. Turning his head towards the door he yelled down to Sokan and he replied that he was coming up.
He swore under his breath as he heard Ciaran call down to him to bring some strong painkiller. He closed his main eyes and concentrated on his upper set to see what was happening and saw. He swore once more as he hurried to get what he need from downstairs as he knew what was happening.
"Try to..." He gave a nod of his head as he reached over to take the pants that Ciaran gotten out for him. It took all of his concentration to slowly sit up and he gave a groan as he tried to pull the pants on. It took more time then he would like as well as a few attempts before he was flopping down onto his side, panting a bit, "I did it!" He said in a cheerfully dazed manner. He looked over at his friend, glad to see that he had told the truth and wasn't leaving him... he didn't want to be left alone, he always hated that feeling.
"Your a good friend, Ciaran... staying with me like this." He murmured, letting his eyes sink half closed as he watched him closely... then gave a little groan and wrapped an arm around himself as the lumps on his back seemed for a moment to spasm a bit in a painful manner.
He smiled and nodded, he didn't want to cause anyone pain, if he could he would take his frend's pain were he wouldn't have to suffer. Ciaran watch very intently as Luthor with all he had put the pants on. "That's good," he replied as started to play with Luthor's hair. Ciaran also hated being alone and forgotten but those feelings were hidden deep within him not to let others worry about him. "I will do anything for you, Luthor," he replied purred as he tried to comfort his friend through all the pain he was having.
Lucky enough Sokan showed up with his medical bag in on had and a bowl with a bag of ice inside of it and slithered over to see that Luthor wings hadn't quite came in yet but he knew it would be very soon. "It ok Luthor the pain your having right now is your wings coming in, but I brought some ice to cool them down and some stuff for the pain," he said moving closer to the bed.
Luthor looked up at Ciaran, smiling at him before he moved a hand to lace his fingers with those of his friend, holding onto it. He turned his attention to Sokan as the snake man arrived. He blinked a couple times and looked a bit confused, "H-Huh...? Wings?" He murmured, sounding a little confused. Was that what was going on? He tried to lift up to look over his shoulder at the reddened bumps on his back, starring at them oddly. He was getting... wings? He felt them spasm again he gave another groan, "Ahh... thank you, Sokan. Its really nice of you... to bring me that stuff." He murmured.
Ciaran just purred some more as Luthor laced his fingers with his. Staying quiet to what Sokan had said. So his friend was going to get wings, he smiled some more as he thought that was cool and wasn't at all upset that Luthor was getting some. He would just have fun petting them as he wounder to what color they might be.
"Yep. All the pain your having is the wings are trying to brake out from under your skin, but once they break the skin its all over very quick. But its going to be more painful than what your experiencing now. So I'm going to give you some very strong pain killer as I don't want you to get anymore hurt than you will be." he said as he looked over Luthor to try and judge how much Luthor's weight. Taking out a wrapped syringe-needle and a bottle of painkiller and put a small dose within the needle. "Now this will hurt when I stick you as it will numb your back for a bit before it completely knocks you out and tell me when your ready for it,"
Luthor nodded his head as he listened to the explanation of what he was going to go through and what Sokan was planning to do to battle that. His eyes went wide as he saw the needle that he withdrew and filled with some sort of mystery drug. He gave a little tremble and his hand tightened on that of Ciaran as though to make sure that his friend was going to stay right there with him. He didn't like the idea of going unconscious but he trusted these two, it would be alright he told himself over and over in his head.
"I... I guess I am... ready." He said even though he didn't quite feel like he was. The sooner the better though, the needle would help the pain in his back and it would help him to rest and deal with what he was about to experience.
Feeling that his friend was tightening his grip and Ciaran move closer and petted his friends hair with his other hand. "It will be ok and I promise that I won't go anywhere and I will be here when you wake up." Ciaran said to further comfort his friend.
Sokan nodded as he stuck the needle near one of the bumps and it was quickly over and the soothing drug spreading fast. "Don't worry! Once you wake up you will have beautiful wings. You might be sore for a few days but it will be noting after this." he said smiling as he put some of the ice on the lumps too as to help spreed the drug to help with the pain.
"Thank you, Ciaran." he murmured, relaxing a little as he felt his friend's closeness as well as the gentle feeling of the hand petting through his hair. He gave a soft smile at his words and snuggled as close to him as he could... then he gave a little whimper as he felt the bite of the needle in his back. His hold on his friend tightened a bit more before the drug started to spread. The feeling that came with it was strange, it was warm and it made him feel a little like he was floating... his grasp on his friend's hand eased and he barely felt the cold of the ice as he rested on his back, "D-Don't forget... that you said you would be here... ok." He said in a whisper, having a bit of a hard time in concentrating and forming words at the moment. So long as Ciaran didn't forget and that Sokan was right about his only being sore instead of hurting as much as he was before the drug he was sure things would be better as he woke.
As he started to doze off his mind was on Pepper, wondering for an idle moment on the chances that his other friend would be asleep right now, "Wish... he would be..." He murmured to himself, the sound barely audible.
"Your welcome," he murmured and purred. As he snuggled his friend as Sokan had poked Luthor with the needle. He kept running his hand though his friend's hair. "I won't forget and I will be here. So don't worry," he replied.
"We will take good care of you and everything will be fine," Sokan added.
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Posted: Tue Oct 13, 2009 8:28 am
Solo Rp for after Backpain Rp (comming soon)
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